<time>429_00:12:35,400 --> 00:12:36,400</time>
<s>然后他们就是</s>
<time>430_00:12:36,600 --> 00:12:39,400</time>
<s>就是我觉得没有资格评论人家长相什么之类的</s>
<time>431_00:12:39,600 --> 00:12:40,800</time>
<s>我不知道是不是我错觉我觉得</s>
<time>432_00:12:41,000 --> 00:12:42,800</time>
<s>有一个人就是跟我玩的比较好</s>
<time>433_00:12:43,000 --> 00:12:43,200</time>
<s>十几年了</s>
<time>434_00:12:43,400 --> 00:12:45,400</time>
<s>跟我条件他学识可能比我高吧</s>
<time>435_00:12:45,600 --> 00:12:47,600</time>
<s>但我觉得长相怎么各方面的没有说差</s>
<time>436_00:12:47,800 --> 00:12:50,000</time>
<s>很多情况下他桃花源源不断</s>
<time>437_00:12:50,200 --> 00:12:51,000</time>
<s>我不懂为什么</s>
<time>438_00:12:51,200 --> 00:12:51,600</time>
<s>所以大家为什么</s>
<time>439_00:12:51,800 --> 00:12:53,200</time>
<s>我有的时候觉得做很累</s>
<time>440_00:12:53,400 --> 00:12:54,000</time>
<s>我说我崆响</s>
<time>441_00:12:54,200 --> 00:12:55,200</time>
<s>我是真的有点崆响你知道</s>
<time>442_00:12:55,600 --> 00:12:57,200</time>
<s>因为TXL真的很爱自拍</s>
<time>443_00:12:57,400 --> 00:12:59,600</time>
<s>我真的很不会自拍这是第一点第二就是大家</s>
<time>444_00:12:59,800 --> 00:13:01,000</time>
<s>真的就是很肤浅</s>
<time>445_00:13:01,200 --> 00:13:03,600</time>
<s>在软件上面就是经典三连问</s>
<time>446_00:13:03,800 --> 00:13:04,600</time>
<s>就是在吗</s>
<time>447_00:13:04,800 --> 00:13:06,800</time>
<s>看看你在哪就boring</s>
<time>448_00:13:07,200 --> 00:13:07,400</time>
<s>你知道吗</s>
<time>449_00:13:07,600 --> 00:13:08,800</time>
<s>看到这些时候就是好像</s>
<time>450_00:13:09,000 --> 00:13:10,400</time>
<s>你没有办法不进入这个圈子</s>
<time>451_00:13:10,600 --> 00:13:12,200</time>
<s>但是你进的时候你又觉得很反感的时候</s>
<time>452_00:13:12,600 --> 00:13:14,400</time>
<s>我就觉得真的好讨厌这种感觉</s>
<time>453_00:13:14,800 --> 00:13:16,600</time>
<s>但是我又抽身不了在杭州这么久的话</s>
<time>454_00:13:16,800 --> 00:13:18,000</time>
<s>你肯定勾搭过人不少</s>
<time>455_00:13:18,200 --> 00:13:19,600</time>
<s>但是回应我的人youknow</s>
<time>456_00:13:20,800 --> 00:13:22,600</time>
<s>这是白果吗不是这是年糕</s>
<time>457_00:13:23,000 --> 00:13:24,000</time>
<s>年糕不就是白果</s>
<time>458_00:13:25,000 --> 00:13:25,800</time>
<s>很辣他很菜</s>
<time>459_00:13:26,000 --> 00:13:28,200</time>
<s>这样他又很爱吃辣烧烤不吃辣不好吃</s>
<time>460_00:13:28,600 --> 00:13:29,200</time>
<s>就是来杭州</s>
<time>461_00:13:29,400 --> 00:13:31,800</time>
<s>我最接近爱情的一次</s>
<time>462_00:13:32,000 --> 00:13:34,400</time>
<s>是当时哎那个真的是老头三十</s>
<time>463_00:13:34,600 --> 00:13:36,600</time>
<s>据他描述就是保养的很好</s>
<time>464_00:13:36,800 --> 00:13:37,600</time>
<s>对保养的很好</s>
<time>465_00:13:37,800 --> 00:13:40,200</time>
<s>就是你看不出他30岁各方面都</s>
<time>466_00:13:40,400 --> 00:13:41,000</time>
<s>非常的prefect</s>
<time>467_00:13:41,200 --> 00:13:42,800</time>
<s>第一眼见到时候就是会牵你的手</s>
<time>468_00:13:43,000 --> 00:13:43,600</time>
<s>哇这种</s>
<time>469_00:13:43,800 --> 00:13:46,400</time>
<s>这几十年没搞过这种东西的</s>
<time>470_00:13:46,800 --> 00:13:48,000</time>
<s>谁受得了啊</s>
<time>471_00:13:48,200 --> 00:13:49,600</time>
<s>就是真的是很下iknow</s>
<time>472_00:13:49,800 --> 00:13:50,200</time>
<s>但就是</s>
<time>473_00:13:50,400 --> 00:13:52,000</time>
<s>前提是如果你对他有感觉</s>
<time>474_00:13:52,200 --> 00:13:53,400</time>
<s>就是长得不是特别那什么</s>
<time>475_00:13:53,600 --> 00:13:54,400</time>
<s>你肯定会有点有所心动了</s>
<time>476_00:13:54,600 --> 00:13:57,800</time>
<s>对不对就是包括他下车帮你打开那个车门什么的然后护你的头</s>
<time>477_00:13:58,000 --> 00:13:59,000</time>
<s>对对对对对</s>
<time>478_00:13:59,200 --> 00:14:00,400</time>
<s>就这小心机跟我讲过了</s>
<time>479_00:14:00,600 --> 00:14:01,000</time>
<s>他们不知道吗</s>
<time>480_00:14:01,200 --> 00:14:03,200</time>
<s>然后我去过他家吃过几次饭吧</s>
<time>481_00:14:03,400 --> 00:14:05,000</time>
<s>他们家感觉他蛮有钱的</s>
<time>482_00:14:05,600 --> 00:14:07,800</time>
<s>哈哈哈就是我看的那些护肤品</s>
<time>483_00:14:08,000 --> 00:14:10,200</time>
<s>就什么希思黎啊就是赫莲娜各种</s>
<time>484_00:14:10,400 --> 00:14:12,400</time>
<s>我一直就觉得他不是还定期去</s>
<time>485_00:14:12,800 --> 00:14:13,600</time>
<s>打那个什么</s>
<time>486_00:14:14,000 --> 00:14:16,000</time>
<s>他说他做过热玛吉他也关注我</s>
<time>487_00:14:16,200 --> 00:14:17,400</time>
<s>他如果他看这期视频的话</s>
<time>488_00:14:17,600 --> 00:14:18,400</time>
<s>没关系我就无所谓</s>
<time>489_00:14:18,600 --> 00:14:20,400</time>
<s>就这个因为我现在跟他是朋友关系</s>
<time>490_00:14:20,600 --> 00:14:22,200</time>
<s>我为什么觉得这是我最接近爱情的事</s>
<time>491_00:14:22,400 --> 00:14:24,400</time>
<s>因为当时就我明明感觉他喜欢我</s>
<time>492_00:14:24,600 --> 00:14:25,200</time>
<s>他表示过</s>
<time>493_00:14:25,400 --> 00:14:28,000</time>
<s>但是他好像又不愿意跟我在一起</s>
<time>494_00:14:28,200 --> 00:14:30,200</time>
<s>就是你们两个好像明明就挺喜欢的</s>
<time>495_00:14:30,400 --> 00:14:31,600</time>
<s>就是他明明对你很有意思</s>
<time>496_00:14:31,800 --> 00:14:33,800</time>
<s>但是好像他因为一些特别的因素他不能跟你在一起</s>
<time>497_00:14:34,000 --> 00:14:34,800</time>
<s>因为当时他是跟我说</s>
<time>498_00:14:35,000 --> 00:14:37,200</time>
<s>他说他自己就是已经30岁了</s>
<time>499_00:14:37,400 --> 00:14:38,800</time>
<s>然后他没有跟家人出柜</s>
<time>500_00:14:39,000 --> 00:14:41,200</time>
<s>就是他当时抱我之后我就觉得很伤感</s>
<time>501_00:14:41,400 --> 00:14:43,000</time>
<s>而我觉得TXL好像的下场</s>
<time>502_00:14:43,200 --> 00:14:44,200</time>
<s>是不是都会这样子</s>
<time>503_00:14:44,600 --> 00:14:45,200</time>
<s>非常的难过</s>
<time>504_00:14:45,400 --> 00:14:45,800</time>
<s>真的非常难过</s>
<time>505_00:14:46,000 --> 00:14:47,000</time>
<s>我当天就不知道为什么</s>
<time>506_00:14:47,200 --> 00:14:48,600</time>
<s>有点特别像小说的感觉</s>
<time>507_00:14:48,800 --> 00:14:50,400</time>
<s>就我出了家门之后我就了</s>
<time>508_00:14:50,600 --> 00:14:51,200</time>
<s>我不知道为什么哭</s>
<time>509_00:14:51,400 --> 00:14:52,600</time>
<s>但是就是那个眼泪真的是</s>
<time>510_00:14:52,800 --> 00:14:53,400</time>
<s>就是会流下来</s>
<time>511_00:14:53,600 --> 00:14:55,000</time>
<s>因为我哭的原因可能不是因为说</s>
<time>512_00:14:55,200 --> 00:14:56,600</time>
<s>是因为单纯是我这件事情</s>
<time>513_00:14:56,800 --> 00:14:59,200</time>
<s>可能我是觉得这个TXL这条道路真是</s>
<time>514_00:14:59,400 --> 00:15:00,600</time>
<s>太艰难了</s>
<time>515_00:15:00,800 --> 00:15:01,400</time>
<s>他说出这句话的时候</s>
<time>516_00:15:01,600 --> 00:15:03,200</time>
<s>我真的觉得很心酸很心酸</s>
<time>517_00:15:03,400 --> 00:15:03,600</time>
<s>你知道吗</s>
<time>518_00:15:03,800 --> 00:15:05,000</time>
<s>但是我觉得人就是这样子嘛</s>
<time>519_00:15:05,200 --> 00:15:06,000</time>
<s>就是其实你知道</s>
<time>520_00:15:06,200 --> 00:15:07,600</time>
<s>就其实跟这个人不太那个什么</s>
<time>521_00:15:07,800 --> 00:15:09,800</time>
<s>但是每当他你对他有意思的时候</s>
<time>522_00:15:10,000 --> 00:15:11,800</time>
<s>如果他再次邀约你的情况下时候</s>
<time>523_00:15:12,000 --> 00:15:14,000</time>
<s>你还是会一如既往的去</s>
<time>524_00:15:14,200 --> 00:15:15,800</time>
<s>我就在这之后的话我还是有去过他</s>
<time>525_00:15:16,000 --> 00:15:17,200</time>
<s>因为他依然非常的热情</s>
<time>526_00:15:17,400 --> 00:15:19,000</time>
<s>我就是挺吃那种软的</s>
<time>527_00:15:19,200 --> 00:15:20,000</time>
<s>我蛮喜欢舔狗</s>
<time>528_00:15:21,800 --> 00:15:23,600</time>
<s>我很然后我就去过他家之后</s>
<time>529_00:15:23,800 --> 00:15:25,000</time>
<s>然后有一次就是啊</s>
<time>530_00:15:25,200 --> 00:15:29,200</time>
<s>播到首歌叫做什么触碰不到的你非常动人</s>
<time>531_00:15:29,400 --> 00:15:31,800</time>
<s>我当时就是我真的就在他家我哭了</s>
<time>532_00:15:32,000 --> 00:15:32,800</time>
<s>他问我为什么哭</s>
<time>533_00:15:33,200 --> 00:15:35,200</time>
<s>我说我自己我都不知道为什么哭</s>
<time>534_00:15:35,400 --> 00:15:36,800</time>
<s>因为已经这么多年了</s>
<time>535_00:15:37,000 --> 00:15:38,600</time>
<s>在视频里面说那个水瓶之前啊</s>
<time>536_00:15:38,800 --> 00:15:40,000</time>
<s>真正谈恋爱是在高中时候</s>
<time>537_00:15:40,200 --> 00:15:41,400</time>
<s>已经真的是六年了</s>
<time>538_00:15:41,600 --> 00:15:42,400</time>
<s>没有开过花</s>
<time>539_00:15:42,600 --> 00:15:44,000</time>
<s>我就是真的是很想死</s>
<time>540_00:15:44,200 --> 00:15:46,400</time>
<s>我就想说为什么上天就是这样子</s>
<time>541_00:15:46,600 --> 00:15:47,600</time>
<s>真的非常的委屈</s>
<time>542_00:15:47,800 --> 00:15:49,200</time>
<s>我觉得为什么生活是这样子的</s>
<time>543_00:15:49,400 --> 00:15:51,200</time>
<s>高中那个对他也不是很好</s>
<time>544_00:15:51,400 --> 00:15:52,400</time>
<s>说到高中那个更好笑</s>
<time>545_00:15:52,600 --> 00:15:53,200</time>
<s>我跟大家讲一下</s>
<time>546_00:15:53,400 --> 00:15:54,600</time>
<s>高中那个也是狮子座</s>
<time>547_00:15:54,800 --> 00:15:55,600</time>
<s>我真的很无语</s>
<time>548_00:15:55,800 --> 00:15:56,200</time>
<s>哈哈哈</s>
<time>549_00:15:57,000 --> 00:15:58,800</time>
<s>我觉我人生就是跟狮子座不和</s>
<time>550_00:15:59,000 --> 00:16:00,400</time>
<s>跟狮子座男性不和</s>
<time>551_00:16:00,600 --> 00:16:02,000</time>
<s>真心不和</s>
<time>552_00:16:02,200 --> 00:16:02,400</time>
<s>当然我不知道</s>
<time>553_00:16:02,600 --> 00:16:03,400</time>
<s>是我觉得其实我</s>
<time>554_00:16:03,600 --> 00:16:05,200</time>
<s>觉得更多是归各于那个人</s>
<time>555_00:16:05,400 --> 00:16:07,000</time>
<s>我就是为什么我说我经常</s>
<time>556_00:16:07,400 --> 00:16:08,800</time>
<s>觉得很容易被别人感动到</s>
<time>557_00:16:09,000 --> 00:16:10,600</time>
<s>是因为可能骨子里面是比较</s>
<time>558_00:16:10,800 --> 00:16:11,400</time>
<s>自卑的那种人</s>
<time>559_00:16:11,600 --> 00:16:13,000</time>
<s>就是因为以前可能因为烂脸嘛</s>
<time>560_00:16:13,200 --> 00:16:14,600</time>
<s>那殿时间脸上长痘</s>
<time>561_00:16:14,800 --> 00:16:16,000</time>
<s>那个时候我就不敢喜欢别人</s>
<time>562_00:16:16,200 --> 00:16:18,200</time>
<s>然后当时啊遇到了一个人</s>
<time>563_00:16:18,400 --> 00:16:19,400</time>
<s>我们学校的比我小一届</s>
<time>564_00:16:19,600 --> 00:16:21,200</time>
<s>然后当时跟他就是聊很多</s>
<time>565_00:16:21,600 --> 00:16:21,800</time>
<s>然后跟他聊天</s>
<time>566_00:16:22,000 --> 00:16:24,000</time>
<s>我是真的没有抱有任何目的性的</s>
<time>567_00:16:24,400 --> 00:16:25,200</time>
<s>我现在的话</s>
<time>568_00:16:25,600 --> 00:16:26,800</time>
<s>我发现可能我有找不到</s>
<time>569_00:16:27,000 --> 00:16:27,200</time>
<s>男朋友的</s>
<time>570_00:16:27,400 --> 00:16:29,000</time>
<s>一个原因就是有可能是我现在抱</s>
<time>571_00:16:29,200 --> 00:16:31,200</time>
<s>太大的冒的性去千一件事情了</s>
<time>572_00:16:31,400 --> 00:16:32,800</time>
<s>我每次跟人家就聊天人家写什么</s>
<time>573_00:16:33,000 --> 00:16:34,000</time>
<s>我感觉好像就是我</s>
<time>574_00:16:34,200 --> 00:16:36,400</time>
<s>今天我一定要跟你聊出个什么结果来</s>
<time>575_00:16:36,600 --> 00:16:37,800</time>
<s>对的我现在就是这种人</s>
<time>576_00:16:38,000 --> 00:16:38,800</time>
<s>我觉得我有点改不了</s>
<time>577_00:16:39,000 --> 00:16:40,600</time>
<s>但是跟他聊了整整一年</s>
<time>578_00:16:41,000 --> 00:16:42,800</time>
<s>到一年之后的一个圣诞前夕我</s>
<time>579_00:16:43,000 --> 00:16:44,200</time>
<s>真的发现我突然他还蛮喜欢他</s>
<time>580_00:16:44,400 --> 00:16:45,200</time>
<s>因为他长得蛮帅的</s>
<time>581_00:16:45,400 --> 00:16:46,600</time>
<s>我向他表白之后他拒绝了我</s>
<time>582_00:16:46,800 --> 00:16:49,000</time>
<s>但是后来我不死心不厌其烦跟他聊天</s>
<time>583_00:16:49,400 --> 00:16:50,200</time>
<s>然后给他送东西</s>
<time>584_00:16:50,400 --> 00:16:51,200</time>
<s>包括圣诞节的时候</s>
<time>585_00:16:51,400 --> 00:16:52,800</time>
<s>我给他送了一些巧克力啊</s>
<time>586_00:16:53,000 --> 00:16:53,800</time>
<s>跟礼包什么的</s>
<time>587_00:16:54,000 --> 00:16:55,800</time>
<s>时隔已经大概过了两个月吧</s>
<time>588_00:16:56,000 --> 00:16:57,200</time>
<s>就是我中途一直在</s>
<time>589_00:16:57,400 --> 00:16:58,800</time>
<s>每天跟他聊天就是或者</s>
<time>590_00:16:59,200 --> 00:17:00,400</time>
<s>跟他关心下什么之类的</s>
<time>591_00:17:00,800 --> 00:17:01,800</time>
<s>然后那时候他答应了</s>
<time>592_00:17:02,000 --> 00:17:02,800</time>
<s>你知道整个过程</s>
<time>593_00:17:03,000 --> 00:17:05,000</time>
<s>就是我完全觉得我就是在网恋</s>
<time>594_00:17:05,200 --> 00:17:07,600</time>
<s>因为他比我小一届嘛外卖是我付的钱</s>
<time>595_00:17:08,000 --> 00:17:10,400</time>
<s>在这里谨记不要当舔狗</s>
<time>596_00:17:10,600 --> 00:17:12,000</time>
<s>以前就是小女生比较作</s>
<time>597_00:17:12,200 --> 00:17:14,000</time>
<s>然后就是爱搞那种搞七搞八</s>
<time>598_00:17:14,200 --> 00:17:15,600</time>
<s>这种耍耍小脾气什么的</s>
<time>599_00:17:15,800 --> 00:17:16,600</time>
<s>完全不理我</s>
<time>600_00:17:16,800 --> 00:17:19,400</time>
<s>我之后对狮子座这个星座产生了恐惧</s>
<time>601_00:17:19,600 --> 00:17:21,800</time>
<s>你知道啊他是那种如果你跟他吵架</s>
<time>602_00:17:22,000 --> 00:17:23,000</time>
<s>你一天不找他</s>
<time>603_00:17:23,200 --> 00:17:24,600</time>
<s>他一天不找你你七天不找他</s>
<time>604_00:17:24,800 --> 00:17:25,800</time>
<s>他七天照样不找你</s>
<time>605_00:17:26,000 --> 00:17:27,400</time>
<s>对不喜欢的人会这样</s>
<time>606_00:17:27,800 --> 00:17:29,200</time>
<s>那院完了哈哈不要</s>
<time>607_00:17:30,400 --> 00:17:31,600</time>
<s>不愿再</s>
<time>608_00:17:32,800 --> 00:17:35,200</time>
<s>也是不小心戳破了狮子座</s>
<time>609_00:17:35,400 --> 00:17:37,800</time>
<s>就是如果喜欢的人四个小时都不会说</s>
<time>610_00:17:38,000 --> 00:17:38,800</time>
<s>不跟你说话</s>
<time>611_00:17:39,000 --> 00:17:40,600</time>
<s>然后当时我自己最深刻的一件事情</s>
<time>612_00:17:40,800 --> 00:17:42,000</time>
<s>就是当时他生日</s>
<time>613_00:17:42,200 --> 00:17:43,600</time>
<s>我存钱因为当时我生活费</s>
<time>614_00:17:43,800 --> 00:17:45,200</time>
<s>我一周生活费只有200</s>
<time>615_00:17:45,400 --> 00:17:47,600</time>
<s>我高三的时候生活费升了250好像</s>
<time>616_00:17:48,400 --> 00:17:48,800</time>
<s>哈哈哈哈</s>
<time>617_00:17:49,200 --> 00:17:50,200</time>
<s>然后我存钱</s>
<time>618_00:17:50,600 --> 00:17:50,800</time>
<s>你知道吗</s>
<time>619_00:17:51,000 --> 00:17:52,600</time>
<s>因为我当时带了一个Gshock的手表</s>
<time>620_00:17:52,800 --> 00:17:55,000</time>
<s>是我一个很好很好的一个直男朋友送给我的</s>
<time>621_00:17:55,400 --> 00:17:56,000</time>
<s>我很珍惜那个</s>
<time>622_00:17:56,200 --> 00:17:58,200</time>
<s>然后现在我还放着坏了不走了</s>
<time>623_00:17:58,600 --> 00:17:58,800</time>
<s>800多块钱</s>
<time>624_00:17:59,000 --> 00:17:59,600</time>
<s>因为当时对学生来说</s>
<time>625_00:17:59,800 --> 00:18:00,800</time>
<s>我觉得有人肯送这样</s>
<time>626_00:18:01,000 --> 00:18:03,000</time>
<s>我觉得他是很尊重我跟他这份友谊的</s>
<time>627_00:18:03,200 --> 00:18:04,400</time>
<s>然后当时我带的是白色嘛</s>
<time>628_00:18:04,600 --> 00:18:05,800</time>
<s>然后我就想买一个黑色的</s>
<time>629_00:18:06,000 --> 00:18:07,200</time>
<s>情侣手表给我的这个</s>
<time>630_00:18:07,400 --> 00:18:09,000</time>
<s>当时这个男朋友我记得很清楚</s>
<time>631_00:18:09,200 --> 00:18:12,600</time>
<s>890块钱我存了他一个月这么快</s>
<time>632_00:18:13,000 --> 00:18:14,600</time>
<s>不吃不喝有一点差不多</s>
<time>633_00:18:14,800 --> 00:18:16,600</time>
<s>因为我每天蹭吃蹭喝好</s>
<time>634_00:18:16,800 --> 00:18:18,200</time>
<s>因为你知道直男他们很大方</s>
<time>635_00:18:18,400 --> 00:18:20,200</time>
<s>他们也不会说跟你算那种小钱</s>
<time>636_00:18:20,400 --> 00:18:20,600</time>
<s>什么之类</s>
<time>637_00:18:20,800 --> 00:18:21,800</time>
<s>你吃吧吃吧就无所谓</s>
<time>638_00:18:22,000 --> 00:18:22,600</time>
<s>拿饭卡随便刷</s>
<time>639_00:18:22,800 --> 00:18:24,000</time>
<s>因为我跟他关系真的很好</s>
<time>640_00:18:24,200 --> 00:18:26,000</time>
<s>直男只要你不拿他钱花</s>
<time>641_00:18:26,200 --> 00:18:28,000</time>
<s>你吃他都无所谓哈哈哈</s>
<time>642_00:18:28,400 --> 00:18:29,600</time>
<s>真的跟我那个室友关系很好</s>
<time>643_00:18:29,800 --> 00:18:32,200</time>
<s>用他的钱成就了我的爱情哈哈哈</s>
<time>644_00:18:33,200 --> 00:18:34,800</time>
<s>然后你知道当时我就是很作吗</s>
<time>645_00:18:35,000 --> 00:18:36,400</time>
<s>因为当时那天我来跟他吵架</s>
<time>646_00:18:36,600 --> 00:18:37,000</time>
<s>就谈恋爱的人</s>
<time>647_00:18:37,200 --> 00:18:38,600</time>
<s>就是可能会想很作</s>
<time>648_00:18:38,800 --> 00:18:41,600</time>
<s>想对方来哄自己吗我当时非常的不孝</s>
<time>649_00:18:41,800 --> 00:18:44,600</time>
<s>我说编了个理由我说我爷爷出事了</s>
<time>650_00:18:44,800 --> 00:18:46,400</time>
<s>求大家不要像我在这里</s>
<time>651_00:18:46,600 --> 00:18:47,800</time>
<s>注意不要拿自己的亲人</s>
<time>652_00:18:48,000 --> 00:18:51,400</time>
<s>我真对不起我爷爷身体健康万事如意</s>
<time>653_00:18:51,800 --> 00:18:54,400</time>
<s>视频拍完之后给爷爷磕三个头真的</s>
<time>654_00:18:54,800 --> 00:18:55,800</time>
<s>我要磕我要磕30个</s>
<time>655_00:18:56,000 --> 00:18:57,800</time>
<s>当时就是我就说我爷爷摔倒了</s>
<time>656_00:18:58,000 --> 00:18:59,000</time>
<s>这种重大事情的话</s>
<time>657_00:18:59,200 --> 00:19:00,800</time>
<s>你会放下这边的小事情的</s>
<time>658_00:19:01,000 --> 00:19:01,600</time>
<s>安慰一下</s>
<time>659_00:19:01,800 --> 00:19:02,600</time>
<s>安慰一下对不对</s>
<time>660_00:19:02,800 --> 00:19:05,200</time>
<s>重点的不是没有我拿的那个手表</s>
<time>661_00:19:05,600 --> 00:19:06,600</time>
<s>去跟他幽会</s>
<time>662_00:19:06,800 --> 00:19:07,800</time>
<s>我们当年还很可岭</s>
<time>663_00:19:08,000 --> 00:19:09,200</time>
<s>就是因为你知道男男吗</s>
<time>664_00:19:09,400 --> 00:19:11,200</time>
<s>在学校里面就不能太那个什么</s>
<time>665_00:19:11,400 --> 00:19:13,800</time>
<s>去躲进那种礼堂那种厕所里面啊</s>
<time>666_00:19:14,000 --> 00:19:14,800</time>
<s>干都是正经事</s>
<time>667_00:19:16,800 --> 00:19:17,400</time>
<s>真没干什么</s>
<time>668_00:19:18,200 --> 00:19:19,600</time>
<s>然后就是我把手表送给他</s>
<time>669_00:19:19,800 --> 00:19:20,800</time>
<s>我说我爷爷就是中风</s>
<time>670_00:19:21,000 --> 00:19:22,000</time>
<s>我说我很担心他</s>
<time>671_00:19:22,200 --> 00:19:24,400</time>
<s>我当时我想是他说哎没事吧没事</s>
<time>672_00:19:24,600 --> 00:19:25,600</time>
<s>然后他抱一下我自己</s>
<time>673_00:19:25,800 --> 00:19:26,400</time>
<s>他说</s>
<time>674_00:19:27,200 --> 00:19:29,000</time>
<s>老人家中风很正常</s>
<time>675_00:19:30,600 --> 00:19:33,200</time>
<s>我真的是一个大三无</s>
<time>676_00:19:33,600 --> 00:19:34,400</time>
<s>无语无力无助</s>
<time>677_00:19:34,600 --> 00:19:36,800</time>
<s>他说他爷早就已经过世了</s>
<time>678_00:19:37,000 --> 00:19:38,000</time>
<s>他说了这种话</s>
<time>679_00:19:38,200 --> 00:19:39,400</time>
<s>你知道我当时</s>
<time>680_00:19:39,800 --> 00:19:43,200</time>
<s>我真的是不敢苟同他的任何观点就是很</s>
<time>681_00:19:43,400 --> 00:19:45,400</time>
<s>你当时为什么没有把手表抢回来</s>
<time>682_00:19:45,600 --> 00:19:46,600</time>
<s>我不知所措</s>
<time>683_00:19:46,800 --> 00:19:48,600</time>
<s>就是好像他预判了我的预判</s>
<time>684_00:19:48,800 --> 00:19:50,800</time>
<s>做出了一些防御工作</s>
<time>685_00:19:51,000 --> 00:19:52,400</time>
<s>我真的完全没有想到他会这么说</s>
<time>686_00:19:52,600 --> 00:19:52,800</time>
<s>你知道吗</s>
<time>687_00:19:53,000 --> 00:19:53,800</time>
<s>然后我把手表送给他之后</s>
<time>688_00:19:54,000 --> 00:19:55,400</time>
<s>你正常情况下说正常情侣吧</s>
<time>689_00:19:55,600 --> 00:19:56,400</time>
<s>你就算你不说</s>
<time>690_00:19:56,800 --> 00:19:58,000</time>
<s>谢谢他不是说谢谢</s>
<time>691_00:19:58,200 --> 00:19:59,800</time>
<s>他说的是澳门买更便宜</s>
<time>692_00:20:00,000 --> 00:20:00,800</time>
<s>我真的这件事情</s>
<time>693_00:20:01,000 --> 00:20:02,800</time>
<s>我这一辈子我就从那个时候开始</s>
<time>694_00:20:03,000 --> 00:20:05,200</time>
<s>我的整个人生就是大改变</s>
<time>695_00:20:05,400 --> 00:20:06,600</time>
<s>在从我高中之后</s>
<time>696_00:20:06,800 --> 00:20:07,800</time>
<s>我发现我会变得就是</s>
<time>697_00:20:08,000 --> 00:20:09,200</time>
<s>没有这么容易喜欢上一个</s>
<time>698_00:20:09,400 --> 00:20:11,800</time>
<s>我有长期有段时间就上大学之后信任危机</s>
<time>699_00:20:12,000 --> 00:20:12,400</time>
<s>可以这么说吧</s>
<time>700_00:20:12,600 --> 00:20:13,000</time>
<s>就是我</s>
<time>701_00:20:13,200 --> 00:20:15,200</time>
<s>在上大学的很长一段时间的时候</s>
<time>702_00:20:15,400 --> 00:20:17,400</time>
<s>我有点没有办法喜欢上一个人</s>
<time>703_00:20:17,600 --> 00:20:19,400</time>
<s>就是真的是很痛苦的一件事情</s>
<time>704_00:20:19,600 --> 00:20:20,400</time>
<s>我对这个有意思</s>
<time>705_00:20:20,600 --> 00:20:21,600</time>
<s>但是我如果发现他对我有意思的话</s>
<time>706_00:20:21,800 --> 00:20:22,200</time>
<s>我会跑</s>
<time>707_00:20:22,400 --> 00:20:25,000</time>
<s>我觉得你有病你赶紧滚吧的那种感觉</s>
<time>708_00:20:25,200 --> 00:20:26,600</time>
<s>我觉得任何人都在想骗我钱</s>
<time>709_00:20:27,000 --> 00:20:30,000</time>
<s>然后结果就是时间线就来到了杭州</s>
<time>710_00:20:30,200 --> 00:20:33,000</time>
<s>后面遇到的这个就真的也就是骗我钱</s>
<time>711_00:20:33,400 --> 00:20:34,400</time>
<s>你有没有发现一个定律</s>
<time>712_00:20:34,600 --> 00:20:37,200</time>
<s>就都是因为你送了人家比较贵价</s>
<time>713_00:20:37,400 --> 00:20:38,000</time>
<s>东西之后</s>
<time>714_00:20:38,200 --> 00:20:38,800</time>
<s>就可能就当</s>
<time>715_00:20:39,000 --> 00:20:41,400</time>
<s>对于当下你比较贵的一些东西之后</s>
<time>716_00:20:42,000 --> 00:20:43,200</time>
<s>那就是手表这个是鞋吗</s>
<time>717_00:20:43,400 --> 00:20:44,200</time>
<s>摩羯座就是这样子</s>
<time>718_00:20:44,600 --> 00:20:45,000</time>
<s>摩蝎座就是</s>
<time>719_00:20:45,200 --> 00:20:46,600</time>
<s>如果我真的很喜欢这个人的话</s>
<time>720_00:20:46,800 --> 00:20:48,800</time>
<s>我有100块钱我也会花99块钱</s>
<time>721_00:20:49,000 --> 00:20:49,600</time>
<s>他不需要提</s>
<time>722_00:20:49,800 --> 00:20:51,400</time>
<s>我想天天主动给他花钱</s>
<time>723_00:20:51,600 --> 00:20:53,000</time>
<s>就是没钱你想给他花</s>
<time>724_00:20:53,600 --> 00:20:54,200</time>
<s>就是你看的是什么</s>
<time>725_00:20:54,400 --> 00:20:57,000</time>
<s>就是情侣向的这些东西都很想给他买</s>
<time>726_00:20:57,200 --> 00:20:58,600</time>
<s>但不知道我刚刚说的是什么吗</s>
<time>727_00:20:58,800 --> 00:21:00,000</time>
<s>不要当舔狗</s>
<time>728_00:21:01,200 --> 00:21:01,800</time>
<s>我不是舔狗</s>
<time>729_00:21:02,000 --> 00:21:03,200</time>
<s>如果是摩羯座会应该会懂</s>
<time>730_00:21:03,400 --> 00:21:04,400</time>
<s>对方是对我没兴趣的话</s>
<time>731_00:21:04,600 --> 00:21:07,200</time>
<s>我绝对不会干这样的事情我是永远不会当舔狗的</s>
<time>732_00:21:07,400 --> 00:21:08,200</time>
<s>如果他对你没意思</s>
<time>733_00:21:08,400 --> 00:21:10,000</time>
<s>你不会再下脸去找他</s>
<time>734_00:21:10,200 --> 00:21:12,000</time>
<s>除非一定是他对你是有意思的</s>
<time>735_00:21:12,200 --> 00:21:12,800</time>
<s>一个情况</s>
<time>736_00:21:13,200 --> 00:21:15,000</time>
<s>大家好像以为我人傻钱多</s>
<time>737_00:21:15,200 --> 00:21:17,200</time>
<s>我真的不是我只是傻我没有钱多</s>
<time>738_00:21:17,600 --> 00:21:18,400</time>
<s>哎说到这个钱</s>
<time>739_00:21:18,600 --> 00:21:20,600</time>
<s>我觉得大家应该很想知道我的收入</s>
<time>740_00:21:20,800 --> 00:21:22,000</time>
<s>是不是我跟大家说</s>
<time>741_00:21:22,400 --> 00:21:23,200</time>
<s>他是个穷鬼</s>
<time>742_00:21:23,600 --> 00:21:24,600</time>
<s>我是一个穷鬼</s>
<time>743_00:21:24,800 --> 00:21:26,600</time>
<s>如果像我这个量级的话</s>
<time>744_00:21:26,800 --> 00:21:28,200</time>
<s>自己做不签公司</s>
<time>745_00:21:28,400 --> 00:21:31,000</time>
<s>一个月可以赚10万块钱</s>
<time>746_00:21:31,600 --> 00:21:32,200</time>
<s>没有问题</s>
<time>747_00:21:32,400 --> 00:21:34,000</time>
<s>但我跟大家说我是有公司的</s>
<time>748_00:21:34,200 --> 00:21:36,000</time>
<s>我的公司会抽着很多分成啊</s>
<time>749_00:21:36,200 --> 00:21:38,000</time>
<s>这样听起来好像公司在剥削我是不是没有</s>
<time>750_00:21:38,400 --> 00:21:39,200</time>
<s>因为前期的话</s>
<time>751_00:21:39,400 --> 00:21:41,200</time>
<s>确实是公司给了我很大的帮助</s>
<time>752_00:21:41,400 --> 00:21:43,600</time>
<s>就是你们现在看到现在的我不是完全</s>
<time>753_00:21:43,800 --> 00:21:45,000</time>
<s>单是我一手</s>
<time>754_00:21:45,200 --> 00:21:46,000</time>
<s>自己去撑起来的</s>
<time>755_00:21:46,200 --> 00:21:48,200</time>
<s>很多是你们看不到背后的一个努力</s>
<time>756_00:21:48,400 --> 00:21:49,600</time>
<s>就是说你们看到最终的</s>
<time>757_00:21:49,800 --> 00:21:50,800</time>
<s>可能只是现在呈现一个结果</s>
<time>758_00:21:51,000 --> 00:21:52,200</time>
<s>然后你们会感叹说为什么</s>
<time>759_00:21:52,400 --> 00:21:53,000</time>
<s>那你不自己做</s>
<time>760_00:21:53,200 --> 00:21:55,000</time>
<s>但是你没有想过前期的一些投入经历</s>
<time>761_00:21:55,200 --> 00:21:57,800</time>
<s>时间啊所以说这些是没有办法去</s>
<time>762_00:21:58,000 --> 00:21:59,000</time>
<s>做一个等价交换的</s>
<time>763_00:21:59,200 --> 00:22:00,200</time>
<s>我现在主要收入大家</s>
<time>764_00:22:00,400 --> 00:22:01,600</time>
<s>可能也在很多博主那里看过</s>
<time>765_00:22:01,800 --> 00:22:03,000</time>
<s>或主要是广告分成</s>
<time>766_00:22:03,200 --> 00:22:04,800</time>
<s>还有一个就是b站给的一个钱吗</s>
<time>767_00:22:05,000 --> 00:22:08,400</time>
<s>我在博主里面算是恰的比较少的吧</s>
<time>768_00:22:08,600 --> 00:22:10,000</time>
<s>说真的第一不恰烂</s>
<time>769_00:22:10,200 --> 00:22:12,400</time>
<s>第二是真的是有些很奇怪的</s>
<time>770_00:22:12,600 --> 00:22:14,400</time>
<s>比如说之前有什么避y套品牌找我</s>
<time>771_00:22:15,400 --> 00:22:17,000</time>
<s>对不对还有那个卫生巾的</s>
<time>772_00:22:17,400 --> 00:22:18,600</time>
<s>我搞怪一下那我也可以拍</s>
<time>773_00:22:18,800 --> 00:22:20,600</time>
<s>但我觉得好像也没有必要你知道</s>
<time>774_00:22:21,000 --> 00:22:21,800</time>
<s>我现在我说真的</s>
<time>775_00:22:22,000 --> 00:22:24,000</time>
<s>我现在没有恰过任何一份烂钱</s>
<time>776_00:22:24,200 --> 00:22:26,800</time>
<s>你们应该比较想知道她为什么会来我公司了</s>
<time>777_00:22:27,000 --> 00:22:28,600</time>
<s>也是一段伤心往事</s>
<time>778_00:22:28,800 --> 00:22:29,400</time>
<s>不提也罢</s>
<time>779_00:22:29,600 --> 00:22:32,800</time>
<s>其实伤心不至于伤心就是说</s>
<time>780_00:22:33,000 --> 00:22:36,600</time>
<s>咱就是说一个我也是被骗来杭州的</s>
<time>781_00:22:36,800 --> 00:22:38,600</time>
<s>好一个骗字</s>
<time>782_00:22:38,800 --> 00:22:40,600</time>
<s>当时是一个工作机会来了</s>
<time>783_00:22:40,800 --> 00:22:42,800</time>
<s>就是因为当时她在纠结</s>
<time>784_00:22:43,000 --> 00:22:44,600</time>
<s>她在纠结要不要来杭州</s>
<time>785_00:22:44,800 --> 00:22:46,200</time>
<s>然后就是我已经在杭州</s>
<time>786_00:22:46,400 --> 00:22:47,200</time>
<s>她跟我问了很多问题</s>
<time>787_00:22:47,400 --> 00:22:49,200</time>
<s>就是说包括能在这里生活</s>
<time>788_00:22:49,400 --> 00:22:50,800</time>
<s>然后最后她决定要来</s>
<time>789_00:22:51,000 --> 00:22:52,600</time>
<s>帮助她的一个朋友的时候</s>
<time>790_00:22:52,800 --> 00:22:54,800</time>
<s>做她专业相关的一个工作嘛</s>
<time>791_00:22:55,000 --> 00:22:56,600</time>
<s>然后结果后面是闹得不愉快对</s>
<time>792_00:22:56,800 --> 00:22:58,800</time>
<s>然后就没有然后了搁置了很长的时间</s>
<time>793_00:22:59,000 --> 00:23:00,400</time>
<s>因为当时我就是收留了她</s>
<time>794_00:23:00,600 --> 00:23:01,400</time>
<s>为什么不回家呢</s>
<time>795_00:23:01,600 --> 00:23:03,000</time>
<s>是因为我不想回家</s>
<time>796_00:23:03,400 --> 00:23:05,600</time>
<s>就是呀整个心烦意乱的</s>
<time>797_00:23:05,800 --> 00:23:07,200</time>
<s>然后我们当时在一张床上</s>
<time>798_00:23:07,400 --> 00:23:08,200</time>
<s>起码睡了几个月</s>
<time>799_00:23:08,400 --> 00:23:09,400</time>
<s>也没有几个月吧</s>
<time>800_00:23:09,600 --> 00:23:10,200</time>
<s>一个多月吧</s>
<time>801_00:23:10,400 --> 00:23:11,800</time>
<s>因为当时是真的很巧</s>
<time>802_00:23:12,000 --> 00:23:13,400</time>
<s>我那时候我那个编导问我</s>
<time>803_00:23:13,600 --> 00:23:14,200</time>
<s>身边有没有人</s>
<time>804_00:23:14,400 --> 00:23:16,200</time>
<s>我说我不认识我当时没想到她</s>
<time>805_00:23:16,400 --> 00:23:18,200</time>
<s>然后当时有一次我跟她出去拍那个</s>
<time>806_00:23:18,400 --> 00:23:19,800</time>
<s>就是菜市场穿搭</s>
<time>807_00:23:20,000 --> 00:23:22,200</time>
<s>我那个编导看到她说她衣品不错</s>
<time>808_00:23:22,400 --> 00:23:23,800</time>
<s>什么之类感觉蛮酷的</s>
<time>809_00:23:24,000 --> 00:23:25,400</time>
<s>问她要不要来当编导</s>
<time>810_00:23:25,600 --> 00:23:27,800</time>
<s>因为我当时我们组内就是真的很缺人</s>
<time>811_00:23:28,000 --> 00:23:30,600</time>
<s>很缺人她已经不在乎她是做什么的</s>
<time>812_00:23:31,200 --> 00:23:34,200</time>
<s>然后就是感觉看起来很厉害就可以了</s>
<time>813_00:23:34,400 --> 00:23:35,200</time>
<s>就这样一个动作</s>
<time>814_00:23:35,600 --> 00:23:36,800</time>
<s>然后就我说你去吧</s>
<time>815_00:23:37,000 --> 00:23:38,200</time>
<s>我说你试试吧</s>
<time>816_00:23:38,600 --> 00:23:40,200</time>
<s>就是当时组长来面试我的时候</s>
<time>817_00:23:40,400 --> 00:23:42,200</time>
<s>我当时根本不知道那是面试</s>
<time>818_00:23:42,400 --> 00:23:43,600</time>
<s>他把我骗到公司之后</s>
<time>819_00:23:43,800 --> 00:23:45,600</time>
<s>立马就把组长叫进来了</s>
<time>820_00:23:45,800 --> 00:23:47,400</time>
<s>一整个大惊慌失措</s>
<time>821_00:23:47,600 --> 00:23:48,600</time>
<s>因为本身</s>
<time>822_00:23:48,800 --> 00:23:50,800</time>
<s>我们这种做媒体这行就是你本身</s>
<time>823_00:23:51,000 --> 00:23:52,000</time>
<s>你网络是感兴趣</s>
<time>824_00:23:52,200 --> 00:23:53,400</time>
<s>像你们经常刷b站</s>
<time>825_00:23:53,600 --> 00:23:54,800</time>
<s>看别人视频看美妆视频的话</s>
<time>826_00:23:55,000 --> 00:23:56,000</time>
<s>只要你愿意学是吧</s>
<time>827_00:23:56,200 --> 00:23:56,600</time>
<s>就是这一行</s>
<time>828_00:23:56,800 --> 00:23:58,400</time>
<s>就是还是可以比较好上手的</s>
<time>829_00:23:58,600 --> 00:24:00,400</time>
<s>咱就是说说到这一个</s>
<time>830_00:24:00,600 --> 00:24:02,400</time>
<s>剃须刀的脚本什么时候给我</s>
<time>831_00:24:05,600 --> 00:24:06,200</time>
<s>我觉得0德瑞拉</s>
<time>832_00:24:06,400 --> 00:24:07,600</time>
<s>就是我自己给自己找麻烦</s>
<time>833_00:24:07,800 --> 00:24:09,800</time>
<s>这个系列第一个接的0德瑞拉广告</s>
<time>834_00:24:10,000 --> 00:24:11,000</time>
<s>洗衣液</s>
<time>835_00:24:11,200 --> 00:24:13,000</time>
<s>对啊我觉得拍过程中蛮有意思</s>
<time>836_00:24:13,200 --> 00:24:14,800</time>
<s>但是每次拍我会很烦</s>
<time>837_00:24:15,000 --> 00:24:16,400</time>
<s>因为你知道就是它的镜头很多</s>
<time>838_00:24:16,800 --> 00:24:17,800</time>
<s>它不像是你们看那么简单</s>
<time>839_00:24:18,000 --> 00:24:19,800</time>
<s>它也不像是我平时坐在那里里啪拍啦</s>
<time>840_00:24:20,000 --> 00:24:20,600</time>
<s>讲一大堆</s>
<time>841_00:24:21,000 --> 00:24:22,600</time>
<s>他就是一点一点一点咔咔咔</s>
<time>842_00:24:22,800 --> 00:24:24,200</time>
<s>咔咔会让我觉得很烦躁</s>
<time>843_00:24:24,400 --> 00:24:25,400</time>
<s>程序很多</s>
<time>844_00:24:25,800 --> 00:24:26,800</time>
<s>呈现出来的效果结果发现大家</s>
<time>845_00:24:27,000 --> 00:24:28,600</time>
<s>反响还是还算可以</s>
<time>846_00:24:28,800 --> 00:24:30,400</time>
<s>居然每天还有人问我们说</s>
<time>847_00:24:31,000 --> 00:24:33,600</time>
<s>什么时候再继续拍0德瑞拉系列</s>
