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<s>哈喽大家好欢迎回到我的频道</s>
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<s>我是你们的妇女之友零志零</s>
<time>3_00:00:14,806 --> 00:00:17,309</time>
<s>今天就是一个久违的一个嗑栏目</s>
<time>4_00:00:17,518 --> 00:00:19,811</time>
<s>今天邀请了你们就是梦痫以求啊</s>
<time>5_00:00:20,020 --> 00:00:21,688</time>
<s>期待已久的我的室友嗨嫔</s>
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<s>哈喽大家好</s>
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<s>我不是嗨嫔你不要在这里装指南</s>
<time>8_00:00:24,608 --> 00:00:25,234</time>
<s>大家不会以为</s>
<time>9_00:00:25,442 --> 00:00:26,902</time>
<s>你是体育生或者是指南的</s>
<time>10_00:00:27,110 --> 00:00:28,987</time>
<s>哦是吗我觉得应该有人会觉得</s>
<time>11_00:00:30,864 --> 00:00:31,490</time>
<s>快点打开了</s>
<time>12_00:00:31,698 --> 00:00:32,533</time>
<s>我曾经一度怀疑</s>
<time>13_00:00:32,741 --> 00:00:33,992</time>
<s>这种man的形象</s>
<time>14_00:00:34,201 --> 00:00:35,452</time>
<s>上到你的这个视频里面</s>
<time>15_00:00:35,661 --> 00:00:36,495</time>
<s>会不会有人觉得我们俩是一对</s>
<time>16_00:00:36,703 --> 00:00:37,538</time>
<s>因为我真的很衣看上去</s>
<time>17_00:00:37,746 --> 00:00:38,997</time>
<s>但是我觉得这样就不太好</s>
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<s>哇好丰盛啊谢谢零姐</s>
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<s>不是等一下还是要Aq的啊</s>
<time>20_00:00:43,794 --> 00:00:44,211</time>
<s>是要Aq的</s>
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<s>这是鸿门宴</s>
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<s>你为什么偷喝我的ohsorry</s>
<time>23_00:00:50,884 --> 00:00:52,553</time>
<s>有口臭怪不得这个哈哈哈</s>
<time>24_00:00:52,761 --> 00:00:54,429</time>
<s>我说怎么我嘴没有那么臭啊</s>
<time>25_00:00:54,638 --> 00:00:57,349</time>
<s>少来哈哈哈电话本嘴巴好毒啊</s>
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<s>对不起电话本真的很爱造谣sorry</s>
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<s>不Aq的话我就吃喽</s>
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<s>先吃吧先吃吧</s>
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<s>我呕出来</s>
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<s>今天的一个主题就是消失了一个月</s>
<time>31_00:01:11,738 --> 00:01:13,407</time>
<s>究竟千了些什么事情吧</s>
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<s>因为我觉得大家应该很想知道</s>
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<s>今天来给你们解答一下</s>
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<s>有些人没有看过这条视频吧</s>
<time>35_00:01:18,203 --> 00:01:19,246</time>
<s>就是因为这条视频</s>
<time>36_00:01:19,663 --> 00:01:20,497</time>
<s>引起了一些讨论吗</s>
<time>37_00:01:20,706 --> 00:01:22,791</time>
<s>关于南北方差异的一个笑点</s>
<time>38_00:01:23,000 --> 00:01:24,876</time>
<s>就是我北方的那个编导觉得非常好笑</s>
<time>39_00:01:25,085 --> 00:01:26,753</time>
<s>因为我本身是没有看过那个剧的</s>
<time>40_00:01:26,962 --> 00:01:28,422</time>
<s>然后我就做了一个这样的一个reaction</s>
<time>41_00:01:28,630 --> 00:01:30,507</time>
<s>可能大家知道我平时以前的视频风格</s>
<time>42_00:01:30,716 --> 00:01:31,133</time>
<s>或者怎么样的</s>
<time>43_00:01:31,341 --> 00:01:32,384</time>
<s>就是可能比较夸张啊</s>
<time>44_00:01:32,593 --> 00:01:34,678</time>
<s>或者说各种表情都会比较放大吧</s>
<time>45_00:01:34,886 --> 00:01:35,304</time>
<s>在视频里面</s>
<time>46_00:01:35,512 --> 00:01:37,389</time>
<s>然后就会有人说我不尊敬北方人</s>
<time>47_00:01:37,598 --> 00:01:39,266</time>
<s>我觉得其实如果是黑粉的话无所谓</s>
<time>48_00:01:39,474 --> 00:01:40,726</time>
<s>那为什么我会停更一个月</s>
<time>49_00:01:40,934 --> 00:01:42,394</time>
<s>是因为这次很多这种评论</s>
<time>50_00:01:42,603 --> 00:01:44,688</time>
<s>就是来自于自家的粉丝</s>
<time>51_00:01:44,896 --> 00:01:46,356</time>
<s>路人你可能也没有那么难过</s>
<time>52_00:01:46,565 --> 00:01:48,233</time>
<s>那段时间他在家里真的是很emo</s>
<time>53_00:01:48,442 --> 00:01:48,859</time>
<s>也不想拍视频</s>
<time>54_00:01:49,067 --> 00:01:50,319</time>
<s>就每天躺在沙发那个地方</s>
<time>55_00:01:50,527 --> 00:01:51,361</time>
<s>然后早上吃一顿外卖</s>
<time>56_00:01:51,570 --> 00:01:53,864</time>
<s>中午吃一顿外卖晚上吃一顿外卖</s>
<time>57_00:01:54,072 --> 00:01:54,906</time>
<s>他说我在坐月子啊</s>
<time>58_00:01:55,115 --> 00:01:55,324</time>
<s>我就想</s>
<time>59_00:01:55,532 --> 00:01:57,618</time>
<s>我说你为什么会情绪这么低落呀</s>
<time>60_00:01:57,826 --> 00:01:59,077</time>
<s>你就说因为网络上的一些评论</s>
<time>61_00:01:59,286 --> 00:02:00,537</time>
<s>我说你都做ber主那么久了</s>
<time>62_00:02:00,746 --> 00:02:01,788</time>
<s>为什么还那么在意</s>
<time>63_00:02:01,997 --> 00:02:03,248</time>
<s>他说因为不是陌生的人</s>
<time>64_00:02:03,457 --> 00:02:05,334</time>
<s>就是有的粉丝是你都有印象的一些id</s>
<time>65_00:02:05,542 --> 00:02:07,210</time>
<s>对的对的对你说出了一些话</s>
<time>66_00:02:07,419 --> 00:02:08,670</time>
<s>你就会觉得真的很失落</s>
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<s>不了解我的</s>
<time>68_00:02:09,921 --> 00:02:11,173</time>
<s>你可以说你看这个视频</s>
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<s>你单方面的一个感受吗</s>
<time>70_00:02:12,841 --> 00:02:14,092</time>
<s>但是我觉得你是我自家粉丝</s>
<time>71_00:02:14,301 --> 00:02:15,761</time>
<s>其实你看了我这么久的视频</s>
<time>72_00:02:15,969 --> 00:02:17,220</time>
<s>你知道我是什么样的人</s>
<time>73_00:02:17,429 --> 00:02:18,055</time>
<s>你不会说</s>
<time>74_00:02:18,263 --> 00:02:20,557</time>
<s>觉得我是会特地去发这样一个视频去</s>
<time>75_00:02:20,766 --> 00:02:22,017</time>
<s>歧视一个怎么样的</s>
<time>76_00:02:22,225 --> 00:02:23,894</time>
<s>我就觉得非常的奇怪非常的难过</s>
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<s>包括弹幕里面还会有说没素材就别发</s>
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<s>想水视频</s>
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<s>就直说我想说也没有啊</s>
<time>80_00:02:28,482 --> 00:02:29,524</time>
<s>是我们真的是精心</s>
<time>81_00:02:29,733 --> 00:02:30,984</time>
<s>讨论出来的一个选题啊</s>
<time>82_00:02:31,193 --> 00:02:32,027</time>
<s>然后那个时候我就觉得</s>
<time>83_00:02:32,235 --> 00:02:33,904</time>
<s>刚好不是被骗了300块q吗</s>
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<s>哈哈</s>
<time>85_00:02:34,738 --> 00:02:36,406</time>
<s>那段时间就是也真的是很怀疑自己</s>
<time>86_00:02:36,615 --> 00:02:37,240</time>
<s>我先浅提一下</s>
<time>87_00:02:37,449 --> 00:02:38,700</time>
<s>这个300块g事这300块q呢</s>
<time>88_00:02:38,909 --> 00:02:39,951</time>
<s>最终就是没有要回来啊</s>
<time>89_00:02:40,160 --> 00:02:41,828</time>
<s>然后我还倒贴了440</s>
<time>90_00:02:42,037 --> 00:02:43,288</time>
<s>哈哈哈哈</s>
<time>91_00:02:43,497 --> 00:02:44,539</time>
<s>去查这个人的一个sfz</s>
<time>92_00:02:44,748 --> 00:02:45,999</time>
<s>结果就查出来他妈的sfz</s>
<time>93_00:02:46,208 --> 00:02:46,625</time>
<s>但是没有用啊</s>
<time>94_00:02:46,833 --> 00:02:47,668</time>
<s>我查他妈干什么</s>
<time>95_00:02:47,876 --> 00:02:50,379</time>
<s>他那个手机号也不知道是不是还在用的打了也没接</s>
<time>96_00:02:50,587 --> 00:02:51,838</time>
<s>你知道吗最终就是不了了之</s>
<time>97_00:02:52,047 --> 00:02:53,090</time>
<s>然后后面把我删除拉黑了</s>
<time>98_00:02:53,298 --> 00:02:54,341</time>
<s>那天一个粉丝见到我</s>
<time>99_00:02:54,549 --> 00:02:56,426</time>
<s>他说00我好喜欢你</s>
<time>100_00:02:56,635 --> 00:02:57,678</time>
<s>你的300块g要回来了吗</s>
<time>101_00:02:57,886 --> 00:02:58,720</time>
<s>哈哈哈</s>
<time>102_00:02:58,929 --> 00:03:00,806</time>
<s>现在我的代名词就是300块q</s>
<time>103_00:03:01,014 --> 00:03:02,683</time>
<s>然后我其实我真的不是很在乎那300块</s>
<time>104_00:03:02,891 --> 00:03:05,394</time>
<s>我当时觉得这个人是真心喜欢我</s>
<time>105_00:03:05,602 --> 00:03:06,436</time>
<s>可能是真的被他pua吧</s>
<time>106_00:03:06,645 --> 00:03:08,313</time>
<s>他说的出他很喜欢我</s>
<time>107_00:03:08,522 --> 00:03:09,356</time>
<s>然后我是觉得这个人就是</s>
<time>108_00:03:09,564 --> 00:03:11,024</time>
<s>不管我视频上面是怎么样的</s>
<time>109_00:03:11,233 --> 00:03:12,484</time>
<s>就是真的很喜欢我这个人</s>
<time>110_00:03:12,693 --> 00:03:13,735</time>
<s>本人各个维度</s>
<time>111_00:03:13,944 --> 00:03:15,195</time>
<s>也很愿意跟他就是交流</s>
<time>112_00:03:15,404 --> 00:03:17,072</time>
<s>或者说是跟他付出或者怎么样</s>
<time>113_00:03:17,280 --> 00:03:18,323</time>
<s>就说跑去广西啊</s>
<time>114_00:03:18,532 --> 00:03:19,574</time>
<s>不是说是我倒贴什么样</s>
<time>115_00:03:19,783 --> 00:03:21,243</time>
<s>是我真是很想跟这个人线下认识</s>
<time>116_00:03:21,451 --> 00:03:22,703</time>
<s>对我我觉得是会成的</s>
<time>117_00:03:22,911 --> 00:03:24,162</time>
<s>结果我发现也没有</s>
<time>118_00:03:24,371 --> 00:03:26,039</time>
<s>这个是给我一个低落的情绪点</s>
<time>119_00:03:26,248 --> 00:03:27,290</time>
<s>我们该说到那个事情吧</s>
<time>120_00:03:27,499 --> 00:03:28,333</time>
<s>你精心准备的选题</s>
<time>121_00:03:28,750 --> 00:03:30,419</time>
<s>因为我曾经说过b站是我的快乐老家</s>
<time>122_00:03:30,627 --> 00:03:31,670</time>
<s>但是就是我觉得有点</s>
<time>123_00:03:31,878 --> 00:03:33,338</time>
<s>家发生了一些灾难的感觉</s>
<time>124_00:03:33,547 --> 00:03:34,172</time>
<s>我其实不是说那种</s>
<time>125_00:03:34,381 --> 00:03:35,841</time>
<s>就是做错了事不会承认的</s>
<time>126_00:03:36,049 --> 00:03:37,926</time>
<s>就是你比如说我今天我发了这个视频</s>
<time>127_00:03:38,135 --> 00:03:39,803</time>
<s>就是如果真的有冒犯到的话</s>
<time>128_00:03:40,011 --> 00:03:41,054</time>
<s>我确实很抱</s>
<time>129_00:03:41,263 --> 00:03:43,348</time>
<s>因为我觉得确实我们团队的一个缺失</s>
<time>130_00:03:43,557 --> 00:03:46,059</time>
<s>但是你知道我现在对有些词语就是很</s>
<time>131_00:03:46,268 --> 00:03:47,728</time>
<s>ptsd就是比如说人家说什么</s>
<time>132_00:03:47,936 --> 00:03:49,396</time>
<s>他也不骂你他会说声</s>
<time>133_00:03:50,439 --> 00:03:50,647</time>
<s>其实吧</s>
<time>134_00:03:50,856 --> 00:03:53,150</time>
<s>我觉得这样真的就是那种不痛不痒的话</s>
<time>135_00:03:53,358 --> 00:03:55,235</time>
<s>就是有点在慢慢扎住你</s>
<time>136_00:03:55,444 --> 00:03:57,946</time>
<s>然后下面会一大堆点赞附和的</s>
<time>137_00:03:58,155 --> 00:04:00,866</time>
<s>然后评论一句确实果真如此</s>
<time>138_00:04:01,074 --> 00:04:01,908</time>
<s>我也觉得</s>
<time>139_00:04:02,117 --> 00:04:03,577</time>
<s>然后就是一堆附和的</s>
<time>140_00:04:03,785 --> 00:04:04,828</time>
<s>我就有点受不了了</s>
<time>141_00:04:05,036 --> 00:04:06,913</time>
<s>就是因为这个原因我会停更了一个月</s>
<time>142_00:04:07,122 --> 00:04:09,416</time>
<s>包括那天唯一一次我拉黑了一个粉丝</s>
<time>143_00:04:09,624 --> 00:04:10,667</time>
<s>就在我更新的那一天</s>
<time>144_00:04:10,876 --> 00:04:12,961</time>
<s>发视频还有一条评论说什么啊</s>
<time>145_00:04:13,170 --> 00:04:14,212</time>
<s>这件事就过去了吗</s>
<time>146_00:04:14,421 --> 00:04:15,464</time>
<s>就那个视频就当没有发生</s>
<time>147_00:04:15,672 --> 00:04:17,549</time>
<s>但我们本来就也没有那个意思啊</s>
<time>148_00:04:17,758 --> 00:04:20,051</time>
<s>对啊就是还在扣帽子给我</s>
<time>149_00:04:20,260 --> 00:04:21,094</time>
<s>我真的是受不了</s>
<time>150_00:04:21,303 --> 00:04:22,137</time>
<s>我点进去主页一看</s>
<time>151_00:04:22,345 --> 00:04:23,388</time>
<s>他还给我截图了</s>
<time>152_00:04:23,597 --> 00:04:25,682</time>
<s>当时我发的那个动态因为我删掉了</s>
<time>153_00:04:25,891 --> 00:04:27,350</time>
<s>我事后为什么删掉有两个原因</s>
<time>154_00:04:27,768 --> 00:04:30,061</time>
<s>我不想把这件事情就是可能传播的更久</s>
<time>155_00:04:30,270 --> 00:04:30,687</time>
<s>第二是</s>
<time>156_00:04:30,896 --> 00:04:33,190</time>
<s>我觉得确实是我在一个情绪崩溃的点</s>
<time>157_00:04:33,398 --> 00:04:34,024</time>
<s>发的一个东西</s>
<time>158_00:04:34,232 --> 00:04:35,692</time>
<s>就是可能不是很适合</s>
<time>159_00:04:35,901 --> 00:04:36,318</time>
<s>他的意思是</s>
<time>160_00:04:36,526 --> 00:04:37,986</time>
<s>可能觉得我没有去给</s>
<time>161_00:04:38,195 --> 00:04:39,446</time>
<s>所有的人道一个歉</s>
<time>162_00:04:39,654 --> 00:04:41,948</time>
<s>我想说都没有所有人看到这个视频</s>
<time>163_00:04:42,157 --> 00:04:44,451</time>
<s>我为什么要继续持续发酵这件事情呢</s>
<time>164_00:04:44,659 --> 00:04:45,911</time>
<s>我不理解这是我不理解的一个点</s>
<time>165_00:04:46,119 --> 00:04:46,745</time>
<s>第二个就是</s>
<time>166_00:04:46,953 --> 00:04:48,830</time>
<s>我当时在发那个动态底下</s>
<time>167_00:04:49,039 --> 00:04:50,290</time>
<s>我置顶了评论的</s>
<time>168_00:04:50,499 --> 00:04:52,584</time>
<s>我是说如果有人冒犯了我说对不起</s>
<time>169_00:04:52,793 --> 00:04:54,669</time>
<s>我说我真诚给你们道个</s>
<time>170_00:04:54,878 --> 00:04:56,755</time>
<s>因为我的本意是想让大家开心</s>
<time>171_00:04:56,963 --> 00:04:58,840</time>
<s>我没有想要冒犯什么北方人之类</s>
<time>172_00:04:59,049 --> 00:05:00,717</time>
<s>不管哪里人喜欢我都是一样的</s>
<time>173_00:05:00,926 --> 00:05:01,343</time>
<s>男生女生都好</s>
<time>174_00:05:01,551 --> 00:05:03,845</time>
<s>然后他给我的感觉是你说了这个话</s>
<time>175_00:05:04,054 --> 00:05:05,305</time>
<s>你一定要上所有人</s>
<time>176_00:05:05,514 --> 00:05:05,931</time>
<s>因为你是公众人物</s>
<time>177_00:05:06,139 --> 00:05:07,808</time>
<s>我想说我第一我又不是什么明星</s>
<time>178_00:05:08,016 --> 00:05:10,519</time>
<s>第二就是你明明已经看到了那个截载图</s>
<time>179_00:05:10,727 --> 00:05:12,604</time>
<s>那你就是说你已经看到了那条道</s>
<time>180_00:05:12,813 --> 00:05:14,689</time>
<s>你为什么还要发在你的动态那里</s>
<time>181_00:05:14,898 --> 00:05:16,149</time>
<s>他的那个动态里面发的说什么</s>
<time>182_00:05:16,358 --> 00:05:18,026</time>
<s>好无语零志零发了那个什么什么</s>
<time>183_00:05:18,235 --> 00:05:20,111</time>
<s>说的好像我高高在上的那种感觉</s>
<time>184_00:05:20,320 --> 00:05:20,737</time>
<s>大概这种话</s>
<time>185_00:05:20,946 --> 00:05:22,405</time>
<s>我从这件事情上学习到的是</s>
<time>186_00:05:22,614 --> 00:05:24,074</time>
<s>有个人给我提了一个意见</s>
<time>187_00:05:24,282 --> 00:05:24,908</time>
<s>非常的好</s>
<time>188_00:05:25,116 --> 00:05:27,828</time>
<s>我觉得我之前太把粉丝当朋友</s>
<time>189_00:05:28,036 --> 00:05:28,662</time>
<s>这个是不对的</s>
<time>190_00:05:28,870 --> 00:05:30,121</time>
<s>我觉得你不能不把粉丝当朋友</s>
<time>191_00:05:30,330 --> 00:05:31,790</time>
<s>但是你不能太把粉丝当朋友</s>
<time>192_00:05:31,998 --> 00:05:34,084</time>
<s>因为我觉得这中间还是有一点关系的</s>
<time>193_00:05:34,292 --> 00:05:35,335</time>
<s>因为你们没有见过面</s>
<time>194_00:05:35,544 --> 00:05:37,003</time>
<s>你们没有真实的交流过</s>
<time>195_00:05:37,212 --> 00:05:38,463</time>
<s>比如说我说一句她什么东西</s>
<time>196_00:05:38,672 --> 00:05:40,340</time>
<s>她知道我话里是什么意思</s>
<time>197_00:05:40,549 --> 00:05:42,008</time>
<s>她不会往心里去</s>
<time>198_00:05:42,217 --> 00:05:43,885</time>
<s>但是在视频当中如果拍出来的话</s>
<time>199_00:05:44,094 --> 00:05:45,554</time>
<s>可能大家就会往心里去了</s>
<time>200_00:05:45,762 --> 00:05:47,013</time>
<s>就懂这个意思吗</s>
<time>201_00:05:47,222 --> 00:05:48,682</time>
<s>可能我一直是太理想化了</s>
<time>202_00:05:48,890 --> 00:05:50,350</time>
<s>觉得网络世界太美好</s>
<time>203_00:05:50,559 --> 00:05:51,184</time>
<s>结果就是不是</s>
<time>204_00:05:51,393 --> 00:05:52,853</time>
<s>我真的害怕网络了</s>
<time>205_00:05:53,061 --> 00:05:55,772</time>
<s>别搞我了你别搞我宁愿你们说我是衣</s>
<time>206_00:05:55,981 --> 00:05:57,232</time>
<s>当时是觉得远离b站</s>
<time>207_00:05:57,649 --> 00:05:58,275</time>
<s>我生活过得很美满</s>
<time>208_00:05:58,483 --> 00:05:59,734</time>
<s>但其实不能说我不想念了</s>
<time>209_00:05:59,943 --> 00:06:01,403</time>
<s>就是我偶尔会有一两天</s>
<time>210_00:06:01,611 --> 00:06:02,237</time>
<s>偷偷回去看一下</s>
<time>211_00:06:02,445 --> 00:06:03,697</time>
<s>因为我曾经问过你啊</s>
<time>212_00:06:03,905 --> 00:06:04,948</time>
<s>就是你喜欢哪个平台</s>
<time>213_00:06:05,156 --> 00:06:06,199</time>
<s>其实你第一反应就是</s>
<time>214_00:06:06,408 --> 00:06:07,242</time>
<s>你说你之喜欢b站</s>
<time>215_00:06:07,659 --> 00:06:09,327</time>
<s>没有任何的收益了</s>
<time>216_00:06:09,536 --> 00:06:11,204</time>
<s>对啊你还是会坚持在做</s>
<time>217_00:06:11,413 --> 00:06:13,915</time>
<s>我持续长达两三个月以来都在为爱发电</s>
<time>218_00:06:14,124 --> 00:06:15,375</time>
<s>我在b站都没有赚到q</s>
<time>219_00:06:15,584 --> 00:06:17,252</time>
<s>我更新是因为我热爱这个平台</s>
<time>220_00:06:17,669 --> 00:06:18,712</time>
<s>所以我要去做这件事情</s>
<time>221_00:06:18,920 --> 00:06:20,589</time>
<s>然后我14号我说我立刻要更新</s>
<time>222_00:06:20,797 --> 00:06:22,257</time>
<s>就是因为我还是很想让大家</s>
<time>223_00:06:22,465 --> 00:06:24,551</time>
<s>回到大家的视野当中就是</s>
<time>224_00:06:24,759 --> 00:06:26,011</time>
<s>对还是想让大家想想我</s>
<time>225_00:06:26,219 --> 00:06:28,305</time>
<s>真的怕再久不更新真的糊了怎么办</s>
<time>226_00:06:28,513 --> 00:06:30,390</time>
<s>到时候再过个几个月不发</s>
<time>227_00:06:30,599 --> 00:06:33,727</time>
<s>再去98都没有人认识你了</s>
<time>228_00:06:33,935 --> 00:06:35,395</time>
<s>都没有buff了现在有去</s>
<time>229_00:06:35,604 --> 00:06:36,646</time>
<s>哎志零姐</s>
<time>230_00:06:36,855 --> 00:06:38,940</time>
<s>我们来合照现在又开始有一点了</s>
<time>231_00:06:39,149 --> 00:06:40,400</time>
<s>对那还是蛮有面子的</s>
<time>232_00:06:40,609 --> 00:06:41,860</time>
<s>对还是有面子的还是有面子的</s>
<time>233_00:06:42,068 --> 00:06:43,111</time>
<s>但是再几个月不更</s>
<time>234_00:06:43,320 --> 00:06:43,945</time>
<s>oh谁啊这是</s>
<time>235_00:06:44,154 --> 00:06:44,988</time>
<s>我自从停更的时候</s>
<time>236_00:06:45,196 --> 00:06:47,490</time>
<s>我生活非常开心</s>
<time>237_00:06:47,699 --> 00:06:48,950</time>
<s>天天去98玩</s>
<time>238_00:06:49,159 --> 00:06:50,827</time>
<s>哈哈哈我everyweek好吗</s>
<time>239_00:06:51,036 --> 00:06:52,704</time>
<s>也不是啦这个月其实我也想过很多</s>
<time>240_00:06:52,912 --> 00:06:53,955</time>
<s>因为就是也到月终了</s>
<time>241_00:06:54,164 --> 00:06:56,249</time>
<s>然后我也是想着就是有些小改变了</s>
<time>242_00:06:56,458 --> 00:06:58,960</time>
<s>首先我去拔了牙我准备要z牙了</s>
<time>243_00:06:59,169 --> 00:07:00,211</time>
<s>这是我觉得做的之大一件事</s>
<time>244_00:07:00,629 --> 00:07:02,297</time>
<s>说了这么久起码说了一年半了</s>
<time>245_00:07:02,505 --> 00:07:05,008</time>
<s>真真实实的把这件事情落实了下来</s>
<time>246_00:07:05,425 --> 00:07:06,259</time>
<s>感觉真的还不错</s>
<time>247_00:07:06,468 --> 00:07:08,136</time>
<s>还有第二件事就是我们两个真的是健身了</s>
<time>248_00:07:08,345 --> 00:07:09,804</time>
<s>还是略有一点点成效</s>
<time>249_00:07:10,013 --> 00:07:11,473</time>
<s>我目前还没看到啊</s>
<time>250_00:07:11,681 --> 00:07:13,350</time>
<s>但是就是这个事情已经在做了</s>
<time>251_00:07:13,558 --> 00:07:14,809</time>
<s>这个是我觉得很开心的事情</s>
<time>252_00:07:15,018 --> 00:07:15,852</time>
<s>就是因为一旦做了的话</s>
<time>253_00:07:16,061 --> 00:07:17,312</time>
<s>我觉得就是我们两个还是得</s>
<time>254_00:07:17,520 --> 00:07:18,146</time>
<s>互相坚持</s>
<time>255_00:07:18,355 --> 00:07:18,563</time>
<s>坚持下去吧</s>
<time>256_00:07:18,772 --> 00:07:21,691</time>
<s>你看你z好看的那段时间没有在更新</s>
<time>257_00:07:22,734 --> 00:07:23,985</time>
<s>你该染新的发色了</s>
<time>258_00:07:24,194 --> 00:07:25,445</time>
<s>让我们爱的魔法师再给你</s>
<time>259_00:07:25,654 --> 00:07:26,488</time>
<s>染一个新的发色</s>
<time>260_00:07:26,696 --> 00:07:27,530</time>
<s>你要给姐发工资哦</s>
<time>261_00:07:27,739 --> 00:07:27,947</time>
<s>我觉得</s>
<time>262_00:07:28,156 --> 00:07:28,990</time>
<s>这么漂亮的t</s>
<time>263_00:07:29,199 --> 00:07:30,241</time>
<s>出去给别人染个头</s>
<time>264_00:07:30,450 --> 00:07:31,701</time>
<s>你不要再造谣了</s>
<time>265_00:07:32,118 --> 00:07:32,744</time>
<s>我必须说一下</s>
<time>266_00:07:32,952 --> 00:07:34,412</time>
<s>她那天真的被别人当做了</s>
<time>267_00:07:34,621 --> 00:07:35,038</time>
<s>不要说</s>
<time>268_00:07:35,246 --> 00:07:36,081</time>
<s>这个真的很好笑</s>
<time>269_00:07:36,289 --> 00:07:36,915</time>
<s>你自己说吧</s>
<time>270_00:07:37,123 --> 00:07:37,540</time>
<s>告诉大家</s>
<time>271_00:07:37,749 --> 00:07:38,792</time>
<s>就是咱们零姐啊</s>
<time>272_00:07:39,000 --> 00:07:41,294</time>
<s>说浅约一下西湖那边有个小98</s>
<time>273_00:07:41,503 --> 00:07:43,171</time>
<s>就是打算去浅喝一下浅玩一下</s>
<time>274_00:07:43,380 --> 00:07:44,005</time>
<s>浅嗨皮一下</s>
<time>275_00:07:44,214 --> 00:07:46,299</time>
<s>在我等待就是女明星的过程</s>
<time>276_00:07:46,508 --> 00:07:47,967</time>
<s>在那之前我跟我几个同事</s>
<time>277_00:07:48,176 --> 00:07:49,427</time>
<s>我说我以前路过这条路</s>
<time>278_00:07:49,636 --> 00:07:50,679</time>
<s>我一定会打开小蓝的</s>
<time>279_00:07:50,887 --> 00:07:52,764</time>
<s>刷一下附近有什么电话本</s>
<time>280_00:07:53,390 --> 00:07:55,684</time>
<s>然后我同事就是他的一个编导啊</s>
<time>281_00:07:55,892 --> 00:07:57,143</time>
<s>你不是应该打开女电话本吗</s>
<time>282_00:07:57,352 --> 00:07:59,854</time>
<s>然后就旁边冲出来一个小女孩</s>
<time>283_00:08:00,063 --> 00:08:01,106</time>
<s>就这样递到我面前说</s>
<time>284_00:08:01,314 --> 00:08:02,565</time>
<s>姐姐我可以要个你vx吗</s>
<time>285_00:08:02,774 --> 00:08:04,442</time>
<s>然后那个我同事一直在旁边</s>
<time>286_00:08:04,651 --> 00:08:05,485</time>
<s>一直在那边叫</s>
<time>287_00:08:05,694 --> 00:08:07,362</time>
<s>她是直女</s>
<time>288_00:08:07,570 --> 00:08:08,822</time>
<s>然后完了以后我看她</s>
<time>289_00:08:09,030 --> 00:08:09,864</time>
<s>丝毫没有要退的意思</s>
<time>290_00:08:10,073 --> 00:08:11,533</time>
<s>还把手机更递前了</s>
<time>291_00:08:11,741 --> 00:08:12,575</time>
<s>所以你之后加了吗</s>
<time>292_00:08:12,784 --> 00:08:14,244</time>
<s>我加了哈哈哈哈</s>
<time>293_00:08:14,452 --> 00:08:17,580</time>
<s>看那个女生的朋友圈就是是个奶t感觉</s>
<time>294_00:08:17,789 --> 00:08:18,206</time>
<s>奶t</s>
<time>295_00:08:18,415 --> 00:08:19,874</time>
<s>wu~就那种还没有毕业的那一天</s>
<time>296_00:08:20,709 --> 00:08:21,543</time>
<s>会跟她kisskiss吗</s>
<time>297_00:08:21,751 --> 00:08:23,837</time>
<s>哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈</s>
<time>298_00:08:24,045 --> 00:08:24,462</time>
<s>我只是</s>
<time>299_00:08:24,671 --> 00:08:26,131</time>
<s>哈哈哈哈哈哈</s>
<time>300_00:08:26,339 --> 00:08:27,799</time>
<s>她有一些喝9的疯狂实录</s>
<time>301_00:08:28,007 --> 00:08:29,676</time>
<s>我们就不方便在这里说了不方便透露了</s>
<time>302_00:08:29,884 --> 00:08:31,136</time>
<s>想看的扣一个想看</s>
<time>303_00:08:31,344 --> 00:08:33,012</time>
<s>我到时候单独出一期视频说</s>
<time>304_00:08:33,221 --> 00:08:34,681</time>
<s>哈哈哈也不用吧</s>
<time>305_00:08:34,889 --> 00:08:36,349</time>
<s>你们喝醉9没有干过这些事</s>
<time>306_00:08:36,558 --> 00:08:36,975</time>
<s>哦真的没有</s>
<time>307_00:08:37,392 --> 00:08:38,643</time>
<s>可能近几年也是做自媒体</s>
<time>308_00:08:38,852 --> 00:08:40,103</time>
<s>或者是接触人比较多吧</s>
<time>309_00:08:40,311 --> 00:08:41,980</time>
<s>就是不会说特别害羞</s>
<time>310_00:08:42,397 --> 00:08:44,899</time>
<s>除非是那个酒局上一个认识都没有</s>
<time>311_00:08:45,108 --> 00:08:46,985</time>
<s>有个朋友在的话我就觉得大家出来玩的话</s>
<time>312_00:08:47,193 --> 00:08:48,236</time>
<s>就不会说特别害差</s>
<time>313_00:08:48,445 --> 00:08:50,321</time>
<s>姐在千嘛又在跟男人聊天啦</s>
<time>314_00:08:50,530 --> 00:08:51,364</time>
<s>没有男人聊天</s>
<time>315_00:08:51,781 --> 00:08:53,032</time>
<s>这位姐很快有男人了</s>
<time>316_00:08:53,241 --> 00:08:54,909</time>
<s>对这个男人的这种感觉</s>
<time>317_00:08:55,118 --> 00:08:56,995</time>
<s>跟你被骗300块的那个感觉是一样的</s>
<time>318_00:08:57,203 --> 00:08:58,455</time>
<s>就是觉得他应该是用心的对我</s>
<time>319_00:08:58,663 --> 00:09:00,749</time>
<s>所以说我现在也是很用心的在回应他</s>
<time>320_00:09:00,957 --> 00:09:02,208</time>
<s>这个人是怎么样找到我的</s>
<time>321_00:09:02,417 --> 00:09:04,711</time>
<s>我那天看到nXz发了一个视频</s>
<time>322_00:09:04,919 --> 00:09:05,336</time>
<s>我觉得很感动</s>
<time>323_00:09:05,545 --> 00:09:06,588</time>
<s>因为他就是讲他的</s>
<time>324_00:09:06,796 --> 00:09:07,839</time>
<s>现在的一个情感的状态</s>
<time>325_00:09:08,047 --> 00:09:09,299</time>
<s>他的一个生活的经历吧</s>
<time>326_00:09:09,507 --> 00:09:11,176</time>
<s>然后他就说很需要被爱啊</s>
<time>327_00:09:11,384 --> 00:09:12,010</time>
<s>怎么怎么样之类的</s>
<time>328_00:09:12,218 --> 00:09:13,261</time>
<s>他说如果是我的</s>
<time>329_00:09:13,470 --> 00:09:15,555</time>
<s>捡到了一个贝壳我就不会再去沙滩了</s>
<time>330_00:09:15,764 --> 00:09:16,806</time>
<s>我觉得这句话说的很好</s>
<time>331_00:09:17,015 --> 00:09:18,475</time>
<s>我觉得我就想要这样子的感觉</s>
<time>332_00:09:18,683 --> 00:09:19,934</time>
<s>被别人坚定的选择</s>
<time>333_00:09:20,143 --> 00:09:22,854</time>
<s>然后排除到其他所有的花花草草</s>
<time>334_00:09:23,062 --> 00:09:24,731</time>
<s>不会再迷失自己</s>
<time>335_00:09:24,939 --> 00:09:25,982</time>
<s>我的那个小蓝的动态里面</s>
<time>336_00:09:26,191 --> 00:09:27,442</time>
<s>我就把这句话加上去了</s>
<time>337_00:09:27,650 --> 00:09:29,110</time>
<s>加上去了没多久这个人来找我聊天了</s>
<time>338_00:09:29,319 --> 00:09:30,570</time>
<s>wu~我也要加上去</s>
<time>339_00:09:30,779 --> 00:09:32,447</time>
<s>然后我要打开我的小蓝我也要写这句话</s>
<time>340_00:09:32,655 --> 00:09:32,864</time>
<s>我就说</s>
<time>341_00:09:34,115 --> 00:09:36,409</time>
<s>我也能在沙滩上捡到一颗珍贵的贝壳</s>
<time>342_00:09:36,618 --> 00:09:38,077</time>
<s>捡到了我就不会再去这片沙滩了</s>
<time>343_00:09:38,286 --> 00:09:38,912</time>
<s>他就来sx我</s>
<time>344_00:09:39,120 --> 00:09:40,371</time>
<s>问题就是他没有找我要照片</s>
<time>345_00:09:40,580 --> 00:09:41,623</time>
<s>一般台词是照片</s>
<time>346_00:09:41,831 --> 00:09:42,874</time>
<s>然后换一换看看你怎么样</s>
<time>347_00:09:43,082 --> 00:09:44,125</time>
<s>他就说我可以认识你吗</s>
<time>348_00:09:44,334 --> 00:09:44,751</time>
<s>一我觉得</s>
<time>349_00:09:44,959 --> 00:09:47,253</time>
<s>你的动态写的东西我都感同身受</s>
<time>350_00:09:47,462 --> 00:09:48,296</time>
<s>我想看看你的贝壳</s>
<time>351_00:09:48,713 --> 00:09:49,964</time>
<s>没有哈哈哈没有没有</s>
<time>352_00:09:50,173 --> 00:09:52,050</time>
<s>而且聊了差不多有个</s>
<time>353_00:09:52,675 --> 00:09:53,510</time>
<s>二三十分钟我也没有</s>
<time>354_00:09:53,718 --> 00:09:54,552</time>
<s>那找他要照片我当然是</s>
<time>355_00:09:54,761 --> 00:09:56,638</time>
<s>我看了身高和体重就是不是猪的类型</s>
<time>356_00:09:56,846 --> 00:09:58,515</time>
<s>哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈</s>
<time>357_00:09:58,723 --> 00:09:59,349</time>
<s>如果是的话</s>
<time>358_00:09:59,557 --> 00:10:01,226</time>
<s>那可能也就是不会回复</s>
<time>359_00:10:01,643 --> 00:10:02,894</time>
<s>没有冒犯猪的意思哈哈哈</s>
<time>360_00:10:03,311 --> 00:10:03,937</time>
<s>没有没有冒犯</s>
<time>361_00:10:04,145 --> 00:10:06,856</time>
<s>只是我就是还是稍微注意了一下</s>
<time>362_00:10:07,065 --> 00:10:09,776</time>
<s>姐姐妹妹都要谈恋爱了我明天会去接他</s>
<time>363_00:10:09,984 --> 00:10:12,278</time>
<s>是他不是我要去捡贝壳喽</s>
<time>364_00:10:12,695 --> 00:10:15,198</time>
<s>那我也很怕被退货呀我照片跟人差那么多</s>
<time>365_00:10:15,406 --> 00:10:16,241</time>
<s>他那个双眼皮s术</s>
<time>366_00:10:16,449 --> 00:10:17,283</time>
<s>就是还没有完全恢复好</s>
<time>367_00:10:17,492 --> 00:10:18,117</time>
<s>没有恢复好</s>
<time>368_00:10:18,326 --> 00:10:20,411</time>
<s>如果他说我像hbg我立马翻脸就走</s>
<time>369_00:10:20,620 --> 00:10:21,037</time>
<s>哈哈哈哈</s>
<time>370_00:10:21,246 --> 00:10:22,080</time>
<s>我那次去那个足浴里</s>
<time>371_00:10:22,288 --> 00:10:23,540</time>
<s>里面一个女的很激动的过来</s>
<time>372_00:10:23,748 --> 00:10:24,165</time>
<s>想跟我合照</s>
<time>373_00:10:24,374 --> 00:10:25,416</time>
<s>她说你是那个hbg吗</s>
<time>374_00:10:25,625 --> 00:10:27,085</time>
<s>哈哈哈我说我真的不是</s>
<time>375_00:10:27,293 --> 00:10:27,919</time>
<s>那个人还加了我VX</s>
<time>376_00:10:28,127 --> 00:10:30,630</time>
<s>前两周还给我荐了一个对象</s>
<time>377_00:10:30,839 --> 00:10:31,881</time>
<s>桃花很多啊桃花</s>
<time>378_00:10:33,132 --> 00:10:35,009</time>
<s>有是有但是就这一个我是在意的</s>
<time>379_00:10:35,218 --> 00:10:36,469</time>
<s>其他我全部都已经放掉了</s>
<time>380_00:10:36,678 --> 00:10:37,512</time>
<s>好羡慕姐哦</s>
<time>381_00:10:37,720 --> 00:10:39,806</time>
<s>还是认真姐内心还是很保守的</s>
<time>382_00:10:40,640 --> 00:10:42,308</time>
<s>大家都知道电话本呢就是</s>
<time>383_00:10:42,517 --> 00:10:43,351</time>
<s>三个月算金婚</s>
<time>384_00:10:43,560 --> 00:10:44,811</time>
<s>大家也可以瑞测一下保守的意思</s>
<time>385_00:10:45,019 --> 00:10:46,688</time>
<s>我真的很希望你有一天能找到幸福啊wow</s>
<time>386_00:10:46,896 --> 00:10:48,147</time>
<s>哇哦真的谢谢</s>
<time>387_00:10:48,356 --> 00:10:49,816</time>
<s>反正我现在已经不奢求这些东西了</s>
<time>388_00:10:50,024 --> 00:10:52,527</time>
<s>他现在的这个状态就是好像很不在乎</s>
<time>389_00:10:52,735 --> 00:10:53,778</time>
<s>其实他内心真的还是蜜需要男人</s>
<time>390_00:10:53,987 --> 00:10:55,864</time>
<s>没有我现在是有更好</s>
<time>391_00:10:56,072 --> 00:10:58,366</time>
<s>没有拉倒有肯定很开心的呀</s>
<time>392_00:10:58,575 --> 00:10:59,409</time>
<s>就是你说你想要吗</s>
<time>393_00:10:59,617 --> 00:11:01,911</time>
<s>那肯定想要的但是没有你能怎么样呢</s>
<time>394_00:11:02,120 --> 00:11:02,537</time>
<s>也不能怎么样</s>
<time>395_00:11:02,745 --> 00:11:03,997</time>
<s>你不可能说天天去等这个东西</s>
<time>396_00:11:04,205 --> 00:11:05,665</time>
<s>或者说你每天去特地寻找</s>
<time>397_00:11:05,874 --> 00:11:07,750</time>
<s>我发现你特地寻找的反而不行</s>
<time>398_00:11:07,959 --> 00:11:10,044</time>
<s>对停更到现在我其实遇到了很多男人</s>
<time>399_00:11:10,253 --> 00:11:11,713</time>
<s>嗯但是吧</s>
<time>400_00:11:11,921 --> 00:11:13,590</time>
<s>这都是不会成功</s>
<time>401_00:11:13,798 --> 00:11:16,092</time>
<s>也可能是我的问题可能是他们的问题</s>
<time>402_00:11:16,301 --> 00:11:17,343</time>
<s>我都有点不确定我是不是真的</s>
<time>403_00:11:17,552 --> 00:11:17,760</time>
<s>想谈恋爱了</s>
<time>404_00:11:17,969 --> 00:11:20,263</time>
<s>我觉得男人反而会让我徒增很多烦恼</s>
<time>405_00:11:20,471 --> 00:11:21,306</time>
<s>会让我心里面</s>
<time>406_00:11:21,723 --> 00:11:23,182</time>
<s>心生更多的那种想法</s>
<time>407_00:11:23,391 --> 00:11:24,642</time>
<s>但是如果在比如说你在喝9</s>
<time>408_00:11:24,851 --> 00:11:26,102</time>
<s>或者说你在跟朋友玩的时候</s>
<time>409_00:11:26,311 --> 00:11:27,145</time>
<s>我那一瞬间</s>
<time>410_00:11:27,353 --> 00:11:29,647</time>
<s>那当下可能就只有快乐很放松</s>
<time>411_00:11:29,856 --> 00:11:30,273</time>
<s>对我很放松</s>
<time>412_00:11:30,481 --> 00:11:32,358</time>
<s>我就是只有大笑我很开心</s>
<time>413_00:11:32,567 --> 00:11:32,984</time>
<s>不用想那么多</s>
<time>414_00:11:33,192 --> 00:11:35,069</time>
<s>哎我现在好像很享受这种感觉</s>
<time>415_00:11:35,278 --> 00:11:36,946</time>
<s>但你知道这个背后底层的</s>
<time>416_00:11:37,155 --> 00:11:37,780</time>
<s>逻辑是什么吗</s>
<time>417_00:11:37,989 --> 00:11:38,406</time>
<s>什么是什么</s>
<time>418_00:11:38,615 --> 00:11:39,240</time>
<s>z低层的逻辑</s>
<time>419_00:11:39,449 --> 00:11:40,283</time>
<s>我感觉是你</s>
<time>420_00:11:40,491 --> 00:11:42,368</time>
<s>没有找到一个真正被坚定选择你的人</s>
