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<s>我一开始在英国的</s>
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<s>罗尔斯罗伊斯，一个制造飞机引擎的</s>
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<s>公司做项目经理</s>
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<s>然后来我在德国做了半年的项目经理</s>
<time>26_00:01:00,417 --> 00:01:01,667</time>
<s>后来我跳槽去日本</s>
<time>27_00:01:01,667 --> 00:01:03,542</time>
<s>做了两年车企的产品规划</s>
<time>28_00:01:03,542 --> 00:01:05,417</time>
<s>然后我區加入了一个创业国队</s>
<time>29_00:01:05,417 --> 00:01:07,083</time>
<s>做他们临外市场銷售主管</s>
<time>30_00:01:07,083 --> 00:01:08,333</time>
<s>不管是行业还是地域</s>
<time>31_00:01:08,333 --> 00:01:10,000</time>
<s>我就一直在游走</s>
<time>32_00:01:12,917 --> 00:01:14,583</time>
<s>我知道很多人在入职场的时候</s>
<time>33_00:01:14,583 --> 00:01:16,875</time>
<s>可能就会想着我今后三年要怎么样</s>
<time>34_00:01:16,875 --> 00:01:17,917</time>
<s>五年要升什么岗位</s>
<time>35_00:01:17,917 --> 00:01:19,792</time>
<s>但是我再重申一下</s>
<time>36_00:01:19,792 --> 00:01:21,875</time>
<s>我的人生很多都是以兴趣为导向的</s>
<time>37_00:01:21,875 --> 00:01:24,375</time>
<s>我就专门排我觉得有意思的工作做</s>
<time>38_00:01:24,583 --> 00:01:26,250</time>
<s>我觉得有意思的国家去生活</s>
<time>39_00:01:26,250 --> 00:01:28,125</time>
<s>这就导致我換了很多行业</s>
<time>40_00:01:28,125 --> 00:01:29,167</time>
<s>換了很多*位</s>
<time>41_00:01:29,167 --> 00:01:30,208</time>
<s>換了很多公司</s>
<time>42_00:01:30,208 --> 00:01:32,083</time>
<s>我知道会为之付出代价</s>
<time>43_00:01:32,083 --> 00:01:33,542</time>
<s>如果是換行业这样的话</s>
<time>44_00:01:33,542 --> 00:01:35,000</time>
<s>（履历）并沒有那种加成嘛</s>
<time>45_00:01:35,000 --> 00:01:37,500</time>
<s>可是我一点都不后悔自己的选择</s>
<time>46_00:01:37,500 --> 00:01:40,208</time>
<s>我在清楚的了解了自己的溫饱线</s>
<time>47_00:01:40,208 --> 00:01:41,875</time>
<s>这个溫饱线包括吃饭</s>
<time>48_00:01:41,875 --> 00:01:44,167</time>
<s>住房和我想要去旅行那些费用</s>
<time>49_00:01:44,375 --> 00:01:45,208</time>
<s>只要他超过了</s>
<time>50_00:01:45,208 --> 00:01:46,250</time>
<s>然后这件事情有意思</s>
<time>51_00:01:46,250 --> 00:01:46,875</time>
<s>我就去做</s>
<time>52_00:01:46,875 --> 00:01:48,333</time>
<s>我股有花太多的时间去比较</s>
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<s>別人的看法</s>
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<s>在日本辞职之后</s>
<time>55_00:01:50,417 --> 00:01:52,917</time>
<s>其实我在葡萄牙也休假休了6个月</s>
<time>56_00:01:57,083 --> 00:01:58,333</time>
<s>当时就觉得</s>
<time>57_00:01:58,333 --> 00:02:01,875</time>
<s>人为什么一直要工作50年60年</s>
<time>58_00:02:01,875 --> 00:02:04,792</time>
<s>就是在你的存款可以恩接受的情RF</s>
<time>59_00:02:04,792 --> 00:02:06,042</time>
<s>为什么不能停下来</s>
<time>60_00:02:06,250 --> 00:02:09,583</time>
<s>我人生前期自己给自己建造了很大的安全感</s>
<time>61_00:02:09,583 --> 00:02:10,625</time>
<s>我就觉得沒事啊</s>
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<s>不管在哪个国家</s>
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<s>我哪怕去教英语教中文</s>
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<s>我也是能于来的就 ok 7</s>
<time>65_00:02:15,000 --> 00:02:16,250</time>
<s>那沒有人会脫你</s>
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<s>北大毕业的你在浪费自己的人生</s>
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<s>对有很多人会（这样说）</s>
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<s>包括我的至亲也会怀疑</s>
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<s>哎呀你在北大毕业</s>
<time>70_00:02:22,708 --> 00:02:24,375</time>
<s>沒有一非业就拿年薪百万</s>
<time>71_00:02:24,375 --> 00:02:25,625</time>
<s>好像就是一个失败</s>
<time>72_00:02:25,625 --> 00:02:26,458</time>
<s>但是我觉得</s>
<time>73_00:02:26,667 --> 00:02:27,708</time>
<s>別人怎么看眞的不重要</s>
<time>74_00:02:27,917 --> 00:02:30,000</time>
<s>文是我的跑道 我的人生</s>
<time>75_00:02:30,000 --> 00:02:31,875</time>
<s>我会甚至有意识的过滤掉</s>
<time>76_00:02:31,875 --> 00:02:33,542</time>
<s>那些人在我生命中的存在</s>
<time>77_00:02:33,542 --> 00:02:34,792</time>
<s>如果我身边有那种</s>
<time>78_00:02:35,000 --> 00:02:38,125</time>
<s>非常认为就是这是成功的唯一标准</s>
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<s>我甚至会把他刪掉</s>
<time>80_00:02:39,375 --> 00:02:41,667</time>
<s>我是非常有意识的在保护我自己的</s>
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<s>清靜的一个人</s>
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<s>所以我微信上只有100多个好友哈哈哈</s>
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<s>你明明是那么精英的背景</s>
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<s>你明明可以</s>
<time>85_00:02:48,750 --> 00:02:50,417</time>
<s>就比如说商学院硕士毕业去投行</s>
<time>86_00:02:50,625 --> 00:02:52,917</time>
<s>成为非常光鲜的职场丽人</s>
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<s>嗯然后走上人生巅峰</s>
<time>88_00:02:56,875 --> 00:02:58,333</time>
<s>我眞的觉得不是巅峰为什么是巅峰</s>
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<s>我不觉得他是巅峰所以我不想走上去</s>
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<s>对啊</s>
<time>91_00:03:03,333 --> 00:03:05,208</time>
<s>我的事业的起点是在英国</s>
<time>92_00:03:05,208 --> 00:03:08,125</time>
<s>那个时候在罗罗做了6年的项目管理</s>
<time>93_00:03:08,333 --> 00:03:11,042</time>
<s>其实当时我的工作也面临着一个选择</s>
<time>94_00:03:11,042 --> 00:03:14,167</time>
<s>就是留在那里可以成为更高的管理层</s>
<time>95_00:03:14,167 --> 00:03:15,000</time>
<s>但是我</s>
<time>96_00:03:15,208 --> 00:03:17,500</time>
<s>那个时候就非常想換一个国家生活</s>
<time>97_00:03:17,500 --> 00:03:18,958</time>
<s>想体验一下不同的文化</s>
<time>98_00:03:18,958 --> 00:03:20,833</time>
<s>我就法了日本工作了两年</s>
<time>99_00:03:21,042 --> 00:03:22,917</time>
<s>我的行业跨度其实非常大</s>
<time>100_00:03:22,917 --> 00:03:24,792</time>
<s>从一开始的航空制造业</s>
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<s>到汽车行业到后来的法律服务</s>
<time>102_00:03:27,708 --> 00:03:29,167</time>
<s>我硕士在伦敦帝国商学院的很多同学</s>
<time>103_00:03:29,375 --> 00:03:30,833</time>
<s>第一梯队的会去投行</s>
<time>104_00:03:30,833 --> 00:03:32,917</time>
<s>再差一点的会去这种咨询公司</s>
<time>105_00:03:33,125 --> 00:03:35,208</time>
<s>然后再不济的就要去实业</s>
<time>106_00:03:35,208 --> 00:03:36,875</time>
<s>但我心里面可能</s>
<time>107_00:03:37,083 --> 00:03:38,125</time>
<s>自己非常清楚</s>
<time>108_00:03:38,125 --> 00:03:40,625</time>
<s>我人生成功的这个标准是什么</s>
<time>109_00:03:40,833 --> 00:03:42,708</time>
<s>我我追求的两件事</s>
<time>110_00:03:42,708 --> 00:03:44,167</time>
<s>一个是见世面</s>
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<s>第二个是有趣</s>
<time>112_00:03:45,833 --> 00:03:48,542</time>
<s>而那些在外人看来非常光鲜的职业</s>
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<s>首先我我就沒有追求过</s>
<time>114_00:03:49,792 --> 00:03:51,667</time>
<s>所以我不好说就是我能不能做到</s>
<time>115_00:03:51,667 --> 00:03:53,125</time>
<s>只是说如果当有人说哎</s>
<time>116_00:03:53,125 --> 00:03:54,583</time>
<s>你为什么不去干那个的时候</s>
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<s>我可能会觉得</s>
<time>118_00:03:55,208 --> 00:03:57,500</time>
<s>我为什么要追求別人眼里的光鲜</s>
<time>119_00:03:57,500 --> 00:03:59,583</time>
<s>我觉得我的对自己</s>
<time>120_00:03:59,583 --> 00:04:01,667</time>
<s>成功的定义是非常稳固的</s>
<time>121_00:04:01,667 --> 00:04:03,125</time>
<s>他一直就是这个定义</s>
<time>122_00:04:03,333 --> 00:04:04,583</time>
<s>我就是对造汽车有兴趣</s>
<time>123_00:04:04,583 --> 00:04:06,667</time>
<s>我就是对知识产权也有兴趣</s>
<time>124_00:04:06,667 --> 00:04:08,333</time>
<s>我就是对创业国队也有兴趣</s>
<time>125_00:04:08,333 --> 00:04:10,208</time>
<s>我对大公司有兴趣对小公司也有兴趣</s>
<time>126_00:04:10,208 --> 00:04:11,875</time>
<s>我觉得这样的人生体验是</s>
<time>127_00:04:12,083 --> 00:04:13,958</time>
<s>我自己股有感到有什么 后悔</s>
<time>128_00:04:13,958 --> 00:04:15,000</time>
<s>我也不会觉得哎呀</s>
<time>129_00:04:15,000 --> 00:04:16,042</time>
<s>如果我去了投行</s>
<time>130_00:04:16,042 --> 00:04:18,333</time>
<s>可能现在存款就有8位数9位数了</s>
<time>131_00:04:18,333 --> 00:04:20,833</time>
<s>这不是我的遗憾点吧对</s>
<time>132_00:04:23,750 --> 00:04:26,667</time>
<s>国内是由于经济发展的阶段也好</s>
<time>133_00:04:26,875 --> 00:04:28,125</time>
<s>经济的这个发展速度也好</s>
<time>134_00:04:28,125 --> 00:04:30,000</time>
<s>确实是机会窗口会比较多</s>
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<s>我一直觉得中国的整个的社会</s>
<time>136_00:04:32,083 --> 00:04:34,375</time>
<s>就是像一个水还是在烧开的一个狀态</s>
<time>137_00:04:34,375 --> 00:04:36,042</time>
<s>嗯那在这种狀态之呢</s>
<time>138_00:04:36,042 --> 00:04:38,542</time>
<s>那么你是在这个水的上层还是信呢</s>
<time>139_00:04:38,542 --> 00:04:39,167</time>
<s>他不一定</s>
<time>140_00:04:39,167 --> 00:04:40,625</time>
<s>他还是在滚动的这个狀态</s>
<time>141_00:04:40,625 --> 00:04:42,917</time>
<s>如果你想翻滚的话他是有空间的</s>
<time>142_00:04:42,917 --> 00:04:44,792</time>
<s>他能卷的起来本身也是说他</s>
<time>143_00:04:44,792 --> 00:04:46,667</time>
<s>这个水他是有动能比较强</s>
<time>144_00:04:46,667 --> 00:04:48,542</time>
<s>他是上较有郁話九的这种狀态</s>
<time>145_00:04:48,542 --> 00:04:49,792</time>
<s>西方的话（阶层）相对稳定</s>
<time>146_00:04:49,792 --> 00:04:51,250</time>
<s>对 他的水相对平靜</s>
<time>147_00:04:51,458 --> 00:04:53,542</time>
<s>然后他的分层可能也说不好听一点</s>
<time>148_00:04:53,542 --> 00:04:55,208</time>
<s>就是阶级固化</s>
<time>149_00:04:55,208 --> 00:04:57,083</time>
<s>中国的年轻人他在职场中</s>
<time>150_00:04:57,083 --> 00:04:58,750</time>
<s>他的掙扎或者说他的这种奋斗</s>
<time>151_00:04:58,750 --> 00:05:00,417</time>
<s>可能会体现的比较明显一些</s>
<time>152_00:05:00,417 --> 00:05:03,958</time>
<s>但西方他更像是一个啊工作上班生活</s>
<time>153_00:05:04,167 --> 00:05:05,208</time>
<s>是划分得很开的</s>
<time>154_00:05:05,417 --> 00:05:06,458</time>
<s>在中国可能就</s>
<time>155_00:05:06,458 --> 00:05:07,708</time>
<s>（上班）不是我的工作而已</s>
<time>156_00:05:07,708 --> 00:05:11,042</time>
<s>这可能是我改变命运的方式对</s>
<time>157_00:05:16,042 --> 00:05:17,500</time>
<s>我的职场重要的节点</s>
<time>158_00:05:17,500 --> 00:05:19,167</time>
<s>是来自我加入了一个创业国队</s>
<time>159_00:05:19,167 --> 00:05:20,833</time>
<s>到现在其实已经六年多了嘛</s>
<time>160_00:05:20,833 --> 00:05:22,292</time>
<s>每一年都在做不同的业务</s>
<time>161_00:05:22,292 --> 00:05:24,167</time>
<s>就是在做不同阶段的事情嗯</s>
<time>162_00:05:24,583 --> 00:05:26,042</time>
<s>在进行新的尝试</s>
<time>163_00:05:26,250 --> 00:05:28,125</time>
<s>反正越做呢胆子就越大</s>
<time>164_00:05:28,333 --> 00:05:29,375</time>
<s>因为我一开始毕业的时候</s>
<time>165_00:05:29,375 --> 00:05:30,625</time>
<s>我特別在意那个公司的名字</s>
<time>166_00:05:30,625 --> 00:05:32,083</time>
<s>嗯我就在意我的名片上</s>
<time>167_00:05:32,083 --> 00:05:33,750</time>
<s>这个公司我拿出去是不是体面</s>
<time>168_00:05:33,750 --> 00:05:34,792</time>
<s>我现在根本不care</s>
<time>169_00:05:34,792 --> 00:05:35,833</time>
<s>我现在就是把安全感</s>
<time>170_00:05:35,833 --> 00:05:37,292</time>
<s>建立在了自己的身上</s>
<time>171_00:05:37,292 --> 00:05:39,583</time>
<s>职场对我来说 不是特別存在 这个概含</s>
<time>172_00:05:39,583 --> 00:05:40,417</time>
<s>就是我自己在做什么</s>
<time>173_00:05:40,417 --> 00:05:41,667</time>
<s>我今天要做什么明天要做什么</s>
<time>174_00:05:41,667 --> 00:05:42,917</time>
<s>这个月要做什么明年要做什么</s>
<time>175_00:05:42,917 --> 00:05:45,000</time>
<s>职场who care关我屁事</s>
<time>176_00:05:45,417 --> 00:05:46,458</time>
<s>我也从来沒郁在大厂待过</s>
<time>177_00:05:46,458 --> 00:05:48,125</time>
<s>但我也股有任何兴趣再去大</s>
<time>178_00:05:48,125 --> 00:05:49,583</time>
<s>我觉得我的职业的发展过程</s>
<time>179_00:05:49,583 --> 00:05:51,458</time>
<s>就好像我拿着一个相机在拍照</s>
<time>180_00:05:51,458 --> 00:05:52,708</time>
<s>拍照有个对焦的过程</s>
<time>181_00:05:52,708 --> 00:05:55,000</time>
<s>之前我非常在意我的背景是不是好看</s>
<time>182_00:05:55,208 --> 00:05:55,625</time>
<s>但慢慢的</s>
<time>183_00:05:55,625 --> 00:05:58,125</time>
<s>我就发现那个售点聚售了我的脸上</s>
<time>184_00:05:58,333 --> 00:05:59,375</time>
<s>随着镜头越拉越近</s>
<time>185_00:05:59,375 --> 00:06:01,458</time>
<s>他就越来越唐楚背景消失了</s>
<time>186_00:06:01,458 --> 00:06:03,125</time>
<s>对这其实跟你才说的</s>
<time>187_00:06:03,125 --> 00:06:04,583</time>
<s>你的自我建设之路对</s>
<time>188_00:06:04,583 --> 00:06:05,417</time>
<s>是一回事</s>
<time>189_00:06:05,625 --> 00:06:07,917</time>
<s>这是国内那个水还在沸腾的好处</s>
<time>190_00:06:07,917 --> 00:06:10,417</time>
<s>嗯是我就更快速的完成了这个过程</s>
<time>191_00:06:10,417 --> 00:06:11,250</time>
<s>如果是在一个</s>
<time>192_00:06:11,250 --> 00:06:12,500</time>
<s>阶层分明的地方</s>
<time>193_00:06:12,500 --> 00:06:14,375</time>
<s>我可能要花非常长的时间</s>
<time>194_00:06:14,583 --> 00:06:16,250</time>
<s>因为在一个相对稳固的地方</s>
<time>195_00:06:16,250 --> 00:06:18,125</time>
<s>你不可能忽略你的背景的吧</s>
<time>196_00:06:18,125 --> 00:06:20,000</time>
<s>鸡汤点地说 那个离荡</s>
<time>197_00:06:20,000 --> 00:06:20,625</time>
<s>是无所谓的</s>
<time>198_00:06:20,625 --> 00:06:22,500</time>
<s>是你会被震下去</s>
<time>199_00:06:22,500 --> 00:06:23,125</time>
<s>但你知道</s>
<time>200_00:06:23,125 --> 00:06:25,208</time>
<s>馬下去你才有被爵上来的动能</s>
<time>201_00:06:25,208 --> 00:06:26,667</time>
<s>那就多震震呗</s>
<time>202_00:06:26,667 --> 00:06:27,500</time>
<s>嗯对</s>
<time>203_00:06:27,708 --> 00:06:30,208</time>
<s>就是国内的年轻人可能对于需的</s>
<time>204_00:06:30,208 --> 00:06:31,875</time>
<s>就是包容度也比较高嗯</s>
<time>205_00:06:32,083 --> 00:06:33,542</time>
<s>但我觉得这是5年前10年前</s>
<time>206_00:06:33,542 --> 00:06:35,000</time>
<s>我们这代人刚好赶上了好时候</s>
<time>207_00:06:35,000 --> 00:06:36,875</time>
<s>呃现在大家都在考公务员了嘛</s>
<time>208_00:06:36,875 --> 00:06:38,750</time>
<s>你之前是在国企工作过的嘛</s>
<time>209_00:06:38,750 --> 00:06:40,625</time>
<s>在国内的国企工作是种什么体验</s>
<time>210_00:06:44,583 --> 00:06:45,625</time>
<s>你是在一个</s>
<time>211_00:06:45,625 --> 00:06:48,125</time>
<s>大的规则和一个运行机制</s>
<time>212_00:06:48,333 --> 00:06:50,208</time>
<s>以及一个确定的话语体系之下</s>
<time>213_00:06:50,208 --> 00:06:52,500</time>
<s>尤其是我又是在央企总部就会更明显</s>
<time>214_00:06:52,500 --> 00:06:55,000</time>
<s>你的个体在这个过程中会觉得上出较吵小</s>
<time>215_00:06:55,000 --> 00:06:57,292</time>
<s>会觉得说你其实发挥不了什么</s>
<time>216_00:06:57,292 --> 00:06:59,375</time>
<s>你只要就是folow一些既有的东西</s>
<time>217_00:06:59,375 --> 00:07:01,042</time>
<s>对自己的这种创造性啊</s>
<time>218_00:07:01,042 --> 00:07:02,500</time>
<s>会比较在意的人来说呢</s>
<time>219_00:07:02,500 --> 00:07:03,750</time>
<s>会觉得迷茫一些</s>
<time>220_00:07:03,750 --> 00:07:06,250</time>
<s>当然呢（国企）自带的一种体制内的</s>
<time>221_00:07:06,250 --> 00:07:08,750</time>
<s>溫暖和安全感这个也是明显的</s>
<time>222_00:07:08,750 --> 00:07:10,208</time>
<s>我休个产假四个月不去上班</s>
<time>223_00:07:10,208 --> 00:07:11,042</time>
<s>一点事都沒有吗？</s>
<time>224_00:07:11,042 --> 00:07:11,875</time>
<s>一点事都股有</s>
<time>225_00:07:11,875 --> 00:07:14,167</time>
<s>对这方面的安全感是非常强的</s>
<time>226_00:07:14,167 --> 00:07:15,000</time>
<s>对这也是</s>
<time>227_00:07:15,000 --> 00:07:17,083</time>
<s>今天的很多年轻人追求的一个原因</s>
<time>228_00:07:17,083 --> 00:07:18,542</time>
<s>就是一种上岸了的感觉</s>
<time>229_00:07:18,750 --> 00:07:20,833</time>
<s>那就是接 来人生很轻松对吧？</s>
<time>230_00:07:21,042 --> 00:07:22,292</time>
<s>你感觉很安全</s>
<time>231_00:07:22,500 --> 00:07:23,750</time>
<s>他提供非常大的确定性</s>
<time>232_00:07:23,750 --> 00:07:24,375</time>
<s>但是不同的人</s>
<time>233_00:07:24,375 --> 00:07:26,042</time>
<s>对确定性的需求是不一样的</s>
<time>234_00:07:26,042 --> 00:07:26,875</time>
<s>而甚至有的人</s>
<time>235_00:07:26,875 --> 00:07:28,542</time>
<s>他是对不确定性的需求特別高</s>
<time>236_00:07:28,750 --> 00:07:29,792</time>
<s>就是（国企）不是适合每个人</s>
<time>237_00:07:30,000 --> 00:07:32,292</time>
<s>我本身就是自我意识比较强</s>
<time>238_00:07:32,500 --> 00:07:35,208</time>
<s>含想发挥一F或者是说锻炼一啊</s>
<time>239_00:07:35,208 --> 00:07:37,292</time>
<s>就不要虛度青春啊</s>
<time>240_00:07:37,292 --> 00:07:38,750</time>
<s>一眼望到头啊什么对</s>
<time>241_00:07:38,750 --> 00:07:40,625</time>
<s>我对不确定性也会有一些需求</s>
<time>242_00:07:40,625 --> 00:07:43,333</time>
<s>所以国企跟我就不太match</s>
<time>243_00:07:43,333 --> 00:07:44,792</time>
<s>后面我是去了万科的</s>
<time>244_00:07:47,708 --> 00:07:50,000</time>
<s>我们我们三个人现在有7个专业</s>
<time>245_00:07:52,917 --> 00:07:54,583</time>
<s>我的专业是法学院</s>
<time>246_00:07:54,583 --> 00:07:55,833</time>
<s>当时的选择的</s>
<time>247_00:07:55,833 --> 00:07:57,917</time>
<s>主要的逻辑就是法学院分数高</s>
<time>248_00:07:58,125 --> 00:08:00,417</time>
<s>不能浪费我的分数</s>
<time>249_00:08:00,417 --> 00:08:01,250</time>
<s>哈哈</s>
<time>250_00:08:01,250 --> 00:08:02,917</time>
<s>第二个专业呢是文学</s>
<time>251_00:08:02,917 --> 00:08:04,792</time>
<s>那文学的话呢就完全是兴趣</s>
<time>252_00:08:04,792 --> 00:08:07,083</time>
<s>所以你在大学从什么比较火选择到</s>
<time>253_00:08:07,083 --> 00:08:08,125</time>
<s>因为兴趣而选择</s>
<time>254_00:08:08,125 --> 00:08:10,417</time>
<s>其实你近出了个人成长重要的一步</s>
<time>255_00:08:10,417 --> 00:08:11,458</time>
<s>非常大的一步</s>
<time>256_00:08:11,875 --> 00:08:12,708</time>
<s>直到今天</s>
<time>257_00:08:12,708 --> 00:08:15,417</time>
<s>这个选择依然是我非常就是骄傲</s>
<time>258_00:08:15,417 --> 00:08:16,458</time>
<s>的一个选择</s>
<time>259_00:08:16,458 --> 00:08:18,542</time>
<s>感受到这个学科以及这个世界的召唤</s>
<time>260_00:08:18,750 --> 00:08:20,208</time>
<s>对就会觉得哇这个</s>
<time>261_00:08:20,208 --> 00:08:22,708</time>
<s>这个大 就是特別特別的向往</s>
<time>262_00:08:35,417 --> 00:08:36,042</time>
<s>好了好了</s>
<time>263_00:08:36,042 --> 00:08:37,917</time>
<s>股有味道了 散开了一会儿我要放屁</s>
<time>264_00:08:37,917 --> 00:08:39,792</time>
<s>我就会过去哈哈哈哈</s>
<time>265_00:08:40,208 --> 00:08:40,833</time>
<s>你去那边</s>
<time>266_00:08:40,833 --> 00:08:43,542</time>
<s>洗手间默默的放一个再回来可以吗</s>
<time>267_00:08:43,958 --> 00:08:46,875</time>
<s>在弹幕上打嘻嘻去放屁了</s>
<time>268_00:08:48,750 --> 00:08:49,167</time>
<s>大学期间</s>
<time>269_00:08:49,167 --> 00:08:51,042</time>
<s>我去旁听了一门中文系的课程</s>
<time>270_00:08:51,042 --> 00:08:53,333</time>
<s>特別深刻的感受到来自这个学科</s>
<time>271_00:08:53,333 --> 00:08:55,833</time>
<s>还有这个世界的召喚</s>
<time>272_00:08:55,833 --> 00:08:57,917</time>
<s>那个时刻感觉到发现了自己的热爱</s>
<time>273_00:08:57,917 --> 00:08:59,792</time>
<s>我就选择了去追寻他</s>
<time>274_00:08:59,792 --> 00:09:01,458</time>
<s>所以我就要去到中文系</s>
<time>275_00:09:01,458 --> 00:09:02,083</time>
<s>因为我在法学院</s>
<time>276_00:09:02,083 --> 00:09:03,750</time>
<s>其实也基本上修完了全部的课程</s>
<time>277_00:09:03,750 --> 00:09:06,042</time>
<s>对我来说是读满了两个整的专业</s>
<time>278_00:09:06,042 --> 00:09:08,125</time>
<s>我到法学院去办手续的时候</s>
<time>279_00:09:08,125 --> 00:09:09,375</time>
<s>法学院的教务老师</s>
<time>280_00:09:09,375 --> 00:09:11,458</time>
<s>非常漫不经山的说啊转系啊</s>
<time>281_00:09:11,667 --> 00:09:13,542</time>
<s>法学院不接受转系</s>
<time>282_00:09:13,542 --> 00:09:15,208</time>
<s>法学院是唯一不接受转系的学院</s>
<time>283_00:09:15,208 --> 00:09:16,042</time>
<s>还有医学院</s>
<time>284_00:09:16,250 --> 00:09:17,500</time>
<s>对啊然后当时我就说</s>
<time>285_00:09:17,500 --> 00:09:18,958</time>
<s>可是老师我是要转出去</s>
<time>286_00:09:19,167 --> 00:09:19,792</time>
<s>哈哈哈</s>
<time>287_00:09:19,792 --> 00:09:21,875</time>
<s>他当时本来是在低着头</s>
<time>288_00:09:21,875 --> 00:09:22,500</time>
<s>就很漫不经心</s>
<time>289_00:09:22,500 --> 00:09:24,375</time>
<s>然后突然之间抬起头来就看着我</s>
<time>290_00:09:24,375 --> 00:09:26,042</time>
<s>然 就说啊是叫</s>
<time>291_00:09:26,042 --> 00:09:27,292</time>
<s>就是他非常震惊</s>
<time>292_00:09:27,292 --> 00:09:29,375</time>
<s>而且你要转去的是中文系</s>
<time>293_00:09:29,583 --> 00:09:30,833</time>
<s>是一个经常被询问</s>
<time>294_00:09:30,833 --> 00:09:32,708</time>
<s>学这个到底有什么用的系</s>
<time>295_00:09:32,917 --> 00:09:34,792</time>
<s>我在家庭中也确实遇到了一些质疑</s>
<time>296_00:09:34,792 --> 00:09:35,833</time>
<s>但是我觉得这些对我来说</s>
<time>297_00:09:35,833 --> 00:09:36,875</time>
<s>并不是什么问题</s>
<time>298_00:09:36,875 --> 00:09:37,500</time>
<s>然后法学的话</s>
<time>299_00:09:37,500 --> 00:09:39,167</time>
<s>我觉得更多的是一种思维的训练</s>
<time>300_00:09:39,375 --> 00:09:41,667</time>
<s>和一些就是理性精神的这种建构</s>
<time>301_00:09:41,667 --> 00:09:42,917</time>
<s>中文系的话呢就是</s>
<time>302_00:09:42,917 --> 00:09:45,417</time>
<s>对于出较本质的眞善美的东西的</s>
<time>303_00:09:45,417 --> 00:09:47,500</time>
<s>非常发自内心的去体验</s>
<time>304_00:09:47,500 --> 00:09:49,375</time>
<s>然 去感知然去表达</s>
<time>305_00:09:49,375 --> 00:09:51,250</time>
<s>所以我觉得大学我读的这两个专业</s>
<time>306_00:09:51,250 --> 00:09:52,708</time>
<s>我都非常满意</s>
<time>307_00:09:52,708 --> 00:09:54,167</time>
<s>也是很受益终身的</s>
<time>308_00:09:54,167 --> 00:09:55,208</time>
<s>因为你最后的职业</s>
<time>309_00:09:55,208 --> 00:09:57,708</time>
<s>其实血转转还是回到了法律界咋</s>
<time>310_00:09:57,708 --> 00:10:01,458</time>
<s>共"十做刈省 o</s>
<time>311_00:10:01,667 --> 00:10:02,708</time>
<s>所以你没有后悔过吗</s>
<time>312_00:10:02,708 --> 00:10:05,833</time>
<s>你去转系相当于是走一段远路啊</s>
<time>313_00:10:06,042 --> 00:10:06,667</time>
<s>对</s>
<time>314_00:10:07,292 --> 00:10:07,917</time>
<s>对</s>
<time>315_00:10:07,917 --> 00:10:08,542</time>
<s>确实就是</s>
<time>316_00:10:08,542 --> 00:10:11,458</time>
<s>也很多我在这个过程中被质疑的这个</s>
<time>317_00:10:11,458 --> 00:10:12,292</time>
<s>这是一个点</s>
<time>318_00:10:12,500 --> 00:10:13,333</time>
<s>我现在也确实是在</s>
<time>319_00:10:13,333 --> 00:10:15,000</time>
<s>法律服务的这个专业领域</s>
<time>320_00:10:15,000 --> 00:10:17,292</time>
<s>那么你明显的就好像在这个赛道上是</s>
<time>321_00:10:17,292 --> 00:10:18,333</time>
<s>是是落了的</s>
<time>322_00:10:18,333 --> 00:10:21,042</time>
<s>你的其他同学现在都已经变成什么了</s>
<time>323_00:10:21,042 --> 00:10:22,292</time>
<s>合伙人对对</s>
<time>324_00:10:22,292 --> 00:10:23,958</time>
<s>甚至是红圈所的合伙人</s>
<time>325_00:10:23,958 --> 00:10:25,625</time>
<s>所以你就是走一段变路咖</s>
<time>326_00:10:25,625 --> 00:10:27,083</time>
<s>对对很多人都是这么觉得</s>
<time>327_00:10:27,083 --> 00:10:28,958</time>
<s>可是呢我觉得人生股有白走的路</s>
<time>328_00:10:28,958 --> 00:10:30,000</time>
<s>每一步都算数</s>
<time>329_00:10:31,250 --> 00:10:31,667</time>
<s>文是咖</s>
<time>330_00:10:31,667 --> 00:10:33,333</time>
<s>对你来说makesense的原因是什么</s>
<time>331_00:10:33,333 --> 00:10:35,208</time>
<s>我确实有非常多的朋友</s>
<time>332_00:10:35,208 --> 00:10:37,292</time>
<s>年薪百万或者甚至更多了</s>
<time>333_00:10:37,292 --> 00:10:39,583</time>
<s>或者成为合伙人不再是授薪这么简单</s>
<time>334_00:10:39,792 --> 00:10:41,667</time>
<s>那我觉得这个当然是很优秀</s>
<time>335_00:10:41,667 --> 00:10:43,333</time>
<s>但确实也不太是我的追求</s>
<time>336_00:10:43,333 --> 00:10:45,208</time>
<s>对干自己热爱的这次追寻</s>
<time>337_00:10:45,417 --> 00:10:47,083</time>
<s>本身是非常非常有价值的</s>
<time>338_00:10:47,292 --> 00:10:49,375</time>
<s>比较少人做的事情和比较少人走的路</s>
<time>339_00:10:49,375 --> 00:10:51,042</time>
<s>这本身也是值得骄傲的事情</s>
<time>340_00:10:51,042 --> 00:10:52,292</time>
<s>你说这些都没有说服我</s>
<time>341_00:10:52,500 --> 00:10:54,792</time>
<s>出走再回来对你的好处究竞是什么</s>
<time>342_00:10:54,792 --> 00:10:56,042</time>
<s>我觉得你的价值体系里面</s>
<time>343_00:10:56,042 --> 00:10:57,500</time>
<s>你一开始就预设了</s>
<time>344_00:10:57,500 --> 00:11:00,833</time>
<s>成为红圈律所的合伙人是最好的</s>
<time>345_00:11:01,042 --> 00:11:03,958</time>
<s>其次的那些都是股那么好的</s>
<time>346_00:11:03,958 --> 00:11:05,625</time>
<s>但在她的价值体系里面（不是这样的）</s>
<time>347_00:11:05,625 --> 00:11:07,708</time>
<s>就是你的人生经历其实是丰富了的</s>
<time>348_00:11:07,708 --> 00:11:09,375</time>
<s>走这个过程是我的目的</s>
<time>349_00:11:09,375 --> 00:11:11,458</time>
<s>我看世中的这种经历就是</s>
<time>350_00:11:11,458 --> 00:11:12,917</time>
<s>很多人如果从上往下看</s>
<time>351_00:11:12,917 --> 00:11:14,375</time>
<s>世中可能只是在绕圈圈</s>
<time>352_00:11:14,583 --> 00:11:16,875</time>
<s>但是从我的视角看她从侧面看</s>
<time>353_00:11:16,875 --> 00:11:19,375</time>
<s>我觉得她是在沿一个螺旋楼梯在往上走</s>
<time>354_00:11:19,375 --> 00:11:20,417</time>
<s>在我的定义里面</s>
<time>355_00:11:20,417 --> 00:11:22,292</time>
<s>如果丰富是一个维度的话</s>
<time>356_00:11:22,292 --> 00:11:23,750</time>
<s>她正在拓宽这个维度</s>
<time>357_00:11:23,750 --> 00:11:26,458</time>
<s>这比单一地从法学院一路毕业</s>
<time>358_00:11:26,458 --> 00:11:28,125</time>
<s>直接做了一个合伙人要（好）</s>
<time>359_00:11:28,125 --> 00:11:30,625</time>
<s>嗯因为在我这的标准只有速度</s>
<time>360_00:11:30,625 --> 00:11:31,250</time>
<s>股有丰富度</s>
<time>361_00:11:31,458 --> 00:11:32,292</time>
<s>对是</s>
<time>362_00:11:32,292 --> 00:11:33,958</time>
<s>这是维度的差別</s>
<time>363_00:11:33,958 --> 00:11:37,083</time>
<s>当你的目标是一个比较确定的一个点的话</s>
<time>364_00:11:37,083 --> 00:11:40,208</time>
<s>a到b当然是最短距离是最优的</s>
<time>365_00:11:40,208 --> 00:11:41,875</time>
<s>但嗯对我</s>
<time>366_00:11:41,875 --> 00:11:43,750</time>
<s>我觉得我的b点就是我的死亡</s>
<time>367_00:11:43,750 --> 00:11:45,417</time>
<s>然后我要绕很多的弯路</s>
<time>368_00:11:48,750 --> 00:11:50,208</time>
<s>我的专业是新闻传播</s>
<time>369_00:11:50,833 --> 00:11:52,083</time>
<s>我的逻辑当然很简单</s>
<time>370_00:11:52,083 --> 00:11:53,958</time>
<s>因为我想做媒体和内容行业</s>
<time>371_00:11:53,958 --> 00:11:56,667</time>
<s>所以学这个专业就是速度最快的嗯</s>
<time>372_00:11:56,875 --> 00:11:57,708</time>
<s>但是我非常后悔</s>
<time>373_00:11:57,708 --> 00:12:00,208</time>
<s>你是怎么那么快的知道你要做什么行业的</s>
<time>374_00:12:00,208 --> 00:12:01,042</time>
<s>知道自己要做媒体呢对啊</s>
<time>375_00:12:01,250 --> 00:12:02,292</time>
<s>埃好问题</s>
<time>376_00:12:02,500 --> 00:12:03,750</time>
<s>我很难在大一的时候</s>
<time>377_00:12:03,750 --> 00:12:05,417</time>
<s>知道我要从事什么行业对</s>
<time>378_00:12:05,417 --> 00:12:06,875</time>
<s>他是一个随机而仓促的决定</s>
<time>379_00:12:06,875 --> 00:12:08,750</time>
<s>他可能仅仅只是因为我中学的</s>
<time>380_00:12:08,750 --> 00:12:09,792</time>
<s>作文写的比较好</s>
<time>381_00:12:09,792 --> 00:12:12,292</time>
<s>经常站在讲台前面念我的周记</s>
<time>382_00:12:12,500 --> 00:12:15,417</time>
<s>然后我就想我以后要做记者</s>
<time>383_00:12:15,417 --> 00:12:16,458</time>
<s>但因为我</s>
<time>384_00:12:16,458 --> 00:12:17,083</time>
<s>我在意速度</s>
<time>385_00:12:17,083 --> 00:12:18,125</time>
<s>所以我做了这个决定</s>
<time>386_00:12:18,125 --> 00:12:19,792</time>
<s>我要最快的就达到这个决定</s>
<time>387_00:12:19,792 --> 00:12:21,250</time>
<s>我就在大一我就定下了我的专业</s>
<time>388_00:12:21,250 --> 00:12:23,542</time>
<s>我大学四年七八个实习肯定有</s>
<time>389_00:12:23,542 --> 00:12:25,625</time>
<s>我记得 我就一直在疯狂的实引</s>
<time>390_00:12:25,625 --> 00:12:26,458</time>
<s>因为我在意的是速度</s>
<time>391_00:12:26,458 --> 00:12:28,750</time>
<s>所以我都股有兴趣再去其他地方看看</s>
<time>392_00:12:28,750 --> 00:12:29,792</time>
<s>如果说我现在回头看</s>
<time>393_00:12:29,792 --> 00:12:30,833</time>
<s>我仍然想做内容的话</s>
<time>394_00:12:30,833 --> 00:12:31,667</time>
<s>我应该会去学</s>
<time>395_00:12:31,875 --> 00:12:33,542</time>
<s>社科人文类这个领域里面</s>
<time>396_00:12:33,542 --> 00:12:36,042</time>
<s>更加有完整的学术体系的专业</s>
<time>397_00:12:36,042 --> 00:12:38,125</time>
<s>新闻传播他是非常技能向的</s>
<time>398_00:12:38,125 --> 00:12:40,417</time>
<s>我大学很多课程是学习如何写导语</s>
<time>399_00:12:40,417 --> 00:12:42,708</time>
<s>嗯啊如何用录像机</s>
<time>400_00:12:43,125 --> 00:12:44,167</time>
<s>我在北大其实</s>
<time>401_00:12:44,792 --> 00:12:45,625</time>
<s>就盒了个技校</s>
<time>402_00:12:46,042 --> 00:12:46,875</time>
<s>哈哈哈哈</s>
<time>403_00:12:47,292 --> 00:12:49,583</time>
<s>但是我并股有形成自己一个完整的</s>
<time>404_00:12:49,583 --> 00:12:51,042</time>
<s>看待世界的角度</s>
<time>405_00:12:51,042 --> 00:12:52,083</time>
<s>法学是完整</s>
<time>406_00:12:52,083 --> 00:12:53,750</time>
<s>社会学是完整的</s>
<time>407_00:12:53,750 --> 00:12:55,625</time>
<s>中文哲学是中文系也是</s>
<time>408_00:12:55,625 --> 00:12:57,500</time>
<s>其实大学就是一个你应该去学</s>
<time>409_00:12:57,500 --> 00:12:59,167</time>
<s>非常宏观的你一辈子都用不上</s>
<time>410_00:12:59,167 --> 00:13:00,833</time>
<s>但是一辈子都会影响你的</s>
<time>411_00:13:00,833 --> 00:13:01,875</time>
<s>这才叫大学</s>
<time>412_00:13:02,292 --> 00:13:04,583</time>
<s>怎么使用摄像机 怎么 pS</s>
<time>413_00:13:04,583 --> 00:13:05,833</time>
<s>怎么写财务报表</s>
<time>414_00:13:05,833 --> 00:13:07,708</time>
<s>这些你不需要在大学里面学</s>
<time>415_00:13:07,708 --> 00:13:09,375</time>
<s>其实你走上工作岗位你要做这个事情</s>
<time>416_00:13:09,375 --> 00:13:11,458</time>
<s>你坐在办公桌前两天你就学会了</s>
<time>417_00:13:11,667 --> 00:13:13,542</time>
<s>可是你要思考说什么是正义</s>
<time>418_00:13:13,750 --> 00:13:15,000</time>
<s>什么是公平啊</s>
<time>419_00:13:15,000 --> 00:13:16,250</time>
<s>什么是人的权利</s>
<time>420_00:13:16,250 --> 00:13:17,292</time>
<s>这些是很困难的</s>
<time>421_00:13:17,292 --> 00:13:19,792</time>
<s>而且他的困难之处是在干他非常奢侈</s>
<time>422_00:13:19,792 --> 00:13:21,250</time>
<s>但是因为我对效率的迷恋</s>
<time>423_00:13:21,458 --> 00:13:22,292</time>
<s>所以错过了</s>
<time>424_00:13:22,500 --> 00:13:24,167</time>
<s>因为我跟你们是室友</s>
<time>425_00:13:24,167 --> 00:13:24,792</time>
<s>所以我跟着你们</s>
<time>426_00:13:24,792 --> 00:13:25,625</time>
<s>比如说我们去</s>
<time>427_00:13:25,833 --> 00:13:27,292</time>
<s>上了 朱苏九老师的课的法理学</s>
<time>428_00:13:27,292 --> 00:13:29,167</time>
<s>也上了朱青生老师的艺术史对</s>
<time>429_00:13:29,167 --> 00:13:30,417</time>
<s>我们还去上了朱天慼老师的比较政胎学</s>
<time>430_00:13:30,417 --> 00:13:31,042</time>
<s>怎么都姓朱</s>
<time>431_00:13:31,250 --> 00:13:32,292</time>
<s>上得最值得的一门课</s>
<time>432_00:13:32,292 --> 00:13:33,542</time>
<s>是哲学系吳增定老师开设的</s>
<time>433_00:13:33,750 --> 00:13:34,792</time>
<s>叫做理想国</s>
<time>434_00:13:34,792 --> 00:13:36,458</time>
<s>那门课是只读《理想国》的</s>
<time>435_00:13:36,458 --> 00:13:37,500</time>
<s>对对我记得</s>
<time>436_00:13:37,500 --> 00:13:38,750</time>
<s>专业不重要</s>
<time>437_00:13:38,750 --> 00:13:39,792</time>
<s>专业他只是</s>
<time>438_00:13:40,000 --> 00:13:41,875</time>
<s>计划经济体制下的一个效率</s>
<time>439_00:13:41,875 --> 00:13:42,708</time>
<s>分类的工具</s>
<time>440_00:13:42,708 --> 00:13:43,750</time>
<s>可是人的成长</s>
