<time>2_00:00:08,322 --> 00:00:09,042</time>
<s>这里房租多少钱</s>
<time>3_00:00:09,402 --> 00:00:09,762</time>
<s>每月900元</s>
<time>4_00:00:10,121 --> 00:00:10,482</time>
<s>900</s>
<time>5_00:00:17,682 --> 00:00:19,482</time>
<s>其实这边有点乱</s>
<time>6_00:00:20,562 --> 00:00:21,282</time>
<s>为什么没有搬离</s>
<time>7_00:00:21,642 --> 00:00:22,362</time>
<s>是因为</s>
<time>8_00:00:22,722 --> 00:00:24,162</time>
<s>首先第一个肯定是经济上的问题</s>
<time>9_00:00:29,562 --> 00:00:30,642</time>
<s>其实我每次写作</s>
<time>10_00:00:31,002 --> 00:00:31,362</time>
<s>要写他们的时候</s>
<time>11_00:00:31,722 --> 00:00:32,082</time>
<s>我都要</s>
<time>12_00:00:32,441 --> 00:00:33,162</time>
<s>要花好长的时间</s>
<time>13_00:00:33,882 --> 00:00:34,242</time>
<s>心理建设是吧</s>
<time>14_00:00:34,602 --> 00:00:34,962</time>
<s>真的是</s>
<time>15_00:00:36,042 --> 00:00:36,402</time>
<s>其实我有时候</s>
<time>16_00:00:38,562 --> 00:00:39,642</time>
<s>我会很低沉的</s>
<time>17_00:00:40,362 --> 00:00:41,442</time>
<s>包括我把那本书写完了以后</s>
<time>18_00:00:41,801 --> 00:00:42,882</time>
<s>我觉得好像内心</s>
<time>19_00:00:43,962 --> 00:00:45,762</time>
<s>被深深地伤了一次</s>
<time>20_00:00:49,002 --> 00:00:50,082</time>
<s>那你多久回一次老家呀</s>
<time>21_00:00:51,522 --> 00:00:51,882</time>
<s>其实很近</s>
<time>22_00:00:52,602 --> 00:00:53,682</time>
<s>也没有很大的这种</s>
<time>23_00:00:54,042 --> 00:00:55,122</time>
<s>想回家的这种（想法）</s>
<time>24_00:00:55,842 --> 00:00:56,202</time>
<s>像目前</s>
<time>25_00:00:56,562 --> 00:00:57,642</time>
<s>我爸爸也不在家里</s>
<time>26_00:00:58,362 --> 00:00:59,802</time>
<s>目前只有我妈妈在家里</s>
<time>27_00:01:00,162 --> 00:01:00,522</time>
<s>所以就很</s>
<time>28_00:01:02,682 --> 00:01:03,042</time>
<s>你是独生子吗</s>
<time>29_00:01:03,402 --> 00:01:03,762</time>
<s>不是</s>
<time>30_00:01:04,122 --> 00:01:05,202</time>
<s>我们家有三个男孩子</s>
<time>31_00:01:05,562 --> 00:01:06,641</time>
<s>我是属于老大</s>
<time>32_00:01:07,361 --> 00:01:08,442</time>
<s>那弟弟他们都在做什么现在</s>
<time>33_00:01:09,162 --> 00:01:09,882</time>
<s>也是做工作</s>
<time>34_00:01:10,242 --> 00:01:10,962</time>
<s>咱们走这边</s>
<time>35_00:01:12,402 --> 00:01:12,762</time>
<s>我们家里的关系</s>
<time>36_00:01:13,482 --> 00:01:14,562</time>
<s>塑料兄弟情</s>
<time>37_00:01:19,962 --> 00:01:20,322</time>
<s>因为你没办法</s>
<time>38_00:01:20,682 --> 00:01:21,762</time>
<s>解决他们的问题</s>
<time>39_00:01:23,921 --> 00:01:24,642</time>
<s>然后有时候我甚至觉得</s>
<time>40_00:01:25,001 --> 00:01:26,442</time>
<s>我写作都是一种罪恶</s>
<time>41_00:01:27,162 --> 00:01:27,881</time>
<s>真的有那种感觉的</s>
<time>42_00:01:30,402 --> 00:01:31,482</time>
<s>你看一线天上面</s>
<time>43_00:01:32,562 --> 00:01:32,921</time>
<s>应该有很多爱情吧</s>
<time>44_00:01:33,642 --> 00:01:35,082</time>
<s>对很多情侣都是住这里</s>
<time>45_00:01:36,162 --> 00:01:36,522</time>
<s>你是1990年（出生）</s>
<time>46_00:01:36,882 --> 00:01:37,242</time>
<s>31岁对</s>
<time>47_00:01:37,602 --> 00:01:37,962</time>
<s>31岁</s>
<time>48_00:01:39,042 --> 00:01:40,122</time>
<s>要找到合适的</s>
<time>49_00:01:40,482 --> 00:01:41,202</time>
<s>按照目前的情况</s>
<time>50_00:01:41,562 --> 00:01:41,922</time>
<s>好像我已经</s>
<time>51_00:01:43,002 --> 00:01:43,362</time>
<s>没有这种（想法）</s>
<time>52_00:01:44,082 --> 00:01:44,442</time>
<s>不强烈了是吗</s>
<time>53_00:01:44,802 --> 00:01:46,242</time>
<s>对不强烈了</s>
<time>54_00:01:52,362 --> 00:01:52,722</time>
<s>这儿</s>
<time>55_00:01:53,802 --> 00:01:54,162</time>
<s>楼层有点高</s>
<time>56_00:01:54,882 --> 00:01:55,242</time>
<s>没事没事</s>
<time>57_00:01:56,322 --> 00:01:57,402</time>
<s>七楼一直走到底</s>
<time>58_00:01:58,842 --> 00:01:59,202</time>
<s>七楼</s>
<time>59_00:02:05,682 --> 00:02:06,042</time>
<s>其实有时候</s>
<time>60_00:02:06,402 --> 00:02:07,122</time>
<s>我不是刻意地</s>
<time>61_00:02:07,482 --> 00:02:08,921</time>
<s>要去找学生挖什么东西</s>
<time>62_00:02:09,642 --> 00:02:10,362</time>
<s>而是他跟你说了</s>
<time>63_00:02:11,442 --> 00:02:12,522</time>
<s>你又特别想写</s>
<time>64_00:02:12,881 --> 00:02:13,602</time>
<s>你又知道</s>
<time>65_00:02:13,962 --> 00:02:14,682</time>
<s>必须写</s>
<time>66_00:02:22,242 --> 00:02:23,322</time>
<s>每天爬七层还挺锻炼的</s>
<time>67_00:02:25,842 --> 00:02:26,922</time>
<s>咱们先喘口气</s>
<time>68_00:02:28,722 --> 00:02:29,082</time>
<s>经典时尚</s>
<time>69_00:02:29,802 --> 00:02:30,162</time>
<s>木</s>
<time>70_00:02:30,522 --> 00:02:30,882</time>
<s>未居</s>
<time>71_00:03:02,562 --> 00:03:02,922</time>
<s>在这房间</s>
<time>72_00:03:03,282 --> 00:03:04,722</time>
<s>留下的最开心的记忆是什么</s>
<time>73_00:03:06,162 --> 00:03:06,882</time>
<s>这个还真没有喉</s>
<time>74_00:03:07,242 --> 00:03:07,602</time>
<s>真没有啊</s>
<time>75_00:03:07,962 --> 00:03:08,682</time>
<s>没有开心的记忆吗</s>
<time>76_00:03:09,042 --> 00:03:09,762</time>
<s>有开心记忆可是</s>
<time>77_00:03:10,122 --> 00:03:10,842</time>
<s>就很平常</s>
<time>78_00:03:11,202 --> 00:03:11,562</time>
<s>可能是</s>
<time>79_00:03:12,282 --> 00:03:12,642</time>
<s>没有特别</s>
<time>80_00:03:13,002 --> 00:03:15,522</time>
<s>那最不开心的记忆呢</s>
<time>81_00:03:20,202 --> 00:03:20,922</time>
<s>这个也好像没有</s>
<time>82_00:03:28,842 --> 00:03:30,642</time>
<s>现在当代年轻人的生活就是</s>
<time>83_00:03:31,362 --> 00:03:31,722</time>
<s>下了班</s>
<time>84_00:03:32,082 --> 00:03:32,802</time>
<s>然后回去</s>
<time>85_00:03:33,162 --> 00:03:34,242</time>
<s>对着四堵空墙</s>
<time>86_00:03:37,842 --> 00:03:39,282</time>
<s>是不是挺普遍这种状态</s>
<time>87_00:03:43,242 --> 00:03:43,602</time>
<s>主要还是</s>
<time>88_00:03:44,322 --> 00:03:45,402</time>
<s>可能是因为之前说的</s>
<time>89_00:03:45,762 --> 00:03:47,562</time>
<s>大家可能对这个生活什么的</s>
<time>90_00:03:48,282 --> 00:03:49,722</time>
<s>都已经躺平了</s>
<time>91_00:03:58,722 --> 00:03:59,802</time>
<s>很多时候可能会</s>
<time>92_00:04:00,522 --> 00:04:01,242</time>
<s>回避</s>
<time>93_00:04:02,322 --> 00:04:04,122</time>
<s>正面看待自己的情况</s>
<time>94_00:04:05,202 --> 00:04:05,922</time>
<s>可能会有这种情况</s>
<time>95_00:04:06,642 --> 00:04:07,362</time>
<s>那你觉得为什么呢</s>
<time>96_00:04:10,242 --> 00:04:10,602</time>
<s>为什么</s>
<time>97_00:04:27,882 --> 00:04:29,322</time>
<s>其实我真的希望所有的人</s>
<time>98_00:04:29,682 --> 00:04:30,042</time>
<s>我接触的人</s>
<time>99_00:04:30,402 --> 00:04:31,122</time>
<s>都过得很好很好</s>
<time>100_00:04:32,922 --> 00:04:33,642</time>
<s>没有这本书</s>
<time>101_00:04:37,962 --> 00:04:39,042</time>
<s>但是你又知道了这些东西</s>
<time>102_00:04:48,402 --> 00:04:49,122</time>
<s>好多孩子的故事</s>
<time>103_00:04:49,842 --> 00:04:50,562</time>
<s>真的很残酷说实话</s>
<time>104_00:04:51,281 --> 00:04:52,362</time>
<s>写的时候都哭</s>
<time>105_00:04:57,401 --> 00:04:58,482</time>
<s>其实我内心有好多东西</s>
<time>106_00:04:58,841 --> 00:05:00,282</time>
<s>很幽暗的东西</s>
<time>107_00:05:15,402 --> 00:05:16,481</time>
<s>我真是觉得好惊呀</s>
<time>108_00:05:16,842 --> 00:05:17,922</time>
<s>那么重要的一个话题</s>
<time>109_00:05:18,282 --> 00:05:20,442</time>
<s>为什么就没有一个契机来谈论</s>
<time>110_00:05:21,522 --> 00:05:22,242</time>
<s>其实就是说</s>
<time>111_00:05:22,961 --> 00:05:24,042</time>
<s>教育产业化以后</s>
<time>112_00:05:26,201 --> 00:05:28,002</time>
<s>教育和那些年轻人的命运之间</s>
<time>113_00:05:28,362 --> 00:05:29,442</time>
<s>到底是一种什么样的关系</s>
<time>114_00:05:53,562 --> 00:05:55,002</time>
<s>倦急总会袭来</s>
<time>115_00:05:56,442 --> 00:05:57,522</time>
<s>你渴望新的感受</s>
<time>116_00:05:58,602 --> 00:06:00,042</time>
<s>一条从未踏足的小径</s>
<time>117_00:06:01,122 --> 00:06:02,202</time>
<s>一个突然到来的朋友</s>
<time>118_00:06:03,282 --> 00:06:04,361</time>
<s>或是一个意外的包子</s>
<time>119_00:06:07,962 --> 00:06:08,682</time>
<s>但旧与新</s>
<time>120_00:06:09,402 --> 00:06:10,122</time>
<s>从来是紧密的链条</s>
<time>121_00:06:12,282 --> 00:06:13,002</time>
<s>唯内在笃定</s>
<time>122_00:06:14,082 --> 00:06:15,522</time>
<s>才不断激发外在探索</s>
<time>123_00:06:18,042 --> 00:06:18,402</time>
<s>因为你始终知道</s>
<time>124_00:06:19,482 --> 00:06:20,562</time>
<s>爱是一切的源头</s>
<time>125_00:06:22,362 --> 00:06:23,082</time>
<s>新道路</s>
<time>126_00:06:23,802 --> 00:06:24,882</time>
<s>总因它意外浮现</s>
<time>127_00:06:27,042 --> 00:06:28,842</time>
<s>唯爱与生命不可辜负</s>
<time>128_00:06:40,362 --> 00:06:41,082</time>
<s>你长大想干嘛</s>
<time>129_00:06:41,802 --> 00:06:42,162</time>
<s>长大</s>
<time>130_00:06:43,242 --> 00:06:43,602</time>
<s>我想想</s>
<time>131_00:06:44,682 --> 00:06:45,402</time>
<s>就是</s>
<time>132_00:06:45,762 --> 00:06:46,122</time>
<s>做一名</s>
<time>133_00:06:46,842 --> 00:06:47,202</time>
<s>汽车文化工作者</s>
<time>134_00:06:48,642 --> 00:06:49,362</time>
<s>汽车文化工作者</s>
<time>135_00:06:49,722 --> 00:06:50,082</time>
<s>这是什么工作呀</s>
<time>136_00:06:50,442 --> 00:06:51,162</time>
<s>比如说做一些</s>
<time>137_00:06:51,522 --> 00:06:52,242</time>
<s>自媒体</s>
<time>138_00:06:52,602 --> 00:06:54,042</time>
<s>不想当一个作家是吗</s>
<time>139_00:06:54,762 --> 00:06:55,482</time>
<s>教书也不想</s>
<time>140_00:06:56,562 --> 00:06:56,922</time>
<s>嗯对</s>
<time>141_00:06:58,362 --> 00:06:59,082</time>
<s>因为我们家</s>
<time>142_00:06:59,802 --> 00:07:00,162</time>
<s>都是老师</s>
<time>143_00:07:00,522 --> 00:07:02,322</time>
<s>我舅舅是老师</s>
<time>144_00:07:02,682 --> 00:07:03,402</time>
<s>我外公是老师</s>
<time>145_00:07:04,482 --> 00:07:04,842</time>
<s>都是老师</s>
<time>146_00:07:05,562 --> 00:07:05,922</time>
<s>你觉得你妈妈</s>
<time>147_00:07:06,282 --> 00:07:07,002</time>
<s>是什么样的妈妈</s>
<time>148_00:07:08,082 --> 00:07:08,802</time>
<s>不怎么管</s>
<time>149_00:07:09,882 --> 00:07:10,602</time>
<s>但有时候就让我做</s>
<time>150_00:07:10,962 --> 00:07:11,682</time>
<s>很多很多事情</s>
<time>151_00:07:12,762 --> 00:07:13,482</time>
<s>让你做什么事</s>
<time>152_00:07:14,202 --> 00:07:15,282</time>
<s>写作文啊</s>
<time>153_00:07:16,002 --> 00:07:16,722</time>
<s>然后</s>
<time>154_00:07:17,082 --> 00:07:17,802</time>
<s>写日记</s>
<time>155_00:07:18,522 --> 00:07:18,882</time>
<s>你几点上课去啊</s>
<time>156_00:07:19,602 --> 00:07:20,322</time>
<s>一点五十</s>
<time>157_00:07:20,682 --> 00:07:21,402</time>
<s>待会要走了是吧</s>
<time>158_00:07:22,842 --> 00:07:23,562</time>
<s>没事</s>
<time>159_00:07:27,882 --> 00:07:28,242</time>
<s>太可爱了</s>
<time>160_00:07:31,482 --> 00:07:32,562</time>
<s>咱们看看你的那些资料好吗</s>
<time>161_00:07:32,922 --> 00:07:33,642</time>
<s>听说你保存了很多</s>
<time>162_00:07:34,002 --> 00:07:34,722</time>
<s>学生的那些资料</s>
<time>163_00:07:37,242 --> 00:07:37,602</time>
<s>在那个小房间</s>
<time>164_00:07:37,962 --> 00:07:39,042</time>
<s>我要把它掏出来</s>
<time>165_00:07:39,762 --> 00:07:40,482</time>
<s>是有一些的</s>
<time>166_00:07:42,282 --> 00:07:43,362</time>
<s>找到了啊</s>
<time>167_00:07:43,722 --> 00:07:44,802</time>
<s>我一直就堆在这里</s>
<time>168_00:07:45,522 --> 00:07:46,962</time>
<s>许老师我就给你拿这么多好吧</s>
<time>169_00:07:47,322 --> 00:07:47,682</time>
<s>可以够了</s>
<time>170_00:07:48,042 --> 00:07:48,402</time>
<s>还有一些</s>
<time>171_00:07:48,762 --> 00:07:49,842</time>
<s>我就懒得翻了</s>
<time>172_00:07:50,202 --> 00:07:50,922</time>
<s>哇太好了</s>
<time>173_00:07:52,362 --> 00:07:53,802</time>
<s>有一些还在别的地方</s>
<time>174_00:07:54,522 --> 00:07:55,962</time>
<s>还有一部分还在学校嘛</s>
<time>175_00:07:56,322 --> 00:07:56,682</time>
<s>你看这个</s>
<time>176_00:07:57,042 --> 00:07:58,482</time>
<s>这里面是我学生的作文</s>
<time>177_00:07:59,562 --> 00:07:59,922</time>
<s>哇</s>
<time>178_00:08:00,642 --> 00:08:01,002</time>
<s>就这个</s>
<time>179_00:08:02,082 --> 00:08:02,442</time>
<s>你看这个孩子</s>
<time>180_00:08:02,802 --> 00:08:03,162</time>
<s>这个真好</s>
<time>181_00:08:03,522 --> 00:08:04,602</time>
<s>你看她这个写她爸爸的</s>
<time>182_00:08:05,682 --> 00:08:06,402</time>
<s>她说我想跟上去</s>
<time>183_00:08:06,762 --> 00:08:08,562</time>
<s>但腿又像被灌了铅</s>
<time>184_00:08:08,922 --> 00:08:09,642</time>
<s>就她爸来接她</s>
<time>185_00:08:10,362 --> 00:08:11,442</time>
<s>我去找你</s>
<time>186_00:08:11,802 --> 00:08:12,522</time>
<s>你要一动不动啊</s>
<time>187_00:08:12,882 --> 00:08:13,602</time>
<s>她爸爸对她说的话嘛</s>
<time>188_00:08:14,682 --> 00:08:15,042</time>
<s>就把那种</s>
<time>189_00:08:15,402 --> 00:08:16,482</time>
<s>爸爸对女儿的那种</s>
<time>190_00:08:17,202 --> 00:08:17,562</time>
<s>因为她爸爸</s>
<time>191_00:08:17,922 --> 00:08:18,642</time>
<s>在她的心目中间</s>
<time>192_00:08:19,002 --> 00:08:19,362</time>
<s>是一个</s>
<time>193_00:08:20,082 --> 00:08:20,802</time>
<s>不会表达情感的人</s>
<time>194_00:08:21,882 --> 00:08:22,962</time>
<s>但她的作文里面就写了</s>
<time>195_00:08:23,322 --> 00:08:24,042</time>
<s>她爸爸</s>
<time>196_00:08:24,402 --> 00:08:24,762</time>
<s>跟她说的话</s>
<time>197_00:08:25,122 --> 00:08:26,202</time>
<s>要一动不动</s>
<time>198_00:08:26,562 --> 00:08:26,922</time>
<s>就这种嘛</s>
<time>199_00:08:27,282 --> 00:08:28,722</time>
<s>哎呀这个孩子都去世了</s>
<time>200_00:08:29,442 --> 00:08:30,162</time>
<s>为什么啊</s>
<time>201_00:08:30,522 --> 00:08:31,602</time>
<s>她生了病</s>
<time>202_00:08:31,962 --> 00:08:32,322</time>
<s>她毕业没多久</s>
<time>203_00:08:32,682 --> 00:08:33,402</time>
<s>就生病了</s>
<time>204_00:08:35,921 --> 00:08:36,642</time>
<s>都写在家里人</s>
<time>205_00:08:37,002 --> 00:08:37,721</time>
<s>二姑父</s>
<time>206_00:08:38,082 --> 00:08:38,442</time>
<s>对</s>
<time>207_00:08:39,162 --> 00:08:39,882</time>
<s>因为</s>
<time>208_00:08:40,242 --> 00:08:40,962</time>
<s>我那个时候</s>
<time>209_00:08:41,322 --> 00:08:43,122</time>
<s>就很喜欢叫学生写作文</s>
<time>210_00:08:43,842 --> 00:08:44,202</time>
<s>咱们可以放桌上看</s>
<time>211_00:08:44,562 --> 00:08:44,922</time>
<s>好</s>
<time>212_00:08:46,721 --> 00:08:47,442</time>
<s>像我们当老师的</s>
<time>213_00:08:47,802 --> 00:08:48,882</time>
<s>尤其是语文老师</s>
<time>214_00:08:49,601 --> 00:08:51,042</time>
<s>了解学生的通道</s>
<time>215_00:08:53,202 --> 00:08:53,922</time>
<s>现在是不是大部分都打印的</s>
<time>216_00:08:54,282 --> 00:08:55,002</time>
<s>也不是是我有要求</s>
<time>217_00:08:55,722 --> 00:08:56,442</time>
<s>我一般叫他们手写</s>
<time>218_00:08:56,802 --> 00:08:57,162</time>
<s>对这个好</s>
<time>219_00:08:57,521 --> 00:08:57,882</time>
<s>这个习惯好</s>
<time>220_00:08:58,242 --> 00:08:58,602</time>
<s>因为手写的东西</s>
<time>221_00:08:58,962 --> 00:09:00,761</time>
<s>它会有一种气息在里面</s>
<time>222_00:09:01,482 --> 00:09:02,202</time>
<s>你看到她这个字啊</s>
<time>223_00:09:02,562 --> 00:09:04,722</time>
<s>我就可以想象她的样子</s>
<time>224_00:09:05,801 --> 00:09:06,522</time>
<s>那一瞬间的样子</s>
<time>225_00:09:06,882 --> 00:09:07,962</time>
<s>我都记得</s>
<time>226_00:09:08,681 --> 00:09:09,402</time>
<s>嘻嘻哈哈的</s>
<time>227_00:09:10,121 --> 00:09:10,482</time>
<s>她平时就是</s>
<time>228_00:09:10,842 --> 00:09:12,282</time>
<s>其实我的面前就嬉皮笑脸的</s>
<time>229_00:09:13,002 --> 00:09:14,082</time>
<s>然后就把作文交上来</s>
<time>230_00:09:14,802 --> 00:09:15,522</time>
<s>就笑嘻嘻的</s>
<time>231_00:09:16,242 --> 00:09:16,962</time>
<s>也不怎么说话嘛</s>
<time>232_00:09:18,042 --> 00:09:18,762</time>
<s>就老师我写完了啊</s>
<time>233_00:09:19,482 --> 00:09:20,561</time>
<s>就那种感觉</s>
<time>234_00:09:23,082 --> 00:09:23,442</time>
<s>哎</s>
<time>235_00:09:25,242 --> 00:09:26,322</time>
<s>这里还有一堆</s>
<time>236_00:09:27,042 --> 00:09:27,762</time>
<s>他们好像对自己已的手稿</s>
<time>237_00:09:28,122 --> 00:09:29,202</time>
<s>都不在意</s>
<time>238_00:09:29,922 --> 00:09:30,282</time>
<s>叫他们来拿</s>
<time>239_00:09:30,642 --> 00:09:31,002</time>
<s>他们也不来拿</s>
<time>240_00:09:31,362 --> 00:09:32,082</time>
<s>但是我总舍不得丢</s>
<time>241_00:09:32,802 --> 00:09:34,242</time>
<s>我就一直带着走带着走</s>
<time>242_00:09:34,962 --> 00:09:35,682</time>
<s>他们不会在意的</s>
<time>243_00:09:36,042 --> 00:09:36,402</time>
<s>因为年轻人不会在意</s>
<time>244_00:09:36,762 --> 00:09:37,122</time>
<s>这些东西</s>
<time>245_00:09:38,202 --> 00:09:39,282</time>
<s>我觉得真的太宝贵了</s>
<time>246_00:09:39,641 --> 00:09:40,362</time>
<s>这些东西</s>
<time>247_00:09:45,042 --> 00:09:45,402</time>
<s>不用不用</s>
<time>248_00:09:45,761 --> 00:09:46,482</time>
<s>我们快一点</s>
<time>249_00:09:56,922 --> 00:09:58,722</time>
<s>那我们抓紧时间上课</s>
<time>250_00:09:59,801 --> 00:10:00,162</time>
<s>我们的工作坊</s>
<time>251_00:10:00,522 --> 00:10:02,322</time>
<s>也进行了四五个月了</s>
<time>252_00:10:02,682 --> 00:10:03,042</time>
<s>我到现在为止</s>
<time>253_00:10:03,402 --> 00:10:04,841</time>
<s>已经收到了大约</s>
<time>254_00:10:05,562 --> 00:10:07,002</time>
<s>十万字的作品</s>
<time>255_00:10:07,722 --> 00:10:08,442</time>
<s>我最大的经验</s>
<time>256_00:10:08,801 --> 00:10:09,882</time>
<s>就是一种自我教育</s>
<time>257_00:10:10,601 --> 00:10:12,042</time>
<s>每个人都是有限度的</s>
<time>258_00:10:12,762 --> 00:10:13,122</time>
<s>像我们当老师</s>
<time>259_00:10:13,842 --> 00:10:15,282</time>
<s>那个视野是特别窄的</s>
<time>260_00:10:15,642 --> 00:10:16,722</time>
<s>如果不是有意识地</s>
<time>261_00:10:17,082 --> 00:10:18,162</time>
<s>通过这个工作坊的话</s>
<time>262_00:10:18,522 --> 00:10:19,601</time>
<s>你们的很多生活对我们来说</s>
<time>263_00:10:19,962 --> 00:10:21,402</time>
<s>都是被遮蔽掉的</s>
<time>264_00:10:30,402 --> 00:10:31,481</time>
<s>好举一些例子</s>
<time>265_00:10:32,562 --> 00:10:33,642</time>
<s>我就特别留意的一点</s>
<time>266_00:10:34,002 --> 00:10:35,082</time>
<s>就是你们到深职院来</s>
<time>267_00:10:35,442 --> 00:10:35,802</time>
<s>到底是一种</s>
<time>268_00:10:36,162 --> 00:10:37,242</time>
<s>什么样的想法呢</s>
<time>269_00:10:37,602 --> 00:10:38,322</time>
<s>我发现很少有同学</s>
<time>270_00:10:38,681 --> 00:10:40,122</time>
<s>是欢天喜地的</s>
<time>271_00:10:40,842 --> 00:10:41,562</time>
<s>心甘情愿的</s>
<time>272_00:10:42,282 --> 00:10:44,082</time>
<s>因为你们很多都是上了本科线</s>
<time>273_00:10:44,442 --> 00:10:45,522</time>
<s>才到深职院来的</s>
<time>274_00:10:46,242 --> 00:10:46,602</time>
<s>为什么又没有去读本科呢</s>
<time>275_00:10:46,962 --> 00:10:47,682</time>
<s>因为读本科</s>
<time>276_00:10:48,042 --> 00:10:48,402</time>
<s>太贵了</s>
<time>277_00:10:50,922 --> 00:10:51,282</time>
<s>久西木的</s>
<time>278_00:10:55,242 --> 00:10:56,682</time>
<s>还有就是对童年的回忆</s>
<time>279_00:10:57,042 --> 00:10:58,122</time>
<s>你看蔡小菲写她小时候</s>
<time>280_00:10:58,482 --> 00:10:59,922</time>
<s>她爸爸妈妈带她在工地上面</s>
<time>281_00:11:00,282 --> 00:11:01,002</time>
<s>谋生</s>
<time>282_00:11:01,722 --> 00:11:03,162</time>
<s>了。”</s><s>母亲说到这有更次差点被砸死了，</s>
<time>283_00:11:03,882 --> 00:11:04,602</time>
<s>掉下来的木板几十斤</s>
<time>284_00:11:04,962 --> 00:11:06,042</time>
<s>妈妈以为人都没了</s>
<time>285_00:11:07,482 --> 00:11:08,922</time>
<s>还好人活下来了</s>
<time>286_00:11:09,282 --> 00:11:09,642</time>
<s>但从此以后</s>
<time>287_00:11:10,002 --> 00:11:10,362</time>
<s>就有了一个心理阴影</s>
<time>288_00:11:10,722 --> 00:11:12,522</time>
<s>觉得小孩子不能在工地上过活</s>
<time>289_00:11:12,882 --> 00:11:13,602</time>
<s>就把她送回去了</s>
<time>290_00:11:13,962 --> 00:11:15,762</time>
<s>她就相当于很长时间就留守了</s>
<time>291_00:11:16,482 --> 00:11:18,641</time>
<s>然后留守儿童是什么状况</s>
<time>292_00:11:19,722 --> 00:11:20,442</time>
<s>卢元存讲他</s>
<time>293_00:11:21,162 --> 00:11:22,962</time>
<s>那个时候在村里面</s>
<time>294_00:11:23,682 --> 00:11:25,122</time>
<s>开着摩托车在国道上</s>
<time>295_00:11:25,482 --> 00:11:26,922</time>
<s>旁边是那种开到一百迈的</s>
<time>296_00:11:27,282 --> 00:11:28,002</time>
<s>大货车大卡车</s>
<time>297_00:11:29,082 --> 00:11:30,162</time>
<s>多么的触目惊心是吧</s>
<time>298_00:11:30,522 --> 00:11:31,602</time>
<s>但是元存就是在这种情况下</s>
<time>299_00:11:31,962 --> 00:11:32,322</time>
<s>长大的</s>
<time>300_00:11:32,681 --> 00:11:33,402</time>
<s>没有爸爸妈妈带</s>
<time>301_00:11:33,761 --> 00:11:34,122</time>
<s>他跟着爷爷</s>
<time>302_00:11:34,842 --> 00:11:35,922</time>
<s>也没人管得住他</s>
<time>303_00:11:36,282 --> 00:11:37,002</time>
<s>然后接触的人</s>
<time>304_00:11:37,362 --> 00:11:38,082</time>
<s>是一些什么样的人呢</s>
<time>305_00:11:38,801 --> 00:11:39,162</time>
<s>“煲猪脚</s>
<time>306_00:11:40,962 --> 00:11:41,322</time>
<s>“捞偏门”</s>
<time>307_00:11:42,042 --> 00:11:43,482</time>
<s>他的伙伴就是这样的人</s>
<time>308_00:11:44,202 --> 00:11:45,282</time>
<s>其实你想起他的成长经历</s>
<time>309_00:11:45,642 --> 00:11:46,722</time>
<s>你都觉得特别的惊险</s>
<time>310_00:11:47,442 --> 00:11:48,162</time>
<s>像踩钢丝一样的</s>
<time>311_00:11:48,522 --> 00:11:49,602</time>
<s>一不小心就掉下去了</s>
<time>312_00:11:50,682 --> 00:11:51,762</time>
<s>我那次跟他聊天的时候</s>
<time>313_00:11:52,122 --> 00:11:52,482</time>
<s>他说他其实是</s>
<time>314_00:11:52,842 --> 00:11:53,922</time>
<s>很容易变成这种人的</s>
<time>315_00:11:54,282 --> 00:11:55,362</time>
<s>是后来自己突然意识到</s>
<time>316_00:11:55,722 --> 00:11:56,442</time>
<s>要读书了</s>
<time>317_00:11:56,802 --> 00:11:57,522</time>
<s>然后醒悟过来了</s>
<time>318_00:11:57,882 --> 00:11:58,242</time>
<s>才慢慢地读书</s>
<time>319_00:11:58,602 --> 00:11:59,681</time>
<s>然后又回到了校园</s>
<time>320_00:12:00,042 --> 00:12:01,482</time>
<s>激</s>
<time>321_00:12:01,842 --> 00:12:02,922</time>
<s>然后我特别惊呀的</s>
<time>322_00:12:03,282 --> 00:12:04,002</time>
<s>是什么呢</s>
<time>323_00:12:04,362 --> 00:12:05,802</time>
<s>有些学生回忆他的高中</s>
<time>324_00:12:06,522 --> 00:12:07,962</time>
<s>在我们的心目中可能会觉得</s>
<time>325_00:12:08,322 --> 00:12:09,761</time>
<s>高职院的学生都是学渣</s>
<time>326_00:12:10,122 --> 00:12:11,202</time>
<s>事实上不是这样的</s>
<time>327_00:12:11,561 --> 00:12:13,362</time>
<s>像很多学生都是来自重点中学</s>
<time>328_00:12:14,082 --> 00:12:15,882</time>
<s>甚至是来自重点中学的重点班</s>
<time>329_00:12:16,601 --> 00:12:18,042</time>
<s>他们曾经也是“小镇做题家”</s>
<time>330_00:12:18,762 --> 00:12:20,202</time>
<s>只是做题的正确率</s>
<time>331_00:12:20,562 --> 00:12:21,642</time>
<s>没有别人高</s>
<time>332_00:12:22,002 --> 00:12:22,362</time>
<s>所以这一个</s>
<time>333_00:12:22,722 --> 00:12:23,442</time>
<s>我当时看到</s>
<time>334_00:12:24,162 --> 00:12:25,962</time>
<s>对我的震动特别大</s>
<time>335_00:12:27,402 --> 00:12:29,562</time>
<s>因为老师经常说“源头活水”</s>
<time>336_00:12:29,922 --> 00:12:32,082</time>
<s>但是我们这些“工业废水”怎么办</s>
<time>337_00:12:34,242 --> 00:12:35,682</time>
<s>这个表达我是第一次看到</s>
<time>338_00:12:36,042 --> 00:12:37,122</time>
<s>我真的是觉得触目惊心的表达</s>
<time>339_00:12:38,202 --> 00:12:38,562</time>
<s>都是孩子</s>
<time>340_00:12:38,922 --> 00:12:40,722</time>
<s>为什么会觉得自己是“工业废水”呢</s>
<time>341_00:12:41,442 --> 00:12:41,802</time>
<s>是吧</s>
<time>342_00:12:53,682 --> 00:12:54,042</time>
<s>你看这四个字</s>
<time>343_00:12:54,402 --> 00:12:55,122</time>
<s>让我们当老师的</s>
<time>344_00:12:55,482 --> 00:12:56,202</time>
<s>好心痛的其实</s>
<time>345_00:13:05,202 --> 00:13:05,562</time>
<s>最后发言的小姑娘</s>
<time>346_00:13:05,922 --> 00:13:06,282</time>
<s>叫什么名字</s>
<time>347_00:13:06,642 --> 00:13:07,002</time>
<s>杜怡荻</s>
<time>348_00:13:07,722 --> 00:13:08,442</time>
<s>哇她</s>
<time>349_00:13:10,602 --> 00:13:11,322</time>
<s>“工业废水”几个字</s>
<time>350_00:13:11,682 --> 00:13:12,762</time>
<s>对我触动可大了</s>
<time>351_00:13:13,842 --> 00:13:15,642</time>
<s>十七八岁十八九岁嘛</s>
<time>352_00:13:16,002 --> 00:13:16,722</time>
<s>然后她会觉得</s>
<time>353_00:13:17,442 --> 00:13:18,522</time>
<s>我是“工业废水”</s>
<time>354_00:13:18,882 --> 00:13:19,602</time>
<s>那这个</s>
<time>355_00:13:20,322 --> 00:13:21,042</time>
<s>这种沉重感</s>
<time>356_00:13:21,402 --> 00:13:22,482</time>
<s>你记得</s>
<time>357_00:13:22,842 --> 00:13:23,562</time>
<s>你上学的时候</s>
<time>358_00:13:24,642 --> 00:13:25,002</time>
<s>二十年前嘛</s>
<time>359_00:13:25,362 --> 00:13:26,082</time>
<s>二十多年前</s>
<time>360_00:13:26,442 --> 00:13:27,522</time>
<s>那代人身上这种东西</s>
<time>361_00:13:28,962 --> 00:13:29,322</time>
<s>相似吗</s>
<time>362_00:13:30,042 --> 00:13:30,402</time>
<s>没有</s>
<time>363_00:13:30,762 --> 00:13:31,482</time>
<s>我觉得没有</s>
<time>364_00:13:31,842 --> 00:13:32,202</time>
<s>我真的觉得没有</s>
<time>365_00:13:32,922 --> 00:13:34,002</time>
<s>你看我们读大学的时候</s>
<time>366_00:13:34,362 --> 00:13:35,802</time>
<s>比如说我也是农村出来的</s>
<time>367_00:13:36,162 --> 00:13:37,242</time>
<s>你对自己的这种</s>
<time>368_00:13:37,602 --> 00:13:38,682</time>
<s>期待</s>
<time>369_00:13:39,042 --> 00:13:40,482</time>
<s>绝对不会用"工业废水"这几个字</s>
<time>370_00:13:41,922 --> 00:13:42,642</time>
<s>其实我讲一个</s>
<time>371_00:13:43,002 --> 00:13:43,722</time>
<s>我自己另外的</s>
<time>372_00:13:44,082 --> 00:13:45,522</time>
<s>一个直观的感受是什么呢</s>
<time>373_00:13:46,242 --> 00:13:47,682</time>
<s>我在大学里面教书的时候</s>
<time>374_00:13:48,042 --> 00:13:48,762</time>
<s>我发现我的学生</s>
<time>375_00:13:49,122 --> 00:13:49,842</time>
<s>男学生</s>
<time>376_00:13:50,202 --> 00:13:51,282</time>
<s>都不追女孩子的</s>
<time>377_00:13:52,002 --> 00:13:53,442</time>
<s>其实我站在一个</s>
<time>378_00:13:53,802 --> 00:13:54,882</time>
<s>他们的长辈</s>
<time>379_00:13:55,242 --> 00:13:55,602</time>
<s>然后站在一个</s>
<time>380_00:13:55,962 --> 00:13:56,682</time>
<s>老师的角度去观察</s>
<time>381_00:13:57,042 --> 00:13:57,762</time>
<s>我觉得这个其实是一个</s>
<time>382_00:13:58,122 --> 00:13:59,202</time>
<s>深刻的变化</s>
<time>383_00:13:59,562 --> 00:14:00,282</time>
<s>那些男孩子</s>
<time>384_00:14:00,642 --> 00:14:02,082</time>
<s>我其实私下里也会跟他们聊</s>
<time>385_00:14:03,162 --> 00:14:04,602</time>
<s>因为他们觉得</s>
<time>386_00:14:05,682 --> 00:14:06,042</time>
<s>觉得自己</s>
<time>387_00:14:06,402 --> 00:14:07,122</time>
<s>没资格</s>
<time>388_00:14:08,562 --> 00:14:09,642</time>
<s>他说追女生又要花时间</s>
<time>389_00:14:10,362 --> 00:14:11,082</time>
<s>又要花钱</s>
<time>390_00:14:11,442 --> 00:14:12,522</time>
<s>而且还不见得能够结婚</s>
<time>391_00:14:13,242 --> 00:14:14,682</time>
<s>结果是不能保证的</s>
<time>392_00:14:15,402 --> 00:14:16,482</time>
<s>但是像我们那一代人</s>
<time>393_00:14:16,842 --> 00:14:18,282</time>
<s>那肯定是没钱的</s>
<time>394_00:14:18,642 --> 00:14:20,082</time>
<s>但是他们在追求异性的时候</s>
<time>395_00:14:20,442 --> 00:14:21,522</time>
<s>那种自信</s>
<time>396_00:14:21,882 --> 00:14:23,322</time>
<s>那种对年轻生命力的</s>
<time>397_00:14:23,682 --> 00:14:24,762</time>
<s>确认</s>
<time>398_00:14:25,482 --> 00:14:26,202</time>
<s>张扬</s>
<time>399_00:14:26,562 --> 00:14:26,922</time>
<s>哎呀你觉得</s>
<time>400_00:14:27,282 --> 00:14:28,362</time>
<s>就像个年轻人的样子</s>
<time>401_00:14:29,802 --> 00:14:30,522</time>
<s>对这二三十年</s>
<time>402_00:14:30,882 --> 00:14:31,602</time>
<s>真的变化好大</s>
<time>403_00:14:32,682 --> 00:14:33,042</time>
<s>对就是</s>
<time>404_00:14:33,762 --> 00:14:34,842</time>
<s>那种被遗弃感</s>
<time>405_00:14:35,562 --> 00:14:35,922</time>
<s>缺乏意义感</s>
<time>406_00:14:36,282 --> 00:14:37,002</time>
<s>是不是变得很普遍</s>
<time>407_00:14:40,242 --> 00:14:40,962</time>
<s>我都不知道是</s>
<time>408_00:14:41,322 --> 00:14:41,682</time>
<s>他们表达意义的</s>
<time>409_00:14:42,042 --> 00:14:43,122</time>
<s>方式变了呢</s>
<time>410_00:14:44,202 --> 00:14:44,562</time>
<s>也可能是这个原因</s>
<time>411_00:14:44,922 --> 00:14:46,362</time>
<s>对因为昨天还在车上</s>
<time>412_00:14:47,082 --> 00:14:48,522</time>
<s>跟我一个学生聊</s>
<time>413_00:14:49,602 --> 00:14:49,962</time>
<s>就说现在的年轻人</s>
<time>414_00:14:50,322 --> 00:14:51,402</time>
<s>为什么不像我们</s>
<time>415_00:14:51,762 --> 00:14:52,482</time>
<s>年轻的时候</s>
<time>416_00:14:53,562 --> 00:14:54,642</time>
<s>不好的大学里面读书</s>
<time>417_00:14:55,002 --> 00:14:56,442</time>
<s>也整天关心国家大事</s>
<time>418_00:14:56,802 --> 00:14:57,882</time>
<s>觉得好像世界上的事情</s>
<time>419_00:14:58,242 --> 00:14:59,322</time>
<s>都跟我有关系一样</s>
<time>420_00:15:00,042 --> 00:15:00,402</time>
<s>他们就说</s>
<time>421_00:15:00,762 --> 00:15:01,482</time>
<s>不关心这些事情</s>
<time>422_00:15:01,842 --> 00:15:02,562</time>
<s>只关心自己</s>
<time>423_00:15:05,082 --> 00:15:06,522</time>
<s>表达得很直接</s>
<time>424_00:15:11,922 --> 00:15:13,002</time>
<s>其实《我的二本学生》那本书</s>
<time>425_00:15:13,362 --> 00:15:13,722</time>
<s>主要是写的学生</s>
<time>426_00:15:14,082 --> 00:15:15,522</time>
<s>在学校的一些（故事）</s>
<time>427_00:15:16,242 --> 00:15:16,962</time>
<s>就像您在照相的时候</s>
<time>428_00:15:17,322 --> 00:15:18,402</time>
<s>是有个视角嘛</s>
<time>429_00:15:19,122 --> 00:15:19,482</time>
<s>我这个镜买是</s>
<time>430_00:15:19,842 --> 00:15:21,282</time>
<s>站在一个讲台的角度</s>
<time>431_00:15:21,642 --> 00:15:22,722</time>
<s>看到的那些东西</s>
<time>432_00:15:23,082 --> 00:15:23,442</time>
<s>但是我其实</s>
<time>433_00:15:23,802 --> 00:15:24,522</time>
<s>我的眼睛背后</s>
<time>434_00:15:24,882 --> 00:15:27,402</time>
<s>是有学生背后的东西</s>
<time>435_00:15:27,762 --> 00:15:28,482</time>
<s>所以我在书里面有一种</s>
<time>436_00:15:28,842 --> 00:15:29,922</time>
<s>强烈的感觉是什么呢</s>
<time>437_00:15:30,282 --> 00:15:31,002</time>
<s>那些孩子</s>
<time>438_00:15:31,362 --> 00:15:32,082</time>
<s>像一个快递一样的</s>
<time>439_00:15:33,162 --> 00:15:34,602</time>
<s>递到大学这个站了</s>
<time>440_00:15:34,962 --> 00:15:36,042</time>
<s>然后递到我的手里来了</s>
<time>441_00:15:36,402 --> 00:15:37,122</time>
<s>然后你打开看了以后</s>
