<time>878_00:27:04,362 --> 00:27:06,162</time>
<s>因为我跳舞在桌上跳的</s>
<time>879_00:27:06,522 --> 00:27:07,962</time>
<s>就跟现在所有人都说</s>
<time>880_00:27:08,322 --> 00:27:09,042</time>
<s>啊你</s>
<time>881_00:27:10,482 --> 00:27:12,282</time>
<s>巴黎的我和现在的我</s>
<time>882_00:27:12,642 --> 00:27:13,362</time>
<s>大变是吧</s>
<time>883_00:27:13,722 --> 00:27:14,442</time>
<s>就是两个人</s>
<time>884_00:27:14,802 --> 00:27:15,882</time>
<s>就是那个时候拿着快译通</s>
<time>885_00:27:16,242 --> 00:27:16,962</time>
<s>就出去玩了</s>
<time>886_00:27:17,322 --> 00:27:18,042</time>
<s>比如说(英文的)四十四</s>
<time>887_00:27:18,402 --> 00:27:18,762</time>
<s>我不会说四十四</s>
<time>888_00:27:19,122 --> 00:27:19,482</time>
<s>我说四四</s>
<time>889_00:27:19,842 --> 00:27:20,562</time>
<s>那能听得懂的</s>
<time>890_00:27:21,282 --> 00:27:22,722</time>
<s>我觉得对我来说没有关系</s>
<time>891_00:27:23,082 --> 00:27:25,242</time>
<s>就是你会觉得你的局限性</s>
<time>892_00:27:25,602 --> 00:27:26,322</time>
<s>原来就是说</s>
<time>893_00:27:26,682 --> 00:27:28,482</time>
<s>原来你那么多东西都没见过</s>
<time>894_00:27:28,842 --> 00:27:29,562</time>
<s>所以我没有多想</s>
<time>895_00:27:29,922 --> 00:27:31,722</time>
<s>就觉得见识很重要</s>
<time>896_00:27:32,082 --> 00:27:33,162</time>
<s>知道这个世界是什么样的</s>
<time>897_00:27:33,522 --> 00:27:34,242</time>
<s>我就会更加自信</s>
<time>898_00:27:35,682 --> 00:27:36,762</time>
<s>但是你会发现</s>
<time>899_00:27:37,122 --> 00:27:38,562</time>
<s>它不是一个很简单的事情</s>
<time>900_00:27:41,082 --> 00:27:42,162</time>
<s>拍那个俄罗斯版《时尚》</s>
<time>901_00:27:43,602 --> 00:27:45,762</time>
<s>当时那个摄影师也很喜欢我</s>
<time>902_00:27:46,122 --> 00:27:46,842</time>
<s>你能感受得到嘛</s>
<time>903_00:27:47,202 --> 00:27:48,282</time>
<s>但是就是他说什么</s>
<time>904_00:27:48,642 --> 00:27:50,442</time>
<s>就是因为你要动嘛</s>
<time>905_00:27:50,802 --> 00:27:52,602</time>
<s>他有的时候我做了一个动作</s>
<time>906_00:27:52,962 --> 00:27:53,322</time>
<s>他会觉得好</s>
<time>907_00:27:53,682 --> 00:27:55,122</time>
<s>他会说别动</s>
<time>908_00:27:55,482 --> 00:27:57,282</time>
<s>真的我不太注意的</s>
<time>909_00:27:57,642 --> 00:28:00,882</time>
<s>因为他拍的就是把我脸都涂黑</s>
<time>910_00:28:01,242 --> 00:28:02,682</time>
<s>穿那个三宅一生的衣服</s>
<time>911_00:28:03,042 --> 00:28:04,482</time>
<s>我当时觉得要千万小心</s>
<time>912_00:28:04,842 --> 00:28:05,922</time>
<s>要把它照顾好</s>
<time>913_00:28:06,282 --> 00:28:06,642</time>
<s>不能弄脏了</s>
<time>914_00:28:07,002 --> 00:28:08,442</time>
<s>因为衣服是白的</s>
<time>915_00:28:08,802 --> 00:28:09,522</time>
<s>脸黑</s>
<time>916_00:28:09,882 --> 00:28:11,322</time>
<s>万一蹭得满身都是</s>
<time>917_00:28:11,682 --> 00:28:12,402</time>
<s>我说这这怎么弄啊</s>
<time>918_00:28:12,762 --> 00:28:13,122</time>
<s>怎么洗啊</s>
<time>919_00:28:13,482 --> 00:28:13,842</time>
<s>就那种</s>
<time>920_00:28:14,202 --> 00:28:14,562</time>
<s>很焦虑的</s>
<time>921_00:28:15,642 --> 00:28:16,722</time>
<s>对我当时想的就是这个</s>
<time>922_00:28:17,082 --> 00:28:18,882</time>
<s>但是因为你语言也沟通不了嘛</s>
<time>923_00:28:19,242 --> 00:28:21,402</time>
<s>但是你意识到别出错</s>
<time>924_00:28:21,762 --> 00:28:22,122</time>
<s>这个就是</s>
<time>925_00:28:22,482 --> 00:28:25,362</time>
<s>可能是我觉得比较在乎的</s>
<time>926_00:28:26,802 --> 00:28:28,962</time>
<s>你会那种没有安全感</s>
<time>927_00:28:29,322 --> 00:28:30,042</time>
<s>是因为</s>
<time>928_00:28:30,402 --> 00:28:31,482</time>
<s>你现在慢慢拥有的东西多了</s>
<time>929_00:28:31,842 --> 00:28:32,202</time>
<s>你怕失去</s>
<time>930_00:28:32,562 --> 00:28:35,802</time>
<s>那时候才有那种没安全感</s>
<time>931_00:28:36,162 --> 00:28:38,322</time>
<s>因为肯定我是不想再回去</s>
<time>932_00:28:38,682 --> 00:28:39,762</time>
<s>以前的那种生活</s>
<time>933_00:28:40,122 --> 00:28:41,922</time>
<s>就是我已经有对比了</s>
<time>934_00:28:42,282 --> 00:28:43,722</time>
<s>但有时候会觉得</s>
<time>935_00:28:44,082 --> 00:28:45,522</time>
<s>可能内心更多的</s>
<time>936_00:28:46,242 --> 00:28:47,682</time>
<s>自我被影响到</s>
<time>937_00:28:48,042 --> 00:28:48,402</time>
<s>都是被挑选</s>
<time>938_00:28:49,122 --> 00:28:49,482</time>
<s>是</s>
<time>939_00:28:50,202 --> 00:28:52,002</time>
<s>你也没有能力去掌控</s>
<time>940_00:28:52,722 --> 00:28:54,162</time>
<s>所以我也就认了</s>
<time>941_00:28:54,522 --> 00:28:56,322</time>
<s>但是慢慢慢慢你就开始知道了</s>
<time>942_00:28:56,682 --> 00:28:57,762</time>
<s>做模特就是很没安全感的</s>
<time>943_00:28:58,122 --> 00:28:59,202</time>
<s>随时可以被取代嘛</s>
<time>944_00:28:59,922 --> 00:29:00,642</time>
<s>你没安全感</s>
<time>945_00:29:01,002 --> 00:29:02,442</time>
<s>你哪里敢出去尝试</s>
<time>946_00:29:02,802 --> 00:29:03,162</time>
<s>0你不敢呀</s>
<time>947_00:29:03,522 --> 00:29:04,242</time>
<s>你说万一做错了</s>
<time>948_00:29:04,602 --> 00:29:05,322</time>
<s>万一我没这个工作了</s>
<time>949_00:29:05,682 --> 00:29:06,762</time>
<s>万一都是万一</s>
<time>950_00:29:10,722 --> 00:29:11,082</time>
<s>所以某种意义上</s>
<time>951_00:29:11,442 --> 00:29:12,162</time>
<s>模特是个很保守的职业</s>
<time>952_00:29:13,962 --> 00:29:14,682</time>
<s>算是吧</s>
<time>953_00:29:15,042 --> 00:29:16,842</time>
<s>我觉得也不是保守</s>
<time>954_00:29:17,202 --> 00:29:18,282</time>
<s>其实模特是一个</s>
<time>955_00:29:18,642 --> 00:29:19,722</time>
<s>更新换代太快了</s>
<time>956_00:29:21,162 --> 00:29:22,962</time>
<s>就是你稍不注意就被淘汰了</s>
<time>957_00:29:24,042 --> 00:29:25,122</time>
<s>经常会面试碰到的</s>
<time>958_00:29:25,842 --> 00:29:26,202</time>
<s>你怎么样啊</s>
<time>959_00:29:28,002 --> 00:29:29,082</time>
<s>过两年你会发现</s>
<time>960_00:29:29,442 --> 00:29:30,522</time>
<s>一批人就不见了</s>
<time>961_00:29:30,882 --> 00:29:31,602</time>
<s>然后又换了新面孔</s>
<time>962_00:29:33,402 --> 00:29:35,922</time>
<s>那个时候对我来说有一个感受</s>
<time>963_00:29:36,642 --> 00:29:37,362</time>
<s>我在巴黎成长了</s>
<time>964_00:29:37,722 --> 00:29:38,802</time>
<s>我觉得我以前可能刚去巴黎</s>
<time>965_00:29:39,162 --> 00:29:39,882</time>
<s>是一张白纸</s>
<time>966_00:29:40,242 --> 00:29:41,682</time>
<s>看多了你就慢慢也懂了</s>
<time>967_00:29:42,042 --> 00:29:43,122</time>
<s>人生观价值观</s>
<time>968_00:29:43,482 --> 00:29:44,922</time>
<s>就开始慢慢成熟了</s>
<time>969_00:29:45,642 --> 00:29:46,722</time>
<s>但是你会发现</s>
<time>970_00:29:48,162 --> 00:29:49,962</time>
<s>这种自我成长在这个行业里头</s>
<time>971_00:29:50,682 --> 00:29:51,762</time>
<s>好像也没有什么用</s>
<time>972_00:29:55,002 --> 00:29:55,722</time>
<s>自己去找各种</s>
<time>973_00:29:56,082 --> 00:29:56,442</time>
<s>对</s>
<time>974_00:29:56,802 --> 00:29:58,242</time>
<s>那时候我主动跟《芭莎》联系</s>
<time>975_00:29:58,602 --> 00:29:59,322</time>
<s>我说我想给他们</s>
<time>976_00:29:59,682 --> 00:30:02,562</time>
<s>因为那时候国内的杂志在国外</s>
<time>977_00:30:02,922 --> 00:30:03,282</time>
<s>没有地位的</s>
<time>978_00:30:03,642 --> 00:30:04,362</time>
<s>那时候他们也不邀请</s>
<time>979_00:30:04,722 --> 00:30:06,522</time>
<s>中国杂志编辑去看秀</s>
<time>980_00:30:06,882 --> 00:30:07,962</time>
<s>我让他们给我印了一张名片</s>
<time>981_00:30:08,322 --> 00:30:09,402</time>
<s>我说我是中国《芭莎》杂志</s>
<time>982_00:30:09,762 --> 00:30:10,122</time>
<s>现在怎么怎么</s>
<time>983_00:30:10,482 --> 00:30:11,922</time>
<s>就是先要把它吹一通</s>
<time>984_00:30:12,282 --> 00:30:13,362</time>
<s>然后说你这个衣服借给我吧</s>
<time>985_00:30:13,722 --> 00:30:14,442</time>
<s>我们会拍得很好</s>
<time>986_00:30:14,802 --> 00:30:15,162</time>
<s>我找</s>
<time>987_00:30:15,522 --> 00:30:16,602</time>
<s>因为我找的摄影师都是我的朋友</s>
<time>988_00:30:16,962 --> 00:30:17,682</time>
<s>都是很大的摄影师</s>
<time>989_00:30:18,402 --> 00:30:19,122</time>
<s>所以他们一听这个摄影师</s>
<time>990_00:30:19,482 --> 00:30:19,842</time>
<s>他也愿意借</s>
<time>991_00:30:20,202 --> 00:30:21,642</time>
<s>因为那时候中国杂志也没钱</s>
<time>992_00:30:22,002 --> 00:30:22,362</time>
<s>真的挺穷的</s>
<time>993_00:30:22,722 --> 00:30:24,522</time>
<s>就是你要找一切机会</s>
<time>994_00:30:24,882 --> 00:30:26,682</time>
<s>就是在没有钱的基础上怎么来做</s>
<time>995_00:30:27,042 --> 00:30:28,842</time>
<s>那我记得我有一次找那个</s>
<time>996_00:30:29,202 --> 00:30:29,562</time>
<s>当时卡尔·拉格斐</s>
<time>997_00:30:29,922 --> 00:30:31,362</time>
<s>住的那个房子</s>
<time>998_00:30:31,722 --> 00:30:32,442</time>
<s>很大很美</s>
<time>999_00:30:32,802 --> 00:30:34,962</time>
<s>我说你可不可以借这个房子给我</s>
<time>1000_00:30:35,322 --> 00:30:35,682</time>
<s>做拍摄</s>
<time>1001_00:30:36,042 --> 00:30:36,762</time>
<s>那别人肯定不干</s>
<time>1002_00:30:37,122 --> 00:30:37,842</time>
<s>凭什么要免费</s>
<time>1003_00:30:38,202 --> 00:30:38,562</time>
<s>我说这样好不好</s>
<time>1004_00:30:38,922 --> 00:30:39,642</time>
<s>我给你做个专访</s>
<time>1005_00:30:40,002 --> 00:30:41,442</time>
<s>我说这样的话你这个房子</s>
<time>1006_00:30:41,802 --> 00:30:42,162</time>
<s>我给你写你的故事</s>
<time>1007_00:30:42,522 --> 00:30:42,882</time>
<s>登在《芭莎》上</s>
<time>1008_00:30:43,242 --> 00:30:44,322</time>
<s>万一有人想买你（的房子）</s>
<time>1009_00:30:44,682 --> 00:30:45,042</time>
<s>我说</s>
<time>1010_00:30:45,762 --> 00:30:46,482</time>
<s>就忽悠人家是吧</s>
<time>1011_00:30:47,202 --> 00:30:48,642</time>
<s>不是忽悠是很真诚的</s>
<time>1012_00:30:49,002 --> 00:30:49,722</time>
<s>他们真想卖</s>
<time>1013_00:30:50,082 --> 00:30:50,802</time>
<s>我说中国很多人</s>
<time>1014_00:30:51,162 --> 00:30:52,602</time>
<s>愿意买这种房子</s>
<time>1015_00:30:52,962 --> 00:30:54,042</time>
<s>然后他就真的借给我了</s>
<time>1016_00:30:55,122 --> 00:30:55,842</time>
<s>这个事情就给我</s>
<time>1017_00:30:56,202 --> 00:30:57,282</time>
<s>很大的安全感</s>
<time>1018_00:30:58,002 --> 00:30:58,722</time>
<s>你在这个过程中</s>
<time>1019_00:30:59,082 --> 00:31:00,522</time>
<s>你知道其实你的能力</s>
<time>1020_00:31:00,882 --> 00:31:02,682</time>
<s>你是可以做很多事情</s>
<time>1021_00:31:03,042 --> 00:31:05,202</time>
<s>不像以前觉得好像没有太多选择</s>
<time>1022_00:31:05,562 --> 00:31:06,642</time>
<s>你觉得你有很多选择的时候</s>
<time>1023_00:31:07,002 --> 00:31:08,442</time>
<s>自然就会有安全感了</s>
<time>1024_00:31:10,242 --> 00:31:11,322</time>
<s>当时因为你在巴黎那段时间</s>
<time>1025_00:31:11,682 --> 00:31:13,122</time>
<s>正好中国也发生很大的变化</s>
<time>1026_00:31:13,842 --> 00:31:15,642</time>
<s>当时申奥成功</s>
<time>1027_00:31:16,002 --> 00:31:17,082</time>
<s>让我拍那个</s>
<time>1028_00:31:17,442 --> 00:31:20,322</time>
<s>《巴黎竞赛画报》的封面</s>
<time>1029_00:31:20,682 --> 00:31:21,402</time>
<s>那个五环在我脑门上</s>
<time>1030_00:31:21,762 --> 00:31:22,122</time>
<s>就那种</s>
<time>1031_00:31:22,482 --> 00:31:23,562</time>
<s>就是那时候你就感觉到那个</s>
<time>1032_00:31:23,922 --> 00:31:24,642</time>
<s>中国慢慢地</s>
<time>1033_00:31:26,082 --> 00:31:26,802</time>
<s>本土力量慢慢就</s>
<time>1034_00:31:27,162 --> 00:31:27,522</time>
<s>开始强大了</s>
<time>1035_00:31:27,882 --> 00:31:29,322</time>
<s>因为你的占比越来越大</s>
<time>1036_00:31:29,682 --> 00:31:30,402</time>
<s>你就有话语权</s>
<time>1037_00:31:30,762 --> 00:31:31,842</time>
<s>以前就是我去做什么秀</s>
<time>1038_00:31:32,202 --> 00:31:32,562</time>
<s>他们（中国编辑）就</s>
<time>1039_00:31:32,922 --> 00:31:34,002</time>
<s>很早跟着我到后台</s>
<time>1040_00:31:34,362 --> 00:31:36,162</time>
<s>在那都站着看秀</s>
<time>1041_00:31:36,522 --> 00:31:38,322</time>
<s>后来中国的编辑那都是坐第一排的</s>
<time>1042_00:31:39,402 --> 00:31:41,202</time>
<s>这就是我就看着这个变化</s>
<time>1043_00:31:43,722 --> 00:31:46,242</time>
<s>我是觉得那个时候对我来说</s>
<time>1044_00:31:46,602 --> 00:31:48,042</time>
<s>我就在想</s>
<time>1045_00:31:48,762 --> 00:31:49,482</time>
<s>时尚这一块</s>
<time>1046_00:31:49,842 --> 00:31:51,642</time>
<s>中国就是可能用了二十年</s>
<time>1047_00:31:52,002 --> 00:31:53,442</time>
<s>做了国外百年的事</s>
<time>1048_00:31:54,522 --> 00:31:55,242</time>
<s>在那个进程里头</s>
<time>1049_00:31:55,602 --> 00:31:57,402</time>
<s>我要怎么去找自已的位置</s>
<time>1050_00:31:58,482 --> 00:31:58,842</time>
<s>那我能做什么</s>
<time>1051_00:31:59,202 --> 00:31:59,922</time>
<s>我觉得新人辈出</s>
<time>1052_00:32:00,282 --> 00:32:01,722</time>
<s>你不愁工作</s>
<time>1053_00:32:02,082 --> 00:32:03,162</time>
<s>但是肯定你也知道</s>
<time>1054_00:32:03,522 --> 00:32:03,882</time>
<s>也就这样了</s>
<time>1055_00:32:04,962 --> 00:32:06,042</time>
<s>到处去找杂志社（合作）</s>
<time>1056_00:32:07,122 --> 00:32:07,842</time>
<s>你会受限于人</s>
<time>1057_00:32:09,642 --> 00:32:11,442</time>
<s>你人生第一桶金</s>
<time>1058_00:32:11,802 --> 00:32:12,162</time>
<s>你生活不用愁了</s>
<time>1059_00:32:12,522 --> 00:32:12,882</time>
<s>对吧</s>
<time>1060_00:32:13,242 --> 00:32:13,962</time>
<s>那我的资源</s>
<time>1061_00:32:14,322 --> 00:32:15,042</time>
<s>我认识的人</s>
<time>1062_00:32:15,402 --> 00:32:16,122</time>
<s>我想做一个</s>
<time>1063_00:32:16,482 --> 00:32:18,282</time>
<s>可以让我有发展的（事业）</s>
<time>1064_00:32:19,722 --> 00:32:20,442</time>
<s>然后最重要的就是</s>
<time>1065_00:32:20,802 --> 00:32:22,242</time>
<s>我这个机会</s>
<time>1066_00:32:22,602 --> 00:32:23,322</time>
<s>（能让）我主动</s>
<time>1067_00:32:38,442 --> 00:32:39,522</time>
<s>我以前怎么喜欢听这种歌</s>
<time>1068_00:32:46,362 --> 00:32:47,082</time>
<s>你看漂泊的你嘛</s>
<time>1069_00:32:47,442 --> 00:32:47,802</time>
<s>狂浪的心嘛</s>
<time>1070_00:32:49,242 --> 00:32:50,322</time>
<s>所以你喜欢听这首歌</s>
<time>1071_00:32:52,482 --> 00:32:53,922</time>
<s>那你要听这个还是会很</s>
<time>1072_00:32:54,282 --> 00:32:55,002</time>
<s>会想家吧</s>
<time>1073_00:32:55,722 --> 00:32:56,082</time>
<s>其实因为</s>
<time>1074_00:32:56,442 --> 00:32:57,882</time>
<s>那个时候也没什么光碟</s>
<time>1075_00:32:58,242 --> 00:32:59,322</time>
<s>就带着这几个听了呗</s>
<time>1076_00:32:59,682 --> 00:33:00,042</time>
<s>就觉得</s>
<time>1077_00:33:00,402 --> 00:33:01,482</time>
<s>那个时候他们那个</s>
<time>1078_00:33:01,842 --> 00:33:02,922</time>
<s>法国的电视台</s>
<time>1079_00:33:03,642 --> 00:33:04,722</time>
<s>他们每周末</s>
<time>1080_00:33:05,082 --> 00:33:05,802</time>
<s>都会放中国电影</s>
<time>1081_00:33:06,882 --> 00:33:07,602</time>
<s>我就真的开心</s>
<time>1082_00:33:07,962 --> 00:33:09,402</time>
<s>终于能懂了你知道吗</s>
<time>1083_00:33:09,762 --> 00:33:10,122</time>
<s>就是</s>
<time>1084_00:33:10,482 --> 00:33:11,202</time>
<s>我记得当时的那个</s>
<time>1085_00:33:11,562 --> 00:33:11,922</time>
<s>《秋菊打官司》</s>
<time>1086_00:33:12,642 --> 00:33:13,722</time>
<s>《大红灯笼高高挂》</s>
<time>1087_00:33:14,802 --> 00:33:15,522</time>
<s>就每个周末都会放</s>
<time>1088_00:33:16,602 --> 00:33:17,682</time>
<s>我好开心那时候</s>
<time>1089_00:33:18,042 --> 00:33:19,842</time>
<s>因为它是底下是法语的字幕</s>
<time>1090_00:33:20,202 --> 00:33:20,562</time>
<s>说的是中文</s>
<time>1091_00:33:21,642 --> 00:33:22,002</time>
<s>对我来说哇</s>
<time>1092_00:33:22,362 --> 00:33:23,082</time>
<s>终于能看懂了</s>
<time>1093_00:33:23,442 --> 00:33:24,162</time>
<s>特别大的一个抚慰</s>
<time>1094_00:33:24,882 --> 00:33:25,242</time>
<s>绝对的</s>
<time>1095_00:33:26,682 --> 00:33:27,042</time>
<s>跟你接触之后</s>
<time>1096_00:33:27,402 --> 00:33:28,122</time>
<s>我发现你身上那个</s>
<time>1097_00:33:29,562 --> 00:33:30,642</time>
<s>那个劲儿真的是</s>
<time>1098_00:33:31,362 --> 00:33:32,082</time>
<s>非常打动人的</s>
<time>1099_00:33:32,802 --> 00:33:33,162</time>
<s>一接触下来</s>
<time>1100_00:33:33,522 --> 00:33:33,882</time>
<s>什么劲儿</s>
<time>1101_00:33:37,482 --> 00:33:39,642</time>
<s>对好像你不太受那种</s>
<time>1102_00:33:41,082 --> 00:33:41,802</time>
<s>就好像你永远都是一个</s>
<time>1103_00:33:42,162 --> 00:33:42,522</time>
<s>生活在现在</s>
<time>1104_00:33:42,882 --> 00:33:43,602</time>
<s>然后向前看这么一个人</s>
<time>1105_00:33:43,962 --> 00:33:44,322</time>
<s>对我不(向后）看的</s>
<time>1106_00:33:44,682 --> 00:33:45,402</time>
<s>我不后悔</s>
<time>1107_00:33:45,762 --> 00:33:46,482</time>
<s>或者说那种内心的纠结</s>
<time>1108_00:33:47,922 --> 00:33:48,642</time>
<s>你看文化人范儿又来了</s>
<time>1109_00:33:50,442 --> 00:33:50,802</time>
<s>我跟你讲</s>
<time>1110_00:33:51,162 --> 00:33:51,522</time>
<s>我也不知道怎么说了</s>
<time>1111_00:33:51,882 --> 00:33:52,602</time>
<s>我做事</s>
<time>1112_00:33:52,962 --> 00:33:53,682</time>
<s>我做事不纠结</s>
<time>1113_00:33:54,042 --> 00:33:54,402</time>
<s>我从来不纠结</s>
<time>1114_00:33:55,122 --> 00:33:55,482</time>
<s>不行咱换</s>
<time>1115_00:33:56,202 --> 00:33:58,002</time>
<s>而且我没有必要纠结</s>
<time>1116_00:33:58,362 --> 00:33:59,442</time>
<s>以前我还为了面子</s>
<time>1117_00:33:59,802 --> 00:34:01,242</time>
<s>还会勉强做点自己不喜欢的事</s>
<time>1118_00:34:01,602 --> 00:34:01,962</time>
<s>我现在都不去了</s>
<time>1119_00:34:02,682 --> 00:34:03,402</time>
<s>包括我做公司</s>
<time>1120_00:34:03,762 --> 00:34:04,842</time>
<s>我没有想做特别大</s>
<time>1121_00:34:05,202 --> 00:34:05,922</time>
<s>也没有想过</s>
<time>1122_00:34:06,282 --> 00:34:07,362</time>
<s>我要开多少家店</s>
<time>1123_00:34:08,082 --> 00:34:09,522</time>
<s>我们也就十几家店</s>
<time>1124_00:34:09,881 --> 00:34:10,602</time>
<s>这要在中国</s>
<time>1125_00:34:10,962 --> 00:34:12,762</time>
<s>以咱们中国发展的速度</s>
<time>1126_00:34:13,122 --> 00:34:13,482</time>
<s>那起码</s>
<time>1127_00:34:13,842 --> 00:34:14,922</time>
<s>怎么也要</s>
<time>1128_00:34:15,282 --> 00:34:16,362</time>
<s>一两百家店的吧</s>
<time>1129_00:34:16,721 --> 00:34:17,442</time>
<s>就是很多人来说</s>
<time>1130_00:34:17,802 --> 00:34:19,242</time>
<s>我要给你开一百家店什么的</s>
<time>1131_00:34:19,962 --> 00:34:20,322</time>
<s>我有时候急了</s>
<time>1132_00:34:20,682 --> 00:34:21,761</time>
<s>我就说我不缺钱</s>
<time>1133_00:34:22,842 --> 00:34:24,642</time>
<s>我就要做这种小而美的这种</s>
<time>1134_00:34:26,082 --> 00:34:26,442</time>
<s>品牌</s>
<time>1135_00:34:26,802 --> 00:34:27,882</time>
<s>然后我就服务好</s>
<time>1136_00:34:28,241 --> 00:34:29,681</time>
<s>我的这一部分客群就足够了</s>
<time>1137_00:34:30,042 --> 00:34:31,122</time>
<s>就满足了</s>
<time>1138_00:34:31,482 --> 00:34:31,842</time>
<s>不是每个人</s>
<time>1139_00:34:32,201 --> 00:34:34,721</time>
<s>都可以做自己喜欢的事情</s>
<time>1140_00:34:35,442 --> 00:34:36,522</time>
<s>还不要说成功不成功</s>
<time>1141_00:34:37,602 --> 00:34:39,402</time>
<s>我觉得找到自己喜欢的事情</s>
<time>1142_00:34:39,762 --> 00:34:41,562</time>
<s>去尝试实现自己的自我价值</s>
<time>1143_00:34:41,922 --> 00:34:43,362</time>
<s>那就是人生的一个大幸事</s>
<time>1144_00:34:44,082 --> 00:34:44,442</time>
<s>这样子</s>
<time>1145_00:34:45,522 --> 00:34:47,321</time>
<s>其实一个人找到真的自己</s>
<time>1146_00:34:48,042 --> 00:34:48,402</time>
<s>其实挺难的</s>
<time>1147_00:34:48,762 --> 00:34:49,482</time>
<s>大部分人有点害怕</s>
<time>1148_00:34:50,201 --> 00:34:51,282</time>
<s>你等于要把以前的东西</s>
<time>1149_00:34:51,642 --> 00:34:52,362</time>
<s>全部放弃</s>
<time>1150_00:34:52,722 --> 00:34:53,082</time>
<s>而且这个能不能成</s>
<time>1151_00:34:53,442 --> 00:34:54,162</time>
<s>是不知道的</s>
<time>1152_00:34:54,522 --> 00:34:56,682</time>
<s>但我就觉得必须得去找到</s>
<time>1153_00:34:57,402 --> 00:34:58,842</time>
<s>意识到这点这么重要的</s>
<time>1154_00:35:01,002 --> 00:35:02,082</time>
<s>演那个电影</s>
<time>1155_00:35:05,322 --> 00:35:06,042</time>
<s>拍《面纱》我就觉得</s>
<time>1156_00:35:06,402 --> 00:35:07,482</time>
<s>我真的不适合演戏</s>
<time>1157_00:35:07,842 --> 00:35:08,922</time>
<s>大部分时间都在等</s>
<time>1158_00:35:10,002 --> 00:35:10,721</time>
<s>以前不懂的时候觉得</s>
<time>1159_00:35:11,082 --> 00:35:11,802</time>
<s>拍戏</s>
<time>1160_00:35:12,162 --> 00:35:13,241</time>
<s>就能拍很久</s>
<time>1161_00:35:13,602 --> 00:35:13,962</time>
<s>后来你才发现</s>
<time>1162_00:35:14,322 --> 00:35:15,402</time>
<s>拍戏原来是</s>
<time>1163_00:35:15,762 --> 00:35:16,842</time>
<s>搞了半天打了灯</s>
<time>1164_00:35:17,201 --> 00:35:17,562</time>
<s>拍一分钟</s>
<time>1165_00:35:17,922 --> 00:35:18,642</time>
<s>好接着再等</s>
<time>1166_00:35:19,002 --> 00:35:20,442</time>
<s>然后又折腾来折腾去</s>
<time>1167_00:35:20,802 --> 00:35:21,162</time>
<s>换场景什么的</s>
<time>1168_00:35:21,522 --> 00:35:22,962</time>
<s>然后再去又拍了一两分钟</s>
<time>1169_00:35:23,682 --> 00:35:24,402</time>
<s>我就觉得</s>
<time>1170_00:35:25,482 --> 00:35:26,922</time>
<s>原来拍戏是这样的就说</s>
<time>1171_00:35:28,002 --> 00:35:28,362</time>
<s>但是</s>
<time>1172_00:35:29,802 --> 00:35:30,162</time>
<s>就因为这样子</s>
<time>1173_00:35:30,522 --> 00:35:32,322</time>
<s>认识了爱德华·诺顿</s>
<time>1174_00:35:33,402 --> 00:35:34,842</time>
<s>他就是说</s>
<time>1175_00:35:35,201 --> 00:35:35,922</time>
<s>我特别吃惊的是</s>
<time>1176_00:35:36,282 --> 00:35:38,802</time>
<s>他能跟我讲中文里面的</s>
<time>1177_00:35:40,602 --> 00:35:43,482</time>
<s>这种你让外国人区分太难了</s>
<time>1178_00:35:44,201 --> 00:35:45,282</time>
<s>一把钥匙</s>
<time>1179_00:35:45,642 --> 00:35:46,722</time>
<s>一匹马</s>
<time>1180_00:35:47,082 --> 00:35:47,442</time>
<s>就是这种的</s>
<time>1181_00:35:47,802 --> 00:35:48,522</time>
<s>他这么厉害啊</s>
<time>1182_00:35:49,602 --> 00:35:50,682</time>
<s>他就是为了电影好</s>
<time>1183_00:35:51,042 --> 00:35:51,762</time>
<s>专门学这个</s>
<time>1184_00:35:52,482 --> 00:35:52,842</time>
<s>电影拍完</s>
<time>1185_00:35:53,201 --> 00:35:53,922</time>
<s>然后我们去酒吧喝酒</s>
<time>1186_00:35:54,281 --> 00:35:54,642</time>
<s>然后</s>
<time>1187_00:35:55,362 --> 00:35:56,802</time>
<s>他就一直在那里说</s>
<time>1188_00:35:57,162 --> 00:35:58,962</time>
<s>他跟我们讲中国的历史</s>
<time>1189_00:35:59,322 --> 00:36:00,042</time>
<s>然后我就跟夏雨说</s>
<time>1190_00:36:00,402 --> 00:36:00,762</time>
<s>我说我的妈呀</s>
<time>1191_00:36:01,122 --> 00:36:01,842</time>
<s>他怎么那么能说</s>
<time>1192_00:36:02,201 --> 00:36:04,002</time>
<s>都说了两个小时了</s>
<time>1193_00:36:04,361 --> 00:36:04,721</time>
<s>都不带停的</s>
<time>1194_00:36:05,802 --> 00:36:07,602</time>
<s>我说就感觉他在给我们在上课</s>
<time>1195_00:36:07,962 --> 00:36:08,322</time>
<s>你知道吗</s>
<time>1196_00:36:09,402 --> 00:36:10,122</time>
<s>真的当时</s>
<time>1197_00:36:10,482 --> 00:36:12,282</time>
<s>那我是很不愿意跟他聊</s>
<time>1198_00:36:13,002 --> 00:36:14,082</time>
<s>但是后来你想想</s>
<time>1199_00:36:14,442 --> 00:36:16,242</time>
<s>为了自己喜欢的事情</s>
<time>1200_00:36:18,042 --> 00:36:18,762</time>
<s>我就觉得他很幸福</s>
<time>1201_00:36:53,682 --> 00:36:54,402</time>
<s>我们还有四分钟</s>
<time>1202_00:36:55,122 --> 00:36:55,482</time>
<s>我来看下这个</s>
<time>1203_00:36:58,722 --> 00:37:00,162</time>
<s>拉链扣上了吗两边</s>
<time>1204_00:37:04,482 --> 00:37:06,281</time>
<s>谁有别针呀</s>
<time>1205_00:37:06,642 --> 00:37:07,002</time>
<s>别针有吗</s>
<time>1206_00:37:11,682 --> 00:37:12,042</time>
<s>好</s>
<time>1207_00:37:14,562 --> 00:37:15,281</time>
<s>姑娘们</s>
<time>1208_00:37:16,362 --> 00:37:16,722</time>
<s>迈开步子啊</s>
<time>1209_00:37:17,082 --> 00:37:18,522</time>
<s>大步走要使劲</s>
<time>1210_00:37:41,202 --> 00:37:41,562</time>
<s>游</s>
<time>1211_00:38:12,882 --> 00:38:14,322</time>
<s>不满意的地方挺多的</s>
<time>1212_00:38:19,362 --> 00:38:20,082</time>
<s>衣服没穿好啦</s>
<time>1213_00:38:20,442 --> 00:38:21,522</time>
<s>节奏没掌控好啦</s>
<time>1214_00:38:21,882 --> 00:38:22,602</time>
<s>那个</s>
<time>1215_00:38:23,682 --> 00:38:25,122</time>
<s>什么东西搞错了呀</s>
<time>1216_00:38:26,562 --> 00:38:26,922</time>
<s>就这些吧</s>
<time>1217_00:38:29,442 --> 00:38:30,522</time>
<s>你这次最想表达什么呢</s>
<time>1218_00:38:32,681 --> 00:38:34,122</time>
<s>我觉得就是在这种</s>
<time>1219_00:38:35,922 --> 00:38:37,002</time>
<s>疫情时代</s>
<time>1220_00:38:37,361 --> 00:38:39,162</time>
<s>大家隔离了</s>
<time>1221_00:38:39,522 --> 00:38:40,242</time>
<s>两个月的时候</s>
<time>1222_00:38:40,602 --> 00:38:41,322</time>
<s>哪怕是出去走一走</s>
<time>1223_00:38:41,681 --> 00:38:42,402</time>
<s>你都觉得是美好的</s>
<time>1224_00:38:44,922 --> 00:38:46,721</time>
<s>不就是为了追求美好的东西</s>
<time>1225_00:38:47,802 --> 00:38:48,522</time>
<s>这个时候我觉得</s>
<time>1226_00:38:48,882 --> 00:38:49,962</time>
<s>就更应该讲究</s>
<time>1227_00:38:54,281 --> 00:38:55,362</time>
<s>那我是不是把那个</s>
<time>1228_00:38:56,442 --> 00:38:57,162</time>
<s>音乐做得好点</s>
<time>1229_00:38:57,882 --> 00:38:59,322</time>
<s>视频做得好点</s>
<time>1230_00:39:00,042 --> 00:39:00,762</time>
<s>它就是一个氛围</s>
<time>1231_00:39:01,842 --> 00:39:02,922</time>
<s>它就是一个记忆</s>
<time>1232_00:39:04,722 --> 00:39:06,162</time>
<s>因为什么东西</s>
<time>1233_00:39:06,522 --> 00:39:07,602</time>
<s>都是昙花一现嘛</s>
<time>1234_00:39:09,762 --> 00:39:10,482</time>
<s>最终（留在）心里头</s>
<time>1235_00:39:11,202 --> 00:39:12,282</time>
<s>最美的东西就是记忆啊</s>
<time>1236_00:39:13,722 --> 00:39:14,442</time>
<s>对吧</s>
<time>1237_00:39:49,722 --> 00:40:14,562</time>
<s>有看待方式。”</s><s>＊许知远</s>
