<time>442_00:13:31,122 --> 00:13:31,842</time>
<s>我再找形式让这个视频</s>
<time>443_00:13:32,202 --> 00:13:32,922</time>
<s>变得更有趣一些</s>
<time>444_00:13:33,282 --> 00:13:34,722</time>
<s>那或者你看到新的形式</s>
<time>445_00:13:35,082 --> 00:13:35,442</time>
<s>你看抖音或者什么</s>
<time>446_00:13:36,522 --> 00:13:37,602</time>
<s>它是什么让你觉得你</s>
<time>447_00:13:37,962 --> 00:13:38,322</time>
<s>无法进入呢</s>
<time>448_00:13:38,682 --> 00:13:39,042</time>
<s>会是什么</s>
<time>449_00:13:40,482 --> 00:13:41,562</time>
<s>什么阻碍了呢</s>
<time>450_00:13:41,922 --> 00:13:42,642</time>
<s>因为它这个里面</s>
<time>451_00:13:43,002 --> 00:13:43,722</time>
<s>就是它是一个新形式</s>
<time>452_00:13:44,442 --> 00:13:45,522</time>
<s>但它都是旧内容</s>
<time>453_00:13:45,882 --> 00:13:46,602</time>
<s>就是我看有很多</s>
<time>454_00:13:46,962 --> 00:13:47,682</time>
<s>会觉得这不就是</s>
<time>455_00:13:48,042 --> 00:13:48,402</time>
<s>小品吗</s>
<time>456_00:13:48,762 --> 00:13:50,202</time>
<s>或者这不就是以前的那个</s>
<time>457_00:13:50,562 --> 00:13:50,922</time>
<s>笑话百科</s>
<time>458_00:13:51,282 --> 00:13:52,722</time>
<s>我把笑话百科演一遍吗</s>
<time>459_00:13:53,442 --> 00:13:54,162</time>
<s>就它都是旧的东西</s>
<time>460_00:13:54,882 --> 00:13:56,322</time>
<s>它都是你不想要的内容</s>
<time>461_00:13:57,042 --> 00:13:58,122</time>
<s>但是它如果说</s>
<time>462_00:13:58,482 --> 00:13:59,922</time>
<s>说得非常的细节的话</s>
<time>463_00:14:00,282 --> 00:14:01,362</time>
<s>就它的时间更短了</s>
<time>464_00:14:01,722 --> 00:14:02,082</time>
<s>更碎片</s>
<time>465_00:14:02,442 --> 00:14:02,802</time>
<s>非常非常碎</s>
<time>466_00:14:03,522 --> 00:14:04,602</time>
<s>那你现在回忆起来</s>
<time>467_00:14:04,962 --> 00:14:05,322</time>
<s>你刚出来的时候</s>
<time>468_00:14:05,682 --> 00:14:06,402</time>
<s>你觉得你们那个是</s>
<time>469_00:14:06,762 --> 00:14:07,842</time>
<s>一个旧内容还是新内容</s>
<time>470_00:14:09,642 --> 00:14:10,722</time>
<s>加了个新形式而已</s>
<time>471_00:14:11,442 --> 00:14:12,522</time>
<s>我觉得它</s>
<time>472_00:14:12,882 --> 00:14:13,962</time>
<s>不是新内容</s>
<time>473_00:14:14,322 --> 00:14:15,402</time>
<s>我也不觉得它是新形式</s>
<time>474_00:14:16,482 --> 00:14:17,922</time>
<s>因为在我之前是</s>
<time>475_00:14:18,282 --> 00:14:19,002</time>
<s>我其实看到</s>
<time>476_00:14:19,362 --> 00:14:21,162</time>
<s>别的地方有人拍短视频</s>
<time>477_00:14:21,882 --> 00:14:22,602</time>
<s>国内国外的都有</s>
<time>478_00:14:22,962 --> 00:14:24,762</time>
<s>我觉得那这个我也可以</s>
<time>479_00:14:25,122 --> 00:14:26,202</time>
<s>一直都觉得我很好笑</s>
<time>480_00:14:29,082 --> 00:14:29,802</time>
<s>我为什么不让更多人</s>
<time>481_00:14:30,162 --> 00:14:30,882</time>
<s>看到我好笑呢</s>
<time>482_00:15:00,402 --> 00:15:01,122</time>
<s>是挺逗的</s>
<time>483_00:15:01,842 --> 00:15:03,282</time>
<s>对就是她的第一反应是解构</s>
<time>484_00:15:03,642 --> 00:15:05,802</time>
<s>但是她马上又来搞笑</s>
<time>485_00:15:06,162 --> 00:15:07,962</time>
<s>把这个东西一下就化解了</s>
<time>486_00:15:08,322 --> 00:15:09,042</time>
<s>她解构</s>
<time>487_00:15:09,402 --> 00:15:10,842</time>
<s>她其实是说了真话</s>
<time>488_00:15:11,202 --> 00:15:12,642</time>
<s>她是把假解构了</s>
<time>489_00:15:13,362 --> 00:15:14,802</time>
<s>她的这个搞笑的点</s>
<time>490_00:15:15,882 --> 00:15:16,602</time>
<s>看似粗糙</s>
<time>491_00:15:16,962 --> 00:15:18,402</time>
<s>其实非常准确</s>
<time>492_00:15:18,762 --> 00:15:20,202</time>
<s>所以我觉得她是</s>
<time>493_00:15:20,922 --> 00:15:22,002</time>
<s>是主动性的</s>
<time>494_00:15:22,722 --> 00:15:23,442</time>
<s>但我发现papi酱其实</s>
<time>495_00:15:23,802 --> 00:15:24,882</time>
<s>她的故事没有被呈现</s>
<time>496_00:15:25,242 --> 00:15:26,682</time>
<s>她是有很多陌生感的</s>
<time>497_00:15:27,042 --> 00:15:27,762</time>
<s>她看起来那幺熟悉</s>
<time>498_00:15:28,122 --> 00:15:29,562</time>
<s>但其实是非常陌生的一个人</s>
<time>499_00:15:38,202 --> 00:15:38,562</time>
<s>你来过这儿吗记默了。</s>
<time>500_00:15:38,922 --> 00:15:39,282</time>
<s>了我没有来过够沉默了。</s>
<time>501_00:15:39,642 --> 00:15:40,002</time>
<s>了，我能多英饿了，我能够记默了。</s>
<time>502_00:15:40,722 --> 00:15:41,802</time>
<s>你进来你现在这种感觉</s>
<time>503_00:15:42,162 --> 00:15:43,602</time>
<s>还是挺有点大姐大的感觉</s>
<time>504_00:15:44,682 --> 00:15:45,402</time>
<s>因为一种我不知道</s>
<time>505_00:15:45,762 --> 00:15:46,482</time>
<s>我来干什么的</s>
<time>506_00:15:46,842 --> 00:15:47,922</time>
<s>对那种环视四周</s>
<time>507_00:15:48,282 --> 00:15:49,002</time>
<s>然后穿着黑衣服</s>
<time>508_00:15:50,082 --> 00:15:50,442</time>
<s>我今天在家里面</s>
<time>509_00:15:50,802 --> 00:15:51,522</time>
<s>搭配了很长时间</s>
<time>510_00:15:51,882 --> 00:15:52,602</time>
<s>我实在是找不到一件</s>
<time>511_00:15:52,962 --> 00:15:53,682</time>
<s>合适的衣服</s>
<time>512_00:15:55,842 --> 00:15:56,922</time>
<s>我不会买衣服</s>
<time>513_00:15:57,642 --> 00:15:58,362</time>
<s>你知道这地儿吗</s>
<time>514_00:15:58,722 --> 00:15:59,802</time>
<s>他们跟我说了</s>
<time>515_00:16:00,162 --> 00:16:00,522</time>
<s>我还真不知道</s>
<time>516_00:16:00,882 --> 00:16:01,602</time>
<s>沉浸式的剧场</s>
<time>517_00:16:03,042 --> 00:16:03,402</time>
<s>我来看过一次</s>
<time>518_00:16:03,762 --> 00:16:04,842</time>
<s>然后那个任何地方</s>
<time>519_00:16:05,202 --> 00:16:06,642</time>
<s>都可以成为那个舞台</s>
<time>520_00:16:07,362 --> 00:16:07,722</time>
<s>。</s><s>激</s>
<time>521_00:16:08,082 --> 00:16:08,802</time>
<s>蛮好玩的</s>
<time>522_00:16:09,162 --> 00:16:09,522</time>
<s>他们挂了这些</s>
<time>523_00:16:09,882 --> 00:16:10,962</time>
<s>是不是特别中戏人的感觉</s>
<time>524_00:16:11,682 --> 00:16:12,402</time>
<s>但我都不认识</s>
<time>525_00:16:12,762 --> 00:16:13,122</time>
<s>我一个都不认识</s>
<time>526_00:16:14,202 --> 00:16:15,282</time>
<s>这种画贴在上面就给人家一种</s>
<time>527_00:16:16,362 --> 00:16:16,722</time>
<s>你不认识吧</s>
<time>528_00:16:18,522 --> 00:16:19,602</time>
<s>这种感觉</s>
<time>529_00:16:23,202 --> 00:16:23,922</time>
<s>我的咖啡为什么不来</s>
<time>530_00:16:25,362 --> 00:16:25,722</time>
<s>没有是吗</s>
<time>531_00:16:26,442 --> 00:16:26,802</time>
<s>醒醒我得</s>
<time>532_00:16:27,522 --> 00:16:28,602</time>
<s>早说我给您带一杯</s>
<time>533_00:16:28,962 --> 00:16:30,042</time>
<s>对忘了告诉你</s>
<time>534_00:16:30,762 --> 00:16:31,482</time>
<s>我头发好吗</s>
<time>535_00:16:32,202 --> 00:16:32,562</time>
<s>美吗</s>
<time>536_00:16:34,002 --> 00:16:34,362</time>
<s>美的</s>
<time>537_00:16:35,082 --> 00:16:35,802</time>
<s>这地方有一点点翘</s>
<time>538_00:16:37,602 --> 00:16:38,682</time>
<s>翘就翘吧</s>
<time>539_00:16:41,922 --> 00:16:42,282</time>
<s>捌饰到饰</s>
<time>540_00:16:45,882 --> 00:16:46,242</time>
<s>好啦已经很美了</s>
<time>541_00:16:48,042 --> 00:16:48,762</time>
<s>很难再更美了</s>
<time>542_00:16:54,162 --> 00:16:55,242</time>
<s>我找到这个给你看看</s>
<time>543_00:16:56,322 --> 00:16:56,682</time>
<s>复习一下</s>
<time>544_00:16:57,042 --> 00:16:58,482</time>
<s>这是我的那个研究生的论文</s>
<time>545_00:16:58,842 --> 00:16:59,202</time>
<s>复习下</s>
<time>546_00:16:59,922 --> 00:17:00,642</time>
<s>这个我们</s>
<time>547_00:17:01,722 --> 00:17:02,442</time>
<s>没有什么技术含量</s>
<time>548_00:17:03,522 --> 00:17:04,242</time>
<s>这样说也不好</s>
<time>549_00:17:04,602 --> 00:17:05,321</time>
<s>写得很流畅的</s>
<time>550_00:17:08,202 --> 00:17:09,642</time>
<s>我从反正进大学开始</s>
<time>551_00:17:10,362 --> 00:17:11,442</time>
<s>我们丁老师他一直都说</s>
<time>552_00:17:11,802 --> 00:17:12,882</time>
<s>你写东西呢洋洋洒酒</s>
<time>553_00:17:13,242 --> 00:17:13,962</time>
<s>没有重点</s>
<time>554_00:17:15,402 --> 00:17:16,482</time>
<s>然后写论文就</s>
<time>555_00:17:16,842 --> 00:17:17,922</time>
<s>比较痛苦</s>
<time>556_00:17:18,282 --> 00:17:19,361</time>
<s>但是我们这个论文</s>
<time>557_00:17:19,722 --> 00:17:20,442</time>
<s>其实比较好写</s>
<time>558_00:17:20,802 --> 00:17:21,882</time>
<s>需要引经据典的东西很少</s>
<time>559_00:17:22,242 --> 00:17:23,322</time>
<s>主要是结合你自己的</s>
<time>560_00:17:23,682 --> 00:17:24,402</time>
<s>研究生剧目</s>
<time>561_00:17:24,761 --> 00:17:25,482</time>
<s>等于是说你这个</s>
<time>562_00:17:25,842 --> 00:17:26,922</time>
<s>导演构思是怎么做的</s>
<time>563_00:17:27,282 --> 00:17:28,362</time>
<s>还是有一些引经据典的</s>
<time>564_00:17:28,722 --> 00:17:29,442</time>
<s>包括里面提到</s>
<time>565_00:17:29,802 --> 00:17:30,522</time>
<s>有几个我挺感兴趣的</s>
<time>566_00:17:30,882 --> 00:17:31,242</time>
<s>好可怕哦</s>
<time>567_00:17:31,601 --> 00:17:32,682</time>
<s>我现在像一个导师一样</s>
<time>568_00:17:33,042 --> 00:17:34,482</time>
<s>我考考你的论文</s>
<time>569_00:17:34,842 --> 00:17:35,202</time>
<s>答一下得</s>
<time>570_00:17:35,561 --> 00:17:37,002</time>
<s>答不上来能怎么地</s>
<time>571_00:17:37,362 --> 00:17:38,802</time>
<s>包括你从戏剧开始引入</s>
<time>572_00:17:39,162 --> 00:17:39,522</time>
<s>洪晟到底是怎么回事</s>
<time>573_00:17:39,882 --> 00:17:40,602</time>
<s>我都不太了解他</s>
<time>574_00:17:40,962 --> 00:17:41,322</time>
<s>我也忘了</s>
<time>575_00:17:42,762 --> 00:17:43,122</time>
<s>我那会儿全都是</s>
<time>576_00:17:43,482 --> 00:17:44,922</time>
<s>靠着研究生时候考学</s>
<time>577_00:17:45,282 --> 00:17:46,002</time>
<s>看的一些东西（写的）</s>
<time>578_00:17:46,361 --> 00:17:47,442</time>
<s>对我记得最早也是</s>
<time>579_00:17:47,802 --> 00:17:48,162</time>
<s>《黑奴吁天录》</s>
<time>580_00:17:48,522 --> 00:17:49,602</time>
<s>（话剧）进入中国那时候</s>
<time>581_00:17:49,962 --> 00:17:50,682</time>
<s>对那时候</s>
<time>582_00:17:51,042 --> 00:17:51,762</time>
<s>然后你提到英若诚</s>
<time>583_00:17:52,482 --> 00:17:53,202</time>
<s>口语化简练</s>
<time>584_00:17:53,562 --> 00:17:53,922</time>
<s>对</s>
<time>585_00:17:54,282 --> 00:17:55,722</time>
<s>他是给阿瑟米勒（剧作家）</s>
<time>586_00:17:56,082 --> 00:17:56,802</time>
<s>做翻译还是</s>
<time>587_00:17:57,162 --> 00:17:57,521</time>
<s>翻译</s>
<time>588_00:17:57,882 --> 00:17:58,962</time>
<s>所以把英若诚写的那些（书）</s>
<time>589_00:17:59,322 --> 00:18:00,042</time>
<s>给看了</s>
<time>590_00:18:00,402 --> 00:18:01,482</time>
<s>就很经典</s>
<time>591_00:18:01,841 --> 00:18:03,282</time>
<s>是你最快能够</s>
<time>592_00:18:03,642 --> 00:18:04,722</time>
<s>理解到那个时候</s>
<time>593_00:18:05,082 --> 00:18:06,162</time>
<s>是怎么把这（话剧）引到中国来</s>
<time>594_00:18:06,522 --> 00:18:07,601</time>
<s>是怎么给它本土化</s>
<time>595_00:18:07,962 --> 00:18:08,682</time>
<s>他当时是怎么弄的</s>
<time>596_00:18:09,042 --> 00:18:10,122</time>
<s>那我们现在应该怎么弄</s>
<time>597_00:18:11,202 --> 00:18:12,642</time>
<s>那你怎么去给他们导这个戏呢</s>
<time>598_00:18:13,002 --> 00:18:14,082</time>
<s>就是正常导呀</s>
<time>599_00:18:14,441 --> 00:18:15,522</time>
<s>我不知道中戏怎么导</s>
<time>600_00:18:15,882 --> 00:18:16,962</time>
<s>你比如说那就是舞台</s>
<time>601_00:18:18,042 --> 00:18:18,401</time>
<s>怎么弄呢</s>
<time>602_00:18:18,762 --> 00:18:19,121</time>
<s>我们一开始是会</s>
<time>603_00:18:19,482 --> 00:18:20,562</time>
<s>比如说你在这儿你来</s>
<time>604_00:18:20,922 --> 00:18:22,002</time>
<s>我还蛮好奇的</s>
<time>605_00:18:22,362 --> 00:18:23,082</time>
<s>你是怎么</s>
<time>606_00:18:23,442 --> 00:18:24,161</time>
<s>怎么排呢</s>
<time>607_00:18:24,522 --> 00:18:24,882</time>
<s>就你怎么当导演呢</s>
<time>608_00:18:25,242 --> 00:18:25,602</time>
<s>还蛮好奇的</s>
<time>609_00:18:25,962 --> 00:18:27,401</time>
<s>我们是根据台词来的</s>
<time>610_00:18:27,762 --> 00:18:28,842</time>
<s>就第一句台词什么时候出</s>
<time>611_00:18:29,562 --> 00:18:30,642</time>
<s>比如说有一个人出现</s>
<time>612_00:18:31,362 --> 00:18:32,081</time>
<s>男的先坐着</s>
<time>613_00:18:32,802 --> 00:18:33,522</time>
<s>然后女的过来了</s>
<time>614_00:18:34,242 --> 00:18:34,962</time>
<s>那你们两个人的</s>
<time>615_00:18:35,322 --> 00:18:36,042</time>
<s>第一反应是什么</s>
<time>616_00:18:36,762 --> 00:18:38,202</time>
<s>我第二句台词什么时候出</s>
<time>617_00:18:38,562 --> 00:18:39,282</time>
<s>然后就一点一点</s>
<time>618_00:18:39,642 --> 00:18:40,361</time>
<s>一点一点啃</s>
<time>619_00:18:40,722 --> 00:18:41,442</time>
<s>跟演员一块啃</s>
<time>620_00:18:41,802 --> 00:18:42,522</time>
<s>那包括你在</s>
<time>621_00:18:42,882 --> 00:18:43,602</time>
<s>想这个剧本的时候</s>
<time>622_00:18:43,962 --> 00:18:45,042</time>
<s>你脑中是有画面的</s>
<time>623_00:18:45,402 --> 00:18:46,482</time>
<s>比如你自己在翻译也好</s>
<time>624_00:18:46,842 --> 00:18:47,562</time>
<s>在写这个剧本的时候</s>
<time>625_00:18:47,922 --> 00:18:49,002</time>
<s>我自己会做一些</s>
<time>626_00:18:49,362 --> 00:18:50,442</time>
<s>小的这种调度图</s>
<time>627_00:18:51,162 --> 00:18:52,242</time>
<s>但你实际还是得在</s>
<time>628_00:18:52,602 --> 00:18:52,962</time>
<s>演员排了之后</s>
<time>629_00:18:53,322 --> 00:18:54,762</time>
<s>你才知道你的调度图对不对</s>
<time>630_00:18:55,842 --> 00:18:56,922</time>
<s>因为我不是那种很牛的导演</s>
<time>631_00:18:57,642 --> 00:18:58,362</time>
<s>有一些很牛的导演是</s>
<time>632_00:18:58,722 --> 00:19:00,522</time>
<s>他画出来调度图就是准的</s>
<time>633_00:19:00,882 --> 00:19:01,242</time>
<s>演员就该按照它走</s>
<time>634_00:19:01,601 --> 00:19:02,322</time>
<s>那你自己在舞台上</s>
<time>635_00:19:02,681 --> 00:19:03,762</time>
<s>做演员是什么样子的</s>
<time>636_00:19:04,121 --> 00:19:05,202</time>
<s>我可</s>
<time>637_00:19:05,922 --> 00:19:07,361</time>
<s>可不想</s>
<time>638_00:19:07,722 --> 00:19:08,442</time>
<s>上舞台了</s>
<time>639_00:19:09,882 --> 00:19:10,601</time>
<s>我有几个同学</s>
<time>640_00:19:10,962 --> 00:19:11,322</time>
<s>你能看出来</s>
<time>641_00:19:11,682 --> 00:19:12,761</time>
<s>他们在候台的时候</s>
<time>642_00:19:13,122 --> 00:19:14,202</time>
<s>整个人是向往的</s>
<time>643_00:19:14,562 --> 00:19:16,002</time>
<s>来劲了是吧</s>
<time>644_00:19:16,362 --> 00:19:17,802</time>
<s>就真的想上去</s>
<time>645_00:19:18,162 --> 00:19:19,242</time>
<s>眼睛是放光的</s>
<time>646_00:19:19,962 --> 00:19:21,402</time>
<s>然后我跟老胡</s>
<time>647_00:19:22,121 --> 00:19:23,202</time>
<s>老胡是我老公</s>
<time>648_00:19:23,562 --> 00:19:24,281</time>
<s>我们两个人就在后台</s>
<time>649_00:19:24,641 --> 00:19:26,442</time>
<s>呀这一会儿几点了呀</s>
<time>650_00:19:26,802 --> 00:19:27,882</time>
<s>今天一会完事我们去哪儿</s>
<time>651_00:19:28,962 --> 00:19:29,321</time>
<s>我们俩是真的很想</s>
<time>652_00:19:29,682 --> 00:19:30,402</time>
<s>赶紧下去</s>
<time>653_00:19:32,202 --> 00:19:32,562</time>
<s>中戏每年</s>
<time>654_00:19:32,922 --> 00:19:34,002</time>
<s>本科是会有汇报（演出)的</s>
<time>655_00:19:34,362 --> 00:19:35,802</time>
<s>你的亲戚朋友都可以来看你</s>
<time>656_00:19:36,162 --> 00:19:37,242</time>
<s>我有一年腿折了</s>
<time>657_00:19:37,962 --> 00:19:38,682</time>
<s>然后我</s>
<time>658_00:19:39,042 --> 00:19:40,842</time>
<s>作为演员上的两个作业</s>
<time>659_00:19:41,201 --> 00:19:41,922</time>
<s>都得找别人演</s>
<time>660_00:19:42,282 --> 00:19:43,361</time>
<s>那年我就可高兴了</s>
<time>661_00:19:46,242 --> 00:19:47,322</time>
<s>那镜头呢后来</s>
<time>662_00:19:47,682 --> 00:19:48,401</time>
<s>一开始也不喜欢吧</s>
<time>663_00:19:49,122 --> 00:19:50,202</time>
<s>镜头现在就是习惯</s>
<time>664_00:19:50,922 --> 00:19:52,002</time>
<s>在镜头前面</s>
<time>665_00:19:52,362 --> 00:19:52,722</time>
<s>只要你想</s>
<time>666_00:19:53,081 --> 00:19:53,442</time>
<s>你是可以做自己的</s>
<time>667_00:19:54,522 --> 00:19:55,242</time>
<s>你在舞台上不可以</s>
<time>668_00:19:56,682 --> 00:19:58,122</time>
<s>我们中戏有一句话叫什么</s>
<time>669_00:19:58,482 --> 00:19:59,561</time>
<s>不要成为</s>
<time>670_00:19:59,922 --> 00:20:01,361</time>
<s>什么舞台中的自己</s>
<time>671_00:20:01,722 --> 00:20:03,161</time>
<s>而要成为什么什么</s>
<time>672_00:20:04,601 --> 00:20:05,682</time>
<s>那句话怎么说来着</s>
<time>673_00:20:06,042 --> 00:20:06,762</time>
<s>反正就是那个意思</s>
<time>674_00:20:08,202 --> 00:20:09,281</time>
<s>有意思</s>
<time>675_00:20:09,641 --> 00:20:10,002</time>
<s>所以中戏这几年</s>
<time>676_00:20:10,362 --> 00:20:11,082</time>
<s>还是挺神奇的</s>
<time>677_00:20:11,442 --> 00:20:12,162</time>
<s>中戏</s>
<time>678_00:20:12,522 --> 00:20:13,602</time>
<s>确实是一个很神奇的地方</s>
<time>679_00:20:13,962 --> 00:20:15,042</time>
<s>我很爱中戏</s>
<time>680_00:20:16,122 --> 00:20:17,562</time>
<s>你断断续续七年呢</s>
<time>681_00:20:18,282 --> 00:20:20,082</time>
<s>其实也是你人生的塑造时期</s>
<time>682_00:20:20,442 --> 00:20:20,802</time>
<s>某种意义上</s>
<time>683_00:20:21,522 --> 00:20:22,242</time>
<s>其实对我塑造</s>
<time>684_00:20:22,601 --> 00:20:24,042</time>
<s>我觉得是大学毕业之后的七年</s>
<time>685_00:20:24,402 --> 00:20:25,482</time>
<s>就是断档的那四年</s>
<time>686_00:20:25,842 --> 00:20:26,922</time>
<s>和研究生的那三年</s>
<time>687_00:20:28,362 --> 00:20:29,442</time>
<s>那七年对我是最重要的</s>
<time>688_00:20:29,802 --> 00:20:30,522</time>
<s>怎么说呢</s>
<time>689_00:20:34,121 --> 00:20:34,482</time>
<s>就首先</s>
<time>690_00:20:34,842 --> 00:20:35,202</time>
<s>我自己来</s>
<time>691_00:20:35,562 --> 00:20:35,922</time>
<s>谢谢谢谢</s>
<time>692_00:20:37,002 --> 00:20:37,362</time>
<s>就首先是</s>
<time>693_00:20:38,442 --> 00:20:39,522</time>
<s>我要拿个咖啡过来</s>
<time>694_00:20:39,882 --> 00:20:40,962</time>
<s>我发现坐这儿挺舒服</s>
<time>695_00:20:41,322 --> 00:20:42,042</time>
<s>比那个舒服点儿</s>
<time>696_00:20:43,482 --> 00:20:44,201</time>
<s>是吗</s>
<time>697_00:20:44,562 --> 00:20:44,922</time>
<s>坐两分钟吧</s>
<time>698_00:20:45,641 --> 00:20:46,002</time>
<s>因为我一个地方</s>
<time>699_00:20:46,362 --> 00:20:47,082</time>
<s>时间长了坐不住</s>
<time>700_00:20:47,802 --> 00:20:48,522</time>
<s>是吗对</s>
<time>701_00:20:49,962 --> 00:20:51,042</time>
<s>你就特别坐得住我发现</s>
<time>702_00:20:52,842 --> 00:20:53,202</time>
<s>激</s>
<time>703_00:20:54,282 --> 00:20:56,082</time>
<s>对你说这四年怎么讲</s>
<time>704_00:20:56,441 --> 00:20:57,522</time>
<s>那四年空挡</s>
<time>705_00:20:58,602 --> 00:20:59,321</time>
<s>无所事事的四年</s>
<time>706_00:21:01,482 --> 00:21:02,202</time>
<s>我一开始觉得</s>
<time>707_00:21:03,282 --> 00:21:04,002</time>
<s>就回想起那几年</s>
<time>708_00:21:04,362 --> 00:21:05,081</time>
<s>我觉得很快乐</s>
<time>709_00:21:06,162 --> 00:21:07,962</time>
<s>每天就是半夜两三点</s>
<time>710_00:21:08,321 --> 00:21:09,042</time>
<s>躺在床上看漫画</s>
<time>711_00:21:09,401 --> 00:21:09,762</time>
<s>看美剧</s>
<time>712_00:21:10,842 --> 00:21:11,922</time>
<s>跟老胡去楼下</s>
<time>713_00:21:12,282 --> 00:21:14,802</time>
<s>吃陕西的面馆</s>
<time>714_00:21:15,522 --> 00:21:17,681</time>
<s>但我后来又仔细想了一想</s>
<time>715_00:21:18,401 --> 00:21:19,482</time>
<s>那几年还是有</s>
<time>716_00:21:19,842 --> 00:21:20,922</time>
<s>很仿的时候</s>
<time>717_00:21:21,282 --> 00:21:22,002</time>
<s>还是有很迷的时候</s>
<time>718_00:21:22,361 --> 00:21:22,722</time>
<s>有焦灼的时候吧</s>
<time>719_00:21:23,081 --> 00:21:24,521</time>
<s>就是你不知道自己要做什么</s>
<time>720_00:21:25,962 --> 00:21:26,682</time>
<s>真的也得亏是有</s>
<time>721_00:21:27,402 --> 00:21:28,122</time>
<s>老胡赚钱来养我</s>
<time>722_00:21:29,562 --> 00:21:30,641</time>
<s>不然我也不知道自己能</s>
<time>723_00:21:31,002 --> 00:21:31,722</time>
<s>能怎样了</s>
<time>724_00:21:32,442 --> 00:21:32,802</time>
<s>包括2010年</s>
<time>725_00:21:33,162 --> 00:21:33,522</time>
<s>那时候查出来</s>
<time>726_00:21:34,242 --> 00:21:34,962</time>
<s>身体里长了一个囊肿</s>
<time>727_00:21:36,402 --> 00:21:37,121</time>
<s>也有很恐惧的时候</s>
<time>728_00:21:38,202 --> 00:21:39,282</time>
<s>就它其实那段时间</s>
<time>729_00:21:39,641 --> 00:21:40,362</time>
<s>什么样的感受都有</s>
<time>730_00:21:40,722 --> 00:21:41,801</time>
<s>就什么样的这个</s>
<time>731_00:21:42,162 --> 00:21:42,522</time>
<s>心理都有</s>
<time>732_00:21:43,242 --> 00:21:44,322</time>
<s>你自己寞冥之中会觉得</s>
<time>733_00:21:44,682 --> 00:21:45,402</time>
<s>那四年对你很重要</s>
<time>734_00:21:45,762 --> 00:21:46,842</time>
<s>但你其实现在还琢磨不透</s>
<time>735_00:21:47,202 --> 00:21:49,002</time>
<s>那四年对你到底意味着什么</s>
<time>736_00:21:49,722 --> 00:21:50,802</time>
<s>所以你会经常想起</s>
<time>737_00:21:51,162 --> 00:21:52,242</time>
<s>那四年的时光是吗</s>
<time>738_00:21:52,602 --> 00:21:53,322</time>
<s>会那四年</s>
<time>739_00:21:53,682 --> 00:21:54,042</time>
<s>包括研究生</s>
<time>740_00:21:54,402 --> 00:21:55,122</time>
<s>我感觉我</s>
<time>741_00:21:55,482 --> 00:21:56,922</time>
<s>出名之前的所有时光</s>
<time>742_00:21:58,362 --> 00:21:58,722</time>
<s>就从我来北京</s>
<time>743_00:21:59,802 --> 00:22:00,162</time>
<s>到我出名前</s>
<time>744_00:22:00,522 --> 00:22:01,242</time>
<s>我都时不时会想到</s>
<time>745_00:22:08,442 --> 00:22:09,882</time>
<s>2021年度微博红人机构</s>
<time>746_00:22:10,962 --> 00:22:11,322</time>
<s>她来了是吗</s>
<time>747_00:22:12,762 --> 00:22:13,842</time>
<s>许老师很高兴认识您</s>
<time>748_00:22:14,562 --> 00:22:14,922</time>
<s>怎么这么客气</s>
<time>749_00:22:15,282 --> 00:22:15,642</time>
<s>没有没有</s>
<time>750_00:22:16,722 --> 00:22:17,442</time>
<s>你跟屏幕上</s>
<time>751_00:22:17,802 --> 00:22:18,522</time>
<s>有点不太一样</s>
<time>752_00:22:18,882 --> 00:22:19,242</time>
<s>更瘦对吧</s>
<time>753_00:22:19,962 --> 00:22:20,682</time>
<s>更好看了</s>
<time>754_00:22:22,122 --> 00:22:22,842</time>
<s>那个解释系统很充分</s>
<time>755_00:22:23,202 --> 00:22:23,922</time>
<s>都解释完了</s>
<time>756_00:22:26,442 --> 00:22:27,162</time>
<s>我就是不上镜</s>
<time>757_00:22:27,522 --> 00:22:28,602</time>
<s>我原来是演员</s>
<time>758_00:22:28,962 --> 00:22:29,322</time>
<s>我知道你不是童星吗</s>
<time>759_00:22:29,682 --> 00:22:30,401</time>
<s>你不是秀兰·邓波吗</s>
<time>760_00:22:31,842 --> 00:22:32,561</time>
<s>没有没有</s>
<time>761_00:22:33,282 --> 00:22:34,002</time>
<s>做演员这条路</s>
<time>762_00:22:34,362 --> 00:22:36,162</time>
<s>始终没有做到特别好的程度</s>
<time>763_00:22:38,682 --> 00:22:39,042</time>
<s>那时候你</s>
<time>764_00:22:39,402 --> 00:22:40,842</time>
<s>你对她最初什么印象</s>
<time>765_00:22:41,562 --> 00:22:42,642</time>
<s>上大学的时候就特别好</s>
<time>766_00:22:43,002 --> 00:22:43,722</time>
<s>因为我俩</s>
<time>767_00:22:44,081 --> 00:22:45,522</time>
<s>从个头然后到</s>
<time>768_00:22:45,882 --> 00:22:46,962</time>
<s>外貌都有点像</s>
<time>769_00:22:47,321 --> 00:22:48,402</time>
<s>是所以在大一的时候</s>
<time>770_00:22:48,762 --> 00:22:49,842</time>
<s>老师和同学</s>
<time>771_00:22:50,202 --> 00:22:50,922</time>
<s>搞混是吗</s>
<time>772_00:22:51,282 --> 00:22:52,002</time>
<s>有的时候分不清我俩</s>
<time>773_00:22:52,361 --> 00:22:53,082</time>
<s>我是觉得我们那会儿</s>
<time>774_00:22:53,442 --> 00:22:54,162</time>
<s>排作业的感觉</s>
<time>775_00:22:54,522 --> 00:22:54,882</time>
<s>她就是</s>
<time>776_00:22:55,601 --> 00:22:57,402</time>
<s>有很多比较有意思的想法</s>
<time>777_00:22:57,762 --> 00:22:58,841</time>
<s>然后就觉得她</s>
<time>778_00:22:59,202 --> 00:23:00,282</time>
<s>永远是在餐桌上</s>
<time>779_00:23:00,642 --> 00:23:02,082</time>
<s>提供笑点的那个人</s>
<time>780_00:23:02,442 --> 00:23:02,802</time>
<s>这么突出啊</s>
<time>781_00:23:03,162 --> 00:23:04,242</time>
<s>就现在回想起来</s>
<time>782_00:23:04,602 --> 00:23:05,321</time>
<s>你会发现她的突出</s>
<time>783_00:23:05,682 --> 00:23:06,401</time>
<s>但是如果你</s>
<time>784_00:23:06,762 --> 00:23:07,482</time>
<s>不回想这件事</s>
<time>785_00:23:07,842 --> 00:23:08,202</time>
<s>你就只会觉得</s>
<time>786_00:23:08,562 --> 00:23:10,002</time>
<s>大家在一块儿挺舒服的</s>
<time>787_00:23:10,362 --> 00:23:11,082</time>
<s>那你觉得她</s>
<time>788_00:23:11,802 --> 00:23:13,241</time>
<s>这么多年最困难</s>
<time>789_00:23:13,601 --> 00:23:14,682</time>
<s>最艰难挣扎的时候</s>
<time>790_00:23:15,042 --> 00:23:15,762</time>
<s>是什么时候</s>
<time>791_00:23:16,122 --> 00:23:16,842</time>
<s>我觉得就是</s>
<time>792_00:23:17,202 --> 00:23:18,282</time>
<s>大学毕业到研究生</s>
<time>793_00:23:18,642 --> 00:23:19,362</time>
<s>中间那四年是吧</s>
<time>794_00:23:19,722 --> 00:23:20,802</time>
<s>对怎么讲呢</s>
<time>795_00:23:21,162 --> 00:23:23,322</time>
<s>因为那会儿其实她跟老胡</s>
<time>796_00:23:24,042 --> 00:23:25,841</time>
<s>虽然说大家毕业之后都没啥钱</s>
<time>797_00:23:26,562 --> 00:23:27,642</time>
<s>但是当时他们来讲</s>
<time>798_00:23:28,002 --> 00:23:28,722</time>
<s>可能更难一些</s>
<time>799_00:23:29,802 --> 00:23:30,522</time>
<s>也不知道</s>
<time>800_00:23:30,882 --> 00:23:31,962</time>
<s>自己未来应该干嘛</s>
<time>801_00:23:32,322 --> 00:23:33,042</time>
<s>当演员吗</s>
<time>802_00:23:33,402 --> 00:23:33,762</time>
<s>不太喜欢</s>
<time>803_00:23:34,121 --> 00:23:35,202</time>
<s>当导演吗</s>
<time>804_00:23:36,282 --> 00:23:37,361</time>
<s>也行也不行</s>
<time>805_00:23:37,722 --> 00:23:39,162</time>
<s>但是它太累了</s>
<time>806_00:23:39,522 --> 00:23:40,602</time>
<s>就是是她身体那个时候</s>
<time>807_00:23:40,962 --> 00:23:42,042</time>
<s>没有办法承受的</s>
<time>808_00:23:42,762 --> 00:23:44,202</time>
<s>当时我跟老胡应该是</s>
<time>809_00:23:44,562 --> 00:23:45,282</time>
<s>还在跟她说</s>
<time>810_00:23:45,641 --> 00:23:46,722</time>
<s>那你要不然当老师</s>
<time>811_00:23:47,082 --> 00:23:47,802</time>
<s>因为有寒暑假</s>
<time>812_00:23:48,522 --> 00:23:48,882</time>
<s>可以休息</s>
<time>813_00:23:49,242 --> 00:23:49,962</time>
<s>所以后来</s>
<time>814_00:23:50,322 --> 00:23:52,122</time>
<s>可能才慢慢去考了研究生</s>
<time>815_00:23:53,562 --> 00:23:55,722</time>
<s>最早对姜逸磊什么印象呢</s>
<time>816_00:23:56,802 --> 00:23:57,522</time>
<s>我俩是莫名其妙</s>
<time>817_00:23:57,882 --> 00:23:58,601</time>
<s>在大一 一上学</s>
<time>818_00:23:59,682 --> 00:24:00,402</time>
<s>就关系特别好</s>
<time>819_00:24:01,121 --> 00:24:01,482</time>
<s>那会儿我觉得</s>
<time>820_00:24:02,202 --> 00:24:02,922</time>
<s>这个女孩虽然有意思</s>
<time>821_00:24:03,282 --> 00:24:03,642</time>
<s>但得忍一忍</s>
<time>822_00:24:05,442 --> 00:24:05,802</time>
<s>要忍什么呢</s>
<time>823_00:24:06,162 --> 00:24:06,521</time>
<s>事儿太多</s>
<time>824_00:24:07,962 --> 00:24:09,402</time>
<s>我觉得真正特别走近</s>
<time>825_00:24:09,762 --> 00:24:10,842</time>
<s>应该是她考研那会儿</s>
<time>826_00:24:11,202 --> 00:24:11,562</time>
<s>有段时间我们住在</s>
<time>827_00:24:13,002 --> 00:24:14,082</time>
<s>我每天下班回家</s>
<time>828_00:24:14,442 --> 00:24:15,162</time>
<s>第一件事不是回自己家</s>
<time>829_00:24:15,521 --> 00:24:15,882</time>
<s>是去她家</s>
<time>830_00:24:16,242 --> 00:24:16,602</time>
<s>去混一混</s>
<time>831_00:24:16,962 --> 00:24:18,402</time>
<s>对每天晚上下班必去她家</s>
<time>832_00:24:19,122 --> 00:24:20,202</time>
<s>他们家等于变成你的居酒屋</s>
<time>833_00:24:20,922 --> 00:24:22,722</time>
<s>然后我那个时候不会意识到</s>
<time>834_00:24:23,082 --> 00:24:23,802</time>
<s>他俩会不会烦我</s>
<time>835_00:24:24,162 --> 00:24:25,601</time>
<s>我就来了怎么了</s>
<time>836_00:24:26,322 --> 00:24:27,042</time>
<s>她那个</s>
<time>837_00:24:27,401 --> 00:24:28,842</time>
<s>因为她中间空了四年时光</s>
<time>838_00:24:29,562 --> 00:24:30,642</time>
<s>你觉得那几年时光</s>
<time>839_00:24:31,002 --> 00:24:31,722</time>
<s>对她的(影响）</s>
<time>840_00:24:32,442 --> 00:24:33,882</time>
<s>她会跟你表达吗或者跟你</s>
<time>841_00:24:34,602 --> 00:24:35,682</time>
<s>讨论吗</s>
<time>842_00:24:36,042 --> 00:24:37,482</time>
<s>我觉得她在我面前</s>
<time>843_00:24:37,842 --> 00:24:39,282</time>
<s>很少释放脆弱</s>
<time>844_00:24:41,082 --> 00:24:41,442</time>
<s>你释放吗</s>
<time>845_00:24:41,802 --> 00:24:42,162</time>
<s>我释放</s>
<time>846_00:24:42,522 --> 00:24:43,601</time>
<s>你释放我是个</s>
<time>847_00:24:43,962 --> 00:24:44,321</time>
<s>很爱释放的人</s>
<time>848_00:24:44,682 --> 00:24:45,402</time>
<s>我印象很深</s>
<time>849_00:24:45,762 --> 00:24:46,482</time>
<s>其实在那四年</s>
<time>850_00:24:46,842 --> 00:24:48,282</time>
<s>有两件事其实是</s>
<time>851_00:24:48,641 --> 00:24:49,362</time>
<s>让我觉得</s>
<time>852_00:24:49,722 --> 00:24:50,442</time>
<s>这个朋友可以交一辈子</s>
<time>853_00:24:51,522 --> 00:24:53,322</time>
<s>就是我觉得我那几年</s>
<time>854_00:24:53,682 --> 00:24:54,402</time>
<s>也是</s>
<time>855_00:24:55,122 --> 00:24:56,202</time>
<s>也在努力工作的一个状态</s>
<time>856_00:24:56,922 --> 00:24:57,642</time>
<s>会有很多</s>
<time>857_00:24:58,002 --> 00:24:58,722</time>
<s>很不顺</s>
<time>858_00:24:59,082 --> 00:24:59,442</time>
<s>很抑郁的事</s>
<time>859_00:25:00,522 --> 00:25:00,882</time>
<s>然后</s>
<time>860_00:25:01,602 --> 00:25:02,682</time>
<s>白天我记得她把我叫出来</s>
<time>861_00:25:03,402 --> 00:25:03,762</time>
<s>说</s>
<time>862_00:25:04,122 --> 00:25:05,202</time>
<s>你一定要跟我去晒太阳</s>
<time>863_00:25:06,282 --> 00:25:07,362</time>
<s>然后在太阳底下</s>
<time>864_00:25:07,722 --> 00:25:08,442</time>
<s>带着我一起</s>
<time>865_00:25:08,802 --> 00:25:10,242</time>
<s>做那个什么操之类的运动</s>
<time>866_00:25:12,402 --> 00:25:13,482</time>
<s>对然后还有一次是</s>
<time>867_00:25:13,842 --> 00:25:14,562</time>
<s>她陪我出来吃饭</s>
<time>868_00:25:14,922 --> 00:25:16,002</time>
<s>吃完饭我说</s>
<time>869_00:25:16,362 --> 00:25:16,722</time>
<s>要不我们走回去吧</s>
<time>870_00:25:17,802 --> 00:25:18,162</time>
<s>就是她是一个</s>
<time>871_00:25:18,522 --> 00:25:19,242</time>
<s>特别不爱走路的人</s>
<time>872_00:25:20,322 --> 00:25:21,042</time>
<s>她竟然答应了</s>
<time>873_00:25:21,762 --> 00:25:23,202</time>
<s>我当时在那一刹那</s>
<time>874_00:25:23,922 --> 00:25:24,642</time>
<s>我觉得我就好了一点</s>
<time>875_00:25:26,802 --> 00:25:27,882</time>
<s>因为她从来不走路</s>
<time>876_00:25:28,602 --> 00:25:29,682</time>
<s>十分钟的路都要打车</s>
<time>877_00:25:30,402 --> 00:25:30,762</time>
<s>所以我觉得</s>
<time>878_00:25:31,122 --> 00:25:31,842</time>
<s>这两件事让我觉得</s>
<time>879_00:25:32,202 --> 00:25:33,282</time>
<s>她心底其实</s>
