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<s>五彩斑斓的城市，回家的路，我们都是迷途的游魂</s>
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<s>2022.03.12杭州</s>
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<s>大家好我叫勾食</s>
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<s>是一名独立漫画作者</s>
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<s>我不靠漫画挣钱</s>
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<s>但是我靠画漫画疗愈我自己</s>
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<s>我是从小就开始学美术的</s>
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<s>还是一个美术课代表</s>
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<s>小学时我们每周都需要分小组完成一份手抄报</s>
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<s>班上最坏的几个同学总是要挟着要和我一组</s>
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<s>他们就在一旁玩</s>
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<s>让我一个人画</s>
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<s>不过也因为这样</s>
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<s>我和他们的关系变得很好</s>
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<s>于是他们邀请我去看他们打群架</s>
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<s>我画了一张示意图</s>
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<s>两个单车骑手</s>
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<s>身后各站一个人</s>
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<s>手上拿着U型锁</s>
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<s>他们就像欧洲骑士那样对决对撞</s>
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<s>谁了谁倒地谁就输了</s>
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<s>他们这样打架是可以玩命的</s>
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<s>而我就是在这样的环境下长大的</s>
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<s>在很久之后我看了侯孝贤导演的一部电影</s>
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<s>《童年往事》</s>
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<s>里面有一幕是这样的</s>
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<s>母亲死了</s>
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<s>几个孩子聚在一起整理遗物</s>
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<s>但他们只发现了两个薄薄的本子</s>
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<s>一本是母亲的账本</s>
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<s>上面写着欠了谁谁谁家多少钱</s>
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<s>另外一本是过世父亲的自传</s>
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<s>写着他们当初来（中国)台湾的时候</s>
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<s>买的都是一些竹子做的便宜家具</s>
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<s>为的是以后回大陆的时候可以随时扔掉</s>
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<s>但他没有想到</s>
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<s>他的后代就这样在这里落了地生了根</s>
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<s>那时候我才知道</s>
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<s>原来故事是可以讲得这么闷的</s>
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<s>镜头是可以对准这些普通人的平凡生活的</s>
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<s>我也想要拍电影</s>
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<s>我想要拍我出生的那个南方小镇</s>
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<s>那个闷闷的我成长的街道</s>
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<s>我的少年时代</s>
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<s>但我想要一个人完成</s>
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<s>所以漫画对我来说就是一个人的电影</s>
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<s>现在和大家分享一下我的漫画</s>
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<s>《海绵里的青春》</s>
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<s>有很多外地人来这里建了厂</s>
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<s>就在农田的旁边</s>
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<s>沿着这条小路走下去</s>
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<s>只有一些零星的住户</s>
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<s>阿伟和他的好朋友是在这里出生长大的</s>
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<s>他们整天无所事事地游荡在这个小镇上</s>
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<s>左边这个是阿伟</s>
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<s>右边的我们姑且称他为好朋友</s>
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<s>他们拦下了一个中学生</s>
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<s>抢了他的漫画</s>
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<s>还有里面的零花钱</s>
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<s>这是我小时候看的《龙珠》漫画</s>
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<s>因为我被这样抢过</s>
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<s>所以就画了下来</s>
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<s>然后他们跑去士多店买烟</s>
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<s>一个负责买烟</s>
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<s>一个负责偷东西</s>
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<s>但他们觉得还是很无聊</s>
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<s>于是他们去机厅玩游戏了</s>
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<s>玩的是PS2的龙珠游戏</s>
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<s>玩到了太阳下山</s>
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<s>他们回家吃饭</s>
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<s>约了晚上再见</s>
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<s>回到了家</s>
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<s>饭菜都凉了</s>
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<s>罩了起来</s>
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<s>母亲问他</s>
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<s>有去上补习班吗</s>
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<s>加把劲争取明年考上去</s>
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<s>这里我们可以猜到</s>
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<s>阿伟他复读了</s>
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<s>或者说他逃学了</s>
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<s>他还和别人打了一架</s>
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<s>耳朵上包了纱布</s>
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<s>眉毛也被划了一道</s>
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<s>他没有去回应母亲的话</s>
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<s>回到了自己的房间</s>
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<s>拿了一本书塞到书包里</s>
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<s>这本书是陀斯妥耶夫斯基的《罪与罚》</s>
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<s>然后他就出门去了</s>
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<s>母亲在一旁拜菩萨</s>
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<s>求菩萨保佑阿伟要生生性性懂事一点</s>
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<s>夜晚阿伟和好朋友又聚在了一起</s>
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<s>他们喜欢做一些偷偷摸摸的事情</s>
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<s>他们撬开摩托车的车箱偷东西</s>
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<s>没有偷到什么东西</s>
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<s>他们又转场了</s>
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<s>这里是一个用塑料棚搭的台球室</s>
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<s>一群混混聚在了这里</s>
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<s>阿伟撬开了混混的摩托</s>
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<s>里面好像是一把枪和一些钱</s>
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<s>他们被发现了</s>
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<s>赶紧跑</s>
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<s>坐上摩托就走</s>
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<s>好朋友点着了那种陀螺烟花丢了过去</s>
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<s>不知道大家有没有玩过</s>
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<s>陀螺烟花点着了扔在空中</s>
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<s>还会转来转去很晃眼</s>
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<s>混混没有追上他们</s>
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<s>他们偷到了那把枪</s>
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<s>是一把钢珠枪</s>
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<s>回南天的夜</s>
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<s>潮湿的夏天</s>
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<s>他们两个人还在河边撒了一泡尿</s>
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<s>然后回到了好朋友的出租屋里</s>
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<s>两个人都很累了</s>
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<s>还喝了酒</s>
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<s>很无聊</s>
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<s>于是阿伟从那本《罪与罚》里面掏出了一张光碟</s>
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<s>他们看片</s>
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<s>看的是香港的三级片《蜜桃成熟时》</s>
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<s>隔天他们拿着钢珠枪在一个鱼塘打鱼</s>
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<s>打到的鱼拿去做烧烤</s>
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<s>这个烧烤摊就是我小时候的家</s>
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<s>混混发现了他们</s>
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<s>双方干起架来了</s>
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<s>阿伟情急之下掏出了那把枪</s>
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<s>「嘣』阿伟开枪了</s>
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<s>他打中了一个人</s>
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<s>也不知道死了没有</s>
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<s>旁边还有个小孩子</s>
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<s>吓尿了</s>
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<s>他们听到了「嘀嘟嘀嘟」的警车声音</s>
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<s>两个人赶紧跑</s>
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<s>飞机划过了夜空</s>
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<s>好朋友觉得很刺激</s>
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<s>阿伟却害怕了起来</s>
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<s>他担心出人命了</s>
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<s>好朋友说</s>
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<s>我们是正当防卫</s>
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<s>黑社会又怎么样</s>
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<s>早就看那些外地人不爽了</s>
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<s>两个人商量接下来该怎么办</s>
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<s>怎么办呢</s>
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<s>只能走了去广州吧</s>
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<s>阿伟回家偷了一些钱</s>
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<s>到了车站等好朋友</s>
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<s>他心想</s>
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<s>这一次出去就一定要出人头地</s>
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<s>只要有钱了</s>
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<s>就没有什么事情是搞不定的</s>
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<s>他等了好久</s>
<time>152_00:09:18,360 --> 00:09:19,080</time>
<s>好朋友都没有来</s>
<time>153_00:09:19,800 --> 00:09:20,520</time>
<s>烟头堆了满地</s>
<time>154_00:09:22,320 --> 00:09:23,760</time>
<s>因为好朋友发生了车祸</s>
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<s>世界在继续飞速地运转</s>
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<s>时代已经把他们远远地甩在了身后</s>
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<s>故事结束了</s>
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<s>我想起了贾樟柯导演曾经说过的一句话</s>
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<s>大意是说</s>
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<s>不能因为整个国家在跑步前进</s>
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<s>就忘掉那些被撞倒的人</s>
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<s>阿伟和他的好朋友算是被撞倒的人吗</s>
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<s>其实我并不知道</s>
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<s>那我为什么要画这个故事呢</s>
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<s>因为我就是那个被抢劫的学生</s>
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<s>也是那个被吓尿的小孩</s>
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<s>而阿伟和他的好朋友的故事</s>
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<s>是我曾经的朋友的故事</s>
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<s>我是和他们一起长大的</s>
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<s>小时候我有一个朋友</s>
<time>171_00:10:06,960 --> 00:10:08,040</time>
<s>我和他玩捉迷藏</s>
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<s>我当鬼</s>
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<s>我找了很久都没有找到他</s>
<time>174_00:10:13,080 --> 00:10:14,520</time>
<s>我就回家吃饭去了</s>
<time>175_00:10:15,240 --> 00:10:17,400</time>
<s>后来我才知道他失踪了</s>
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<s>他就这样莫名其妙地消失在了我的生命里</s>
<time>177_00:10:22,080 --> 00:10:24,600</time>
<s>于是我画了这样一个故事《烂柯人》</s>
<time>178_00:10:25,680 --> 00:10:28,920</time>
<s>这里面的场景是我当时在玩谷歌地球的时候</s>
<time>179_00:10:29,640 --> 00:10:31,080</time>
<s>看见土耳其的一个小镇</s>
<time>180_00:10:31,800 --> 00:10:33,240</time>
<s>和我长大的地方很像</s>
<time>181_00:10:33,960 --> 00:10:37,200</time>
<s>于是我就把故事设置在了这个场景里面</s>
<time>182_00:10:38,640 --> 00:10:40,080</time>
<s>我去找好朋友阿质玩</s>
<time>183_00:10:41,160 --> 00:10:42,240</time>
<s>我们觉得好无聊</s>
<time>184_00:10:42,600 --> 00:10:43,680</time>
<s>还是玩捉迷藏吧</s>
<time>185_00:10:45,120 --> 00:10:45,840</time>
<s>数到了一百</s>
<time>186_00:10:46,200 --> 00:10:46,920</time>
<s>我去找他</s>
<time>187_00:10:48,000 --> 00:10:49,800</time>
<s>但我找了很久都没有找到他</s>
<time>188_00:10:50,520 --> 00:10:50,880</time>
<s>然后我就喊</s>
<time>189_00:10:51,600 --> 00:10:53,760</time>
<s>阿质出来吧我不想玩了</s>
<time>190_00:10:54,480 --> 00:10:55,920</time>
<s>阿质就这样失踪了</s>
<time>191_00:10:56,280 --> 00:10:58,440</time>
<s>他的阿嬷因为伤心过度病倒</s>
<time>192_00:10:59,160 --> 00:11:00,240</time>
<s>没过多久就走掉了</s>
<time>193_00:11:02,040 --> 00:11:05,280</time>
<s>他的妈妈说他是代替我而被抓走的</s>
<time>194_00:11:06,000 --> 00:11:08,520</time>
<s>但是我不想把故事讲得太伤感</s>
<time>195_00:11:08,880 --> 00:11:10,320</time>
<s>于是我把它改了一下</s>
<time>196_00:11:11,400 --> 00:11:12,840</time>
<s>我改成阿质回来了</s>
<time>197_00:11:13,200 --> 00:11:14,640</time>
<s>但他变成了一个中年人</s>
<time>198_00:11:16,080 --> 00:11:18,960</time>
<s>谷歌地球里面有一个实时街景的地图</s>
<time>199_00:11:19,320 --> 00:11:21,480</time>
<s>可以游览全世界各地的风景</s>
<time>200_00:11:21,840 --> 00:11:25,080</time>
<s>阿质就是掉到了那样一个地图里面</s>
<time>201_00:11:26,160 --> 00:11:26,520</time>
<s>我写道</s>
<time>202_00:11:27,240 --> 00:11:29,040</time>
<s>他从一个点走到另一个点</s>
<time>203_00:11:29,760 --> 00:11:31,560</time>
<s>从小岛漂流入大海</s>
<time>204_00:11:31,920 --> 00:11:34,080</time>
<s>在沙漠中独自看日落</s>
<time>205_00:11:34,440 --> 00:11:36,600</time>
<s>随着迁徙的象群穿越草原</s>
<time>206_00:11:36,960 --> 00:11:39,120</time>
<s>在太阳初升的山颠醒来</s>
<time>207_00:11:39,480 --> 00:11:41,640</time>
<s>熟睡在月光笼罩的森林</s>
<time>208_00:11:42,000 --> 00:11:43,440</time>
<s>他在地球上漫游</s>
<time>209_00:11:43,800 --> 00:11:44,880</time>
<s>也在城市中流浪</s>
<time>210_00:11:45,600 --> 00:11:47,040</time>
<s>迷失了太久太久</s>
<time>211_00:11:47,760 --> 00:11:48,480</time>
<s>等回过神来</s>
<time>212_00:11:48,840 --> 00:11:49,560</time>
<s>已过半生</s>
<time>213_00:11:50,280 --> 00:11:51,000</time>
<s>他想家了</s>
<time>214_00:11:51,720 --> 00:11:52,800</time>
<s>于是他回来了</s>
<time>215_00:11:53,880 --> 00:11:54,960</time>
<s>我还是那个少年</s>
<time>216_00:11:55,680 --> 00:11:56,400</time>
<s>他认识我</s>
<time>217_00:11:56,760 --> 00:11:57,840</time>
<s>我却不认得他</s>
<time>218_00:11:58,200 --> 00:11:59,640</time>
<s>我跟他玩捉迷藏</s>
<time>219_00:12:00,000 --> 00:12:01,440</time>
<s>这一次他来当鬼</s>
<time>220_00:12:02,160 --> 00:12:02,880</time>
<s>我躲了起来</s>
<time>221_00:12:03,240 --> 00:12:05,400</time>
<s>这一次轮到我消失了</s>
<time>222_00:12:06,840 --> 00:12:08,640</time>
<s>「烂柯人」其实是一个典故</s>
<time>223_00:12:09,000 --> 00:12:13,320</time>
<s>讲的是晋代一个叫王质的樵夫上山砍柴</s>
<time>224_00:12:13,680 --> 00:12:15,120</time>
<s>看见两个小孩子在下棋</s>
<time>225_00:12:15,840 --> 00:12:17,280</time>
<s>于是他凑前去围观</s>
<time>226_00:12:17,640 --> 00:12:19,080</time>
<s>等回过神来的时候</s>
<time>227_00:12:19,440 --> 00:12:21,240</time>
<s>他手上的尧头已经朽落了</s>
<time>228_00:12:22,320 --> 00:12:25,920</time>
<s>他下山之后才知道人世间已经过了一百年</s>
<time>229_00:12:26,280 --> 00:12:28,800</time>
<s>我把这个故事的概念调转了一下</s>
<time>230_00:12:30,240 --> 00:12:31,320</time>
<s>我讲的是</s>
<time>231_00:12:32,040 --> 00:12:34,560</time>
<s>流逝的不是时间而是人的青春</s>
<time>232_00:12:36,000 --> 00:12:38,520</time>
<s>大家不要在意我的画风可能一直在变</s>
<time>233_00:12:38,880 --> 00:12:43,200</time>
<s>因为我一直尝试着画出更加本土化的漫画</s>
<time>234_00:12:43,560 --> 00:12:45,000</time>
<s>我想让大家知道</s>
<time>235_00:12:45,360 --> 00:12:47,880</time>
<s>漫画原来是可以讲这样的故事的</s>
<time>236_00:12:48,600 --> 00:12:49,680</time>
<s>看这一篇漫画</s>
<time>237_00:12:50,760 --> 00:12:51,480</time>
<s>《厨房的窗外》</s>
<time>238_00:12:52,560 --> 00:12:55,800</time>
<s>我第一次用纯方言的对白去画漫画</s>
<time>239_00:12:56,520 --> 00:12:57,600</time>
<s>但是画得很失败</s>
<time>240_00:12:57,960 --> 00:12:59,760</time>
<s>因为没有人看得出来讲的什么</s>
<time>241_00:13:00,480 --> 00:13:01,920</time>
<s>我给大家解释一下</s>
<time>242_00:13:02,640 --> 00:13:04,440</time>
<s>从我家厨房的窗户看出去</s>
<time>243_00:13:04,800 --> 00:13:06,240</time>
<s>有一栋很漂亮的房子</s>
<time>244_00:13:06,600 --> 00:13:08,040</time>
<s>门前有一棵枣树</s>
<time>245_00:13:08,760 --> 00:13:09,840</time>
<s>院子里种满了花</s>
<time>246_00:13:11,280 --> 00:13:12,360</time>
<s>对于我的妈妈来说</s>
<time>247_00:13:12,720 --> 00:13:16,680</time>
<s>窗外的景色就是她每天做饭时观赏的电影屏幕</s>
<time>248_00:13:17,040 --> 00:13:20,640</time>
<s>而我讲的就是这个电影屏幕里那一家人的生活</s>
<time>249_00:13:21,720 --> 00:13:23,520</time>
<s>我们在吃饭的时候闲聊</s>
<time>250_00:13:24,600 --> 00:13:26,400</time>
<s>他们家门前那棵枣树下</s>
<time>251_00:13:26,760 --> 00:13:29,280</time>
<s>整天坐着个老头子什么也不干</s>
<time>252_00:13:30,360 --> 00:13:31,440</time>
<s>春天来了</s>
<time>253_00:13:32,160 --> 00:13:34,320</time>
<s>我妈看见他们家插着柳条</s>
<time>254_00:13:35,040 --> 00:13:37,560</time>
<s>她说别看他们家不气派</s>
<time>255_00:13:38,280 --> 00:13:40,440</time>
<s>过得倒是很精致很讲究的</s>
<time>256_00:13:41,520 --> 00:13:42,240</time>
<s>夏天到了</s>
<time>257_00:13:42,600 --> 00:13:44,760</time>
<s>他们家的女孩考上了大学</s>
<time>258_00:13:45,120 --> 00:13:48,360</time>
<s>在院子里摆了很多围酒请亲戚</s>
<time>259_00:13:49,800 --> 00:13:50,520</time>
<s>我妈跟我说</s>
<time>260_00:13:50,880 --> 00:13:51,600</time>
<s>让我也争气一点</s>
<time>261_00:13:51,960 --> 00:13:52,680</time>
<s>考上大学</s>
<time>262_00:13:53,040 --> 00:13:54,120</time>
<s>让她也风光一下</s>
<time>263_00:13:54,840 --> 00:13:56,280</time>
<s>她也想请亲戚喝酒</s>
<time>264_00:13:57,720 --> 00:13:59,160</time>
<s>后来我勉强考上了大学</s>
<time>265_00:13:59,520 --> 00:14:00,240</time>
<s>回到了家里</s>
<time>266_00:14:00,600 --> 00:14:03,840</time>
<s>我妈还是不断地跟我八卦他们家的事情</s>
<time>267_00:14:04,560 --> 00:14:08,520</time>
<s>她以为他们家的女孩还跟我一样在外面读书</s>
<time>268_00:14:09,240 --> 00:14:10,680</time>
<s>谁知道了一下眼睛</s>
<time>269_00:14:11,040 --> 00:14:13,920</time>
<s>就跟母鸡下蛋一样抱了个孩子回来</s>
<time>270_00:14:14,640 --> 00:14:16,080</time>
<s>也没有见她的老公</s>
<time>271_00:14:16,440 --> 00:14:18,240</time>
<s>就怕是在外面被人骗了</s>
<time>272_00:14:18,960 --> 00:14:19,680</time>
<s>真是作孽</s>
<time>273_00:14:20,040 --> 00:14:21,120</time>
<s>世事无常</s>
<time>274_00:14:22,920 --> 00:14:23,640</time>
<s>再后来没多久</s>
<time>275_00:14:24,360 --> 00:14:26,520</time>
<s>枣树下的那个老头也走了</s>
<time>276_00:14:26,880 --> 00:14:27,960</time>
<s>我们家搬家了</s>
<time>277_00:14:28,320 --> 00:14:29,760</time>
<s>而我也到了北方工作</s>
<time>278_00:14:30,120 --> 00:14:31,560</time>
<s>再也没有回过这个家了</s>
<time>279_00:14:33,000 --> 00:14:34,800</time>
<s>有一次我忘记了地址</s>
<time>280_00:14:35,520 --> 00:14:36,960</time>
<s>我回到了以前的这个家</s>
<time>281_00:14:37,680 --> 00:14:39,120</time>
<s>我走到了那个山坡上</s>
<time>282_00:14:39,480 --> 00:14:42,000</time>
<s>发现那一家人好像也搬走了</s>
<time>283_00:14:42,720 --> 00:14:45,960</time>
<s>曾经种满花草的地方堆满了生活的垃圾</s>
<time>284_00:14:46,320 --> 00:14:47,400</time>
<s>住着外来的租客</s>
<time>285_00:14:48,480 --> 00:14:51,720</time>
<s>我摘下了一颗枣子放在嘴里尝了一下</s>
<time>286_00:14:52,440 --> 00:14:53,160</time>
<s>是酸的</s>
<time>287_00:14:54,240 --> 00:14:54,960</time>
<s>故事讲完了</s>
<time>288_00:14:55,680 --> 00:14:58,560</time>
<s>这个故事本来是想讲我母亲的</s>
<time>289_00:14:59,280 --> 00:15:02,880</time>
<s>可是叛逆的青少年是看不见母亲的正脸的</s>
<time>290_00:15:03,240 --> 00:15:06,120</time>
<s>所以我的漫画里只有母亲背影的轮廓</s>
<time>291_00:15:07,560 --> 00:15:09,360</time>
<s>其实我还有很多讲不完的故事</s>
<time>292_00:15:09,720 --> 00:15:13,320</time>
<s>高中的时候我拿着一个本子在班上传递</s>
<time>293_00:15:14,040 --> 00:15:15,840</time>
<s>让同学们互相写故事</s>
<time>294_00:15:16,560 --> 00:15:17,280</time>
<s>大家都不喜欢上课</s>
<time>295_00:15:18,000 --> 00:15:18,720</time>
<s>写得很起劲</s>
<time>296_00:15:19,080 --> 00:15:19,800</time>
<s>三年下来</s>
<time>297_00:15:20,160 --> 00:15:21,600</time>
<s>我就有满满的一本故事书</s>
<time>298_00:15:24,840 --> 00:15:27,000</time>
<s>我当时的同桌还在写小说</s>
<time>299_00:15:27,360 --> 00:15:28,800</time>
<s>他写一章我看一章</s>
<time>300_00:15:29,520 --> 00:15:30,960</time>
<s>写的什么其实全忘了</s>
<time>301_00:15:31,320 --> 00:15:33,480</time>
<s>但我还是很怀念那样的时光</s>
<time>302_00:15:34,560 --> 00:15:35,640</time>
<s>我也喜欢听故事</s>
<time>303_00:15:36,000 --> 00:15:37,080</time>
<s>我会拉着长辈讲</s>
<time>304_00:15:38,160 --> 00:15:41,400</time>
<s>会坐在板凳上听七大姑八大姨讲</s>
<time>305_00:15:41,760 --> 00:15:43,200</time>
<s>只要是过去的故事</s>
<time>306_00:15:43,560 --> 00:15:44,280</time>
<s>我都爱听</s>
<time>307_00:15:45,000 --> 00:15:47,160</time>
<s>所以我一直在画过去的故事</s>
<time>308_00:15:47,880 --> 00:15:49,320</time>
<s>用我们家的方言说</s>
<time>309_00:15:49,680 --> 00:15:50,760</time>
<s>就叫「讲古仔』」</s>
<time>310_00:15:51,120 --> 00:15:52,920</time>
<s>讲过去的事过去的人</s>
<time>311_00:15:54,360 --> 00:15:55,800</time>
<s>我喜欢汪曾祺</s>
<time>312_00:15:56,520 --> 00:15:57,960</time>
<s>他说过他对创作的看法</s>
<time>313_00:15:59,040 --> 00:16:00,480</time>
<s>我以为小说是回忆</s>
<time>314_00:16:00,840 --> 00:16:04,800</time>
<s>必须把热腾腾的生活熟悉得像童年往事一样</s>
<time>315_00:16:05,160 --> 00:16:08,400</time>
<s>生活和作者的感情都经过反复沉淀</s>
<time>316_00:16:08,760 --> 00:16:09,480</time>
<s>除尽火气</s>
<time>317_00:16:09,840 --> 00:16:11,640</time>
<s>特别是除尽感伤主义</s>
<time>318_00:16:12,360 --> 00:16:13,800</time>
<s>这样才能形成小说</s>
<time>319_00:16:14,520 --> 00:16:15,600</time>
<s>他写过一篇散文</s>
<time>320_00:16:16,320 --> 00:16:17,400</time>
<s>叫做《跑警报》</s>
<time>321_00:16:18,120 --> 00:16:22,440</time>
<s>里面讲的是当时日军轰炸西南联大的时候</s>
<time>322_00:16:23,160 --> 00:16:24,240</time>
<s>有一个广东的同学</s>
<time>323_00:16:24,600 --> 00:16:27,120</time>
<s>他每次同学们去跑警报</s>
<time>324_00:16:27,480 --> 00:16:28,920</time>
<s>躲到防空洞里的时候</s>
<time>325_00:16:29,280 --> 00:16:31,440</time>
<s>他就去厨房煮莲子糖水</s>
<time>326_00:16:32,160 --> 00:16:33,600</time>
<s>当日军轰炸完的时候</s>
<time>327_00:16:33,960 --> 00:16:35,400</time>
<s>他的莲子糖水也煮好了</s>
<time>328_00:16:36,480 --> 00:16:40,080</time>
<s>他讲这个故事是要说明中国人的韧性</s>
<time>329_00:16:40,800 --> 00:16:44,400</time>
<s>他说中国人有一种儒道互补的精神</s>
<time>330_00:16:44,760 --> 00:16:47,640</time>
<s>这种儒道互补的精神就叫做不在乎</s>
<time>331_00:16:48,360 --> 00:16:50,160</time>
<s>为了说明这个不在乎</s>
<time>332_00:16:50,520 --> 00:16:53,400</time>
<s>他说了那个煮糖水的同学的故事</s>
<time>333_00:16:54,480 --> 00:16:59,520</time>
<s>正是这种对过去的苦难从容而淡然的态度吸引着我席</s>
<time>334_00:16:59,880 --> 00:17:03,480</time>
<s>我也秉承着这样的创作理念继续画我的漫画</s>
<time>335_00:17:04,920 --> 00:17:06,720</time>
<s>这是我大姨讲的一个故事</s>
<time>336_00:17:07,440 --> 00:17:09,240</time>
<s>我觉得她讲得和汪曾祺一样好</s>
<time>337_00:17:09,960 --> 00:17:10,680</time>
<s>我给大家念一下</s>
<time>338_00:17:11,760 --> 00:17:13,560</time>
<s>每年端午都有洪水</s>
<time>339_00:17:13,920 --> 00:17:15,720</time>
<s>有一次睡醒一推开门</s>
<time>340_00:17:16,080 --> 00:17:17,160</time>
<s>洪水正涌着过来</s>
<time>341_00:17:17,880 --> 00:17:18,600</time>
<s>茫茫大水</s>
<time>342_00:17:18,960 --> 00:17:19,680</time>
<s>爸爸去救人</s>
<time>343_00:17:20,400 --> 00:17:21,840</time>
<s>洪水到心脏的位置</s>
<time>344_00:17:22,560 --> 00:17:23,640</time>
<s>他救了几家人</s>
<time>345_00:17:24,000 --> 00:17:25,800</time>
<s>把自己家门板拆下来</s>
<time>346_00:17:26,160 --> 00:17:27,240</time>
<s>拿着竹竿当船</s>
<time>347_00:17:27,960 --> 00:17:29,400</time>
<s>撑到山脚下去救人</s>
<time>348_00:17:30,480 --> 00:17:31,920</time>
<s>别人家在屋顶站着</s>
<time>349_00:17:32,280 --> 00:17:33,720</time>
<s>爸爸一个人一个人地救</s>
<time>350_00:17:34,080 --> 00:17:35,520</time>
<s>把小孩扛在肩上</s>
<time>351_00:17:36,240 --> 00:17:37,320</time>
<s>爸爸救了四家人</s>
<time>352_00:17:38,040 --> 00:17:39,480</time>
<s>可当时妈妈还在怀孕</s>
<time>353_00:17:40,200 --> 00:17:42,360</time>
<s>奶奶在跪着求上天保佑</s>
<time>354_00:17:43,080 --> 00:17:44,520</time>
<s>最后她又补充说</s>
<time>355_00:17:44,880 --> 00:17:47,760</time>
<s>洪水退了之后有很多水产可以抓的</s>
<time>356_00:17:49,200 --> 00:17:50,280</time>
<s>她没有说的是</s>
<time>357_00:17:50,640 --> 00:17:53,520</time>
<s>她的爸爸为什么要选择抛弃自己的家人</s>
<time>358_00:17:53,880 --> 00:17:55,680</time>
<s>选择去救了别的几家人</s>
<time>359_00:17:56,760 --> 00:17:58,920</time>
<s>这是一种很微妙的很复杂的</s>
<time>360_00:18:00,000 --> 00:18:03,240</time>
<s>我觉得是很难用一句话去概括的情感</s>
<time>361_00:18:04,320 --> 00:18:07,920</time>
<s>不悲不喜可是听了却让人想哭又想笑</s>
<time>362_00:18:09,360 --> 00:18:11,160</time>
<s>我的爷爷有老年痴呆</s>
<time>363_00:18:11,520 --> 00:18:13,680</time>
<s>但是他总想着跑出去买六合彩</s>
<time>364_00:18:14,400 --> 00:18:15,480</time>
<s>有一次他失踪了</s>
<time>365_00:18:15,840 --> 00:18:17,280</time>
<s>被认识的人带了回来</s>
<time>366_00:18:18,720 --> 00:18:20,160</time>
<s>弄得满身都是泥巴</s>
<time>367_00:18:20,520 --> 00:18:21,240</time>
<s>我回到了家</s>
<time>368_00:18:21,600 --> 00:18:23,400</time>
<s>看到我爸正在给他洗澡</s>
<time>369_00:18:23,760 --> 00:18:24,840</time>
<s>于是拍了这张照片</s>
<time>370_00:18:25,920 --> 00:18:26,640</time>
<s>在很久之后</s>
<time>371_00:18:27,360 --> 00:18:28,440</time>
<s>我又画了一个故事</s>
<time>372_00:18:28,800 --> 00:18:30,240</time>
<s>《天阴时总想着放晴）</s>
<time>373_00:18:31,680 --> 00:18:33,840</time>
<s>番茄是一个兼职的美术老师</s>
<time>374_00:18:34,560 --> 00:18:35,280</time>
<s>天下着雨</s>
<time>375_00:18:36,000 --> 00:18:37,440</time>
<s>但是番茄心不在爲的</s>
<time>376_00:18:37,800 --> 00:18:38,880</time>
<s>因为他想回家</s>
<time>377_00:18:39,960 --> 00:18:42,120</time>
<s>同学们吵着让番茄老师去看画</s>
<time>378_00:18:42,840 --> 00:18:44,640</time>
<s>画的都是些乱七八糟的东西</s>
<time>379_00:18:45,000 --> 00:18:46,080</time>
<s>都是番茄教的</s>
<time>380_00:18:47,880 --> 00:18:48,600</time>
<s>孩子们问</s>
<time>381_00:18:48,960 --> 00:18:51,840</time>
<s>番茄老师毕业后还来不来教他们画画</s>
<time>382_00:18:52,560 --> 00:18:53,280</time>
<s>番茄老师说</s>
<time>383_00:18:54,000 --> 00:18:55,440</time>
<s>不清楚自己想要做什么</s>
<time>384_00:18:55,800 --> 00:18:56,880</time>
<s>又有很多想法</s>
<time>385_00:18:57,240 --> 00:18:58,680</time>
<s>可是又怕自己会失败</s>
<time>386_00:18:59,400 --> 00:19:01,200</time>
<s>孩子们都安慰番茄老师</s>
<time>387_00:19:02,280 --> 00:19:03,000</time>
<s>夜晚下了雨</s>
<time>388_00:19:03,720 --> 00:19:05,520</time>
<s>番茄躺在床上睡不着</s>
<time>389_00:19:05,880 --> 00:19:07,680</time>
<s>他打了电话给番茄妈妈</s>
<time>390_00:19:08,040 --> 00:19:10,200</time>
<s>说还是明天回家一趟好了</s>
<time>391_00:19:11,280 --> 00:19:13,440</time>
<s>第二天番茄坐着大巴回家了</s>
<time>392_00:19:15,240 --> 00:19:15,960</time>
<s>番茄妈妈说</s>
<time>393_00:19:16,680 --> 00:19:17,760</time>
<s>番茄爷爷又失踪了</s>
<time>394_00:19:18,120 --> 00:19:19,560</time>
<s>找了一天都没有找到</s>
<time>395_00:19:20,640 --> 00:19:22,080</time>
<s>然后土豆伯伯跑过来说</s>
<time>396_00:19:22,440 --> 00:19:23,160</time>
<s>找到了找到了</s>
<time>397_00:19:24,600 --> 00:19:26,400</time>
<s>是黑心造纸厂的好心老板（找到的）</s>
<time>398_00:19:27,120 --> 00:19:28,200</time>
<s>他跑出去买六合彩</s>
<time>399_00:19:28,920 --> 00:19:30,720</time>
<s>掉到了泥巴里面</s>
<time>400_00:19:31,800 --> 00:19:33,240</time>
<s>番茄爸爸生气地说</s>
<time>401_00:19:33,600 --> 00:19:35,040</time>
<s>给他买GPS手表</s>
<time>402_00:19:35,400 --> 00:19:37,560</time>
<s>他还懂得摘下来泡到水缸里面</s>
<time>403_00:19:37,920 --> 00:19:39,000</time>
<s>自个儿跑出去了</s>
<time>404_00:19:40,440 --> 00:19:42,600</time>
<s>番茄爸爸给番茄爷爷洗澡</s>
<time>405_00:19:43,680 --> 00:19:45,840</time>
<s>他说阿爸要听话知道吗</s>
<time>406_00:19:46,200 --> 00:19:46,920</time>
<s>我们都是为你好</s>
<time>407_00:19:48,000 --> 00:19:48,720</time>
<s>番茄爷爷说</s>
<time>408_00:19:49,080 --> 00:19:50,160</time>
<s>晓得了晓得了</s>
<time>409_00:19:51,240 --> 00:19:52,320</time>
<s>还是学生的时候</s>
<time>410_00:19:53,040 --> 00:19:54,480</time>
<s>觉得时间过得很慢很慢</s>
<time>411_00:19:55,560 --> 00:19:57,360</time>
<s>总想着快点长大往外跑</s>
<time>412_00:19:57,720 --> 00:19:59,520</time>
<s>要到外地去读书工作</s>
<time>413_00:19:59,880 --> 00:20:02,040</time>
<s>不喜欢乡下一成不变的感觉</s>
<time>414_00:20:03,120 --> 00:20:05,280</time>
<s>这些都好像是很久以前的事情了</s>
<time>415_00:20:06,000 --> 00:20:08,160</time>
<s>现在番茄已经离家足够远了</s>
<time>416_00:20:09,600 --> 00:20:11,040</time>
<s>好不容易争取到了调休</s>
<time>417_00:20:11,760 --> 00:20:13,200</time>
<s>番茄决定回家祭祖</s>
<time>418_00:20:13,920 --> 00:20:16,080</time>
<s>给爷爷奶奶烧了两箱衣服</s>
<time>419_00:20:16,800 --> 00:20:18,600</time>
<s>一辆汽车一些元宝钱财</s>
<time>420_00:20:19,320 --> 00:20:20,400</time>
<s>番茄爸爸说够了</s>
<time>421_00:20:20,760 --> 00:20:22,200</time>
<s>剩下的他们自己会买</s>
<time>422_00:20:23,640 --> 00:20:25,440</time>
<s>一路上番茄爸爸在跟他说</s>
<time>423_00:20:26,160 --> 00:20:27,600</time>
<s>家乡发展不景气</s>
<time>424_00:20:27,960 --> 00:20:29,400</time>
<s>生意也不好做什么的</s>
<time>425_00:20:30,120 --> 00:20:31,560</time>
<s>他说就算在小地方</s>
<time>426_00:20:31,920 --> 00:20:34,440</time>
<s>跟不上时代的话也终将被淘汰</s>
<time>427_00:20:35,160 --> 00:20:37,680</time>
<s>番茄不知道该怎么回应番茄爸爸</s>
<time>428_00:20:38,400 --> 00:20:40,200</time>
<s>他们聊起了过去的事情</s>
<time>429_00:20:41,280 --> 00:20:45,240</time>
<s>说爷爷16岁刚结婚的时候就参加了朝鲜战争</s>
<time>430_00:20:45,600 --> 00:20:46,680</time>
<s>当空军后勤兵</s>
<time>431_00:20:47,400 --> 00:20:48,480</time>
<s>就是个修飞机的</s>
<time>432_00:20:48,840 --> 00:20:49,560</time>
<s>他怕死</s>
<time>433_00:20:49,920 --> 00:20:52,800</time>
<s>一听到警报声总是早早地躲到防空洞里</s>
<time>434_00:20:53,880 --> 00:20:56,040</time>
<s>说是要留着小命和奶奶团聚</s>
<time>435_00:20:57,120 --> 00:21:02,520</time>
<s>这张照片是爷爷参加朝鲜战争前拍的一张全家福</s>
<time>436_00:21:02,880 --> 00:21:03,960</time>
<s>但里头没有奶奶</s>
<time>437_00:21:04,680 --> 00:21:06,120</time>
<s>因为家人们都看不起她</s>
<time>438_00:21:07,200 --> 00:21:08,640</time>
<s>番茄懂得了很多的故事</s>
<time>439_00:21:09,000 --> 00:21:10,080</time>
<s>也知道很多道理</s>
<time>440_00:21:10,800 --> 00:21:13,320</time>
<s>但是他还不知道自己该往什么方向走</s>
<time>441_00:21:14,400 --> 00:21:16,200</time>
<s>他和爸爸妈妈告别了</s>
<time>442_00:21:16,560 --> 00:21:17,640</time>
<s>他要回去上班去了</s>
<time>443_00:21:19,080 --> 00:21:20,880</time>
<s>他想起了番茄爷爷说的话</s>
<time>444_00:21:21,240 --> 00:21:23,400</time>
<s>好日子坏日子不照样要过</s>
<time>445_00:21:24,120 --> 00:21:27,000</time>
<s>番茄也要雨打才更加漂亮结实</s>
<time>446_00:21:27,720 --> 00:21:30,600</time>
<s>一世人你想怎么过就怎么过罢</s>
<time>447_00:21:32,400 --> 00:21:33,120</time>
<s>故事讲完了</s>
<time>448_00:21:34,560 --> 00:21:37,440</time>
<s>我和我的爷爷奶奶其实有很多矛盾</s>
<time>449_00:21:37,800 --> 00:21:40,320</time>
<s>我和我的父母也有很多矛盾</s>
<time>450_00:21:41,040 --> 00:21:43,200</time>
<s>我的父母和他们父母也有很多矛盾</s>
<time>451_00:21:44,640 --> 00:21:45,360</time>
<s>但当他们老了</s>
<time>452_00:21:45,720 --> 00:21:47,520</time>
<s>老得没有办法下床的时候</s>
<time>453_00:21:48,240 --> 00:21:50,040</time>
<s>没有办法和他们争执的时候</s>
<time>454_00:21:51,120 --> 00:21:52,560</time>
<s>好像也没有那么重要了</s>
<time>455_00:21:53,640 --> 00:21:54,720</time>
<s>奶奶的腿不行了</s>
<time>456_00:21:55,800 --> 00:21:56,520</time>
<s>坐在轮椅上</s>
<time>457_00:21:57,240 --> 00:21:58,680</time>
<s>我问起她的童年往事</s>
<time>458_00:21:59,400 --> 00:22:00,840</time>
<s>她边哭边谈</s>
<time>459_00:22:01,560 --> 00:22:03,360</time>
<s>说莫再想了莫再想了</s>
<time>460_00:22:04,440 --> 00:22:06,600</time>
<s>我把她说的画成了故事</s>
<time>461_00:22:07,320 --> 00:22:09,120</time>
<s>我想用水墨的方式去画</s>
<time>462_00:22:09,480 --> 00:22:12,000</time>
<s>因为它离我太过遥远太过朦胧了</s>
<time>463_00:22:13,080 --> 00:22:14,160</time>
<s>《故事的故事》</s>
<time>464_00:22:14,880 --> 00:22:16,320</time>
<s>这是我奶奶的自述</s>
<time>465_00:22:18,480 --> 00:22:21,360</time>
<s>我是1936年香港九龙出生的</s>
<time>466_00:22:22,080 --> 00:22:22,800</time>
<s>阿爸做生意</s>
<time>467_00:22:23,160 --> 00:22:25,320</time>
<s>我小时候生活条件很好的</s>
<time>468_00:22:26,400 --> 00:22:27,120</time>
<s>41年</s>
<time>469_00:22:27,480 --> 00:22:28,560</time>
<s>日本攻打香港</s>
<time>470_00:22:29,280 --> 00:22:30,360</time>
<s>百姓仓煌逃难</s>
<time>471_00:22:31,080 --> 00:22:32,880</time>
<s>阿爸说他在大陆也有门路</s>
<time>472_00:22:34,320 --> 00:22:35,040</time>
<s>情势混乱</s>
<time>473_00:22:35,760 --> 00:22:36,840</time>
<s>阿妈牵着我上船</s>
<time>474_00:22:37,200 --> 00:22:39,000</time>
<s>却同阿爸走散了</s>
<time>475_00:22:40,440 --> 00:22:41,880</time>
<s>我们躲在难民船里</s>
<time>476_00:22:43,320 --> 00:22:44,400</time>
<s>我想去找阿爸</s>
<time>477_00:22:45,480 --> 00:22:47,280</time>
<s>走到甲板上</s>
<time>478_00:22:47,640 --> 00:22:50,160</time>
<s>碰巧日军扔炸弹过来</s>
<time>479_00:22:51,240 --> 00:22:52,680</time>
<s>没把我们炸死</s>
<time>480_00:22:54,120 --> 00:22:55,200</time>
<s>我看见了一片火海</s>
<time>481_00:22:57,360 --> 00:22:58,440</time>
<s>香港沦陷了</s>
<time>482_00:22:59,160 --> 00:23:00,600</time>
<s>日军还要炸难民船</s>
<time>483_00:23:01,320 --> 00:23:03,480</time>
<s>火烧得比香港的夜景还要亮</s>
<time>484_00:23:04,920 --> 00:23:06,360</time>
<s>阿妈整夜地安慰我</s>
<time>485_00:23:07,080 --> 00:23:09,600</time>
<s>但我知道阿爸是九死一生</s>
<time>486_00:23:09,960 --> 00:23:11,400</time>
<s>我们已经无依无靠了</s>
<time>487_00:23:13,200 --> 00:23:14,640</time>
<s>天光了大雾</s>
<time>488_00:23:15,360 --> 00:23:16,080</time>
<s>船靠了岸</s>
<time>489_00:23:17,520 --> 00:23:18,960</time>
<s>我不知道有多少人活了下来</s>
<time>490_00:23:19,320 --> 00:23:20,040</time>
<s>上了岸</s>
<time>491_00:23:20,760 --> 00:23:22,200</time>
<s>也不知道往哪里去</s>
<time>492_00:23:24,000 --> 00:23:24,720</time>
<s>尸孵遍地</s>
<time>493_00:23:25,080 --> 00:23:26,520</time>
<s>有人哭喊道</s>
<time>494_00:23:27,240 --> 00:23:31,200</time>
<s>我们只是从一个沦陷区到了另一个沦陷区</s>
<time>495_00:23:32,280 --> 00:23:33,720</time>
<s>我们沿着山路走</s>
<time>496_00:23:35,520 --> 00:23:36,960</time>
<s>阿妈不停地咳</s>
<time>497_00:23:37,320 --> 00:23:38,400</time>
<s>咳了很多血</s>
<time>498_00:23:39,840 --> 00:23:41,640</time>
<s>乡里见我们是体面人</s>
<time>499_00:23:42,000 --> 00:23:43,440</time>
<s>说还可以寻个好人家</s>
<time>500_00:23:44,160 --> 00:23:45,600</time>
<s>我那时好懂事了</s>
<time>501_00:23:45,960 --> 00:23:46,680</time>
<s>跟阿妈说</s>
<time>502_00:23:47,040 --> 00:23:48,480</time>
<s>没事我能吃得苦</s>
<time>503_00:23:49,920 --> 00:23:52,800</time>
<s>就这样我做了小地主家的新妇仔(童养媳）</s>
<time>504_00:23:54,960 --> 00:23:56,040</time>
<s>两年后</s>
<time>505_00:23:56,400 --> 00:23:58,200</time>
<s>阿妈因为肺痨死了</s>
<time>506_00:23:58,560 --> 00:23:59,280</time>
<s>我一个人</s>
<time>507_00:24:00,000 --> 00:24:01,440</time>
<s>这一世人也走过了</s>
<time>508_00:24:03,600 --> 00:24:04,680</time>
<s>时间回到现在</s>
<time>509_00:24:05,400 --> 00:24:06,480</time>
<s>我在读大学的时候</s>
<time>510_00:24:07,200 --> 00:24:08,640</time>
<s>有一天晚上我做了一个梦</s>
<time>511_00:24:09,360 --> 00:24:11,880</time>
<s>梦见我是一尊寺庙里的佛像</s>
<time>512_00:24:12,960 --> 00:24:16,200</time>
<s>我的奶奶正在教我怎么摆文殊菩萨的姿势</s>
<time>513_00:24:16,920 --> 00:24:18,360</time>
<s>我把这个梦记了下来</s>
<time>514_00:24:18,720 --> 00:24:20,160</time>
<s>两天后奶奶就走了</s>
<time>515_00:24:21,240 --> 00:24:22,680</time>
<s>我赶回家里奔丧</s>
<time>516_00:24:23,040 --> 00:24:24,480</time>
<s>我跟父亲说了这个梦</s>
<time>517_00:24:24,840 --> 00:24:25,560</time>
<s>父亲哭了</s>
<time>518_00:24:26,280 --> 00:24:27,720</time>
<s>我是第一次见他哭</s>
<time>519_00:24:29,160 --> 00:24:29,880</time>
<s>他说是吗</s>
<time>520_00:24:30,600 --> 00:24:31,320</time>
<s>那就好那就好</s>
<time>521_00:24:31,680 --> 00:24:32,760</time>
<s>奶奶成佛了</s>
<time>522_00:24:35,280 --> 00:24:37,080</time>
<s>走进这个破烂的小房子</s>
<time>523_00:24:37,440 --> 00:24:39,600</time>
<s>我和父亲是回来扫墓的</s>
<time>524_00:24:41,400 --> 00:24:43,920</time>
<s>父亲说他没有听过奶奶的故事</s>
<time>525_00:24:46,440 --> 00:24:47,520</time>
<s>我们先是焚香祭祖</s>
<time>526_00:24:48,600 --> 00:24:49,320</time>
<s>我问父亲</s>
<time>527_00:24:49,680 --> 00:24:51,480</time>
<s>小地主是不是就是爷爷</s>
<time>528_00:24:52,920 --> 00:24:54,360</time>
<s>父亲说不知道</s>
<time>529_00:24:54,720 --> 00:24:58,320</time>
<s>他只知道他们刚结婚不久爷爷就去打韩战了</s>
<time>530_00:24:59,400 --> 00:25:00,840</time>
<s>然后我们祭拜天地</s>
<time>531_00:25:02,280 --> 00:25:04,440</time>
<s>不过那是另一个讲不完的故事了</s>
<time>532_00:25:05,880 --> 00:25:08,040</time>
<s>最后我们来到了爷爷奶奶的墓前</s>
<time>533_00:25:10,200 --> 00:25:14,880</time>
<s>我们给他们烧了一些元宝钱财纸衣服之类的东西</s>
<time>534_00:25:17,040 --> 00:25:19,560</time>
<s>父亲跟我聊起了有的没的东西</s>
<time>535_00:25:20,280 --> 00:25:22,800</time>
<s>我们都不了解对方的生活和想法</s>
<time>536_00:25:24,600 --> 00:25:28,200</time>
<s>我鼓起了勇气第一次在父亲的面前抽了烟</s>
<time>537_00:25:28,920 --> 00:25:30,720</time>
<s>他问我什么时候开始抽的</s>
<time>538_00:25:31,440 --> 00:25:32,160</time>
<s>我说老早了</s>
<time>539_00:25:33,240 --> 00:25:34,320</time>
<s>他说你妈知道吗</s>
<time>540_00:25:34,680 --> 00:25:36,480</time>
<s>我说知道了也管不了我</s>
<time>541_00:25:37,920 --> 00:25:39,720</time>
<s>他说我都戒好久了</s>
<time>542_00:25:40,080 --> 00:25:41,520</time>
<s>今天就陪你抽一支吧</s>
<time>543_00:25:42,960 --> 00:25:45,840</time>
<s>他说以前的时候人人都想离开这个村子</s>
<time>544_00:25:46,920 --> 00:25:48,720</time>
<s>但到了最后也还是离不开</s>
<time>545_00:25:49,800 --> 00:25:51,600</time>
<s>现在山脚下正在修水坝</s>
<time>546_00:25:52,320 --> 00:25:54,480</time>
<s>以后想回来反而也回不来了</s>
<time>547_00:25:56,280 --> 00:25:57,720</time>
<s>我不知道该怎么回他的话</s>
<time>548_00:25:58,080 --> 00:25:59,160</time>
<s>随便敷衍了几句</s>
<time>549_00:25:59,520 --> 00:26:01,320</time>
<s>我问他奶奶叫什么名字</s>
<time>550_00:26:02,040 --> 00:26:03,480</time>
<s>奶奶的名字叫观莲</s>
<time>551_00:26:03,840 --> 00:26:05,640</time>
<s>观音的观莲花的莲</s>
<time>552_00:26:06,360 --> 00:26:07,080</time>
<s>他问怎么了</s>
<time>553_00:26:07,800 --> 00:26:08,880</time>
<s>你想画奶奶的故事吗</s>
<time>554_00:26:09,960 --> 00:26:12,840</time>
<s>我说不我想画一个关于你的故事</s>
<time>555_00:26:13,920 --> 00:26:15,000</time>
<s>这个故事讲完了</s>
<time>556_00:26:16,440 --> 00:26:19,320</time>
<s>其实我也有画关于我父亲的故事</s>
<time>557_00:26:20,040 --> 00:26:22,560</time>
<s>讲的也是在这个小房子里的故事</s>
