<time>535_00:24:38,880 --> 00:24:41,040</time>
<s>就驱赶人群回到岸边</s>
<time>536_00:24:41,400 --> 00:24:44,640</time>
<s>我摄影师说怕跑得太着急把作品砸了</s>
<time>537_00:24:45,000 --> 00:24:45,720</time>
<s>就说先放在这</s>
<time>538_00:24:46,080 --> 00:24:46,800</time>
<s>待会再回来取</s>
<time>539_00:24:47,520 --> 00:24:47,880</time>
<s>我说行</s>
<time>540_00:24:48,240 --> 00:24:50,040</time>
<s>然后我们俩就回到了岸边</s>
<time>541_00:24:50,760 --> 00:24:51,480</time>
<s>回头一看</s>
<time>542_00:24:51,840 --> 00:24:56,160</time>
<s>就看见这一只孤零零的小手在暗黑的岩石当中</s>
<time>543_00:24:56,520 --> 00:24:58,680</time>
<s>前面是瑞急的水浪</s>
<time>544_00:24:59,400 --> 00:25:01,200</time>
<s>后面是岸上围观的人群</s>
<time>545_00:25:01,920 --> 00:25:03,360</time>
<s>我觉得那个场面非常魔幻</s>
<time>546_00:25:04,080 --> 00:25:06,240</time>
<s>成片出来之后我特别喜欢</s>
<time>547_00:25:06,600 --> 00:25:09,480</time>
<s>而且特别喜欢它小手握着的那一株草</s>
<time>548_00:25:10,920 --> 00:25:13,440</time>
<s>虽然这个小草它也是个假草</s>
<time>549_00:25:13,800 --> 00:25:15,960</time>
<s>但是我觉得在这种环境下</s>
<time>550_00:25:16,320 --> 00:25:19,200</time>
<s>可能手里握着点什么总比没有好</s>
<time>551_00:25:19,920 --> 00:25:22,440</time>
<s>除了置换人的头以外</s>
<time>552_00:25:22,800 --> 00:25:24,240</time>
<s>我也置换了鸽子的头</s>
<time>553_00:25:24,600 --> 00:25:29,280</time>
<s>这是我在翻模之前把蜡稿都拿出来拍了一个集体照</s>
<time>554_00:25:29,640 --> 00:25:32,520</time>
<s>我觉得它们特别像是无头鸽子在开会</s>
<time>555_00:25:32,880 --> 00:25:33,600</time>
<s>但是没有头</s>
<time>556_00:25:33,960 --> 00:25:35,400</time>
<s>你也不知道它们到底在聊些什么</s>
<time>557_00:25:36,120 --> 00:25:37,920</time>
<s>后来我给它们安上了玻璃泡泡</s>
<time>558_00:25:38,280 --> 00:25:40,080</time>
<s>里面也放了很多假珍珠</s>
<time>559_00:25:40,440 --> 00:25:43,680</time>
<s>家鸽其实是可以飞得很高很远的</s>
<time>560_00:25:44,040 --> 00:25:46,200</time>
<s>但是它们因为有归巢性</s>
<time>561_00:25:46,560 --> 00:25:47,640</time>
<s>所以最终还是会回到</s>
<time>562_00:25:48,000 --> 00:25:49,440</time>
<s>它们的这个小小的鸽笼里面</s>
<time>563_00:25:50,160 --> 00:25:50,880</time>
<s>当时展览的时候</s>
<time>564_00:25:51,240 --> 00:25:55,200</time>
<s>我就布置了一个巨大的鸽笼在展厅里面</s>
<time>565_00:25:55,560 --> 00:25:59,520</time>
<s>这个网留给观众看展的距离其实是非常局促的</s>
<time>566_00:25:59,880 --> 00:26:01,320</time>
<s>所以站在这个网面前</s>
<time>567_00:26:02,760 --> 00:26:06,360</time>
<s>可能自己也不知道是我在看鸽子还是鸽子在看我</s>
<time>568_00:26:07,080 --> 00:26:09,600</time>
<s>在这面墙上</s>
<time>569_00:26:09,960 --> 00:26:12,120</time>
<s>我还开了一些窥视的小孔</s>
<time>570_00:26:12,480 --> 00:26:13,560</time>
<s>从这些小孔里面</s>
<time>571_00:26:13,920 --> 00:26:16,080</time>
<s>你可以看到里面鸽子的隐私</s>
<time>572_00:26:16,800 --> 00:26:20,760</time>
<s>但是我觉得可能鸽子同时也在暗中窥视墙外的人</s>
<time>573_00:26:21,120 --> 00:26:24,720</time>
<s>在这个阶段的作品和展览结束之后</s>
<time>574_00:26:25,080 --> 00:26:27,600</time>
<s>玻璃又带我去了更远的旅程</s>
<time>575_00:26:28,680 --> 00:26:29,400</time>
<s>在2018年的夏末</s>
<time>576_00:26:30,120 --> 00:26:34,080</time>
<s>我第一次去了苏格兰的北部一个叫Lybster的小镇</s>
<time>577_00:26:34,800 --> 00:26:36,240</time>
<s>那个地方特别平</s>
<time>578_00:26:36,600 --> 00:26:38,760</time>
<s>就是你不论往哪个方向去望</s>
<time>579_00:26:39,120 --> 00:26:40,920</time>
<s>都是海平线或者地平线</s>
<time>580_00:26:41,280 --> 00:26:44,160</time>
<s>我觉得就感觉空间可以无限地延伸</s>
<time>581_00:26:44,520 --> 00:26:48,480</time>
<s>同年的12月份我又到了波罗的海的拉脱维亚</s>
<time>582_00:26:48,840 --> 00:26:51,360</time>
<s>这是当时冬季的里加湾的景象</s>
<time>583_00:26:52,080 --> 00:26:53,880</time>
<s>我觉得就好像看到了</s>
<time>584_00:26:54,240 --> 00:26:57,120</time>
<s>天空和水面连接到了一起一样</s>
<time>585_00:26:57,480 --> 00:27:00,720</time>
<s>我当时在非常靠北的一个城市</s>
<time>586_00:27:01,080 --> 00:27:01,440</time>
<s>又是冬天</s>
<time>587_00:27:01,800 --> 00:27:05,040</time>
<s>所以白天大概九十点钟天才亮</s>
<time>588_00:27:05,400 --> 00:27:08,640</time>
<s>晚上下午两三点钟就慢慢地天黑了</s>
<time>589_00:27:09,360 --> 00:27:10,080</time>
<s>就觉得很奇怪</s>
<time>590_00:27:10,800 --> 00:27:12,600</time>
<s>也觉得光照特别的宝贵</s>
<time>591_00:27:12,960 --> 00:27:16,560</time>
<s>我当时就住在右边的这个红砖房子里面</s>
<time>592_00:27:16,920 --> 00:27:18,720</time>
<s>这个是拉脱维亚皇家美术学院</s>
<time>593_00:27:19,440 --> 00:27:20,880</time>
<s>在美院里面</s>
<time>594_00:27:21,240 --> 00:27:24,120</time>
<s>就是每半层就会有这么样一面墙</s>
<time>595_00:27:24,480 --> 00:27:26,280</time>
<s>上面全是彩色的玻璃窗</s>
<time>596_00:27:27,000 --> 00:27:29,520</time>
<s>当时外面其实光照也不是很充足</s>
<time>597_00:27:30,240 --> 00:27:30,960</time>
<s>又灰蒙蒙的</s>
<time>598_00:27:31,320 --> 00:27:32,040</time>
<s>所以就显得</s>
<time>599_00:27:32,400 --> 00:27:36,000</time>
<s>透过这些彩色玻璃窗照进室内的这些光线</s>
<time>600_00:27:36,360 --> 00:27:37,080</time>
<s>格外的温暖</s>
<time>601_00:27:37,800 --> 00:27:41,040</time>
<s>而且他们学校的玻璃专业也有一个传统</s>
<time>602_00:27:41,760 --> 00:27:42,840</time>
<s>就是玻璃系的学生</s>
<time>603_00:27:43,560 --> 00:27:47,520</time>
<s>都会在假期的时候把这个玻璃窗进行维护</s>
<time>604_00:27:47,880 --> 00:27:51,120</time>
<s>我当时去的时候正好他们学生在修其中的一块</s>
<time>605_00:27:51,480 --> 00:27:52,200</time>
<s>我就在那边儿</s>
<time>606_00:27:52,560 --> 00:27:55,080</time>
<s>一边看一边学习了一些新的技能</s>
<time>607_00:27:55,800 --> 00:27:57,240</time>
<s>后来回到北京以后</s>
<time>608_00:27:57,600 --> 00:27:59,400</time>
<s>我也找了一些平板玻璃料</s>
<time>609_00:27:59,760 --> 00:28:01,560</time>
<s>想试试新的创作方式</s>
<time>610_00:28:03,360 --> 00:28:05,880</time>
<s>在那一年其实我跟我特别好的一个朋友</s>
<time>611_00:28:06,240 --> 00:28:08,760</time>
<s>都分别经历了家人的离去</s>
<time>612_00:28:09,120 --> 00:28:12,000</time>
<s>我的朋友她是一个特别特别坚强的人</s>
<time>613_00:28:12,720 --> 00:28:14,520</time>
<s>所以我特别想安慰她</s>
<time>614_00:28:14,880 --> 00:28:15,600</time>
<s>可是我嘴太笨了</s>
<time>615_00:28:15,960 --> 00:28:17,760</time>
<s>我又不知道怎么能说出口</s>
<time>616_00:28:18,480 --> 00:28:18,840</time>
<s>后来有一次我们俩聊到岩井俊二《情书》的电影席人文·科技：自日梦</s>
<time>617_00:28:19,200 --> 00:28:22,440</time>
<s>后来有一次我们俩聊到岩井俊二《情书》的电影席</s>
<time>618_00:28:23,160 --> 00:28:26,400</time>
<s>在电影当中渡边博子冲着雪山呼喊</s>
<time>619_00:28:27,120 --> 00:28:27,480</time>
<s>你好吗</s>
<time>620_00:28:28,200 --> 00:28:28,920</time>
<s>我很好</s>
<time>621_00:28:29,640 --> 00:28:30,720</time>
<s>聊到这儿的时候</s>
<time>622_00:28:31,080 --> 00:28:33,960</time>
<s>我突然觉得我特别想用我的方式</s>
<time>623_00:28:34,320 --> 00:28:36,480</time>
<s>用玻璃作品去安慰她</s>
<time>624_00:28:37,560 --> 00:28:40,080</time>
<s>所以我就做了这样一个作品</s>
<time>625_00:28:40,440 --> 00:28:43,680</time>
<s>我把镜子和平板玻璃结合在一起</s>
<time>626_00:28:44,400 --> 00:28:46,560</time>
<s>做了一个新的系列叫做信件</s>
<time>627_00:28:47,640 --> 00:28:49,800</time>
<s>在镜面上我都刻了一句话</s>
<time>628_00:28:50,160 --> 00:28:54,480</time>
<s>这句话是信件通用的开头语或者结尾语</s>
<time>629_00:28:55,200 --> 00:28:56,280</time>
<s>我做好作品之后我跟她说</s>
<time>630_00:28:57,000 --> 00:28:58,440</time>
<s>我想送给你一幅</s>
<time>631_00:28:58,800 --> 00:29:01,680</time>
<s>然后她就挑了这一幅敬望安好</s>
<time>632_00:29:03,480 --> 00:29:05,640</time>
<s>她说这是大家在知道她的经历之后</s>
<time>633_00:29:06,000 --> 00:29:07,440</time>
<s>最常跟她说的一句话</s>
<time>634_00:29:08,160 --> 00:29:10,320</time>
<s>后来我把作品带到纽约去展览</s>
<time>635_00:29:11,040 --> 00:29:13,560</time>
<s>把作品都布置在空间当中的时候</s>
<time>636_00:29:13,920 --> 00:29:15,000</time>
<s>在自然光的环境下</s>
<time>637_00:29:15,360 --> 00:29:17,880</time>
<s>我觉得就好像看到这一句句问候</s>
<time>638_00:29:18,240 --> 00:29:20,040</time>
<s>悬浮在空间里一样</s>
<time>639_00:29:20,400 --> 00:29:22,560</time>
<s>特别让我感到宁静</s>
<time>640_00:29:23,280 --> 00:29:24,720</time>
<s>而在玻璃的选择上</s>
<time>641_00:29:25,080 --> 00:29:27,960</time>
<s>我其实用了一些看似非常普通的玻璃</s>
<time>642_00:29:28,320 --> 00:29:30,480</time>
<s>但是只有当光透过它们的时候</s>
<time>643_00:29:30,840 --> 00:29:32,640</time>
<s>才会在墙面上投射出这种</s>
<time>644_00:29:33,360 --> 00:29:35,160</time>
<s>波光粼《《的水面一样的光影</s>
<time>645_00:29:35,880 --> 00:29:36,960</time>
<s>而在镜子里面</s>
<time>646_00:29:37,320 --> 00:29:40,920</time>
<s>我们除了可以看到自己和所处的环境</s>
<time>647_00:29:41,280 --> 00:29:42,720</time>
<s>也可以看到更远的地方</s>
<time>648_00:29:43,800 --> 00:29:45,600</time>
<s>我觉得这个作品就好像</s>
<time>649_00:29:45,960 --> 00:29:49,200</time>
<s>把天空和水面给连接起来了一样</s>
<time>650_00:29:49,560 --> 00:29:51,360</time>
<s>可以无限地延伸</s>
<time>651_00:29:52,080 --> 00:29:55,320</time>
<s>在布好展的第二天清晨我醒得特别早</s>
<time>652_00:29:55,680 --> 00:29:58,200</time>
<s>正好有一束阳光照进画廊里面</s>
<time>653_00:29:58,560 --> 00:29:59,640</time>
<s>就在左上角</s>
<time>654_00:30:00,000 --> 00:30:02,160</time>
<s>然后它缓缓地移动到右下角</s>
<time>655_00:30:02,880 --> 00:30:03,960</time>
<s>在这个过程当中</s>
<time>656_00:30:04,680 --> 00:30:06,840</time>
<s>阳光点亮了每一封信</s>
<time>657_00:30:07,200 --> 00:30:10,800</time>
<s>然后信的光影又逐渐消失在了阴影当中</s>
<time>658_00:30:11,160 --> 00:30:14,040</time>
<s>我在镜子里看到了窗外的蓝天</s>
<time>659_00:30:14,400 --> 00:30:18,360</time>
<s>那一刻我觉得我的问候对方应该都收到了吧</s>
<time>660_00:30:19,080 --> 00:30:20,520</time>
<s>从一双小白鞋</s>
<time>661_00:30:20,880 --> 00:30:24,120</time>
<s>到一颗容易被人忽视的石子</s>
<time>662_00:30:24,480 --> 00:30:25,920</time>
<s>再到一抹阳光</s>
<time>663_00:30:26,280 --> 00:30:28,080</time>
<s>再到一段模糊的记忆</s>
<time>664_00:30:28,440 --> 00:30:30,960</time>
<s>我觉得我的作品当中总是喜欢去关注</s>
<time>665_00:30:31,320 --> 00:30:34,560</time>
<s>那些特别容易被人忽略或者忘却的小事件</s>
<time>666_00:30:35,280 --> 00:30:37,080</time>
<s>但是正是这些琐碎的小事</s>
<time>667_00:30:37,800 --> 00:30:40,680</time>
<s>构成了我作品当中的一篇篇故事</s>
<time>668_00:30:41,040 --> 00:30:42,120</time>
<s>在这10年当中</s>
<time>669_00:30:42,480 --> 00:30:45,360</time>
<s>其实我很多次很多次想过要放弃做玻璃</s>
<time>670_00:30:45,720 --> 00:30:48,960</time>
<s>因为有的时候真是找不到继续做下去的动力</s>
<time>671_00:30:49,680 --> 00:30:52,920</time>
<s>但是每当有人跟我说</s>
<time>672_00:30:54,000 --> 00:30:55,440</time>
<s>在我的作品当中体会到了</s>
<time>673_00:30:55,800 --> 00:30:59,760</time>
<s>那种特别细腻的情感和记忆的分量的时候</s>
<time>674_00:31:00,120 --> 00:31:03,000</time>
<s>我都会觉得我能够用玻璃这样一个</s>
<time>675_00:31:03,360 --> 00:31:08,040</time>
<s>既坚强又脆弱又温柔的材料去做创作</s>
<time>676_00:31:08,400 --> 00:31:09,480</time>
<s>真的是太好了</s>
<time>677_00:31:09,840 --> 00:31:11,280</time>
<s>尽管玻璃天性易碎</s>
<time>678_00:31:11,640 --> 00:31:12,720</time>
<s>但即使破碎</s>
<time>679_00:31:13,080 --> 00:31:15,600</time>
<s>也会以另一种方式重新发出光芒</s>
<time>680_00:31:16,680 --> 00:31:19,560</time>
<s>最后用一句话结束我今天的演讲</s>
<time>681_00:31:19,920 --> 00:31:21,720</time>
<s>就是万物皆有裂痕</s>
<time>682_00:31:22,080 --> 00:31:23,880</time>
<s>但那是光照进来的地方</s>
<time>683_00:31:24,240 --> 00:31:24,960</time>
<s>谢谢大家</s>
