The_AT0 Boulder_NP0 shooter_NN1 was_VBD bullied_VVN in_PRP high_AJ0 school_NN1 ,_PUN so_CJS I_PNP need_VVB to_TO0 say_VVI this_DT0 ._SENT I_PNP have_VHB not_XX0 forgotten_VVN ._SENT I_PNP still_AV0 live_VVB with_PRP the_AT0 trauma_NN1 that_CJT was_VBD inflicted_VVN from_PRP those_DT0 years_NN2 and_CJC earlier_AJC years_NN2 ._SENT I_PNP was_VBD diagnosed_VVN with_PRP Asperger_NP0 's_POS ._SENT I_PNP never_AV0 responded_VVD to_PRP the_AT0 taunts_NN2 because_CJS of_PRF the_AT0 backlash_NN1 directed_VVN against_PRP me_PNP from_PRP the_AT0 student_NN1 and_CJC administration_NN1 level_NN1 ._SENT After_PRP an_AT0 entire_AJ0 school_NN1 year_NN1 of_PRF near_AJ0 daily_AJ0 bullying_NN1 ,_PUN I_PNP would_VM0 snap_VVI near_PRP the_AT0 end_NN1 of_PRF term_NN1 ,_PUN and_CJC I_PNP spent_VVD as_PRP many_DT0 times_NN2 at_PRP the_AT0 end_NN1 of_PRF the_AT0 year_NN1 suspended_VVN as_CJS I_PNP did_VDD in_PRP class_NN1 ._SENT People_NN0 would_VM0 say_VVI I_PNP snapped_VVD then_AV0 ,_PUN but_CJC this_DT0 is_VBZ not_XX0 true_AJ0 ,_PUN I_PNP reached_VVD the_AT0 end_NN1 of_PRF tolerance_NN1 for_PRP taking_VVG it_PNP ,_PUN and_CJC moreover_AV0 the_AT0 effects_NN2 of_PRF bullying_NN1 is_VBZ like_AV0 boiling_AJ0 water_NN1 in_PRP a_AT0 covered_AJ0 pot_NN1 —_PUN the_AT0 pressure_NN1 builds_VVZ ._SENT This_DT0 shooter_NN1 was_VBD bullied_VVN in_PRP high_AJ0 school_NN1 and_CJC has_VHZ been_VBN described_VVN as_CJS "_PUQ snapping_VVG "_PUQ without_PRP provocation_NN1 ,_PUN but_CJC that_DT0 negates_VVZ what_DTQ he_PNP and_CJC other_AJ0 bullying_NN1 victims_NN2 suffer_VVB when_CJS they_PNP are_VBB still_AV0 in_PRP that_DT0 same_DT0 environment_NN1 ._SENT The_AT0 shooter_NN1 was_VBD wrong_AJ0 to_TO0 take_VVI out_AVP his_DPS suffering_NN1 on_PRP the_AT0 people_NN0 of_PRF Boulder_NP0 ,_PUN and_CJC my_DPS heart_NN1 is_VBZ pained_AJ0 at_PRP the_AT0 losses_NN2 ._SENT I_PNP still_AV0 —_PUN over_PRP 20_CRD years_NN2 after_PRP high_AJ0 school_NN1 —_PUN remember_VVB my_DPS bullies_NN2 ,_PUN and_CJC I_PNP have_VHB not_XX0 forgiven_VVN them_PNP ._SENT Being_VBG bullied_VVN made_VVD me_PNP nervous_AJ0 with_PRP crowds_NN2 ,_PUN and_CJC it_PNP made_VVD me_PNP look_VVI for_PRP exits_NN2 ,_PUN places_NN2 where_AVQ I_PNP can_VM0 limit_VVI anyone_PNI from_PRP coming_VVG at_PRP me_PNP and_CJC keep_VVB a_AT0 wall_NN1 to_PRP my_DPS back_NN1 ._SENT Being_VBG bullied_VVN broke_VVD my_DPS humanity_NN1 ._SENT The_AT0 shooter_NN1 was_VBD wrong_AJ0 ,_PUN but_CJC someone_PNI broke_VVD his_DPS humanity_NN1 long_AV0 before_CJS he_PNP took_VVD up_AVP an_AT0 assault_NN1 rifle_NN1 ._SENT 
