The_AT0 sun_NN1 is_VBZ setting_VVG in_PRP Laguna_NP0 Beach_NP0 ,_PUN Calif._NP0 ,_PUN and_CJC Trevor_NP0 Lawrence_NP0 wants_VVZ to_TO0 enjoy_VVI it_PNP ._SENT He_PNP opens_VVZ the_AT0 blinds_NN2 so_CJS the_AT0 light_NN1 can_VM0 stream_VVI in_PRP ._SENT His_DPS fiancé_NN1 ,_PUN Marissa_NP0 Mowry_NP0 ,_PUN sits_VVZ with_PRP a_AT0 glass_NN1 of_PRF red_AJ0 wine_NN1 ._SENT They_PNP met_VVD as_PRP kids_NN2 and_CJC started_VVD dating_VVG seriously_AV0 in_PRP high_AJ0 school_NN1 ,_PUN and_CJC soon_AV0 they_PNP will_VM0 move_VVI to_PRP ..._PUN well_AV0 ,_PUN hang_VVB on_AVP ._SENT 
"_PUQ It_PNP 's_VBZ beautiful_AJ0 out_AVP here_AV0 ,_PUN "_PUQ Lawrence_NP0 says_VVZ ._SENT "_PUQ Soaking_VVG this_DT0 in_PRP is_VBZ nice_AJ0 ..._PUN ._SENT [_PUL I_PNP 'm_VBB ]_PUR just_AV0 not_XX0 looking_VVG too_AV0 far_AV0 ahead_AV0 ._SENT I_PNP 'm_VBB the_AT0 type_NN1 of_PRF guy_NN1 if_CJS I_PNP look_VVB too_AV0 far_AV0 ahead_AV0 ,_PUN I_PNP get_VVB kind_NN1 of_PRF stressed_VVN out_AVP ._SENT "_PUQ 
He_PNP knows_VVZ what_DTQ is_VBZ coming_VVG ._SENT He_PNP has_VHZ known_VVN it_PNP for_PRP years_NN2 ._SENT On_PRP April_NP0 29_CRD ,_PUN Lawrence_NP0 is_VBZ widely_AV0 expected_VVN to_TO0 be_VBI the_AT0 NFL_NP0 's_POS No._NN1 1_CRD draft_NN1 pick_NN1 ._SENT As_CJS his_DPS father_NN1 ,_PUN Jeremy_NP0 ,_PUN says_VVZ ,_PUN "_PUQ He_PNP is_VBZ leaving_VVG the_AT0 little_AJ0 world_NN1 of_PRF Clemson_NP0 ,_PUN "_PUQ heading_VVG to_PRP Jacksonville_NP0 ,_PUN entering_VVG a_AT0 sports-media_NP0 industrial_AJ0 complex_NN1 that_CJT will_VM0 inflate_VVI expectations_NN2 and_CJC then_AV0 chastise_VVB him_PNP for_PRP not_XX0 meeting_VVG them_PNP ,_PUN a_AT0 warped_AJ0 world_NN1 that_CJT rewards_VVZ people_NN0 with_PRP warped_AJ0 priorities_NN2 ._SENT 
The_AT0 NFL_NP0 is_VBZ a_AT0 league_NN1 for_PRP the_AT0 obsessive_AJ0 and_CJC the_AT0 petty_AJ0 ,_PUN so_AV0 much_AV0 so_AV0 that_CJT fans_NN2 can_VM0 identify_VVI most_DT0 star_AJ0 quarterbacks_NN2 by_PRP their_DPS slights_NN2 :_PUN 199th_ORD pick_VVB in_PRP the_AT0 draft_NN1 ;_PUN passed_VVD over_AVP by_PRP his_DPS hometown_NN1 49ers_NN2 ;_PUN told_VVD he_PNP should_VM0 switch_VVI to_PRP receiver_NN1 even_AV0 after_CJS he_PNP won_VVD the_AT0 Heisman_NN1 as_PRP a_AT0 quarterback_NN1 ;_PUN drafted_VVN behind_PRP Mitchell_NP0 Trubisky_NP0 ._SENT This_DT0 is_VBZ the_AT0 league_NN1 of_PRF Bill_NN1 Parcells_NN2 's_VBZ saying_VVG ,_PUN "_PUQ This_DT0 is_VBZ not_XX0 a_AT0 game_NN1 for_PRP the_AT0 most_AV0 well-adjusted_AJ0 people_NN0 "_PUQ ;_PUN of_PRF Baker_NP0 Mayfield_NP0 's_VBZ taking_VVG offense_NN1 when_CJS his_DPS old_AJ0 Browns_NN2 coach_NN1 ,_PUN Hue_NN1 Jackson_NP0 ,_PUN took_VVD another_DT0 job_NN1 after_PRP Jackson_NP0 was_VBD fired_VVN ;_PUN of_PRF defensive_AJ0 backs_NN2 Richard_NP0 Sherman_NP0 and_CJC Darrelle_NP0 Revis_NP0 's_POS feuding_NN1 long_AV0 after_CJS Revis_NP0 retired_VVD ._SENT And_CJC now_AV0 it_PNP is_VBZ the_AT0 league_NN1 of_PRF Trevor_NP0 Lawrence_NP0 's_VBZ saying_VVG ,_PUN "_PUQ It_PNP 's_VBZ not_XX0 like_CJS I_PNP need_VVB this_DT0 for_PRP my_DPS life_NN1 to_TO0 be_VBI O.K._AJ0 
"_PUQ I_PNP want_VVB to_TO0 do_VDI it_PNP because_CJS I_PNP want_VVB to_TO0 be_VBI the_AT0 best_AJS I_PNP can_VM0 be_VBI ._SENT I_PNP want_VVB to_TO0 maximize_VVI my_DPS potential_NN1 ._SENT Who_PNQ would_VM0 n't_XX0 want_VVI to_PRP ?_SENT You_PNP kind_NN1 of_PRF waste_NN1 it_PNP if_CJS you_PNP do_VDB n't_XX0 ._SENT "_PUQ 
Lawrence_NP0 is_VBZ only_AV0 21._CRD He_PNP finished_VVD Cartersville_NP0 (_PUL Ga._NP0 )_PUR High_AJ0 three_CRD years_NN2 ago_AV0 and_CJC still_AV0 peppers_NN2 his_DPS sentences_NN2 with_PRP like_AV0 ._SENT But_CJC he_PNP lacks_VVZ that_CJT youthful_AJ0 desire_NN1 to_TO0 conquer_VVI the_AT0 world_NN1 ._SENT 
"_PUQ It_PNP 's_VBZ hard_AJ0 to_TO0 explain_VVI that_CJT because_CJS I_PNP want_VVB people_NN0 to_TO0 know_VVI that_CJT I_PNP 'm_VBB passionate_AJ0 about_PRP what_DTQ I_PNP do_VDB and_CJC it_PNP 's_VBZ really_AV0 important_AJ0 to_PRP me_PNP ,_PUN but_CJC ..._PUN I_PNP do_VDB n't_XX0 have_VHI this_DT0 huge_AJ0 chip_NN1 on_PRP my_DPS shoulder_NN1 ,_PUN that_DT0 everyone_PNI 's_VBZ out_AVP to_TO0 get_VVI me_PNP and_CJC I_PNP 'm_VBB trying_VVG to_TO0 prove_VVI everybody_PNI wrong_AJ0 ,_PUN "_PUQ he_PNP says_VVZ ._SENT "_PUQ I_PNP just_AV0 do_VDB n't_XX0 have_VHI that_DT0 ._SENT I_PNP ca_VM0 n't_XX0 manufacture_VVI that_DT0 ._SENT I_PNP do_VDB n't_XX0 want_VVI to_PRP ._SENT "_PUQ Marissa_NP0 adds_VVZ ,_PUN "_PUQ There_EX0 's_VBZ also_AV0 more_AV0 in_PRP life_NN1 than_CJS playing_VVG football_NN1 ._SENT "_PUQ 
"_PUQ Yeah_ITJ ,_PUN "_PUQ Trevor_NP0 says_VVZ ._SENT "_PUQ And_CJC I_PNP think_VVB people_NN0 mistake_VVB that_CJT for_PRP being_VBG a_AT0 competitor_NN1 ..._PUN ._SENT I_PNP think_VVB that_DT0 's_VBZ unhealthy_AJ0 to_PRP a_AT0 certain_AJ0 extent_NN1 ,_PUN just_AV0 always_AV0 thinking_VVG that_CJT you_PNP 've_VHB got_VVN to_TO0 prove_VVI somebody_PNI wrong_AJ0 ,_PUN you_PNP 've_VHB got_VVN to_TO0 do_VDI more_AV0 ,_PUN you_PNP 've_VHB got_VVN to_TO0 be_VBI better_AJC ._SENT "_PUQ 
Marissa_NP0 :_PUN "_PUQ That_CJT usually_AV0 only_AV0 leads_VVZ to_PRP sadness_NN1 as_CJS well_AV0 —_PUN always_AV0 ,_PUN like_AV0 ,_PUN striving_VVG for_PRP something_PNI new_AJ0 or_CJC better_AJC ._SENT "_PUQ 
Trevor_NP0 has_VHZ always_AV0 been_VBN like_PRP this_DT0 ._SENT Everybody_PNI in_PRP the_AT0 family_NN1 says_VVZ that_CJT off_PRP the_AT0 football_NN1 field_NN1 ,_PUN Marissa_NP0 ,_PUN who_PNQ played_VVD soccer_NN1 at_PRP Division_NN1 II_CRD Anderson_NP0 University_NN1 ,_PUN is_VBZ more_AV0 competitive_AJ0 than_CJS he_PNP is_VBZ ._SENT His_DPS father_NN1 says_VVZ ,_PUN "_PUQ He_PNP 's_VBZ not_XX0 award-driven_AJ0 ._SENT He_PNP 's_VBZ not_XX0 ,_PUN '_PUQ I_PNP want_VVB to_TO0 win_VVI a_AT0 Super_AJ0 Bowl_NN1 at_PRP all_DT0 costs_NN2 ._SENT '_PUQ "_PUQ Trevor_NP0 's_POS coach_NN1 at_PRP Cartersville_NP0 High_NP0 ,_PUN Joey_NP0 King_NP0 ,_PUN says_VVZ ,_PUN "_PUQ There_EX0 is_VBZ no_AT0 doubt_NN1 about_PRP it_PNP :_PUN With_PRP who_PNQ he_PNP is_VBZ as_PRP a_AT0 person_NN1 ,_PUN he_PNP could_VM0 walk_VVI away_AV0 from_PRP it_PNP tomorrow_AV0 and_CJC be_VBI fine_AJ0 ._SENT "_PUQ Others_NN2 who_PNQ know_VVB Lawrence_NP0 well_AV0 agree_VVB ._SENT This_DT0 would_VM0 make_VVI for_PRP an_AT0 unusual_AJ0 Nike_NP0 campaign_NN1 :_PUN Who_PNQ Needs_VVZ This_DT0 ,_PUN Anyway_AV0 ?_SENT It_PNP is_VBZ probably_AV0 not_XX0 what_DTQ a_AT0 lot_NN1 of_PRF NFL_NP0 fans_NN2 want_VVB to_TO0 hear_VVI ._SENT Lawrence_NP0 knows_VVZ his_DPS words_NN2 will_VM0 get_VVI twisted_VVN and_CJC used_VVN against_PRP him_PNP ._SENT He_PNP does_VDZ n't_XX0 seem_VVI too_AV0 worried_AJ0 about_PRP it_PNP ._SENT 
Trevor_NP0 Lawrence_NP0 is_VBZ out_AVP to_TO0 prove_VVI absolutely_AV0 nothing_PNI ._SENT This_DT0 will_VM0 either_AV0 be_VBI the_AT0 reason_NN1 he_PNP makes_VVZ the_AT0 Hall_NN1 of_PRF Fame_NN1 ,_PUN or_CJC the_AT0 reason_NN1 he_PNP does_VDZ n't_XX0 ._SENT 
Lawrence_NP0 is_VBZ not_XX0 just_AV0 a_AT0 great_AJ0 quarterback_NN1 who_PNQ went_VVD 34_CRD –_PUN 2_CRD in_PRP three_CRD seasons_NN2 as_PRP a_AT0 starter_NN1 at_PRP Clemson_NP0 ,_PUN including_PRP a_AT0 national_AJ0 championship_NN1 victory_NN1 over_PRP Alabama_NP0 as_PRP a_AT0 freshman_NN1 ._SENT He_PNP is_VBZ the_AT0 rare_AJ0 prospect_NN1 whose_DTQ talent_NN1 is_VBZ beyond_PRP debate_NN1 ._SENT Quarterback_NN1 trainer_NN1 Jordan_NP0 Palmer_NP0 ,_PUN who_PNQ first_ORD saw_VVD Lawrence_NP0 at_PRP the_AT0 Elite_NN1 11_CRD camp_NN1 when_CJS he_PNP was_VBD a_AT0 rising_AJ0 high_AJ0 school_NN1 senior_AJ0 ,_PUN says_VVZ ,_PUN "_PUQ Every_AT0 year_NN1 there_EX0 is_VBZ zero_CRD ,_PUN one_CRD or_CJC two_CRD kids_NN2 who_PNQ you_PNP go_VVB ,_PUN '_PUQ Well_AV0 ,_PUN all_DT0 right_NN1 ,_PUN that_DT0 guy_NN1 is_VBZ going_VVG to_TO0 be_VBI a_AT0 star_NN1 in_PRP the_AT0 NFL_NP0 ._SENT '_PUQ "_PUQ 
Lawrence_NP0 was_VBD one_CRD of_PRF those_DT0 ,_PUN and_CJC he_PNP has_VHZ only_AV0 improved_VVN ._SENT ESPN_NP0 's_POS Mel_NP0 Kiper_NP0 Jr._NP0 ranks_VVZ him_PNP the_AT0 fourth-best_AJ0 quarterback_NN1 prospect_NN1 since_PRP 1979_CRD ,_PUN behind_PRP only_AV0 John_NP0 Elway_NP0 ,_PUN Andrew_NP0 Luck_NP0 and_CJC Peyton_NP0 Manning_NP0 ._SENT Last_ORD fall_NN1 NFL_NP0 fans_NN2 wondered_VVD which_DTQ team_NN1 would_VM0 win_VVI the_AT0 Championship_NN1 of_PRF Suck_NN1 ,_PUN finish_VVB with_PRP the_AT0 league_NN1 's_POS worst_AJS record_NN1 and_CJC win_VVB the_AT0 6_CRD '_POS 6_CRD "_PUQ ,_PUN 220-pound_AJ0 Trevor_NP0 Lawrence_NP0 Trophy_NN1 ._SENT Lawrence_NP0 's_POS future_NN1 is_VBZ tantalizing_AJ0 to_PRP everybody_PNI ,_PUN it_PNP seems_VVZ ,_PUN except_CJS him_PNP ._SENT 
Lawrence_NP0 spent_VVD his_DPS fall_NN1 Sundays_NN2 with_PRP Marissa_NP0 ._SENT They_PNP would_VM0 go_VVI out_AVP to_TO0 eat_VVI ,_PUN NFL_NP0 games_NN2 would_VM0 be_VBI on_AVP ,_PUN people_NN0 at_PRP the_AT0 next_ORD table_NN1 would_VM0 say_VVI something_PNI about_PRP his_DPS going_VVG to_PRP the_AT0 Jets_NN2 or_CJC Jaguars_NN2 and_CJC Lawrence_NP0 would_VM0 barely_AV0 pay_VVI attention_NN1 ._SENT He_PNP says_VVZ ,_PUN "_PUQ Toward_PRP the_AT0 end_NN1 [_PUL of_PRF the_AT0 season_NN1 ]_PUR ,_PUN I_PNP was_VBD ,_PUN like_AV0 ,_PUN a_AT0 little_AV0 curious_AJ0 :_PUN I_PNP wonder_VVB who_PNQ won_VVD this_DT0 week_NN1 ._SENT "_PUQ But_CJC the_AT0 question_NN1 did_VDD not_XX0 consume_VVI him_PNP ._SENT 
The_AT0 Jets_NN2 offered_VVD a_AT0 chance_NN1 to_TO0 play_VVI in_PRP the_AT0 country_NN1 's_POS biggest_AJS media_NN0 market_NN1 ,_PUN but_CJC that_DT0 would_VM0 n't_XX0 do_VDI much_DT0 for_PRP Lawrence_NP0 ._SENT His_DPS celebrity_NN1 is_VBZ like_PRP a_AT0 hot-air_AJ0 balloon_NN1 with_PRP his_DPS face_NN1 on_PRP it_PNP :_PUN He_PNP sees_VVZ it_PNP hovering_VVG above_AV0 but_CJC never_AV0 climbs_VVZ in_AVP ._SENT When_CJS Lawrence_NP0 signed_VVD with_PRP Clemson_NP0 ,_PUN the_AT0 only_AJ0 media_NN0 outlet_NN1 he_PNP wanted_VVD at_PRP the_AT0 press_NN1 conference_NN1 was_VBD Cartersville_NP0 's_POS Daily_AJ0 Tribune_NN1 News_NN1 (_PUL circulation_NN1 :_PUN about_PRP 6_CRD ,_PUN 000_CRD )_PUR ._SENT And_CJC yet_AV0 ,_PUN anybody_PNI who_PNQ assumed_VVD he_PNP wanted_VVD his_DPS hometown_NN1 Falcons_NN2 to_TO0 get_VVI the_AT0 top_AJ0 pick_NN1 was_VBD wrong_AJ0 ,_PUN too_AV0 ._SENT Lawrence_NP0 is_VBZ not_XX0 reclusive_AJ0 ,_PUN just_AV0 low-key_AJ0 ._SENT He_PNP is_VBZ not_XX0 driven_VVN by_PRP a_AT0 desire_NN1 to_TO0 be_VBI a_AT0 global_AJ0 icon_NN1 ._SENT 
And_CJC then_AV0 there_EX0 is_VBZ the_AT0 winning_AJ0 element_NN1 ;_PUN this_DT0 is_VBZ how_AVQ we_PNP judge_VVB quarterbacks_NN2 ,_PUN and_CJC so_AV0 much_DT0 of_PRF it_PNP depends_VVZ on_PRP going_VVG to_PRP the_AT0 right_AJ0 franchise_NN1 ._SENT But_CJC Lawrence_NP0 has_VHZ a_AT0 different_AJ0 view_NN1 of_PRF that_DT0 ,_PUN too_AV0 ._SENT Just_AV0 as_CJS he_PNP loves_VVZ football_NN1 but_CJC does_VDZ n't_XX0 need_VVI it_PNP ,_PUN he_PNP loves_VVZ winning_AJ0 but_CJC does_VDZ n't_XX0 need_VVI it_PNP ._SENT This_DT0 is_VBZ a_AT0 hard_AJ0 thing_NN1 to_TO0 prove_VVI —_PUN in_PRP high_AJ0 school_NN1 and_CJC college_NN1 he_PNP rarely_AV0 lost_VVD ,_PUN and_CJC maybe_AV0 once_CJS he_PNP tastes_VVZ defeat_NN1 more_AV0 often_AV0 ,_PUN it_PNP will_VM0 change_VVI him_PNP ._SENT But_CJC he_PNP has_VHZ always_AV0 gotten_VVN over_PRP losses_NN2 quickly_AV0 ._SENT He_PNP remained_VVD approachable_AJ0 ,_PUN he_PNP talked_VVD to_PRP his_DPS teammates_NN2 ,_PUN he_PNP did_VDD not_XX0 stew_VVI ._SENT Lawrence_NP0 says_VVZ when_AVQ his_DPS college_NN1 career_NN1 ended_VVD in_PRP January_NP0 ,_PUN with_PRP a_AT0 blowout_AJ0 loss_NN1 to_PRP Ohio_NP0 State_NN1 in_PRP the_AT0 College_NN1 Football_NN1 Playoff_NN1 semifinals_NN2 ,_PUN "_PUQ I_PNP knew_VVD I_PNP did_VDD all_DT0 I_PNP could_VM0 do_VDI ._SENT It_PNP would_VM0 be_VBI dumb_AJ0 for_PRP me_PNP in_PRP that_DT0 moment_NN1 to_TO0 think_VVI I_PNP could_VM0 have_VHI done_VDN something_PNI different_AJ0 ._SENT "_PUQ 
Lawrence_NP0 enters_VVZ the_AT0 NFL_NP0 during_PRP an_AT0 era_NN1 of_PRF player_NN1 empowerment_NN1 ._SENT Matthew_NP0 Stafford_NP0 asked_VVD the_AT0 Lions_NN2 to_TO0 move_VVI him_PNP and_CJC got_VVD his_DPS wish_NN1 ._SENT Russell_NP0 Wilson_NP0 and_CJC Aaron_NP0 Rodgers_NP0 ,_PUN to_PRP varying_AJ0 degrees_NN2 ,_PUN have_VHB put_VVN public_AJ0 pressure_NN1 on_PRP their_DPS organizations_NN2 to_TO0 fix_VVI the_AT0 roster_NN1 or_CJC find_VVB a_AT0 new_AJ0 quarterback_NN1 ._SENT Meanwhile_AV0 ,_PUN Lawrence_NP0 had_VHD only_AV0 a_AT0 passing_AJ0 interest_NN1 in_PRP who_PNQ might_VM0 control_VVI the_AT0 first_ORD few_DT0 years_NN2 of_PRF his_DPS career_NN1 ._SENT All_DT0 those_DT0 quarterbacks_NN2 are_VBB trying_VVG to_TO0 take_VVI control_NN1 of_PRF their_DPS lives_NN2 rather_AV0 than_CJS cede_VVI it_PNP to_PRP some_DT0 billionaire_NN1 ._SENT Some_DT0 are_VBB doing_VDG it_PNP by_PRP finding_VVG another_DT0 team_NN1 ;_PUN Lawrence_NP0 is_VBZ doing_VDG it_PNP by_PRP not_XX0 letting_VVG his_DPS team_NN1 define_VVI him_PNP ._SENT 
He_PNP knew_VVD that_CJT whether_CJS he_PNP lived_VVD in_PRP Jacksonville_NP0 or_CJC New_NP0 York_NP0 ,_PUN he_PNP would_VM0 be_VBI the_AT0 same_DT0 person_NN1 ,_PUN playing_VVG the_AT0 sport_NN1 he_PNP loves_VVZ ,_PUN with_PRP the_AT0 same_DT0 partner_NN1 on_PRP his_DPS arm_NN1 ._SENT He_PNP and_CJC Marissa_NP0 were_VBD married_VVN last_ORD weekend_NN1 ._SENT 
"_PUQ That_DT0 's_VBZ such_DT0 a_AT0 big_AJ0 thing_NN1 in_PRP anyone_PNI 's_POS life_NN1 ,_PUN is_VBZ finding_VVG who_PNQ you_PNP want_VVB to_TO0 be_VBI with_PRP ,_PUN who_PNQ you_PNP want_VVB to_TO0 marry_VVI and_CJC who_PNQ you_PNP want_VVB to_TO0 spend_VVI the_AT0 rest_NN1 of_PRF your_DPS life_NN1 with_PRP ,_PUN "_PUQ he_PNP says_VVZ ._SENT "_PUQ And_CJC the_AT0 fact_NN1 that_CJT we_PNP already_AV0 have_VHB that_DT0 is_VBZ ..._PUN I_PNP mean_VVB ,_PUN it_PNP 's_VBZ just_AV0 the_AT0 best_AJS ._SENT "_PUQ 
This_DT0 is_VBZ the_AT0 kind_NN1 of_PRF perspective_NN1 you_PNP might_VM0 want_VVI for_PRP your_DPS child_NN1 ._SENT But_CJC is_VBZ it_PNP what_DTQ you_PNP want_VVB from_PRP your_DPS franchise_NN1 quarterback_NN1 ?_SENT 
This_DT0 is_VBZ what_DTQ the_AT0 quarterback_NN1 wants_VVZ :_PUN to_TO0 play_VVI football_NN1 ._SENT Not_XX0 for_PRP the_AT0 championships_NN2 ,_PUN though_CJS of_PRF course_NN1 those_DT0 feel_VVB good_AJ0 ._SENT Not_XX0 for_PRP the_AT0 money_NN1 ,_PUN though_CJS he_PNP will_VM0 enjoy_VVI that_CJT ,_PUN too_AV0 ._SENT He_PNP just_AV0 wants_VVZ to_TO0 play_VVI ._SENT It_PNP is_VBZ what_DTQ he_PNP always_AV0 wanted_VVD ._SENT He_PNP has_VHZ had_VHN a_AT0 football_NN1 player_NN1 's_POS mentality_NN1 before_CJS he_PNP even_AV0 really_AV0 knew_VVD what_DTQ football_NN1 was_VBD ._SENT He_PNP was_VBD a_AT0 wild_AJ0 toddler_NN1 —_PUN "_PUQ insane_AJ0 ,_PUN "_PUQ his_DPS father_NN1 says_VVZ ._SENT His_DPS mother_NN1 ,_PUN Amanda_NP0 ,_PUN says_VVZ ,_PUN "_PUQ Yeah_ITJ ,_PUN he_PNP was_VBD jumping_VVG off_AVP the_AT0 walls_NN2 ..._PUN ._SENT I_PNP mean_VVB ,_PUN he_PNP had_VHD stitches_NN2 in_PRP his_DPS face_NN1 like_PRP three_CRD times_NN2 before_CJS he_PNP was_VBD three_CRD years_NN2 old_AJ0 ._SENT I_PNP 'm_VBB like_AJ0 ,_PUN Omigosh_AJ0 ,_PUN they_PNP are_VBB gonna_AJ0 think_VVB we_PNP 're_VBB abusing_VVG him_PNP or_CJC something_PNI ?_SENT "_PUQ Trevor_NP0 wanted_VVD to_TO0 join_VVI a_AT0 team_NN1 at_PRP five_CRD but_CJC Cartersville_NP0 made_VVD kids_NN2 wait_VVI until_CJS they_PNP were_VBD six_CRD ._SENT When_CJS he_PNP finally_AV0 played_VVD ,_PUN he_PNP was_VBD so_AV0 eager_AJ0 to_TO0 knock_VVI people_NN0 around_PRP that_DT0 his_DPS father_NN1 figured_VVD he_PNP would_VM0 become_VVI a_AT0 linebacker_NN1 ._SENT And_CJC yet_AV0 ,_PUN to_TO0 really_AV0 understand_VVI Trevor_NP0 ,_PUN and_CJC why_AVQ he_PNP is_VBZ the_AT0 way_NN1 he_PNP is_VBZ ,_PUN you_PNP have_VHB to_TO0 shift_VVI your_DPS gaze_NN1 to_PRP the_AT0 other_AJ0 Lawrence_NP0 boy_NN1 :_PUN his_DPS older_AJC brother_NN1 ,_PUN Chase_NN1 ._SENT 
Chase_NN1 was_VBD the_AT0 Little_AJ0 Leaguer_NN1 who_PNQ would_VM0 draw_VVI pictures_NN2 in_PRP the_AT0 infield_NN1 dirt_NN1 while_CJS the_AT0 pitch_NN1 was_VBD being_VBG thrown_VVN ._SENT He_PNP would_VM0 lie_VVI on_PRP the_AT0 bench_NN1 rather_AV0 than_CJS pay_VVI attention_NN1 ._SENT Once_AV0 ,_PUN when_CJS his_DPS team_NN1 recorded_VVD three_CRD outs_NN2 without_PRP his_DPS assistance_NN1 ,_PUN he_PNP returned_VVD to_PRP the_AT0 wrong_AJ0 dugout_NN1 ,_PUN oblivious_AJ0 to_PRP the_AT0 fact_NN1 that_CJT everybody_PNI else_AV0 there_EX0 was_VBD wearing_VVG a_AT0 uniform_NN1 different_AJ0 from_PRP his_PNP ._SENT The_AT0 Lawrences_NP0 finally_AV0 stopped_VVD signing_VVG Chase_NN1 up_AVP for_PRP sports_NN2 ._SENT His_DPS passion_NN1 was_VBD art_NN1 ._SENT 
His_DPS big_AJ0 brother_NN1 's_POS lack_NN1 of_PRF interest_NN1 in_PRP athletics_NN1 meant_VVD that_CJT Trevor_NP0 was_VBD never_AV0 trying_VVG to_TO0 beat_VVI Chase_NN1 —_PUN and_CJC Chase_NP0 's_POS presence_NN1 served_VVD as_PRP a_AT0 tacit_AJ0 reminder_NN1 that_CJT there_EX0 was_VBD life_NN1 without_PRP sports_NN2 ._SENT Trevor_NP0 says_VVZ of_PRF his_DPS own_DT0 prowess_NN1 ,_PUN "_PUQ There_EX0 was_VBD probably_AV0 not_XX0 a_AT0 huge_AJ0 gap_NN1 between_PRP me_PNP and_CJC the_AT0 other_AJ0 players_NN2 until_PRP eighth_ORD grade_NN1 ._SENT I_PNP was_VBD just_AV0 a_AT0 good_AJ0 football_NN1 player_NN1 ._SENT But_CJC I_PNP just_AV0 loved_VVD it_PNP ._SENT "_PUQ Right_AV0 around_PRP the_AT0 time_NN1 he_PNP started_VVD to_TO0 get_VVI recruited_VVN ,_PUN when_CJS his_DPS ego_NN1 was_VBD at_PRP its_DPS most_AV0 inflatable_AJ0 ,_PUN he_PNP also_AV0 became_VVD best_AJS friends_NN2 with_PRP Chase_NN1 ,_PUN four_CRD years_NN2 his_DPS senior_AJ0 ._SENT 
Chase_NN1 supports_VVZ his_DPS brother_NN1 ,_PUN but_CJC even_AV0 now_AV0 ,_PUN he_PNP is_VBZ baffled_VVN by_PRP people_NN0 who_PNQ watch_VVB games_NN2 when_CJS they_PNP do_VDB n't_XX0 know_VVI one_PNI of_PRF the_AT0 players_NN2 personally_AV0 ._SENT He_PNP is_VBZ a_AT0 questioner_NN1 by_PRP nature_NN1 ._SENT When_CJS he_PNP was_VBD a_AT0 kid_NN1 and_CJC the_AT0 Lawrences_NP0 went_VVD to_PRP church_NN1 on_PRP Sundays_NN2 ,_PUN Chase_NN1 did_VDD not_XX0 reflexively_AV0 trust_VVI everything_PNI he_PNP heard_VVD ._SENT For_PRP a_AT0 while_NN1 ,_PUN he_PNP trusted_VVD none_PNI of_PRF it_PNP ._SENT He_PNP started_VVD questioning_VVG other_AJ0 people_NN0 's_POS rules_NN2 ,_PUN hanging_VVG out_AVP with_PRP artists_NN2 ,_PUN experimenting_VVG with_PRP drugs_NN2 ._SENT 
"_PUQ [_PUL My_DPS friends_NN2 and_CJC I_PNP ]_PUR loved_VVD tripping_VVG ,_PUN "_PUQ Chase_NP0 says_VVZ ._SENT "_PUQ I_PNP never_AV0 had_VHD issues_NN2 with_PRP psychedelics_NN2 ..._PUN ._SENT I_PNP mean_VVB I_PNP did_VDD a_AT0 lot_NN1 of_PRF it_PNP ,_PUN but_CJC it_PNP was_VBD n't_XX0 ruining_VVG my_DPS life_NN1 ._SENT "_PUQ 
He_PNP took_VVD a_AT0 lot_NN1 of_PRF Adderall_NP0 ,_PUN too_AV0 ._SENT He_PNP recognizes_VVZ the_AT0 danger_NN1 now_AV0 but_CJC says_VVZ ,_PUN "_PUQ I_PNP do_VDB n't_XX0 really_AV0 feel_VVI like_CJS I_PNP had_VHD any_DT0 ,_PUN like_AV0 ,_PUN underlying_VVG existential_AJ0 issues_NN2 or_CJC anything_PNI deep_AJ0 like_PRP that_DT0 ._SENT I_PNP think_VVB I_PNP just_AV0 was_VBD curious_AJ0 ._SENT "_PUQ He_PNP has_VHZ since_AV0 sobered_VVN up_AVP and_CJC devoted_VVD himself_PNX to_PRP Christianity_NN1 ,_PUN but_CJC he_PNP remains_VVZ a_AT0 questioner_NN1 ._SENT He_PNP and_CJC Trevor_NP0 discuss_VVB religion_NN1 frequently_AV0 ,_PUN and_CJC both_AV0 understand_VVB that_DT0 part_NN1 of_PRF being_VBG devout_AJ0 means_NN0 asking_VVG why_AVQ ._SENT 
"_PUQ I_PNP got_VVD to_PRP a_AT0 point_NN1 to_PRP where_AVQ it_PNP really_AV0 just_AV0 was_VBD n't_XX0 enough_AV0 for_PRP me_PNP to_TO0 like_VVI ,_PUN blindly_AV0 follow_VVB something_PNI ,_PUN "_PUQ Trevor_NP0 says_VVZ ._SENT "_PUQ I_PNP have_VHB to_TO0 understand_VVI it_PNP a_AT0 little_AJ0 bit_NN1 ._SENT And_CJC that_DT0 's_VBZ where_AVQ we_PNP 're_VBB at_PRP now_AV0 ._SENT We_PNP 're_VBB just_AV0 always_AV0 having_VHG good_AJ0 conversations_NN2 ..._PUN ._SENT I_PNP 'm_VBB in_PRP my_DPS 20s_CRD ,_PUN I_PNP 'm_VBB getting_VVG older_AJC ,_PUN kind_NN1 of_PRF transitioning_VVG into_PRP adulthood_NN1 ,_PUN and_CJC now_AV0 it_PNP 's_VBZ like_AJ0 ,_PUN O.K._AV0 ,_PUN '_PUQ What_DTQ 's_VBZ really_AV0 important_AJ0 to_PRP me_PNP ?_SENT What_DTQ do_VDB I_PNP believe_VVI ?_SENT '_PUQ "_PUQ 
Football_NN1 is_VBZ not_XX0 religion_NN1 ,_PUN of_PRF course_NN1 ,_PUN but_CJC there_EX0 are_VBB similarities_NN2 in_PRP Trevor_NP0 's_POS approach_NN1 to_PRP both_DT0 ._SENT He_PNP is_VBZ a_AT0 passionate_AJ0 believer_NN1 ,_PUN but_CJC on_PRP his_DPS terms_NN2 ._SENT 
When_CJS he_PNP decided_VVD to_TO0 announce_VVI his_DPS commitment_NN1 to_PRP Clemson_NP0 —_PUN spurning_VVG in-state_AJ0 Georgia_NP0 —_PUN his_DPS father_NN1 warned_VVD him_PNP ,_PUN "_PUQ You_PNP realize_VVB the_AT0 moment_NN1 you_PNP post_VVB that_CJT ,_PUN you_PNP 're_VBB going_VVG to_TO0 see_VVI more_DT0 hate_NN1 than_CJS you_PNP have_VHB in_PRP your_DPS life_NN1 ._SENT "_PUQ Trevor_NP0 shrugged_VVD and_CJC posted_VVD it_PNP anyway_AV0 ._SENT There_EX0 are_VBB traces_NN2 of_PRF independent_AJ0 thinking_NN1 in_PRP almost_AV0 everything_PNI he_PNP does_VDZ ._SENT 
