10_CRD 
Right_AV0 after_PRP the_AT0 press_NN1 conference_NN1 ends_NN2 ,_PUN Mom_NN1 excuses_NN2 herself_PNX to_TO0 go_VVI to_TO0 work_VVI and_CJC I_PNP meet_VVB up_AVP with_PRP her_PNP later_AV0 around_PRP lunchtime_NN1 ._SENT 
Work_NN1 is_VBZ her_DPS sanctuary_NN1 ._SENT It_PNP 's_VBZ her_DPS happy_AJ0 place_NN1 ,_PUN just_AV0 like_CJS it_PNP is_VBZ for_PRP me_PNP ._SENT 
She_PNP likes_VVZ being_VBG around_PRP books_NN2 ._SENT She_PNP likes_VVZ organizing_VVG them_PNP ,_PUN handling_VVG them_PNP ,_PUN getting_VVG new_AJ0 ones_NN2 in_PRP ,_PUN and_CJC cataloging_VVG them_PNP ._SENT 
I_PNP park_VVB out_AVP front_NN1 of_PRF the_AT0 public_AJ0 library_NN1 ,_PUN where_CJS I_PNP have_VHB spent_VVN many_DT0 happy_AJ0 hours_NN2 of_PRF my_DPS life_NN1 ._SENT The_AT0 building_NN1 is_VBZ rather_AV0 bureaucratic_AJ0 in_PRP its_DPS formality_NN1 ,_PUN no_AT0 columns_NN2 or_CJC fancy_AJ0 things_NN2 like_CJS they_PNP have_VHB in_PRP some_DT0 big_AJ0 city_NN1 libraries_NN2 ,_PUN but_CJC more_AV0 like_PRP an_AT0 office_NN1 building_NN1 with_PRP a_AT0 no-nonsense_AJ0 exterior_NN1 and_CJC even_AV0 less_AV0 no-nonsense_AJ0 interior_NN1 ._SENT 
I_PNP find_VVB Mom_NN1 in_PRP the_AT0 back_NN1 ,_PUN walking_VVG around_AVP with_PRP a_AT0 trolley_NN1 ,_PUN sorting_VVG ._SENT She_PNP only_AV0 works_VVZ here_AV0 part_NN1 time_NN1 now_AV0 ,_PUN just_AV0 because_CJS more_DT0 hours_NN2 are_VBB not_XX0 available_AJ0 ,_PUN but_CJC I_PNP have_VHB a_AT0 sneaky_AJ0 suspicion_NN1 that_CJT she_PNP would_VM0 work_VVI here_AV0 for_PRP free_AJ0 if_CJS she_PNP could_VM0 ._SENT 
I_PNP tell_VVB her_PNP about_PRP what_DTQ happened_VVD with_PRP Natalie_NP0 's_POS brothers_NN2 and_CJC she_PNP sighs_VVZ loudly_AV0 at_PRP the_AT0 end_NN1 ._SENT 
"_PUQ That_DT0 's_VBZ not_XX0 her_PNP writing_VVG that_DT0 email_NN1 ,_PUN "_PUQ she_PNP says_VVZ quietly_AV0 ._SENT 
"_PUQ No_ITJ ,_PUN I_PNP do_VDB n't_XX0 think_VVI so_AV0 either_AV0 ,_PUN but_CJC we_PNP 're_VBB going_VVG to_TO0 confirm_VVI ._SENT Maybe_AV0 it_PNP was_VBD her_PNP typing_VVG it_PNP out_AVP and_CJC she_PNP 's_VBZ somewhere_AV0 and_CJC they_PNP left_VVD some_DT0 sort_NN1 of_PRF online_AJ0 ID_NN1 ._SENT "_PUQ 
"_PUQ So_AV0 ,_PUN you_PNP 'll_VM0 be_VBI able_AJ0 to_TO0 track_VVI the_AT0 location_NN1 of_PRF whomever_PNQ wrote_VVD that_DT0 ?_SENT "_PUQ 
"_PUQ Yeah_ITJ ,_PUN unless_CJS they_PNP took_VVD steps_NN2 to_TO0 cover_VVI up_AVP their_DPS cyber_AJ0 trail_NN1 ,_PUN which_DTQ is_VBZ not_XX0 unheard_AJ0 of_PRF ,_PUN of_PRF course_NN1 ._SENT "_PUQ 
"_PUQ So_AV0 ,_PUN you_PNP 're_VBB certain_AJ0 that_CJT the_AT0 two_CRD of_PRF them_PNP are_VBB together_AV0 ?_SENT "_PUQ Mom_NN1 asks_VVZ ._SENT 
"_PUQ I_PNP 'm_VBB not_XX0 certain_AJ0 of_PRF anything_PNI ._SENT This_DT0 is_VBZ probably_AV0 the_AT0 strangest_AJS case_NN1 that_CJT I_PNP 've_VHB ever_AV0 worked_VVN ._SENT "_PUQ I_PNP shake_VVB my_DPS head_NN1 and_CJC whisper_NN1 ,_PUN "_PUQ I_PNP do_VDB n't_XX0 know_VVI what_DTQ the_AT0 connection_NN1 is_VBZ between_PRP them_PNP ._SENT I_PNP mean_VVB ,_PUN they_PNP 're_VBB friends_NN2 ._SENT They_PNP go_VVB to_PRP the_AT0 same_DT0 school_NN1 ,_PUN but_CJC why_AVQ take_VVI both_DT0 of_PRF them_PNP ?_SENT The_AT0 thing_NN1 that_CJT makes_VVZ it_PNP particularly_AV0 difficult_AJ0 is_VBZ that_CJT it_PNP 's_VBZ a_AT0 stranger_NN1 or_CJC someone_PNI who_PNQ is_VBZ almost_AV0 a_AT0 stranger_NN1 ,_PUN which_DTQ makes_VVZ it_PNP very_AV0 hard_AJ0 for_PRP investigators_NN2 to_TO0 track_VVI ._SENT "_PUQ 
"_PUQ What_DTQ do_VDB you_PNP mean_VVI ?_SENT "_PUQ Mom_NN1 sticks_VVZ her_DPS hands_NN2 into_PRP her_DPS pockets_NN2 ._SENT 
"_PUQ Well_AV0 ,_PUN you_PNP know_VVB ,_PUN if_CJS it_PNP 's_VBZ someone_PNI that_CJT Violet_NP0 knows_VVZ directly_AV0 ,_PUN that_DT0 's_VBZ one_CRD thing_NN1 ,_PUN though_CJS I_PNP 'm_VBB not_XX0 sure_AJ0 that_CJT either_DT0 of_PRF them_PNP know_VVB this_DT0 person_NN1 ._SENT In_PRP most_DT0 criminal_AJ0 cases_NN2 ,_PUN it_PNP 's_VBZ a_AT0 close_AJ0 family_NN1 member_NN1 or_CJC friend_NN1 ,_PUN usually_AV0 a_AT0 male_NN1 ._SENT It_PNP 's_VBZ in_PRP their_DPS circle_NN1 of_PRF friends_NN2 ,_PUN so_AV0 to_TO0 speak_VVI ,_PUN so_CJS it_PNP 's_VBZ easy_AJ0 to_TO0 connect_VVI the_AT0 dots_NN2 or_CJC easier_AJC ._SENT DNA_NN1 and_CJC all_DT0 the_AT0 other_AJ0 forensic_AJ0 evidence_NN1 helps_VVZ that_DT0 along_AVP ,_PUN but_CJC in_PRP this_DT0 case_NN1 ,_PUN we_PNP do_VDB n't_XX0 have_VHI any_DT0 forensic_AJ0 evidence_NN1 ._SENT We_PNP do_VDB n't_XX0 have_VHI a_AT0 body_NN1 ._SENT We_PNP do_VDB n't_XX0 even_AV0 have_VHI a_AT0 circle_NN1 of_PRF friends_NN2 that_CJT this_DT0 could_VM0 be_VBI tied_VVN to_PRP or_CJC he_PNP could_VM0 be_VBI tied_VVN to_PRP and_CJC that_DT0 's_VBZ what_DTQ makes_VVZ it_PNP quite_AV0 difficult_AJ0 ._SENT "_PUQ 
"_PUQ It_PNP 's_VBZ still_AV0 going_VVG to_TO0 be_VBI solved_VVN ,_PUN right_AV0 ?_SENT "_PUQ 
I_PNP nod_VVB and_CJC promise_VVB that_CJT it_PNP will_VM0 ,_PUN but_CJC she_PNP and_CJC I_PNP both_AV0 know_VVB that_CJT I_PNP ca_VM0 n't_XX0 make_VVI that_DT0 kind_NN1 of_PRF promise_NN1 ._SENT 
In_PRP my_DPS line_NN1 of_PRF work_NN1 ,_PUN I_PNP tend_VVB to_TO0 make_VVI promises_NN2 that_CJT I_PNP really_AV0 should_VM0 n't_XX0 ._SENT But_CJC how_AVQ do_VDB I_PNP say_VVI no_AV0 though_AV0 ?_SENT 
I_PNP always_AV0 promise_VVB that_CJT I_PNP will_VM0 find_VVI out_AVP the_AT0 truth_NN1 ,_PUN but_CJC what_DTQ I_PNP 'm_VBB really_AV0 promising_AJ0 is_VBZ that_CJT I_PNP 'll_VM0 do_VDI my_DPS best_AJS and_CJC this_DT0 case_NN1 is_VBZ no_AV0 different_AJ0 ._SENT 
I_PNP will_VM0 do_VDI my_DPS best_AJS to_TO0 find_VVI out_AVP what_DTQ happened_VVD to_PRP Natalie_NP0 and_CJC to_PRP my_DPS sister_NN1 ._SENT I_PNP will_VM0 do_VDI my_DPS best_AJS to_TO0 try_VVI to_TO0 find_VVI out_AVP the_AT0 truth_NN1 and_CJC I_PNP 'll_VM0 keep_VVI working_VVG this_DT0 case_NN1 for_PRP as_AV0 long_AJ0 as_CJS possible_AJ0 ,_PUN long_AJ0 after_PRP everyone_PNI else_AV0 gives_VVZ up_AVP ._SENT 
A_AT0 coworker_NN1 walks_VVZ by_AVP ,_PUN looking_VVG back_AVP occasionally_AV0 with_PRP a_AT0 lot_NN1 of_PRF nervousness_NN1 in_PRP her_DPS body_NN1 ._SENT Mom_NN1 says_VVZ hello_ITJ to_PRP her_PNP ,_PUN but_CJC their_DPS interaction_NN1 is_VBZ terse_AJ0 and_CJC quick_AJ0 ._SENT 
"_PUQ What_DTQ was_VBD that_DT0 ?_SENT "_PUQ I_PNP ask_VVB my_DPS mom_NN1 ._SENT 
She_PNP just_AV0 shrugs_VVZ and_CJC looks_VVZ past_PRP her_DPS coworker_NN1 ._SENT The_AT0 tone_NN1 of_PRF the_AT0 afternoon_NN1 seems_VVZ to_TO0 shift_VVI ._SENT She_PNP does_VDZ n't_XX0 have_VHI to_TO0 tell_VVI me_PNP because_CJS I_PNP already_AV0 know_VVB ._SENT 
When_CJS you_PNP 're_VBB family_NN1 to_PRP someone_PNI who_PNQ 's_VHZ gone_VVN missing_AJ0 or_CJC a_AT0 murder_NN1 victim_NN1 ,_PUN people_NN0 do_VDB n't_XX0 know_VVI what_DTQ to_TO0 say_VVI to_PRP you_PNP ._SENT People_NN0 do_VDB n't_XX0 know_VVI how_AVQ to_TO0 act_VVI around_PRP you_PNP ._SENT After_PRP the_AT0 initial_AJ0 condolences_NN2 and_CJC asking_VVG for_PRP details_NN2 about_PRP what_DTQ 's_VBZ going_VVG on_AVP ,_PUN a_AT0 wall_NN1 takes_VVZ over_AVP ._SENT 
*_PUN *_PUN *_PUN 
To_TO0 change_VVI the_AT0 topic_NN1 ,_PUN Mom_NN1 invites_VVZ me_PNP out_AVP to_PRP lunch_NN1 and_CJC we_PNP ca_VM0 n't_XX0 get_VVI there_AV0 fast_AV0 enough_AV0 ._SENT We_PNP drive_VVB to_PRP one_CRD of_PRF our_DPS favorite_AJ0 restaurants_NN2 in_PRP town_NN1 ._SENT It_PNP 's_VBZ relatively_AV0 modern_AJ0 and_CJC it_PNP has_VHZ a_AT0 serious_AJ0 LA_NP0 vibe_NN1 ,_PUN lots_PNI of_PRF specialty_NN1 cocktails_NN2 as_CJS well_AV0 as_CJS ahi_NN2 tuna_NN0 for_PRP appetizers_NN2 ._SENT Mom_NN1 insists_VVZ that_CJT it_PNP 's_VBZ going_VVG to_TO0 be_VBI her_DPS treat_NN1 ._SENT As_CJS soon_AV0 as_CJS we_PNP order_VVB a_AT0 round_NN1 of_PRF cocktails_NN2 ,_PUN I_PNP find_VVB out_AVP why_AVQ ._SENT 
"_PUQ I_PNP hate_VVB to_TO0 ask_VVI you_PNP ,_PUN but_CJC I_PNP need_VVB to_TO0 borrow_VVI some_DT0 money_NN1 ,_PUN "_PUQ she_PNP says_VVZ directly_AV0 ,_PUN without_PRP beating_VVG around_AVP the_AT0 bush_NN1 ._SENT 
I_PNP 'm_VBB actually_AV0 a_AT0 little_AJ0 bit_NN1 surprised_AJ0 ._SENT She_PNP has_VHZ always_AV0 been_VBN very_AV0 responsible_AJ0 and_CJC good_AJ0 with_PRP finances_NN2 ._SENT 
"_PUQ I_PNP 'm_VBB behind_AV0 on_PRP the_AT0 mortgage_NN1 ._SENT I_PNP 've_VHB had_VHN some_DT0 unexpected_AJ0 expenses_NN2 creep_VVB up_AVP ._SENT Violet_NP0 's_POS braces_NN2 ,_PUN things_NN2 like_PRP that_DT0 and_CJC I_PNP just_AV0 do_VDB n't_XX0 get_VVI paid_VVN that_DT0 much_DT0 ._SENT "_PUQ 
"_PUQ Yes_ITJ ,_PUN I_PNP understand_VVB ._SENT Anything_PNI you_PNP need_VVB ._SENT How_AVQ much_DT0 ?_SENT "_PUQ I_PNP ask_VVB after_PRP a_AT0 pause_NN1 ._SENT 
My_DPS grapefruit_NN0 vodka_NN1 cocktail_NN1 arrives_VVZ and_CJC I_PNP take_VVB a_AT0 few_DT0 big_AJ0 gulps_NN2 to_TO0 try_VVI to_TO0 ease_VVI some_DT0 of_PRF the_AT0 anxiety_NN1 of_PRF being_VBG here_AV0 and_CJC having_VHG this_DT0 conversation_NN1 ._SENT I_PNP do_VDB n't_XX0 know_VVI if_CJS you_PNP know_VVB what_DTQ it_PNP 's_VBZ like_AJ0 to_TO0 have_VHI your_DPS parent_NN1 ask_VVI you_PNP for_PRP money_NN1 ,_PUN but_CJC it_PNP does_VDZ n't_XX0 feel_VVI good_AJ0 ._SENT 
Despite_PRP my_DPS dad_NN1 's_POS illegal_AJ0 activities_NN2 and_CJC all_DT0 of_PRF their_DPS problems_NN2 when_CJS I_PNP was_VBD growing_VVG up_AVP ,_PUN Mom_NN1 always_AV0 made_VVD sure_AJ0 that_CJT the_AT0 mortgage_NN1 was_VBD paid_VVN and_CJC everything_PNI was_VBD taken_VVN care_NN1 of_PRF ._SENT 
I_PNP did_VDD n't_XX0 live_VVI a_AT0 lavish_AJ0 life_NN1 ,_PUN but_CJC I_PNP was_VBD also_AV0 never_AV0 worried_AJ0 about_PRP being_VBG evicted_VVN or_CJC thrown_VVN out_AVP onto_PRP the_AT0 street_NN1 ._SENT I_PNP actually_AV0 had_VHD no_AT0 idea_NN1 that_DT0 was_VBD what_DTQ really_AV0 happened_VVD until_CJS after_CJS I_PNP graduated_VVD ._SENT 
"_PUQ Is_VBZ everything_PNI okay_AV0 ,_PUN Mom_NN1 ?_SENT "_PUQ I_PNP ask_VVB ,_PUN after_CJS she_PNP finishes_VVZ one_CRD cocktail_NN1 and_CJC orders_VVZ another_DT0 ._SENT 
"_PUQ I_PNP like_VVB that_DT0 guy_NN1 ,_PUN Luke_NP0 ,_PUN the_AT0 FBI_NP0 agent_NN1 ,_PUN your_DPS friend_NN1 ._SENT "_PUQ 
"_PUQ Yes_ITJ ,_PUN of_PRF course_NN1 ._SENT "_PUQ I_PNP nod_VVB ,_PUN taking_VVG a_AT0 bite_NN1 of_PRF the_AT0 pita_NN1 chip_NN1 ._SENT 
"_PUQ He_PNP seemed_VVD like_PRP he_PNP 'd_VM0 be_VBI good_AJ0 for_PRP you_PNP ._SENT "_PUQ 
"_PUQ Yeah_ITJ ,_PUN I_PNP guess_VVB ._SENT "_PUQ 
"_PUQ What_DTQ do_VDB you_PNP think_VVI ?_SENT "_PUQ she_PNP asks_VVZ ._SENT 
"_PUQ I_PNP do_VDB n't_XX0 know_VVI ._SENT I_PNP mean_VVB ,_PUN I_PNP enjoy_VVB spending_VVG time_NN1 with_PRP him_PNP ,_PUN but_CJC it_PNP 's_VBZ complicated_AJ0 ._SENT "_PUQ 
"_PUQ Does_VDZ n't_XX0 sound_VVI like_PRP it_PNP 's_VBZ very_AV0 complicated_AJ0 ._SENT I_PNP heard_VVD him_PNP say_VVI that_CJT he_PNP wants_VVZ to_TO0 be_VBI with_PRP you_PNP ._SENT "_PUQ 
"_PUQ Were_VBD you_PNP spying_VVG on_PRP us_PNP ?_SENT "_PUQ 
"_PUQ No_ITJ ,_PUN of_PRF course_NN1 not_XX0 ,_PUN but_CJC the_AT0 walls_NN2 in_PRP the_AT0 house_NN1 are_VBB thin_AJ0 ,_PUN as_CJS you_PNP know_VVB ._SENT "_PUQ 
I_PNP nod_VVB thinking_VVG back_AVP to_PRP all_DT0 the_AT0 fights_NN2 that_CJT I_PNP overheard_VVD her_PNP have_VHB with_PRP Dad_NN1 and_CJC how_AVQ loud_AV0 Violet_NP0 was_VBD when_AVQ she_PNP cried_VVD as_PRP a_AT0 baby_NN1 ._SENT 
"_PUQ Why_AVQ did_VDD you_PNP say_VVI no_AV0 ?_SENT "_PUQ Mom_NN1 asks_VVZ ._SENT "_PUQ He_PNP seems_VVZ to_TO0 be_VBI like_PRP the_AT0 type_NN1 of_PRF guy_NN1 who_PNQ would_VM0 be_VBI appreciative_AJ0 of_PRF your_DPS line_NN1 of_PRF work_NN1 and_CJC would_VM0 n't_XX0 be_VBI scared_AJ0 by_PRP all_DT0 the_AT0 hours_NN2 you_PNP put_VVB in_AVP ._SENT "_PUQ 
"_PUQ Yeah_ITJ ,_PUN I_PNP guess_VVB ,_PUN "_PUQ I_PNP mumble_VVB ,_PUN taking_VVG another_DT0 bite_NN1 ._SENT 
"_PUQ Tell_VVB me_PNP what_DTQ you_PNP 're_VBB thinking_VVG ,_PUN Kaitlyn_NP0 ._SENT "_PUQ 
I_PNP swallow_VVB hard_AJ0 ._SENT It_PNP 's_VBZ hard_AJ0 for_PRP me_PNP to_TO0 explain_VVI ._SENT 
"_PUQ I_PNP do_VDB n't_XX0 know_VVI ._SENT I_PNP was_VBD n't_XX0 really_AV0 thinking_VVG anything_PNI ._SENT I_PNP 'm_VBB not_XX0 ready_AJ0 ,_PUN "_PUQ I_PNP finally_AV0 say_VVB ._SENT 
"_PUQ Are_VBB you_PNP not_XX0 ready_AJ0 or_CJC are_VBB you_PNP scared_AJ0 ?_SENT Those_DT0 two_CRD things_NN2 are_VBB not_XX0 the_AT0 same_DT0 ._SENT "_PUQ 
"_PUQ Why_AVQ are_VBB we_PNP talking_VVG about_PRP this_DT0 ?_SENT Why_AVQ do_VDB n't_XX0 we_PNP talk_VVI about_PRP Violet_NP0 ?_SENT "_PUQ 
"_PUQ There_EX0 's_VBZ nothing_PNI to_TO0 say_VVI about_PRP Violet_NP0 ,_PUN "_PUQ Mom_NN1 says_VVZ ._SENT "_PUQ Besides_AV0 I_PNP need_VVB to_TO0 talk_VVI about_PRP something_PNI else_AV0 ._SENT I_PNP need_VVB to_TO0 think_VVI about_PRP something_PNI else_AV0 ._SENT Otherwise_AV0 ,_PUN I_PNP might_VM0 lose_VVI my_DPS mind_NN1 ._SENT "_PUQ 
I_PNP reach_VVB over_AVP and_CJC grab_VVI the_AT0 glass_NN1 of_PRF water_NN1 ,_PUN bring_VVB it_PNP to_PRP my_DPS lips_NN2 ,_PUN and_CJC feel_VVB the_AT0 chill_NN1 of_PRF the_AT0 ice_NN1 cubes_NN2 on_PRP my_DPS tongue_NN1 ._SENT 
"_PUQ I_PNP just_AV0 do_VDB n't_XX0 know_VVI if_CJS I_PNP can_VM0 date_VVI like_PRP that_DT0 ._SENT I_PNP mean_VVB ,_PUN he_PNP wanted_VVD me_PNP to_TO0 be_VBI his_DPS girlfriend_NN1 ._SENT He_PNP wanted_VVD us_PNP to_TO0 be_VBI exclusive_AJ0 ,_PUN but_CJC I_PNP do_VDB n't_XX0 know_VVI what_DTQ that_DT0 means_NN0 ._SENT "_PUQ 
"_PUQ That_DT0 means_VVZ you_PNP do_VDB n't_XX0 date_VVI anyone_PNI else_AV0 ._SENT You_PNP see_VVB each_DT0 other_NN1 ._SENT You_PNP spend_VVB time_NN1 with_PRP one_CRD another_DT0 ._SENT You_PNP see_VVB if_CJS you_PNP can_VM0 put_VVI up_AVP with_PRP one_CRD another_DT0 long_AJ0 enough_AV0 to_TO0 spend_VVI a_AT0 few_DT0 years_NN2 together_AV0 ._SENT If_CJS that_DT0 goes_VVZ well_AV0 ,_PUN you_PNP get_VVB married_AJ0 ,_PUN "_PUQ Mom_NN1 says_VVZ ,_PUN tossing_VVG her_DPS hair_NN1 from_PRP one_CRD side_NN1 to_PRP another_DT0 ._SENT 
"_PUQ That_DT0 's_VBZ so_AV0 romantic_AJ0 ._SENT "_PUQ I_PNP laugh_VVB ._SENT 
"_PUQ Listen_VVB ,_PUN I_PNP believe_VVB in_PRP love_NN1 ,_PUN you_PNP know_VVB ?_SENT Real_AJ0 deep_AJ0 ,_PUN all_DT0 consuming_AJ0 love_NN1 ,_PUN but_CJC I_PNP also_AV0 believe_VVB that_CJT this_DT0 is_VBZ what_DTQ it_PNP requires_VVZ ._SENT It_PNP requires_VVZ you_PNP to_TO0 take_VVI a_AT0 chance_NN1 to_TO0 jump_VVI ._SENT "_PUQ 
"_PUQ I_PNP do_VDB n't_XX0 have_VHI a_AT0 parachute_NN1 ,_PUN "_PUQ I_PNP say_VVB ._SENT 
"_PUQ You_PNP do_VDB n't_XX0 need_VVI one_PNI ._SENT "_PUQ 
"_PUQ You_PNP always_AV0 need_VVB a_AT0 parachute_NN1 if_CJS you_PNP jump_VVB from_PRP a_AT0 high_AJ0 place_NN1 ._SENT "_PUQ 
Our_DPS eyes_NN2 meet_VVB and_CJC she_PNP shakes_VVZ her_DPS head_NN1 ._SENT 
"_PUQ Why_AVQ do_VDB you_PNP think_VVI I_PNP was_VBD together_AV0 with_PRP your_DPS father_NN1 all_DT0 of_PRF those_DT0 years_NN2 long_AV0 after_CJS I_PNP knew_VVD that_CJT he_PNP was_VBD selling_VVG drugs_NN2 and_CJC he_PNP was_VBD running_VVG one_CRD of_PRF the_AT0 biggest_AJS operations_NN2 in_PRP this_DT0 part_NN1 of_PRF California_NP0 ?_SENT "_PUQ 
It_PNP 's_VBZ the_AT0 first_ORD time_NN1 she_PNP 's_VBZ ever_AV0 spoken_VVN to_PRP me_PNP about_PRP him_PNP like_PRP that_DT0 ._SENT 
"_PUQ Why_AVQ ?_SENT "_PUQ I_PNP ask_VVB ._SENT 
"_PUQ Despite_PRP all_DT0 of_PRF it_PNP ,_PUN despite_PRP that_DT0 secret_AJ0 life_NN1 ,_PUN despite_PRP all_DT0 the_AT0 danger_NN1 that_CJT he_PNP put_VVD himself_PNX in_AVP and_CJC he_PNP put_VVD our_DPS family_NN1 in_AVP ,_PUN I_PNP loved_VVD him_PNP and_CJC I_PNP wanted_VVD to_TO0 be_VBI with_PRP him_PNP ._SENT I_PNP did_VDD n't_XX0 need_VVI a_AT0 parachute_NN1 because_CJS I_PNP knew_VVD that_CJT it_PNP would_VM0 be_VBI okay_AJ0 ._SENT "_PUQ 
I_PNP bite_VVB the_AT0 inside_NN1 of_PRF my_DPS cheek_NN1 ._SENT 
"_PUQ It_PNP was_VBD n't_XX0 okay_AJ0 ,_PUN Mom_NN1 ,_PUN "_PUQ I_PNP say_VVB ._SENT "_PUQ You_PNP needed_VVD a_AT0 parachute_NN1 because_CJS he_PNP was_VBD killed_VVN ._SENT You_PNP found_VVD him_PNP dead_AJ0 in_PRP your_DPS room_NN1 with_PRP two_CRD gunshot_NN1 wounds_NN2 in_PRP the_AT0 stomach_NN1 ._SENT You_PNP needed_VVD a_AT0 parachute_NN1 to_TO0 protect_VVI you_PNP from_PRP all_DT0 of_PRF that_DT0 pain_NN1 and_CJC to_TO0 protect_VVI us_PNP from_PRP all_DT0 of_PRF that_DT0 sadness_NN1 ._SENT "_PUQ 
"_PUQ No_ITJ ,_PUN I_PNP did_VDD n't_XX0 need_VVI one_PNI ,_PUN "_PUQ Mom_NN1 says_VVZ ._SENT "_PUQ Just_AV0 because_CJS something_PNI bad_AJ0 happened_VVD at_PRP the_AT0 end_NN1 ,_PUN does_VDZ n't_XX0 mean_VVI that_CJT we_PNP did_VDD n't_XX0 have_VHI a_AT0 million_CRD beautiful_AJ0 ,_PUN amazing_AJ0 moments_NN2 together_AV0 ._SENT "_PUQ 
"_PUQ Yes_ITJ ,_PUN it_PNP would_VM0 mean_VVI that_CJT ,_PUN "_PUQ I_PNP say_VVB after_PRP a_AT0 long_AJ0 pause_NN1 ._SENT "_PUQ I_PNP mean_VVB ,_PUN I_PNP love_VVB Dad_NN1 ,_PUN of_PRF course_NN1 ,_PUN but_CJC you_PNP were_VBD the_AT0 one_PNI who_PNQ was_VBD married_VVN to_PRP him_PNP ._SENT "_PUQ 
"_PUQ The_AT0 thing_NN1 about_PRP it_PNP ,_PUN Kaitlyn_NP0 ,_PUN is_VBZ that_CJT you_PNP do_VDB n't_XX0 not_XX0 read_VVI a_AT0 book_NN1 just_AV0 because_CJS it_PNP 's_VBZ going_VVG to_TO0 end_VVI badly_AV0 ._SENT You_PNP read_VVB it_PNP anyway_AV0 ._SENT You_PNP read_VVD it_PNP despite_PRP that_DT0 ._SENT If_CJS you_PNP think_VVB about_PRP it_PNP ,_PUN everything_PNI in_PRP life_NN1 ends_NN2 badly_AV0 ,_PUN right_AV0 ?_SENT We_PNP all_AV0 die_VVB ._SENT We_PNP all_AV0 have_VHB to_TO0 say_VVI goodbye_NN1 ._SENT "_PUQ 
"_PUQ No_ITJ ,_PUN "_PUQ I_PNP say_VVB quickly_AV0 ._SENT "_PUQ I_PNP do_VDB n't_XX0 believe_VVI that_DT0 ._SENT I_PNP mean_VVB ,_PUN yes_ITJ ,_PUN we_PNP all_AV0 die_VVB ,_PUN but_CJC we_PNP do_VDB n't_XX0 all_AV0 have_VHI to_TO0 die_VVI like_PRP that_DT0 ._SENT We_PNP do_VDB n't_XX0 have_VHI to_TO0 be_VBI murdered_VVN ._SENT "_PUQ 
"_PUQ Do_VDB n't_XX0 say_VVI that_CJT ,_PUN "_PUQ she_PNP hisses_VVZ ,_PUN putting_VVG her_DPS finger_NN1 in_PRP my_DPS face_NN1 ._SENT "_PUQ He_PNP was_VBD not_XX0 murdered_VVN ._SENT He_PNP killed_VVD himself_PNX ._SENT "_PUQ 
"_PUQ You_PNP do_VDB n't_XX0 know_VVI that_DT0 ._SENT "_PUQ 
She_PNP looks_VVZ away_AV0 from_PRP me_PNP ,_PUN pursing_VVG her_DPS lips_NN2 ._SENT She_PNP tries_VVZ to_TO0 hold_VVI back_AVP tears_NN2 ._SENT 
"_PUQ I_PNP do_VDB n't_XX0 want_VVI to_TO0 fight_VVI about_PRP this_DT0 ,_PUN Mom_NN1 ._SENT Let_VVB 's_VBZ just_AV0 agree_VVB to_TO0 disagree_VVI ,_PUN but_CJC no_ITJ ,_PUN not_XX0 all_DT0 deaths_NN2 are_VBB a_AT0 sign_NN1 that_CJT everything_PNI ends_VVZ badly_AV0 ._SENT The_AT0 majority_NN1 of_PRF them_PNP are_VBB a_AT0 sign_NN1 of_PRF a_AT0 life_NN1 well_AV0 lived_VVN ._SENT Besides_AV0 ,_PUN I_PNP tend_VVB to_TO0 believe_VVI in_PRP another_DT0 pearl_NN1 of_PRF wisdom_NN1 as_CJS they_PNP say_VVB that_CJT I_PNP think_VVB it_PNP 's_VBZ an_AT0 Indian_AJ0 saying_NN1 that_CJT goes_VVZ something_PNI like_PRP everything_PNI is_VBZ okay_AJ0 in_PRP the_AT0 end_NN1 and_CJC if_CJS it_PNP 's_VBZ not_XX0 okay_AV0 ,_PUN it_PNP 's_VBZ not_XX0 the_AT0 end_NN1 ._SENT "_PUQ 
Our_DPS food_NN1 arrives_VVZ and_CJC we_PNP sit_VVB together_AV0 silently_AV0 after_PRP the_AT0 waitress_NN1 leaves_VVZ ,_PUN not_XX0 looking_VVG at_PRP each_DT0 other_NN1 ,_PUN but_CJC not_XX0 diving_VVG right_AV0 in_PRP as_AV0 well_AV0 ._SENT It_PNP 's_VBZ a_AT0 moment_NN1 of_PRF contemplation_NN1 of_PRF thought_NN1 ._SENT 
Somewhere_AV0 in_PRP the_AT0 distance_NN1 ,_PUN a_AT0 bird_NN1 chirps_VVZ and_CJC dances_VVZ on_PRP a_AT0 twig_NN1 ._SENT One_CRD car_NN1 pulls_VVZ out_AVP and_CJC another_DT0 pulls_VVZ in_PRP ._SENT 
A_AT0 group_NN1 of_PRF girls_NN2 walk_VVB by_PRP giggling_VVG and_CJC a_AT0 young_AJ0 father_NN1 carries_VVZ his_DPS toddler_NN1 on_PRP his_DPS shoulders_NN2 licking_VVG an_AT0 ice_NN1 cream_NN1 cone_NN1 ._SENT 
We_PNP spend_VVB the_AT0 rest_NN1 of_PRF lunch_NN1 talking_VVG about_PRP things_NN2 that_CJT do_VDB n't_XX0 really_AV0 matter_VVI ._SENT She_PNP does_VDZ n't_XX0 bring_VVI up_AVP Luke_NP0 and_CJC I_PNP do_VDB n't_XX0 bring_VVI up_AVP my_DPS father_NN1 ._SENT 
Neither_DT0 of_PRF us_PNP mention_VVB Violet_NP0 ._SENT Sometimes_AV0 you_PNP have_VHB to_TO0 consciously_AV0 avoid_VVI certain_AJ0 topics_NN2 in_PRP order_NN1 to_TO0 just_AV0 get_VVI through_PRP it_PNP ._SENT 
Just_AV0 as_CJS the_AT0 check_NN1 arrives_VVZ ,_PUN Mom_NN1 insists_VVZ ,_PUN "_PUQ I_PNP 'm_VBB paying_VVG for_PRP it_PNP ._SENT "_PUQ 
I_PNP 'm_VBB quickly_AV0 reminded_VVN of_PRF the_AT0 fact_NN1 that_CJT she_PNP just_AV0 asked_VVD me_PNP to_TO0 borrow_VVI money_NN1 for_PRP the_AT0 mortgage_NN1 ._SENT 
How_AVQ many_DT0 months_NN2 behind_AV0 is_VBZ she_PNP ?_SENT How_AVQ much_AV0 does_VDZ she_PNP need_VVI ?_SENT 
What_DTQ happens_VVZ if_CJS I_PNP ca_VM0 n't_XX0 help_VVI her_PNP out_AVP in_PRP a_AT0 few_DT0 months_NN2 ?_SENT 
As_CJS she_PNP signs_VVZ and_CJC gives_VVZ a_AT0 generous_AJ0 tip_NN1 ,_PUN I_PNP notice_VVB how_AVQ very_AV0 put_VVB together_AV0 she_PNP looks_VVZ now_AV0 in_PRP comparison_NN1 to_PRP how_AVQ she_PNP did_VDD before_AV0 ._SENT 
