The fight had been brewing for days. It seemed the closer they were to Greg's release the more they all succumbed to their frazzled ideas about what the future might hold. Maisie in particular was sullen, withdrawn—immune, suddenly, to her uncle's innumerable charms. On Tuesday she refused to do the dishes and told Patrick it was his job to do them as the grown-up. On Wednesday she said she didn't want to eat lupper, even though Rosa had cooked all day. It wasn't the menu she objected to, rather she wanted to eat dinner like a normal family.
"Normal is a terrible thing to aspire to," Patrick had said. "Aim higher."
"What do you even mean?" Maisie was exasperated.
"Want more for yourself."
"Talk like a regular person!"
Patrick sighed. "Normal families are boring." It was a slip on Patrick's part, a terrible thing to say to a girl who had lost her mother; her moodiness had brought out his own. He opened his mouth to apologize, but Maisie scuttled his launch before it got off the ground.
"You're boring!"
"You take that back."
"I will not!"
"I am a lot of things, many of them unflattering, but boring is not one."
Grant put up a withering defense of his uncle before Patrick put his hand on his arm, letting the boy know he could fight his own battle. Maisie glared at her uncle before storming off and slamming the door to her room.
"Why is she so pissy?"
Grant shrugged.
On Thursday they went for brunch at Cheeky's. Maisie didn't say a word to their Lyft driver, a woman named Mona who had her hair tied up in a scarf like she'd answered their call from a salon halfway through her appointment. Maisie didn't even offer a response when Mona asked her a direct question about Maisie's level of excitement about going back to school—something Patrick knew she was looking forward to, if only as a metric to measure a return to some sort of stability.
"Our driver asked you a question, Maisie."
Maisie just stared out the window.
"Aren't you excited to see your friends? What about Amy Beckwith?"
"AUDRA BRACKETT!"
"She's excited," Patrick translated to Mona.
"I'm going to be in firtht grade," Grant offered, cheerfully. Patrick nudged him in the shoulder, grateful for his willing cooperation.
"So grown up," Mona said, flashing them a smile in the rearview mirror.
At the restaurant the kids had their usual, fresh-corn pancakes with a side of hot tots, which is what Cheeky's called their potatoes. Patrick ordered the Paleo granola and a mimosa. The place was unusually hopping for the ungodly hour—it was one of the problems with Palm Springs. The blazing sun was a virus that turned everyone into morning people. Patrick thought he should break the mood with a joke. "Guncle Rule eleventy-five, special brunch edition: Bottomless mimosas are not the same thing as pantsless mimosas. Very different, in fact. Learned that the hard way."
"You didn't wear panth?" Grant asked.
"Grantelope, you have no idea how many restaurants I've been kicked out of for not wearing pants." Patrick bopped Grant on the head with a menu.
Grant mumbled some loophole about his shorts not being pants, when Maisie interjected.
"There are too many rules!" The word rules dripped with so much disgust, Patrick was taken aback.
"I'm sorry. Do you want to try that again and watch your tone?" Patrick traced his fingers on the hair over his upper lip; he'd shaved that morning, displeased with the gray on his chin, but left behind a pleasantly dark mustache.
"I'm tired of living here! It's a million degrees and your rules aren't funny and I want to go home!"
"Talk about hot tots," Patrick said under his breath, perhaps to Grant, who had become somewhat of a confidant over the last few days of his sister's souring mood. Grant, however, was trying to untangle silverware from his napkin and didn't pick up on the comment.
"What did you say?" Maisie narrowed her eyes; her anger was almost comical, but Patrick didn't laugh—it was coming from someplace very real.
"I said, talk about a HOT TOT. Satisfied?"
"I'm not a tot!" This was abundantly clear; it was like she'd morphed into a teenager overnight.
"Yes, I know. You're sixteen and you don't need a governess."
Grant gave his napkin a yank like a magician pulling a tablecloth. His silverware careened across the table, rescued from sailing off the edge at the last possible second by the jam caddy.
"Okay, can we all just take it down a notch? You're both at like an eight, and I need you at a four."
"What do those numbers even mean? A four of what?"
"Use the context, Maisie. I'm not that difficult to understand." Patrick placed his napkin in his lap before sliding Grant's fork back across the table in front of him. A waiter appeared over his shoulder with Patrick's mimosa balanced on a tray with a rich-looking Bloody Mary. "I'm sorry, I hate to be a pest," Patrick started.
"Don't listen to him," Maisie interjected. "He loves to be a pest."
Patrick kicked Maisie under the table, but he also couldn't help but be impressed. If he sent these kids back to Connecticut with enough snappy comebacks to populate a screwball comedy, the summer would not be a waste. "Ignore her. She went to bed a sweet girl and work up a surly teenager. I've changed my mind. Could I actually have one of those?" He pointed to the Bloody Mary on the waiter's tray. He back-pocketed his line about waving a tomato over the glass and having it be too much tomato juice, as he actually liked tomato juice.
"No problem. In fact, you can have this one." And then in a hushed tone he added, "Looks like you need it." The waiter placed the drink in front of Patrick and whisked the mimosa away.
"What is that?" Grant asked.
Patrick removed the olive and used the leafy celery stalk to muddle some horseradish at the bottom of his glass. "It's a salad. Want one?"
"Gross."
"That's not a salad."
"Sure it is. Celery. Olives. The tomatoes are a little runny."
"Then let's see you eat it with a fork." Maisie crossed her arms defiantly while Grant helpfully offered his.
Patrick took a long sip of his drink and inventoried each ingredient as it slid down his throat—pepper, Tabasco, lemon juice, Worcestershire—easing into the burn. "You think this summer has been a nonstop thrill ride for me? That there haven't been days when I had to sit on my hands so I wouldn't grab your suitcases, stuff you in them, and put you on the next flight east? Well, guess again."
"Then send us to live with Grandma and Grandpa!"
"I'll send you to your room without any lupper."
"I'm serious!"
"You don't want to live with Grandma and Grandpa."
"Why not?"
"Because they think Fox is news and raisins are food." Patrick looked down at Grant, who was rearranging the sugar packets. "Do you want to live with Grandma and Grandpa?"
"Do they have a pool?"
"No. But they're talking about getting one of those tubs for old people with a door you can walk through so you don't slip and fall getting out."
"Are they putting it outside?"
"No. In their bathroom."
"Oh." Grant was more than ready to move on. "Can I have a thinnamon roll?"
"They don't have those here, you're thinking of Koffi."
"A donut, then."
"No."
"Can we thee the big dinosaurs?"
"We've seen them three times this summer."
"I want to know if they're okay."
"They're not okay, they're extinct!" Patrick threw his arms up, exasperated. "You guys exhaust me, you know that? Can I have this. Can we do that. It's not good for my skin."
Maisie picked up a promotional card for a new breakfast sandwich with a braised short rib, while Grant put the finishing touches on the sugars. Patrick picked at the mesquite salt on the rim of his glass, wishing already that the sun was down so he could tick off one more day until Greg was free.
And then Maisie's reedy voice broke the silence. "I hate you."
Patrick froze. Maisie's words were stark and unsettling, meek but with startling conviction; they sucked the air out of the restaurant. Patrick glanced around, wondering how others could breathe. He slid his feet back and forth under the table, trying desperately to get his footing, but the floors were a highly polished concrete and his feet comically flailed beneath him in Keatonesque fashion. Maisie's outburst was the aftershock he'd been afraid of. He reached up and touched his head, seeing the sudden wisdom in wearing a bicycle helmet for protection. He silently counted to ten to avoid saying something he would later regret; now more than ever, he had to be the adult. "No one hates me. Except the New York Times, but they hate everyone from LA." Back during the run of the show, they did five hundred eviscerating words on him that, to this day, still stung.
"I hate you." Maisie repeated the charge.
"I'm not so fond of you right now, if we're being honest."
"I want to go home."
"All right." Patrick pushed his drink away from him and started to rise. As much as he wanted that Bloody Mary, there was no way he was going to enjoy it under duress.
"To Connecticut."
He sat back down. "Just for that, we're going to sit here and take our time."
"No."
"And I'm going to tell them that it's your birthday so they'll come bang on some pots and pans."
"You can't make me stay here!"
"Oh, do you have any ride-share apps on your phone?" Patrick waved his phone at her tauntingly. Maisie lunged for it, but he pulled back just in time. She folded her arms in a pout.
"I'll walk."
"You can't walk, you'll get heatstroke and collapse from thirst."
Maisie picked up her glass of water and defiantly headed for the door.
"All right. That's it. NO MORE MR. NICE GAY!" Patrick threw his napkin on the table in disgust. "Sit. Down."
"Or what?"
The truth was, there weren't a lot of threats he could make and follow through on. But that didn't mean he was willing to be pushed around. "You can't spell nemesis without me, sis. And you do not want to make me your enemy." He stood up, placed his hands on her shoulders, and guided her back to the table; surprisingly, she didn't fight him. "Let's all just take a breath and wait for our food."
"Did you know a flamingo's knees are actually it'th ankles?"
"Is that true?" Patrick turned to Grant.
"Yeah," he said with a surprising authority.
Patrick thought for a moment. "Did you know a duel between three people is called a truel?" It was something he'd learned in a Shakespeare class in college, or thought he had. Memory was a tricky thing. He hoped it was true, as it was surprisingly relevant now. "You kids have it made. You know that? I have all the spoils of success and no natural heirs. All you have to do is be a little bit nice to me and I'll make sure you're set for life. That's all you have to do. And change my diapers when I'm old."